#and i don't have a script history bc my dr had received samples from the manu that he gave me bc i only needed the like 2 or whatever it ca | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

moonlight-at-dawn · 7 days ago

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I wish my sleep schedule would stop being so fucking random and garbage!!! Can I PLEASE just be awake for 16hr and sleep for 8hr like a functional human!? this sleeping for 12hr and being awake for 18-30hr is bullshit

#misha rambles #urgh i probably need to get my iron and thyroid tested again #i also might need to try sleeping pills to get back onto a normal schedule but me and those kinds of meds don't typically get along #when i was given... ativan?? is that the sleeping one?? i didn't sleep but i did get a really weird dyslexia where words jumped out into #shapes. like i saw full on gothic cathedrals in paragraphs idk #it was weird and disorienting and i didn't get any fucking sleep!!!!#but we'd found something that worked i just don't remember what it was #and i don't have a script history bc my dr had received samples from the manu that he gave me bc i only needed the like 2 or whatever it ca #-me with bc i was just using it to get back on track not to solve a chronic issue #but i can't ask for it bc i have no idea what it was!!! woo!!!#and this was when i still lived in az i don't have access to any of that info #and it's been i think 10 years #idr how long medical records need to be kept for but i think it's somewhere between 7 to 10 yrs?

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