#and i didn't think about it til i wrote this but it is kinda cute

[very-lonely-ghost]

Lip Biter

Parring: Mizu x reader - established relationship

Warming: SFW, Fluff, Blood, Fighting, Lip biting, Swearing, slight hits to sexual themes,

About: you had a lip biting habit and not in the sexual way in the way where you would peel the skin of your lips and bite them will they bleed. Mizu being the good partner she is helps you with your habits.

word count: 0.8K

A/N: Hello again, this idea popped up in my head because I am a lip biter, so I wrote this and desisted to share it with you all. So, enjoy. :)

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Mizu and you had been together for a while, and over that time you learn little nicks that each of you have. One thing Mizu noticed about you was that you bite your lip a lot. Not in a seductive way but in a way, you would bite the skin of your lips off.

There had been sometimes where you bit and tear off skin from your lip to the point it bleeds. 

There was one time in particular when you did it though. 

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It was a normal day, where you worked on something while Mizu sat with you relaxing from a day of traveling. You were biting your lip thinking hard on what you were working on. 

You kept scraping your teeth along your lips to the point where you tore up some skin. Though it didn’t stop you.  You kept doing it til you tasted blood in our mouth. 

You grumbled and Mizu looked over at you. She saw your sad eyes and looked to your lips to see the blood dripping from them. She smiles sadly, then shuffles over to you to help with it. 

“I’ sorry I didn’t mean to-” You started looking to the side

“It’s ok love, I know you don't mean to do it.” She said tilting your head to her. 

Something you had noticed over the time you had been with Mizu is that she is very soft and kind. You honestly couldn't tell at all why people called her a demon. 

You melted into her touch and looked at her with sadness. You were upset that you couldn’t stop your habit. 

“I try to, but I can’t stop it. No matter what I-” Mizu cut off your rambling with a soft kiss to your lips. It truly shut you up as you closed your eyes kissing her back. Mizu licked the blood from your lips and then retreated to her stop. 

“Again love, it's ok” She smiled at you. A light blush rushed across your face from Mizu’s act. 

~~~

Though it made her a bit upset that it would hurt you sometimes, she understood it was a habit that you had for a while. To be honest with herself she kind of adored your cracked lips and how you licked them a lot trying to stop yourself from biting them. 

She also couldn't help how cute it was when you bit too hard so your lip bled. She couldn’t help how cute you looked when you looked at her with those sad eyes as blood dyed your lips a bright red. 

Though she kinda adored how cute you looked when looking at her with a bleeding lip she trys to help you from hurting yourself. 

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You were leaning against a beam as Ringo and Taigen bickered about who knows what. You had spaced out and started to bite your lip as you offended did.

Mizu walked in the room to see what the two of the men fighting were about. Though when her eyes saw you, she stopped and smiled to herself, till she noticed you spaced out and biting your lip. She smiled softly, forgetting about the two idiots and going to you instead. 

As you were spaced you didn't hear or take in Mizu’s presents. 

Mizu realized that and figured you were truly out of it. Now knowing what to do, she went to you and cupped your face to bring you in for a soft kiss. It was short but sweet and it brought you back. Well at least to you and Mizu’s little space. You forgot about the two men fighting only focusing on your wonderful partner. 

“You were spaced out and biting your lip again love.” She explained with a soft voice she only used with you. 

It warmed your heart and made the tips of your ears a slight red. 

Though the moment was ruined when….

“GET A ROOM” Yelled out Taigen look at you and Mizu. 

Mizued looked at him with a pissed off expression, as you hid your face in her chest. 

“Oh, don’t even act like you're so innocent either.” She spat with venom. “We don’t want to hear you, dipshit.” 

The two of them now got into an argument though Mizu’s arms raped around you. It made you feel safe and forget about the yelling. She held onto you tight, keeping you close as she yelled at Taigen. 

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In the end she solved your lip biting and was patient and helpful with trying to break your habit. She never made you feel bad about your habit, she always made you feel like you are doing the best you can. You honestly couldn’t ask for anyone better. Neith could Mizu. You were made for each other and loved it very much.

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A/N Thank you please tell me if you have any ideas and Have a Nice day.

[sissylittlefeather]

Cream (pie) valley

You start working as a nurse at whatever the fuck the name of the boxing place is called in cream valley. Walter keeps getting the shit beat out of him and comes to see you every day. After a few unfortunate events he ends up getting kicked in the balls and comes to you for help, you aren’t expecting much from this baby man, but when he pulls his shorts down you realize his dick is fucking massive. He’s extremely shy about it which just makes him cuter. Things happen and you find out he’s still a virgin and has no idea how to use his massive dick. So you decided to give him a training session if you own to drain his very large very bruised balls in hopes that they’ll feel better (yes this is a breeding thing)

Hey Anonnnn... so I paused my 200 Celebration Requests and wrote this for you. It is so dirtyyyyy but I kinda love it 😂

Warnings: 18+ NO MINORS, kissing, cussing, fingering, oral sex (m&f receiving), p in v sex, unprotected sex, creampie(s), breeding kink, I think that's all...

Cream(pie) Valley

There aren't too many jobs for nurses in Cream Valley. You have to stay here, though, because who would take care of your mother if you didn't? So, reluctantly, you accept a job working for Willy Grogan's place taking care of the boxers. You're not exactly excited to patch up sweaty, bloody men all the time, but it's a job. It doesn't help that you're young and cute and the only female that isn't Dolly on the premises. It's become like a competition for the guys to see who can get to you first. As such, you've developed a rather chilly demeanor to keep them away. That is, until they bring you Galahad.

After his first sparring match with Joey, his nose and his mouth are both bleeding pretty badly. The guys start to joke with him that he'll have to go see you.

"Ohhh, you're going to have to pay a visit to Nurse Hot Tits!"

"She might be made of ice, but her ass sure jiggles like it's not!"

Walter blushes.

"Aw, no guys, don't talk about 'er like that." He hasn't even met you, but he doesn't like that they're disrespectful.

"You just wait til you see her, Galahad." They laugh and drop him off outside your door. He knocks and nervously waits for you to answer. He's always been a little awkward around pretty girls.

You open the door and it's like he's been punched again in the stomach. He tries to keep his eyes on your face, but he can't help but notice the way your nurse's uniform hugs your curves, accentuating your breasts and hips. He swallows deeply and tries to smile politely.

You're a little taken aback at the sight in front of you. Even with the blood running from his nose, he's beautiful. You're overcome with a need to run your fingers through his hair and slide your other hand down his...

"Hi, ma'am. I'm Walter. They told me you could help me with his." He points to his face.

"Oh! Of course. Come on in, honey." You're shocked by your use of the pet name. But he's as sweet as a baby bunny and you just can't help yourself. He walks into the small office and you help him onto the exam table.

You turn away from him and bend over to get some gauze out of a drawer. His eyes go to your ass and he has to make himself look away. He agrees with the guys that you are indeed attractive, but he would never do anything to make you uncomfortable. It's just not in his DNA to treat women the way other men do.

You come back to him and wipe his face with a wet cloth. Then you roll the gauze up and push it up each nostril. To do this, you have to get pretty close to him. The smell of his sweat and natural musk causes a physical response between your legs. He's even prettier up close. Your hands shake slightly as you wipe his mouth and look at his teeth to make sure nothing is too badly damaged. You have his chin in your hand and it takes everything in you not to lean over and kiss him when you finish.

"Alright. You weren't too beat up. I think you'll survive."

"Well, thank you, ma'am."

"Oh, you can call me y/n- NURSE y/n." You catch yourself just in time.

"Thank you, Nurse y/n." He smiles sweetly again and you try not to melt. You help him down from the exam table and he walks out the front door.

******

When Willy makes the decision to take Galahad to his first fight, he decides you should accompany the team. You've never traveled with them before, but he says you'll be necessary to help patch up Walter after the fight. The idea of this sweet man getting beaten to a pulp doesn't excite you, but you figure being there to help is better than not being there.

You wait in the back for the fight to be over. Watching is just too much even when it's not Walter, but especially when you know he's going to have the shit kicked out of him. Finally, you hear the noise of the crowd cheering. It's over and they'll be bringing him back any second now. You just pray he's not on a stretcher.

And he's not. He's standing up! He won! There's a flurry of activity around him as everyone claps him on the back, but he's still bleeding pretty good. When you see his face, you push all the men out of the way and demand that they let you work.

"Aw, hi, Nurse y/n! Didja hear that I won?"

"I did. Now, let me see you and take care of your face." He smiles sheepishly and sits down for you to examine him. You go to work with gauze while he sits still and lets you do your thing. He can't help thinking, though, that he'd like to put his hands on your hips and pull you into his lap. He adjusts himself in his seat and clears his throat.

"Are you almost finished, ma'am?"

"Yes. I'm done." You stand up and take a step backwards to keep yourself from trying to kiss him. "And what did I say about calling me ma'am?"

"Of course, y/n." He drops the "nurse" and it makes your knees weak. There's something about this man that makes you want to climb on top of him and ride him into oblivion. Maybe it's the fact that he doesn't try to flirt with you. Maybe it's the fact that his seeming innocence feels like a cover for something else. It's like he's hiding something behind his gentle eyes and sweet smile, but you can't quite put your finger on it. You want to put more than a finger on it, but you'll have to wait. He doesn't seem interested in you, really.

Once you've got him all patched up, he stands up and goes back to the group of men who are talking and laughing about the match. He tries to catch glimpses of you cleaning up your supplies when he can, but he doesn't want you to notice him looking.

******

You spend the next few months traveling around with the team for fight after fight and win after win. Still, you always have to clean him up afterwards, and the closeness to him when you do drives you both wild. Neither of you lets on, though, and you continue in chaste friendship.

That is, until you get back to the Catskills. You're sitting in your office with a magazine when you hear a weak knock on the door.

"Y/n? Are you in there? I need... help..."

You rush to the door when you hear Walter's voice and the distress in it, opening it carefully. He stumbles into the office and leans against the exam table.

"Walter, what happened?" His face seems to be fine, but he's obviously in pain.

"We were just messing around, not really practicing, but one of the guys hit me... pardon me, ma'am, but he hit me in... well... between my legs." He winces at the thought of the encounter. You blush, knowing this means you'll have to examine him. You just pray you can keep it professional.

"Okay, well, I'm not sure what all I can do for you, but I'll need to look and make sure there's not any serious damage."

"Oh, um, o-okay." He stands there staring at you.

"You'll need to remove your shorts." He blushes deep red and looks down at himself.

"I-I think I'm okay." The thought of you looking at him naked makes his cock twitch.

"Nonsense. I need to check. Drop 'em." He swallows hard and puts his thumbs under his waistline.

"Are ya sure? I'm feeling much better..."

"Do I need to remove them for you?" You're trying very hard to keep a professional demeanor, but there's a big part of you that really wants to see him. But it's important that you make sure he's not really injured, too. Finally, he slides his shorts down and lets them fall to his ankles, intentionally looking away from you and breathing deeply.

You're very glad that he's looking away because your mouth drops open when you see him. His dick is massive. You've been a nurse (and a woman) long enough to have seen a good number of naked men. But this is unlike anything you've ever seen before. You snap your mouth shut to keep from drooling when it starts to water. You're also very thankful for the thick fabric of your uniform that hides your hardening nipples. You clear your throat, pulling on some gloves, and get on your knees in front of him.

"Okay, I'll need you to-to spread... your legs a bit..." He looks down at you, his heart pounding and shuffles his feet out a bit. The picture of you on your knees in front of him causes him to harden a little. He thinks about anything else trying desperately to keep himself flaccid. But when you put your fingers on him to push him out of the way, he fails miserably.

You gently lift his member out of the way so that you can examine his balls, but when you do, you notice that it gets progressively harder as you touch it. Your stomach flip flops, but you try to stay focused. You gently touch his balls to examine them and he winces.

"Oh, I'm sorry, does that hurt?"

"No..." he whispers. "I mean, yes, a little." The feeling of your fingers gently fondling him is driving him insane.

When you notice how hard his dick is, you realize that you're not the only one feeling the way that you are. Your panties are dripping wet between your legs, matching his erection in desire. You massage him gently and look up at him from your position on the floor. He leans his head back and moans softly. You pull your hands back and he looks down at you suddenly. Yanking your gloves off, you stand up from your position on the floor.

"I think what they need to feel better is... emptying..." His breath catches in his throat.

"Ma'am?"

"You heard me."

"Oh, now I can't do that here in front of ya."

"Well, I could... I could help you... if you want." You can't believe the words that are coming out of your mouth. This is horribly unprofessional, but you don't care anymore. You need to feel him and his immense cock inside you.

He looks at you and his innocence is painfully obvious in his eyes.

"I've never..." It dawns on you that he has no idea what he's got here or how to use it. Well, turns out you're just the woman to teach him.

"That's okay. I can show you... if you'd like..." He nods his head wildly. In this moment, he wants nothing more than to listen to your every instruction and do exactly what you say.

"Show me. Please." You walk up close to him and take one of his hands and put it on the back of your neck. You put the other one around your waist and he pulls you in close, kissing you deeply. He might be a virgin, but he knows what he's doing with his tongue in your mouth. You feel his cock twitch again pressed up against your hip, so you put your hand on him and slowly move it up and down, pulling his foreskin back. He has to stop kissing you to let out the moan that he can't contain.

"Take my dress off." He fumbles with the buttons but eventually gets it off of you. His eyes are as wide as plates when he sees you in your underwear. You go ahead and undo your bra and slide your panties down. Somehow, his eyes widen even more.

"Wow." He whispers as he looks at you standing naked in front of him.

"Put me on the exam table." He picks you up easily by your rib cage and sets your bottom on the table. You've never noticed before that it's the perfect height for him to line his hips up with yours.

"Now, you're going to have to warm me up a little before we do this."

"Warm you up?" You take his hand and push two of his fingers inside you.

"Oh!" He watches as you push them in and out. You move your hand away and lay back as he continues what he's doing. He adds a third finger all by himself and you arch your back and moan.

"Can I? Are you ready?"

You look up at him and he's holding himself while he fingers you, obviously in desperate need to be inside you.

"Yes." He puts both hands on your hips and yanks you to the edge of the table. You yelp a little at this sudden show of dominance and he seems to shock himself.

"I'm sorry-"

"Do not apologize. Now come here." You use your hand to guide his tip to your entrance.

"You're going to need to go slow. You're a little... bigger... than average." You say, which is a complete understatement.

"Okay. Just keep tellin' me what to do." He pushes into you slowly and you feel yourself stretch around him.

"Nope. Stop." You hate to stop him when you see the look in his eyes, but there's no way this will work like this. "I need to be wetter."

You pull back off of him, lick your fingers, and start to massage your clit. He looks at what you're doing.

"I can do that."

"No, you do this part." You take his fingers and push them back inside you.

"Well, what if I..." He moves your hand away from yourself and lowers his face down to you. Then, he uses his tongue to mimic the motions you were just making with your finger.

"Oh my god, Walter!" You grab onto the edges of the table as he licks and sucks your clit. He keeps moving his fingers in and out of you as well. You feel your climax building as he keeps up a steady pace with his tongue while finger-fucking you. He's absolutely relentless in his mission, even though you're not sure he's aware of his goal. Finally, you come hard on his hand, shuddering and pulsing around his fingers, the energy from your orgasm washing over you in waves of pleasure.

"Well, that made you wetter." He laughs a little as you ride out your body high.

"Yeah." You answer, chest heaving. "Okay, try again." You lay back on the table with your ankles on his shoulders while he holds your hips, pushing into you slowly. He grunts as he does it. It's taking everything in him to go slow and not just try to slam into you. Your pussy feels so good around him and he wants more.

You feel yourself stretch to accommodate his girth. You've never felt this completely filled before and he's not even finished yet.

"Wait. Try thrusting a little bit." His eyes light up.

"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you."

"Yes, I think it'll help."

"Tell me if you need me to stop." He slowly pulls back and fills you again. You moan in unison. He does it again and it feels like you might die with how good it is to have him pushing against you, stretching you out over and over again. As he pushes into you, he goes a little deeper each time. Finally, you feel his hips meet yours completely and his balls slap against your ass.

"Oh fuck!" You cry out and he stops.

"Good or bad?"

"Don't stop! It's so good!"

"Oh thank God. I'm not sure I could stop now." He goes back to pounding into you, now with more force since he knows he isn't hurting you, the sound of his balls against you filling the otherwise quiet office. You cry out with each thrust and you can tell he's getting close by the way he picks up speed.

"Where should I...?"

"Don't pull out. I want to feel you come inside me."

"Are you sure?"

"Put a baby in me, Walter." Something about the way you say it sends him absolutely over the edge and he comes, hard, all over inside you.

"Oh, yes! Y/n, yes!" Even when he's mid-orgasm, he doesn't cuss. You lean forward and pull his mouth down to yours and kiss him. He slides out, still partially erect and you get an idea.

You hop off the exam table and fall to your knees in front of him, dripping with his desire and yours. Holding him still with both hands, you put your mouth around him as far as you can go and he almost falls over on top of you.

"Y/n! What are you doin'?" You lick and suck on as much of him as you can get in your mouth before you answer him. He's holding onto the edge of the exam table groaning when you finally back off of him.

"I haven't had enough of you yet. Have you had enough of me?" He's fully erect again, so you know the answer.

"No." He grabs you and bends you over the exam table. He lines himself up with your entrance and pushes into you from behind. He goes slow, but not nearly as slow as last time. Before you know it, he's filling you fully, slamming his hips into your ass as he fucks you from behind. Again, you're shocked by his dominance, but you don't question it. He grabs the back of your hair and pulls and you cry out in pleasure. You feel his fingers pressing into on your hips and you wonder if he'll leave bruises. Everything about what he's doing has you hoping it goes on forever.

"Yes, fuck, Walter."

"You want my baby?"

"Yes, yes please." You whimper as he pounds into you. It hurts, but in the best way possible and you love every minute of it.

"Say it."

"I want your baby inside me."

When you say that, it pushes him over the edge and he shudders and slams into you one last time, filling you with his seed again.

"Yes! Y/n!" He yells as he moans through his climax. He pulls out of you and staggers to a chair in the office, dropping into it.

"Wow. Walter, I-"

"I'm-"

"-don't you dare apologize. That was incredible." He smiles sheepishly. You stand leaning against the exam table trying to get your bearings back. He gets up and walks to you, wrapping you in a passionate kiss.

"I-I-I'd like to do that again sometime." You lay your head on his broad chest.

"Me too. But not just yet. I need a few days to recover." He laughs.

"Well, I'm here whenever you're ready, honey."

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@ccab @elvisfatass @elvisalltheway101

Wasn't sure who else would want a Walter tag!

[2d-dreams]

Getting a little too philosophical over Shape Book

feel free to skip on this rambling - I will return to normal posting soon enough, just been thinking a lot.

TL;DR: Cy thinks about what Mr. Abbott would think.

Y'know, after writing so much about Flatland - and I will most certainly continue to write about it - I've kinda been thinking.

About Mr. Abbott specifically - what would he think of all of this?

When he wrote Flatland, did he just.. not bother thinking about any of this like the biology and culture of the bidimensional world, or he did and just didn't find it fitting or had no time to put it in the book? Once he finished it.. did he continue thinking about A. Square and Lord Sphere and everything else or did it just kind of go into a neat little corner of his brain (considering it didn't really get a lot of attention back in the day)

I've never really bothered to think about an afterlife or care about dead people (even considering I was the kind of kid who "Pondered the mysteries of the Sphinx", thinking about existential stuff a lot etc, what God could be, etc) til now, cuz I'm just curious.

If there is one - and he could just look down at our world whenever he wanted or check back on what has become of his work... what would he think?

Put aside the fact I wrote about homosexual shapes or find A Sphere real darn cute..

Look at all the people - Ladd's film, the original characters and fanfiction on one side and the speculative biology and culture on another, Planiverse, Flatterland.. - did Abbott ever want to make his own little characters? Did he ever expect someone to do all of this for his work? What would he think of all we've done? What would he think of the headcanons, the humanized Flatlanders, the OCs, the world we've created from his..

I hope he's proud, because his funny shape book makes us all go a little rabid.

I kinda just want to go up - upward yet not "upward", wherever he is if he's anywhere - or have had all of this happen somehow in the 1880's and just ask him. But like "I" (Cy the Line) said in the funny shape fanfic - old time, eaten time - we can't talk to him in this life nor can we be sure we will in the next ball - or if we'll remember such a thing at that moment.

[littlemsmaladaptivedreamer]

So I started watching this silly little amazing show late...started watching it out of curiosity last year and wound up binging the first two seasons. For the most part I forgot about it til this summer when season 3 rolled around. Now post-season 3 I am still thinking about this show, so I got into the fandom online to fill the gap and gahdamn! It's entertaining here but scaaaary...some of y'all? Whew chile! I can't tell if I hate it or love it here lol, but for better or worse y'all are my people.

Anyway, now that I'm here, this is a random and disorganised collection of some thoughts on HSMTMTS:

First and foremost my fave Sofia/Gina is an icon, the moment and we have no choice but to stan.

Second and foremost Dara/Kourtney is an absolute queen who has mastered the art of the slay, and if you disagree you're wrong.

I am a RINA...from the jump. I saw the vision. You did well Tim.

IF, however, our boy JACK somehow moved to SLC, I'm done with Rina. They were too cute <3

I enjoyed early days Portwell. I supported the end of PW when it clearly was not working.

I think EJ is a good guy and deserves happiness. Gina would agree. I wish certain parts of this fandom would recognise that.

I'm a little neutral on Ricky. He's cool and all, but I don't get the hype much. I only really love him in connection to Gina. I still think he deserves happiness.

I think they all deserve happiness frankly. They're kids. It's a tv show.

JENZARRA! I'm sorry Mike but Jenzarra supremacy.

Related to previous, Benjamin was underutilised :( I loved him in his Sue Sylvester era, wish it lasted a bit longer.

Jet is a national treasure.

I'll miss Nini. She wasn't my favourite, but I liked her, even when she was less of a main character.

I kinda think Nini/EJ might have made a good endgame. What even was their ship name though? I literally don't know...NJ? EJini? Salwell?

Wondering is still a top 10 of all HSMTMTS songs, even after season 3.

I need to see the thanksgiving hat make a comeback in season 4. Did Ricky grow into it?

Why did EJ call Ricky his brother? I still don't get it...they were never brotherly??

I didn't care for Rini as a couple, but the pairing brought some great songs to the show though.

Related to previous, I'm interested to see what music comes as a result of Rina. I'm not sure what to expect, but I have faith in the it girl and her boy.

EJ should have sang A Billion Sorrys for Nini. Also I disagree with Ashlyn, Elton wrote a bop.

Also, how come Gina never considered connecting Ashlyn with Jamie? She's also a super talented songwriter with an amazing voice. Doesn't make sense to me but it's fine because Gina Porter is never wrong, and if she ever was, no she wasn't.

Seb was robbed, he deserved the Beast role. #JusticeforSebby

I've been thinking of doing a re-watch from Season 1 so may post some thoughts then!

Also looking for some more hsmtmts related blogs to follow :) So if you see/read this post feel free to suggest some thanks!

[cipheress-to-k-pop]

Love, thank you for responding to my last ask, I was waiting to hear your thoughts on it. This time I have an idea that not based on a musical but loosely based on Harry Potter.

What if the reason YJR survived the attack from the Lords Of Order is because her mother cast a spell protecting her? Like how Lilys love for Harry protected him and killed Voldemort. It would make sense as to why she survived.

To take it a step further the spell might protect her from anyone trying to hurt her so no one can hurt her no matter what they do. So they just… leave her. But Kent Nelson comes back, not as Dr. Fate but as himself and is able to bring her back because he doesn’t want to hurt her. It would also make Kent Nelson a good person in her mind, but Dr. Fate is not.

Ps: a while ago someone made a joke about the YJ crew singing “We Don’t Talk About Bruno” and I got bored and wrote a parody if you’re interested

Pss: I know you haven’t seen Stargirl (which you should it’s amazing! And in my opinion the best live action dc show) but I did have an idea for that universe. If you want to hear it I can be super vague about what happens in the show. I just want to tell someone.

Hey darling! I didn't wait nearly as long as last time to answer this one so I hope you're proud of me^^

I'm just gonna get right into it.

Firstly, I think the idea is really really cute and I love that it would be her mother's love that protects her but tbh I'm not a big fan of it (sorry)😭😫

Tbh I didn't really like it in Harry Potter when I saw it the first time around. Idky but I just don't like the concept of 'love magic'??? Like I don't like things that are like 'the power of love' or 'friendship conquers all'. I like the idea in context of whwd but I already have a bias against this because of Harry Potter so I'm just not into it

Also I kinda like the idea that instead of Kent Nelson it would be Klarion

like omfg imagine that

Klarion just coming to the dimension and seeing all the carnage and being so overwrought with grief and fury that the only thing on his mind is revenge but when he hears baby yjr's cries, he cannot ignore the last of his kind

So, for the first time in his life, he chooses to make a mature decision.

Revenge can wait til tomorrow

Secondly, I would LOVE to see your parody of 'We don't talk about bruno'

Thirdly, I have not watched Stargirl but i am definitely open to listening to you rant about it!!! Tell me everything!

[rocksanddeadflowers]

Everything with the sensory stuff!!! Jonny insisting Brian doesn't have to wear that monstrosity and they can just pick better fabric together next time. (Also Carmilla and Brian not being able to do much sewing beyond simple minor things so Brian explains how special this feels bc there's no tailor in town (or at least not one willing to fit dresses for Brian) so they always get clothes they have to adjust to fit Brian. Having one made and tailored specifically with Brian in mind...... ouagh.......)

OUAGH THE THING WITH THE SHOES!!!! It already feels kinda fae trickstery to steal his shoes like that which is actually so cute to me....... then also the kid who stole them to make ppl stay longer like!!! Feels relevant just bc Lyf might being growing feelings but neither realize and idk.... (Reminds me of that scene in Big Fish with the weird secluded town were no one wears shoes and stays forever so that kid steals the protag's shoes and tosses them up with the rest bc she likes the protag and wants him to stay in town. That whole movie is a trip and I love it.) (Also fae Lyf just hating shoes when they're unnecessary in general just for funises. "Oh you're not walking across something dangerous or gross? Then literally what is the point? Pretty cringe honestly. You don't wanna feel the earth beneath you? Pathetic. Loser. Pussy." The only excuse they'll possibly accept other than when they're actually needed (say, while walking across the rubble of what used to be their home, gee I wonder why anyone would be stuck doing that-) is sensory issues.)

Everything you wrote with the mob stuff like!!!!! Bouncing off the walls of my enclosure......... Toy handling people by thinking they're ill somehow and just sticking the somewhere to come back too after its order is carried out lmao... (<- also idk if I've ever brought this up but I kinda pictured Toy's eyes going red and sharp and primal- the most human but inhuman look its ever had as it fights Jonny. There's a certain rage and strictness to it- the most intense order its followed to date. Toy barely emotes, but Marius sobbing and begging demanding it to stop, and the red flickers away from its gaze and it realizes its orders meant to help Marius have hurt him somehow.... idk feelings bro.)

EVERYTHING WITH HOW YOU DESCRIBED LYF!!!!!! IDK WHAT TO SAY RN BUT ILL PROBABLY GET INTO SOMETHING AND I'M GOING BONKERS YOURE SO CORRECT AND THAT'S HOW I ALWAYS FELT TOO UAGH!!!!!!!

Dude I am a MAJOR sucker for plants that express someone's emotions.... (<- has a fae jon jarchivist design with that trope). Thinking the rose grew a bit and roost twisted around into his hair and stuff..... (the roses growing on the grounds do the same deending on Aurora's moods too!!!) (Also everything about the tree scene like... "Its not over til its over" is SO HER AAAAAHHH!!!!)

Also! Thought about getting into the details of Lyf Tim and Bertie war backstory but I don't actually have as much as I thought? I was thinking a Cinders' esque thing ("My stepmother and sisters betrayed our world conceding") where Odin was the queen of their kingdom but she sold everyone out... made a deal with the rulers and the whole war was planned so both sides monarch's would profit. Didn't actually think up any details on that tho. (FUCK what if anyone Jutn related - Loki, Sigyn, Fenrir, etc - are of the Fair Folk?????? Oh boy....... oh boy okay maybe its the autism making those things combine like that feel like im self combusting idk.)

Tim and Bertie, though- I think the cataclyst that made them sabotage everything was something almost killing Bertie. Enough to almost get Bertie sent home, but really the higher ups avoided that at all costs and Bertie didn't want to leave without Tim. Tim was so scared Bertie had died- it was too long before he was allowed to see Bertie after the injury, too. Tim was already spiraling into a revenge plan when he finally got to see Bertie. At that point its a bone crushing hug with tears, then a long somber candlelight talk, then a unanimous and major "Alright, yeah, fuck it."

Also idk how this would work but I had an image in my brain of late into the war, the boarders of most towns being closed off. Lyf, someone of Fae blood (oh hey btw you actually liking fae!lyf is opening such a major autistic can of worms you just opened for me .... fae/faery things are one of my oldest obsessions/interests) feels the forest calling out to them. The woods grow more desperate, frantic, and hungry for those who have the moss and dirt in their veins to return because it can feel the war. The war spreads to the edges of treelines and burns. This is the time for them to evacuate into the forest's depths, into realms mankind cannot reach, so the woods make protect the fair folk and so the fair folk in turn can protect the woods. Lyf is of the few who don't escape in time. The boarders close, no one to leave or enter the town. The disconnect and desperation make Lyf ill.

After everything is destroyed, and Lyf is of the little that remain (I can almost see them in a basement or bunker underground when it happens, vines and tree roots and plant life bursting up from the rock and surrounding Lyf just before the entire structure collapses), and alongside Tim and Bertie (totally and completely willingly lmao), they're finally in the woods. They can feel a disconnect- a wall between this realm and the realm that called them. It was created not long before the complete destruction, a safety precaution. Its far to much for Lyf to break through to find the other side. While it almost saddens them in a way they don't understand and cannot explain, the forest itself accepts them joyously. Lyf is doing very poorly, but the longer they stay in the woods, the healthier they begin to feel (alongside actual treatments but you know). They feels sparks of magic, start wondering if there's magic like things they can do.

Also yes!!! Lyf knowing their way around the woods so well... Tim and Bertie are taking in this super messed up stray and almost being a little overprotective from the get go bc they seem so frail... Lyf certainly being messed up like sick and weak, but still:

"Yeah no don't go that way- just trust me." "Did no one ever teach you to not trust random berries in the woods? Are you stupid?" "Yeah that water is good to drink, just make sure you have an offering for the Rusalka that lives there first." "This sap and moss will make a perfectly adequate bandage for that- okay if you're just gonna rise it with stream water with no anti-septic its just gonna get infected and gross and you'll die. ........'what's an anti-septic?' Bertie you may have to hold him down." "I assure you the sound of a baby crying this deep in the woods is no actual child get back in the tent and stay put. Oh, you really care now? After bombing my whole town? Interesting."

Also random bonus thingy:

"There must be more than this provincial life!" said by Brian as he stares longingly into the distance at the peaks of mountains and an abandoned castle, wind tousling his hair

"Just watch, I'm going to make [Brian] my wife/husband!" Said by Marius where he's sat on Toy's shoulders bc he couldn't get through the crowd by himself, legs sticking straight out, one arm holding on and the other pointing at Brian.

Also also idk if I ever mentioned this either but- always pictured Marius crouching down and stuff when with the servants of the castle. Like, he always wants to be at level with them. Eye level at a counter or sat on the ground with his legs way out in front of him. He doesn't like standing over them and looking down at them. You'd almost think he'd like being taller for once- but its honestly kinda weird and jarring to him lmao. He still brags about his height while sitting on the floor in platforms that are about to be stolen next time he falls asleep tho.

Okay that's probably all I meant hopefully! Almost one am here rn I am so tired i usually go to be earlier than this but at least its friday? Or was friday lmao.. (a fyafyt stabby friday....)vanyway I'm beat probably got enough of this out of my ssytem to sleep now so peace!

Beauty and the Beast, but it's the Mechanisms.

Jonny must be the beast because feral Jonny and the whole heart thing... prove me wrong.

Tim or Brian is Belle.

Rest of the Mechs are the servants in the Beast's house. With an exception for Marius as Gaston cause I can totally fucking see it. He would suck at it though because it's Marius. And also, short Marius HC.

This is probably not new. But it's been brewing in my head for a good few months, ever since I put my Mechs OC in the iconic Belle dress.

[love-hatred-stuff]

Just a dream } Lim Sejun [victon]

genre: yandere, mild smut, fluff (,angst?)

warning(s): mentions of killing & stalking, suggestive!, mentions of other idols (subin&byungchan)

word count: about 3.3k

note: If u feel uncomfortable with any of the warnings above, feel free to skip! I will probably do more parts :)

I'm not that good in writing smut but I wanted it to be not too dirty, like there's sexual tension but everything is on a comfortable level

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Third person's POV

at school

Lim Sejun was your best friend, along with his stepbrother Jung Subin. You actually met Sejun through Subin.

At first only Subin was your classmate since 5th grade and you too eventually became really close. And later on, about two years, Sejun joined you because he moved here, when his Mom wanted to marry your other friends Dad.

You never never had romantic feelings for Subin, you just loved him as a friend.

But his stepbrother was something different. It wasn't like you had a crush on him, he just made you so nervous all the time.

You didn't show it, but inside you always slightly get butterflies everytime he stares at you or uses his deep voice to convince you to something.

Not to mention his looks, but he could do many things that made him get most girls attention. Though he never cared about girls except for you.

He was a rather cold person, kept most things to himself and didn't laugh very often. But when he did, it always made you happy aswell.

It was mostly you that made him giggle or smile but you never questioned it.

You were just grateful to have them as your friends. Even though the brothers fought like literally almost all the time.

But what you noticed is that Sejun was very protective over you. What you didn't know was caused by the obsession he had over you.

In the Beginning it was only a little crushing, adoring you secretly. This soon turned into serious, strong feelings, and desire that he kept inside and eventually real love.

Of course you obviously didn't know about his "little" possession, but you were everything to him and nothing would steal you from him.

Anyone that touched you inappropriately, wasn't blessed to live a long life. And he made sure of that. The killing wasn't a big deal for him, as long as you were safe it didn't matter.

School was long over, but you and Sejun were still sitting in the library to do homework and explain math to Subin when he had problems, which was like constantly.

"God, Subin! I explained this to you like a hundred times. It's Sejun's turn now, he is even smarter than me." You groaned at your friends intolerance.

You desperately looked at the dark haired boy, who sat on a chair and concentratedly wrote something on a paper.

When he was just giving you a look with a frown you sighed.

"Help your brother for gods sake! I can't do this anymore. I finished anyways, I could just go if I wanted to." You complained in a whiny manner.

Sejun still looked at you and than shortly at Subin. He shook his head.

"I'm not helping him. He has to learn himself. And he's just my stepbrother. Not my problem." He shrugged and turned to his paper.

Subin just looked absolutely cluelessly at the many numbers and even letters.

"Please Sejun! Your Mom told me to help him. She will think I'm dumb as well!" You continued, to stubborn to give up first.

"Hey!" Subin faked a hurtful look, laying his hand on his heart.

"Sorry, Binnie. But I won't explain this to you again." You touched his shoulder, smiling exclusively.

Now Sejun also noticed the contact between you too and made a noise to seperate you again and get your attention.

Your head turned to him, hoping he changed his mind.

But he just saw one thing at this moment; your thigh that was exposed because of the skirt that had slipped up 'til the beginning of you lace slip.

His eyes fixated on your beautiful legs and his mind went wild automatically. He was aroused immediately, imagining he was the one who could take it off of you.

You didn't bother to look down, where he was looking. You were just thinking he zoned out for a moment at waved your hand on front of his iced eyes.

"Sejun? Are you okay?" You wondered.

When he came back to reality he noticed how tight his jeans felt so suddenly. But managed to look up at you finally.

"Huh? Oh, yes. I will only explain this once to him, and I wanna get a treat." He wanted to compromise.

You waited a moment to process and decide if you wanted to compromise.

"Okay. What do want as your treat?" You asked innocently.

Sejun thought. How could he indirectly say that he wanted to be alone with you?

"You will go with me studiying tomorrow, after school." He grinned, secretly so excited to have you to himself for some hours.

Your eyes widened. Another study session?

"Fine, but why so obsessed with studiying? School's not everything, Junnie." You told him.

He stayed silent. If you knew what I want to do to you right now, Y/N. He thought, very aware of his bulge, growing even harder. But he couldn't do anything about it, he had to hide under the table until it would hopefully disappear.

After about half an hour, he had made everything clear for Subin. Well, supposedly. And the three of you went home.

Subin couldn't hold a moan back as he touched his boner through his black jeans. He hadn't been able to hold back the dirty thoughts of you telling him that you wanted him as much as he did. And now that he was finally home, he could release some of his inholded sexual sounds. He rarely listened to anyone but gladly would accept you as his domme.

He just loved you so much, of course he was craving for your touch. You were his only weakness at this point.

•••

the next day

You could walk to school because your house wasn't that far away. You didn't know that Sejun was always behind you, to make sure you came home safe and to enjoy your pretty features a little longer.

When you arrived and waited for you two only friends and greeted Subin happily with hug and a minute later Sejun with a sweet "Hey." Because you knew he didn't really enjoy skinship.

He greeted back politely. And thought about how pretty you looked again, although he saw you everyday in the same school uniform.

He secretly hated that the girls had to wear skirts in school. So he gave every boy who dared to look at you a second too long a warning glare to fuck off. And if they wouldn't hear, he would made sure they would never look at you again.

It was normal for him, he would keep you forever. And no one would destroy his plan.

~~

School had ended fast and you bid your goodbyes to Subin and went to the library.

You sat down next to each other and your knees would touch every now and then, making Sejun wanting to already moan your name out loud, by just this simple touch.

~~

One hour had passed and you slowly got bored, as you were just too done to concentrate on school stuff any longer.

"Sejun~" You whined, tucking on his blazer.

Holy fuck. He thought. I want you to whine my name like this again.

He tried to not look much affected and hummed as a response to you.

"I'm bored. I don't wanna study anymore. Let's just do something different, yes?" You tried to convince him with puppy eyes.

"What can we do?" He asked quietly, unsure if he would maybe be alowed to touch you a little.

"Kiss?" You said, leaning forward.

It wasn't really your intention but he could see some of your cleavage in this position. He told himself to keep control.

You laughed sweetly. He was so cute when he blushed.

You were just joking. But didn't know he was actually craving for the touch of your lips, just once. Once would be enough and he would be the luckiest man alive.

Now you frowned, he still wasn't looking away from your lips.

"Sejun, I was just jo-" You couldn't finish.

His hands snaked around your waist to sit you on his lap in a fast motion, disrupting you.

Him touching you in this way, affected you more than you wanted to admit.

"What are you doing?" You whispered.

Your butt sat on his thighs, your feet touched the ground. And your faces weren't that far away from each other either.

"I thought you were bored." His raspy voice made you feel the familiar butterflies in your stomach.

"Yeah, but what do want now?" You still whispered, so exited for his next move.

He grabbed your hips with more force, to shove you even further to his face.

A groan escaped his throat at the sudden friction he felt of your core grinding on his.

"You don't wanna know what I want to do to you Y/N."

He let his finger slide over your lower lip.

Why was he so changed all out of the blue?

He had waited for years to feel you right there where you sat on in this moment.

"Do you want me to stay still or move?" You asked as you were ready to risk it all.

You were feeling so out of this world, like someone would have drugged you. But you liked it, yeah, you enjoyed it.

"It's your choice, kitten. But be aware that if you cross a certain line I won't be able told back and take you right here, right now." He warned you in a husky voice, while breathing in all of your body right in his hands.

You let out a whiny moan at his dirty talking. You were kinda ready to get to his limits.

"It's okay, just tell me when I have to stop." You breathed out, against his neck.

As he felt your hot breath hit his exposed skin and at the same time, your hips moving into his he fekt like in heaven.

"Y/N~ah." He moaned out and threw his head back.

He felt like he would come right on the spot.

Between your movements you also let out hitched breaths at the immense pleasure your where giving and receiving, although you both still where having all your clothes on. But you forgot about that long ago.

Your bodys where still rocking together as he was watching all of your little expressions that showed on your face.

Though, at some point when you begin to settle kisses on his neck, jaw and cheeks, he couldn't hold himself back any longer and wanted to warn you again so it wouldn't escalate.

"Y/N, Y/N-ah, stop, it's too much!" He almost cried out for you.

You obeyed and stopped, panting a little.

"It's okay." You stroke his cheek. "We can continue this another time, Junnie." You promised.

His eyes flashed with exitement, as he struggled to come down from this so unreal seeming experience with you.

"I- I will just finish this work sheet. I have to calm down." Sejun told me as he got his ability to talk back.

He never thought, he would be able to find the confidence and touch you like this.

And you even agreed!

It was like a dream.

•••

Well, maybe it really was.

Sejun's POV

"Junnie, wake up!" Y/N shook me gently.

I was suddenly torned from my deep sleep. I breathed out and groaned.

I had dreamed everything?!

I felt so disappointed. I wished it would have happened in reality, it was the most pleasureable thing I had ever experienced in my life.

And it came out as just another wet dream of mine.

At this moment I told myself to be more confident and don't behave like a creep that hated skinship.

I had to be more cool with it, orherwise I would never get what I was craving for desperately.

"Are you okay, Sejun-ah?" She looked at me a bit worried as I still wasn't reacting at all.

But her voice finally brought me back to reality.

"No Y/N, I'm not okay." I answered.

"What is it?" She wondered.

I struggled to come up with an excuse, so I decided to be honest with her.

"You and me, we were here in the library and-"

"Oh, that? You weren't dreaming, Junnie. It happened."

I widened my eyes. It wasn't a dream? I blushed.

"But why did I fell asleep then?" I wanted to know, since it all didn't really made sense.

"You wanted to finish your paper to calm down. Well, it worked, you fell asleep." She explained

Suddenly I remembered. I had never dreamed. It had happened in real life.

Maybe I should consider sleeping more instead of watching her. I thought to myself, it was unacceptable to fall asleep during spending time with her.

•••

Third person's POV

You were sitting in the cafeteria of your Highschool, talking to your two guy friends.

It was a day like every other and everything was normal, except for Sejun's behaviour.

He was getting more confident in touching you but immediately blushed when he noticed that you were looking at him with a concerned face.

It was not like you lost interest or anything, you were still reacting to his teasing as intense as before. But you didn't thought he would want the two of you to keep doing these things.

Everything began two days ago in the library. He was getting more and more crazy for you each second.

Right in the moment he was secretly watching you talking to his stepbrother.

You were pure beauty in his eyes and he couldn't stop looking at your soft features and feminine body.

How you used your whole body while demonstrating something to Subin was something Sejun found absolutely adorable.

Every now and then you also glanced at him so he had to act like he wouldn't been staring at you the whole break long and mostly just nodded when you asked for his opinion or just wanted to include him in the conversation.

Sejun almost forgot to eat while being so busy admiring you.

When the bell rang for third period all the students stood up and he noticed that he wasn't the only one who didn't eat most of his food.

"Y/N you only ate your salad." Sejun walked next to you and pointed at your still full tablet with his finger.

You both were walking the same direction to put your tablets away and turn to your class after.

"Oh yeah, I'm not that hungry." You tried to explain.

But the actual reason was something else. You couldn't ignore Sejun's attentive look on you the whole time. You tried your best to ignore this weird feeling in you stomach but it was difficult when you knew that you had to endure that until you would be home.

"But you need to eat, to have enough energy for class." He pointed out while you made your way to the classroom.

Even if all his actions were meant to be innocent without any dirty intentions, it was hard for you to forget how you were sitting directly on his hard boner and could hear these pornografic sounds coming out of his mouth.

You liked how he had reacted to you in some way. Because no one ever had made you feel so wanted like he did that evening.

And you really gave your best to delete it from your memory but you just couldn't when you saw him every single day and felt how tensed he sometimes was. It reminded you of the Sejun that had called you Kitten.

You noticed you hadn't answered him yet and snapped out of your wild thoughts.

"Yes, I know but I have enough energy left. I promise, Junnie." You assured as you two arrived at the right room.

He just gave you a worried look and settled down on his seat like you did.

The three of you weren't directly seated next to each other but close, so the boys could still have an eye on you.

The teacher came in as well and the lesson began soon after.

Byungchan was sitting next to you since a few days, but you have no problem with that because he's very nice. Sometimes he would try to flirt with you and you would just act like you wouldn't know what he was doing.

He was also very handsome and popular at your school, though that hadn't had any affect on you. You just cared about the work you had to do together, nothing else.

Although... you do blushed when he made you a compliment, simply because you found it charming and sweet of him to care about how you looked.

What you didn't know was that Sejun was on the verge of killing him every single day since he sits next to you.

He even asked himself how to quickly and inconspicuously as possible have this done. So he would get rid of him finally.

He was so angry inside but told himself to keep his control awhile longer. You shouldn't suffer under his death too much so Sejun wanted to wait a little longer and threathen Byungchan first, to better stop flirting with you or else he had to be killed.

After a while the class was dismissed and for you, school had ended already. You completely had missed the time and were happy to be able to leave the school building already.

You packed your stuff and didn't even notice that Sejun was standing in front of you.

While he waited he stared down at you until he finally spoke up.

"Hey, Y/N. Do want to go eat ice-cream and hang out a bit maybe?" He asked as he restlessly scratched his neck.

You looked up, surprised to hear his voice instead of Subin's.

"Umm yeah, sure. But where's Subin?" You wanted to know, furrowing your brows and scanning the room to find you other friend.

"He had to leave early today. Mom told him to do his homework once in a lifetime." Sejun's monotonous voice was back and he was a little sad that you wanted to have Subin with you so badly.

You chuckled and put on your blazer and then your backpack, before you nodded at him to move on.

All students had left the classroom already so you were alone.

He started to shiver instead of leaving the room as he knew that he had to speak about what had happened between you two.

"Y/N.. I think we maybe need to talk." His shy self was back again.

"About what?" You asked, as you were wondering if he really would mention the incident again.

"About that day.. when you and I.." He wasn't able to finish his sentence, he was too insecure.

She probably doesn't want me to touch her anyways. Sejun thought and closed his eyes in brief.

"It's okay, Sejun-ah. We can just forget about it if you want." You patted his shoulder as you weren't really sure what to say or do.

"That's not it, Y/N. I want your permission to my touch. I want to be closer to you and not make you uncomfortable." The black haired boy looked to the ground, expecting you to be grossed out.

"You have my permission Sejun-ah, it's okay with me if you touch me more. I like it because I always enjoy your company. You have to know that, alright?" You gave him a warm smile when he finally found the courage to look at you.

He kept quite and nodded before leaving school with you.

He couldn't say it, but he deeply wanted to hold your hand.

You thought and felt the same so you just took the first step and interwined your hand with his.

You didn't expect this to be more than a close friendship but you enjoyed it anyways. As he always made you feel so safe and loved.

And Sejun was feeling like he just got everything he wanted in a matter of seconds. He would protect you, not caring about the rest of the world.

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I edited the story cover by myself but the pictures are not mine (so is the gif), credits to the owners :)

[bangtancentricsblog]

❀ through the centuries

↳ this was part of an ask game that the lovely Mo @suhdays was nice enough to play with me so as a repayment I wrote this 💕

❒ pairing: jeon jungkook x reader

❒ genre: fluff, a sprinkle of angst

❒ alternative universe: werewolf, mythical, strangers to lovers, soulmate haha…

❒ rating: NC 17

❒ word count: 1.5k +

warnings/disclosures: my size kink kinda jumped out a little bit but not that bad, sheriff Jungkook, cameos from Jaehyun of NCT, Yugyeom of GOT7, Jungkook had a fwb, werewolf jungkook, demi-god mc, magic, some made up story of the how soul mates came to be, jungkook bites MC but like playfully, unedited as always!!

“I literally can’t stand you.” you laugh, smiling up at Jungkook as he offers you a mug. It’s been a little over half a year since you’ve met and though for the most part he is insufferable there is something oddly endearing about him.

“I’m aware.” He says the glimmer to his eyes heats your cheeks so much that you have to turn away. You’re tucked into the corner of his breakfast nook in some of the comfiest sweats you have ever worn, the sun filters through the windows and you bask in its warmth. This home is nothing like your own, it's warmer, more inviting, cozy even, just like Jungkook. He didn't question your appearance at his doorstep all that time ago, had only smiled warmly stepping aside to let you in.

“I have to get to work soon, but you should be fine on your own ‘til I come back for lunch.” He’s humming as he sips from his mug, a cute little song that you now recognize as something that comes from his pack.

“Do you miss your pack?” you murmur, the words are out too quick, slipping past your lips before you can stop them.

“Sometimes, mostly the sense of belonging and my brothers of course.” he answers with a sad smile. Your heart aches for him, a strange sensation in itself since your family holds little warmth, their sense of duty to your goddess always came first. There were no soothing words or warm smiles at any point in your life. Not that you had noticed, it wasn't normal for families to be affectionate, they only taught you what was needed to serve the goddess and keep the bloodline pure.

“I wonder what that’s like.” you sigh taking a sip from your mug, and Jungkook doesn't miss your happy little wiggle as the taste of hot chocolate washes over your tongue. He shoots you one last smile, filling his travel mug, rounding the corner of his kitchen island and running his fingers through your hair.

“I’ll see at lunch, don't get into any trouble while I’m gone.” There’s a tingle in your fingertips, one that settles your racing thoughts and washes over you like a cool rain. You feel so small when you’re with Jungkook, a strange feeling when you yourself are what you’d like to think is normal sized. But Jungkook is big everywhere, just the thought of having seen him so indecently heats your skin once more. It was improper and you prayed the goddess forgave you for your transgressions before marriage. You’re suddenly reminded of just how early it is as the silence settles around you with Jungkook’s absence. Something that makes you more uncomfortable than you’re willing to admit.

The sigh you let out is heavy, breaking the silence if only for a moment, it helps to settle the energy that is abuz in your being. A feeling you are growing more and more accustomed to as the days pass. You suppose you should get started on your daily routine since you are already up and more than awake. After all, the goddess shines down on those who are hardworking.

**

“So are you gonna tell us about your girlfriend?” Yugyeom starts shooting a smirk at Jaehyun who scowls in return.

“That’s literally none of your business.” Jungkook laughs as he types his report.

“No, I really think it is. Some smoking hot girl shows up at your house and you just let her live with you? There’s got to be some story to that.” he says throwing his hands up.

“There isn't, she's a family friend.”

“Wait till Yuna catches wind of this.” Yuyeom laughs before shuffling over to his desk at the back of the station. Jungkook stops typing, gaze moving to Yuna who sits at the reception desk up front. He’s never had anything with her, not really, a hook up here and there but nothing serious at least he hadn't thought so at first. Though if he really thinks about it, like really thinks maybe she had thought something of it? She did leave her clothes at his, and she was constantly sleeping over when they did spend the night together. Hell he’d even taken her to get pancakes at the local diner from time to time but that wasn't enough to make her believe they were an item was it?

“Don’t think about it too hard Kook, Yuna won't think too much about it so you shouldn't either.” Jaehyun says a smile tilting his lips upwards.

“Thanks, I hope you’re right.” he breathes offering a tight lipped smile and going back to his report.

*

Unfortunately Jaehyun is wrong, so very wrong. Yuna had managed to corner Jungkook on his way out of the sheriff station at their lunch break, her arms easily wrapping around his neck as she pressed heated kisses to any skin available to her. He’s not quite sure where to put his hands, as he holds them up and away from her, and it doesn't go unnoticed. She’s quick to peak at him from under her lashes, gaze fogged up with what he assumes would've been enough for him once, but all he can think about right now is the invisible tether that pulls him home, pulls him to you.

“What’s wrong baby?” she asks somewhat breathlessly as she manages to pull herself away from him.

“Yuna listen, we aren’t - well y’know we aren't a couple right?” He feels like he breathes again when her scent no longer drowns his senses, it’s not unpleasant by any means just very pungent. Something that churns his stomach, he rubs at his neck a bit as nerves take over his being, his wolf growing restless before he catches it. The light woody scent that clings to his wrist, one that settles the impatient animal that was roused from it’s slumber the moment she’d pressed herself to his form. His chest rumbles softly almost like a purr one that Yuna doesn’t catch with her human hearing.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean, just that we weren’t exclusive or anything and this is just a me thing not a you thing.” he says somewhat awkwardly, he takes in her form watching the emotions play out on her face before she deflates.

“Oh,” she starts after a brief silence “yeah, I knew that.” she sniffles, quickly turning away and leaving. He feels terrible, after all he isn’t trying to be a dick but his wolf is whining at him to get home already, to you.

“Shit, it’s gonna be awkward when i get back.” he sighs running a hand through his hair.

**

You hear Jungkook before you see him, the sound of his footfalls is light but not as light as he thinks. The sun is peeking out at you from behind a cloud, and you thank the goddess for the oncoming rain, not that anyone would believe you if you said to expect rain. Heat blankets your back as Jungkook cages you against the counter, resting his head against your shoulder. He spends some time breathing you in, relishing in your scent and that other thing that he has yet to name but has his wolf presenting his belly.

“I’m so tired.” he sighs, wrapping his arms around you. You perk up craning your neck to catch a glimpse of him when you feel the familiar press of teeth through the fabric of your shirt.

“Are you okay?” you ask, placing your hands atop his where they rest on your stomach.

“Yeah, just tired. Yugyeom asked about you again.”

“Hmm, I should meet him soon. Take an umbrella when you leave, there's rain coming.” you laugh as he nuzzles your neck, the stress from earlier in the day melts away, Jungkook can almost feel the way it leaves his body as he begins to rock you gently. It’s as you two eat lunch together that he finally understands what this unfamiliar feeling is called.

He’s rinsing the dishes, hearing you hum the song from his pack that he recalls a story told to him when he was a pup. A fantastical tale of a goddess whose lover was taken from her, hidden by others who were jealous of their love and cursed to roam the earth as half god half beast. It was only when the moon was full did she find her lover, and thus had created what was once called a mate. A being that was the literal embodiment of the purity of their love but overtime had faded out as the bloodlines continued. He recalls his mother telling him that he and his brothers were the last of his pack that still held the blood of the goddess’ lover though somewhat muddied still carried something that pure. She had claimed they were destined for greatness just as the old goddess and her lover as their ancestors. That one day they would find their mate and they would know.

“Jungkook, are you listening?” you ask, tone soft as you grin up at him. Something in his being shift, he can almost hear it click into place. The air feels electric, your shine so bright almost like the golden light from a full moon, it’s here that he knows he’s found you. His goddess, his mate.

[wonthingz]

Only for you | jeon wonwoo.

so i was inspired by this going svt episode pLS JUST DONT MIND ME IM WACK

this is just some kind of weird work ive been wanting to write since yesterday since i got iNSPIRED i hope yall will like it uwu

badboy!wonu delinquent!wonu ig okay so this takes place in school. both u and wonwoo are toTALLY COMPLETELY UTTERLY DIFFERENT you're this soft, really pretty popular student,,, u have lots of friends and a large number of ppl at ur school are crushing on u. except for these 5 boys in ur school who everybody labels as the " bad boys. " yet u suddenly have this awkward encounter with one of them: jeon wonwoo.

• okay so u're out with your friends: jun, vernon, seungkwan and chan.

• these 4 are ur mAIN BESTIES yep despite the fact that they are the opposite gender, u've been with these guys since elementary

• vernon has been the one u're extremely close with, he's been there w u through thick and thin

• if u weren't mistaken,,, a couple months ago someone told u that chan has been crushing on you but u decided to shrug that thought off bc what if it was sum bs from someone who hated u or smth

• the 4 of u were heading to school,, the first class you were gonna attend was with this teacher u kinda disliked since middle school since he was extremely attractive and alot of students were crushing on him

• " u should get going,, we don't want mr. hong to start yelling at u or smth " jun spoke up

• jun is rlly quiet most of the time soooo,

• " yeah i should probably get going, i don't want to be late. "

• vernon flashed u a smile,,, u always found him cute

• " alright, take care okay? u have your phone w u anyways so u can always contact us if u need us "

• chan smiled and nodded, aw he's such a baby

• " goodluck noona! "

• you walked out bc u didn't want to be late for mr. hong's class, you knew that he didn't really appreciate tardy students.

• you checked your watch and it wrote 7:56am,, you had 4 mins more til class started

• soOO you started dashing ur way through the hall

• everyone was looking at u like, " what on earth "

• but u didn't really choose to mind them as u were running late

• on ur way there you saw one of those boys from the bad boy squad or whatever

• " huh that's funny it's only about to be 8am " you mumbled to urself hoping he didn't hear so

• that you saw was jihoon

• he's pretty quiet, he doesn't really cause harm to any ppl

• he's really close with that other kid in their group,, seungcheol's his name

• u felt that jihoon mayhaps have only joined their squad or smth bc he and seungcheol were fairly close

• you have always wanted to be close with jihoon since he seemed like the quiet type

• he doesn't have a lot of friends either

• you werE SO LOST IN UR HEAD THAT THE BELL RANG DING DING DING DING DING

• fOCC IT MEANT CLASSES ARE STARTING

• u once again started running through the hallway,,, mayhaps u've tripped a couple times

• you finally entered the classroom, mentally facepalming yourself as everyone stared at u even mr. hong

• " ah, miss y/l/n, i see you're late " u gULPED OK

• " i'm sorry mr. hong. i woke up late earlier and had to run here "

• u quickly walked to your seat, sighing before taking your text book out of ur bag.

• things were sorta different today,,, u kept on thinking that the atmosphere was weird and how u felt as it smth was bound to happen

• " students, i have an announcement to make "

• you turned right away, snapping out of your thoughts as mr. hong spoke up

• focc maybe your thoughts are right

• " a student from class c has been moved here, he's been constantly having poor grades and his professor wanted me to watch over him. "

• yOu JUST WENT SHJSSKLA WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE OUR RESPONSIBILITY

• yoUR CLASSROOM WAS ALREADY PACKED W A BUNCH OF MESSED UP STUDENTS AND MR. HONG WAS JUST RIGHT ABOUT TO PICK ANOTHER ONE UP

• " welcome, kim mingyu. "

• a rEALLY tall guy stepped in the room, he was wearing a plain black shirt and black pants, casual bleh

• you rolled your eyes since u knew who this guy was

• a kim mingyu,,, he's part of that squad jihoon and seungcheol are in

• though u won't lie,,, he's kinda handsome and hot but ofc u woULD ONLY KEEP THAT TO YOURSELF

• mingyu walked to the seat behind u

• ah great

• he was quiet,,, really quiet

• he didn't say a word throughout the class,, maybe he isn't really feeling well?

• as the bell rang,,, signaling that classes have ended mingyu quickly picked himself up and walked straight out of the classroom

• " thats so weird " you thought

• tho you were really excited for your next class

• it was with mrs. kim and you were somewhat a huge fan of literature

• you grabbed your phone and opened the groupchat you have with chan, vernon, jun and seungkwan

• " im bummed :( "

• right away,, a notification popped up on your phone

• you glanced at it seeing that seungkwan has replied

• " yeah? why? "

• " idk tbh this day just really isnt my day :( "

• you placed your phone back in your pocket and entered the classroom,, it was still kinda early so nobody was in there yet except for these two girls and this guy aka jeON WONWOO who's your seatmate

• you walked to your seat and pulled out a book from your book bag, you decided to read instead

• the silence in your classroom calmed you, your seatmate just had his airpods on and had his back facing you

• you didn't really know much about jeon wonwoo as you only had one class with him

• for the whole school year you two have never really spoken to eachother and it was kinda obvious that he wasn't and still isn't interested in having a conversation with you

• that only made u curious into what kind of person he is

• wonwoo's the type of bad boy who really doesn't choose to harm anybody despite that he knows some of his members pull pranks on others that could lead to them getting hurt

• wonwoo's the kind of bad boy who'll just watch them do so

• he does really really well in your literature class,,, he's one of the top students but nobody really knows him there

• he sucks at math tho ://

• he doesn't really want anybody to know that he's interested in books since he knows he has an image to keep up

• wonwoo hangs by the library after school or during his free time

• he usually sits by the back so nobody would notice, he'd always wear a hoodie and a hat

• his members know about his interest in books and history but don't really like doing it themselves

• wonwoo's closest friends in their gang are soonyoung and mingyu

• whilst reading,, you wanted to highlight some parts of the book that you know would help you in future studying so u grabbed your bag only to realize that u didn't bring your highlighter with you

• yoU FACEPALMED YOURSELF

• " did i really leave it at vernon's house agAIN? " you thought

• you were kinda desperate bc you really wanted to highlight this part or else you'd forget to do so later on

• and if you highlighted with a pen, you knew how shaky your hands are so you'd probably cover up a couple words

• the only person near you was wonwoo and the two other girls in the class were busy on their phones

• so,,, u thought abt this for a couple seconds

• beFORE DECIDING TO ASK WONWOO IF HE HAS A HIGHLIGHTER

• are u dumb

• " i'm so gonna regret this " you thought

• you took a deep breath and tapped wonwoo's shoulder, damn his shoulders are hard and broad,, does he work out

• the guy doesn't turn around

• you frowned and tapped his shoulder again

• he suddenly takes his airpods off and looks at you,, raising an eyebrow,, he had a lollipop in his mouth

• he had a cold expression which made you kinda scared, you don't know alot about him except for the fact that he's in thIS GROUP W A BUNCH OF DELINQUENTS AND HE IS POSSIBLY CAPABLE OF HURTING UR DUMB ASS

• " u-uh do you uh.... have uh,,, a highlighter with you? " you asked, stuttering here and there

• " why are you asking me? " he speaks up, hIS VOICE IS SO LOW WHAT THE FUCJXJSJSJSJ

• you were so confused to why your heart was pounding so fast. you aren't going to lie, he's really attractive

• he has black hair and his skin seemed so smooth and delicate

• " uh, i left mine at my friend's house and i really need to highlight this "

• after a couple seconds, he sighs and rolls his eyes at you, taking a highlighter out of his bag before tossing it to you and your dumb ass almost missed it

• your professor barges in the classroom with a bunch of students following up behind her

• mrs. kim is kinda scary,,, she's very passionate when it comes to teaching so you knew that she only is scary bc she wants her students to learn

• " everybody, open your books to page 78 "

• an hour finally passes by, the class finally ended, the first thing you notice is wonwoo getting up from his seat and walking out the classroom

• you frowned, you didn't know why a part of you wanted to befriend him

• you were placing your pens and books back in your bag only to notice that you haven't returned wonwoo's highlighter

• you took a deep breath, wanting to curse at yourself so badly right now

• " ok you know what this is bs " you mumbled before taking the highlighter and your bag and walking out the classroom

• finally the school day ends, wonwoo's highlighter still lays in your pocket

• you were walking out the classroom with seungkwan since you both have the same class together

• " uh, i have to tell you guys something "

• seungkwan looks at you, raising an eyebrow, " yeah? "

• you were scared

• " let's catch up with the other guys first "

• the 5 of you were at the fountain at the back of your school

• a couple students were there as well so the atmosphere didn't feel so awkward to you

• you looked at your friends, the four of them were just staring at you

• " so??? "

• " uh, i kinda borrowed someone's highlighter "

• " okay? and? "

• " it's wonwoo's. "

• " soo? "

• " i haven't returned it "

• your four friends' eyes have turned to eggs, how could you not have returned jeon wonwoo's highlighter?

• " uh,,, okay then just return it tomorrow " seungkwan suggests which made u shake your head right away

• " i can't do that, what if he kills me because i returned it a day late? "

• " then you can return it to him today, if you'd like " jun answers

• rETURN IT TO HIM NOW?? for christ sakes you don't even know where he is. you didn't see him again after that one class you two have together

• " but i don't even know where he is? "

• " i do, he and his gang hang out behind the school, maybe you can find him there " vernon says, making u feel worse than earlier

• you gulped, what the hell. being around jeon wonwoo terrified you already, what more if you were with the whole gang?

• " are you stupid? they could kill me. "

• " trust me, they won't. i know mingyu a little, he's in my science class. "

• " so? he knows you but not me "

• " trust me, things won't end that bad " vernon reassures you, making you take another deep breath

• " okay let's go "

• the five of you get up and start making your way to the back of the school. the place was dark and you know for a fact that not alot of people go there since alot of said " horrible " things have happened here

• there were rumors that it used to be a cemetery, a gang hangout, an abandoned lot

• it sounded kinda stupid to you but it still didn't stop you from being a little scared about going there

• " we're here. " chan says, scanning the place

• " you two can go ahead. we'll wait here. " jun says, motioning you and vernon to go

• you sighed, clearly not wanting to do this

• you and vernon step in the area, instantly seeing four boys

• mingyu was sitting by a chair, seungcheol was playing with a knife, soonyoung was tossing a ball in the air and jihoon was talking to seungcheol

• " who are you? " seungcheol immediately gets up from his chair and faces you and vernon

• whO THE ACTUSLDHSJS you wanted to scream at him but it scared you even more that you couldn't spot wonwoo in the area

• " i know him. " mingyu says and gets up, pushing seungcheol back slightly

• " hi vernon, do you need anything? " mingyu asks

• you scanned your eyes around the area once again, still no sign of wonwoo

• " this is y/n, she's a good friend of mine and she has something to return to wonwoo, is he here? " vernon asks, motioning you to step forward

• " you have something of wonwoos? " somebody speaks up, a guy with silver hair. you guess that this must be soonyoung

• " uh yeah,, i have his highlighter that i borrowed earlier in class and i forgot to return it to him " your voice was really low, making things hard for the others to hear

• " hm funny " soonyoung scoffs, tossing his ball up in the air once again

• " rude much???? " you thought in your head

• " to answer you, wonwoo isn't here " mingyu says with a calm voice. you liked him better than seungcheol and soonyoung.

• jihoon isn't the type to talk, you noticed him at the back of the area, writing something

• " do you know where he is? " vernon asks, you were extremely thankful for your friend that he's the one talking for you

• " he's probably at the library, that's where that kid spend his free time " seungcheol answers, throwing the knife on to the table

• " okay, thanks so much " you say, instantly pulling vernon away with you

• that kinda jumbled your thoughts tho. wonwoo? at a library? a delinquent at a library??

• maybe he isn't as bad as you think he is

• you sighed. tbh,, you were kinda grateful that wonwoo wasn't there. you didn't know why you'd feel embarrassed returning wonwoo's highlighter in front of his friends

• especially since soonyoung acted that way

• " did it go well? " seungkwan asks but then notices that you still have the highlighter in your hand

• " yeah but wonwoo isn't there. they said he's most likely at the library " you say, fiddling with the highlighter in your hand

• " let's go then "

• the five of you start walking out once again and on your way to the library

• as you entered the area, you instantly tried to spot a guy who looks like wonwoo but you couldn't find anyone

• " he isn't here. i'm gonna be dead tomorrow, he's probably at another library. "

• " this is the local library for sure he's here someone, just keep searching " chan says

• " damn y/n, you sound pretty desperate to find this guy just for a highlighter " seungkwan teases you, you rolled your eyes and playfully smacked his shoulder

• " shut up, i just don't want to end up like dead meat when i face him tomorrow "

• vernon's eyes shifted to the both of you

• " let's just split up " jun suggests, making the rest of the team agree and split up

• you were walking by the back of the library, seungkwan and chan went to the second floor and vernon searched by the front with jun

• you were dragging your hand through the books, feeling some dust get on to your hand but you didn't really mind

• you overhear a page flipping, you instantly turned around and looked but there wasn't really anybody near you

• " huh, strange " you mumbled

• a table by the back of the bookshelves caught your eye, you saw somebody with a bunch of books layed in front of him or her. the person was wearing a hoodie so you couldn't really identify if this person was a man or a woman

• you walked up to them, hoping it was wonwoo as you wanted to get this done with

• " excuse me? " you speak up, slightly walking closer to them

• the person turns around, facing you immediately, his expression was cold and blank and indeed were your wishes granted, it is wonwoo.

• " oh wonwoo hello " you greet him, showing him a slight smile only to get nothing in return

• you wanted to push yourself for being so friendly as this guy wanted nothing to do with you

• " i forgot to return your highlighter earlier i'm sorry here you go " you said, not wanting him to hurt you so you just placed the highlighter on the table

• a couple seconds passed and this guy still wasn't saying a word which kinda angered you

• " uh, okay? so i'll get going then. "

• you turned around, about to literally turn left from the shelf until:

• " how'd you find me? "

• you stopped immediately and slowly turned to him again, you were scared.

• " h-huh? uh, i uh... went over behind the school and your friends told me that you'll probably be here "

• the guy shakes his head in annoyance, you weren't sure why he did so

• he turns around and faces his books again, " okay. thanks. " he says with a low voice

• you just nodded despite the fact that you knew he wouldn't be able to hear you and then rushed out of the area

• you come across jun as you stepped out

• " oh did you find him? "

• you nodded, jun smiled and called over vernon, seungkwan and chan

• " did he hurt you? " vernon asked, looking at you incase you were hurt

• you shook your head, " no he didn't. "

• " that's good, let's get going "

• but what you didn't know was that

• after you and your friends left, wonwoo picked up his stuff and left the library as well

• he directly went to the back of the school

• it furiated him that his friends just blatantly told her that he was in a library

• he had an image and for some reason he wanted to keep it up

• wonwoo's very shy and introverted and before joining that group he's in, he made a plan that if people were afraid of him, nobody would come talk to him which would work under his honor as he doesn't like talking to people

• wonwoo instantly enters the area, looking at the boys who were playing darts and some were just casually talking

• " who told her i was at the library? "

• the four boys' heads turned right when wonwoo spoke. his voice was deep and kinda intimidating so it startled some of the guys

• " seungcheol said so " mingyu says, placing the darts down on the table

• wonwoo rolled his eyes and fixed his glasses

• " why did you? "

• " because they were asking where you were? "

• " you could've just said you didn't know? i have an image i want to keep up. what would people think about a delinquent who spends his time at the library? "

• " the girl had something that belonged to you and knowing you as a person, you fuss up if you can't find your things so obviously i had to tell her "

• " don't blame him, wonwoo. he has his reasons. " jihoon says, throwing the darts

• " people won't be scared of me anymore "

• " wonwoo, i didn't let you in this gang just for people to be scared of you " seungcheol says, a hint of disappointment in his voice

• " i'm going home " wonwoo says, dragging his things with him

• with u and the four boys

• " are you sure you're okay going on from here? " vernon asks you

• chan and jun had plans to go skating after school and vernon and seungkwan wanted to tag along. they invited you but you were tired and refused to go

• " i can walk you home " vernon says again

• " nono, i'm okay, enjoy okay? " you say, smiling at them.

• chan bids you a goodbye as well as jun and seungkwan as they make their way to the park to skate

• " call me when you need me, okay? " vernon tells you before pecking your forehead, leaving with the other guys

• you turned around and made your way home. you house was actually a little far from the school and that is why vernon and the rest of the guys walk you home everyday

• it didn't leave your mind tho. why was wonwoo at a library? not that he shouldn't be but isn't he scary and a deliquent? you don't really hear deliquents hanging out at libraries much

• you hear somebody walking behind you, you were kinda scared so you clutched your bag tightly

• you wanted to take a peek on who it is so you looked back a little to see wonwoo again

• " what the hell? " you thought, " is this guy following me? "

• " wonwoo? " you spoke up, instantly looking forward again. you didn't mean to say anything

• whAT THE HELL WHY DID U SAY SMTH

• " oh uh hi " he says, walking a little faster than before

• " you okay? " you asked him, he just nods

• but you knew for yourself that he isn't okay,,, it was obvious

• " hey if you ever need someone,, i'm here for you "

• that made wonwoo stop in his tracks and face you once again, putting down his hood

• " why are you suddenly talking to me? i didn't even know you like yesterday " he asks

• " u-uh what? "

• " why are you being all nice to me? aren't you scared of me? "

• " truthfully,, i kinda am. but i don't want to think that you're just a bad person. the school year's almost ending and we both haven't spoken a word to eachother "

• " so? you don't have to talk to me "

• " but i want to "

• the guy went silent for a while and you kinda did too

• you wanted to punch yourself so bad for being so upfront,, yOU WERE EMBARRASSING YOURSELF

• " okay, thanks i guess " he says and continues making his way home

• you felt kind wtf like u just wanted to befriend thie guy yet hes making it such a huge deal so you left as well

pt 2 will be posted soon mwah <3

[chanlixformysoul]

Honeypie [ Chanlix ]

rating: mature

word count: 1624

chapter: 1

summary:

➥ Chan wrote a song for Felix.

song recommendation:

estimated reading time: 12.5 minutes

♪───Ｏ（≧∇≦）Ｏ────♪

Chan found himself starring yet again at Felix. It was a normal quiet day at their shared apartment. The two had known each other since basically they were in their moms belly. They had grown up together, summer days spent in each other's backyards, the burning sun and heat making sweat run down their temples, all the fun they had all these years.

Chan can still recall the summer evenings where they would run around without a reason, chasing each other till their legs would give out, both collapsing next to each other on the ground laughing at the most stupid jokes and things but then suddenly asking questions such as:

'Do you think we would still be best friends in the future, Chan?'

or one of his favourites:

'If you found someone special you wouldn't forget me, right?'

Felix would always ask him that even though Chan's answer would always be the same

'How can I forget you, Felix?'

But here he was, in the present. The world was in chaos, quite literally. The virus had everyone quarantined including the two boys. Chan was currently sitting at his desk in their living room, pen in hand, papers crumbled everywhere around him. Chan liked to write lyrics and produce music, he had a job already in the music industry, a friend of his helped him in becoming his assistant, which meant he was writing lyrics for a label as well as producing music. He wanted to write a song, a song about Felix. Felix, who was right in front of him sitting in the couch lounging his slim frame on it while watching another anime Chan haven't heard of, Felix, who was his best friend since he could remember his first weeks into the world, Felix, who he liked for quite some time but he never had the balls to confess. Chan knew that if he did something or said something their relationship will change and he abso-fucking-lutely didn't want that.

He enjoyed being Felix's personal pillow at night, cooking for him, helping him, giving him advice on how to improve his essays and he loved just being in the presence of the other .

He thought about a lot of stuff before deciding to go with the best way to describe his feelings, a simple word that probably was kinda ridiculous but to him it didn't matter.

Honeypie, that was it, that was the word.

It was the perfect word to describe Felix, from his honeyed voice to his bubbly personality, to Chan's memories with him, the Australian sun radiating yellow strands of heat. Chan didn't knew what it was but he associates Felix with the colour yellow. The way he would smile, his overall personality just simply screamed cuteness alongside with positivity. Plus Felix's favourite dessert is honey pie but that's just a coincidence ;)

Chan simply scribbled down some lyrics, creativity coming down on him. After what felt like an eternity he finally finished.

Taking the paper in his hands, he slowly read it.

It was perfect.

But the more he looked at it, the more he felt himself sinking in his seat. Maybe the way he wrote down the words was incoherent, just maybe the manner in which every little line and curve of the letters were written just didn't seem right.

Who knows...

Chan wasn't one to give up easily so he did the smartest thing he could do in the moment: rewrite everything.

He didn't want to erase the lyrics, he got too attached to them, they got too much meaning in such a little time to be erased, he wouldn't feel good if he pretended like he didn't write them down.

Chan grabbed his notebook, opening it slowly, he made sure to rewrite the lyrics but in a more neat and cool manner on the blank page.

At the top of the page, the title was proudly sitting, written in a big and simple but also cursive manner.

The melody immediately came into his mind, so he grabbed his laptop opening some advanced music program.

After an hour or so he managed to get a decent melody that still needed a lot of time and patience. It wasn't perfect but it was something he created.

Chan was proud of himself.

He shut his laptop, saving the process he made and then took his notebook and read the lyrics again.

Honeypie

(Yes, I changed the lyrics to fit the fic better, also this song is called Honeypie by JAWNY, go give it a listen while reading this, it's a great song )

Oh, boy don't you stop, don't you stop 'til you get enough honey

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

Oh, boy don't you stop, don't you stop 'til you get enough honey

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey honeypie

Oh, boy don't you stop

Tell your mom, boy and I won't stop it until your my boy

And you can't stop that 'till your my boy and I can't

Find out what you want, what you got, I got that honeypie come bite it

Bring your own fork boy you know I don't provide it

Oh, boy don't you stop, don't you stop 'til you get enough honey

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

Oh, boy don't you stop, don't you stop 'til you get enough honey

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

Oh, boy don't you stop

Tell your mom, boy and I won't stop it until your my boy

And you can't stop that 'till your my boy and I can't

Find out what you want, 'till your my boy and I won't stop it until your my boy

And you can't stop that 'till your my boy

Oh, boy don't you stop, don't you stop 'til you get enough honey

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

Oh, boy don't you stop, don't you stop 'til you get enough honey

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

Oh, boy don't you stop, don't you stop 'til you get enough honey

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

Oh, boy don't you stop, don't you stop 'til you get enough honey

Oh, honey, honeypie, honey, honey, honeypie

It was finished.

Finally sitting up, he stretched his arms and legs making his way over to the pull out couch, extending it and basically collapsing on the other boy when he was done. Felix let out a yelp but started giggling as the older put his head on his shoulder, sighing softly and then burying his face in the others neck while his eyes are glued to the anime on the tv.

'What were you doing?'

'Umm... you know, writing some lyrics, mixing some stuff, nothing much actually...' he said.

'Oh... okay then, are you finished? I want company while watching Yuri on Ice.' Said the younger while his right hand went into Chan's bleached locks.

'Yuri on Ice?' Chan mostly said to himself 'Is that what we are watching?' He slowly sat up to look at Felix.

'Yeah... I hear it's good so I wanted to try it out myself.' Felix said while looking past Chan to see the TV screen.

'Chan?'

'Yes?'

'Can we switch places, I don't really see the TV if you continue to sit up like that.' He said while pointing past Chan's shoulders.

'So you want to be spooned?' Chan said with a grin and sitting up fully so the younger could come in front. Felix just simply sticked out his tongue at Chan.

'You know, if you want to cuddle you can just ask, I'm not one to refuse.' Chan said smiling like an idiot. Felix just turned around glaring at the older, but of course Chan being Chan only continued to smile and Felix started laughing.

'You really are an idiot, mate.'

'Yeah but I'm your idiot.' Said Chan laughing and quickly looking at Felix to see his reaction but all he saw was Felix staring at him. Guilt came as fast as his laugh died down. He tried to back off the couch and stand up from it.

'Umm... sorry pretend like I didn't say anything.' Chan softly said as his eyes and heart filled with guilt, he didn't have the courage to look at Felix. On the other hand Felix just looked at him with a little smile forming on his lips.

'You are a big idiot, but as you said you're my idiot.' Chan couldn't believe what he was hearing. Felix was out of what? Pity? Did he feel the same way as Chan? Chan's thoughts were interrupted by Felix's warm hand on his chest.

'Are we going to cuddle more or are you gonna just stand there?' Felix asked with a raised brow getting closer and closer to Chan. Chan just let out a breath he didn't know he was holding and started to smile again.

'What? Miss me already?'

'Yes, you're my snugglebum, now come here or else...' Chan was the one raising his brow this time with a wide grin.

'Or else what? What are you gonna do, hmm?' Felix only smirked.

'Kiss that grin away.' He said this time with something else in his eyes. Chan was caught by surprise and almost chocked. He thought his ears betrayed him.

'You w-what? Come on don't joke around, mate.' He stutters , ears burning red.

'I said what I said.' Felix only said. After some seconds of Chan practically not functioning Felix realized what was happening.

'You're so oblivious. Chan look at me — he went to cup Chan's face with his little hands —I like you, for a while, fuck, I liked you since forever.'

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