#and i honestly feel like my analysis is wasted when it's framed as “commentary on this one specific media”; because it's not. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

psalmsofpsychosis · 5 days

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Me: i'm so uninspired :( i can't write for shit :( :(

Also Me: *casually writes a 5 page essay in 5 minutes on Eastern minimalism vs. Western minimalism after watching Jacob Geller's video essay on Heizer's "City" *

#when i say ''i can't write for shit'' what i almost always mean is fiction i'm horrible with getting inspired for fiction #i'm always up for essays though there has never been a day in my life where i couldn't churn out 35 office pages of essays on spot #about any given topic essays are so fucking easy to me it's scary #something about taking out the emotional component of writing makes it easy as breathing for me #the problem is that I WANT TO WRITE FICTION HOLY SHIT #anyway; geniunely considering making a substack at this point.#i love writing about media but i go so much deeper than just One Single Piece Of Media #and i honestly feel like my analysis is wasted when it's framed as “commentary on this one specific media”; because it's not.#i could group so much shit together and do real talk and stop pretending like i'm stuck with fandoms #like yes i miss writing Batman meta but also i dont write Batman meta i write zeitgeist commentaries #siiiiiigh. i want to write fic though

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