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autisticstarseed · 8 years ago

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honestly i feel like the ppl who have snapped at me in the past for being too negative or w/e assume that like,, i expect yall to look at and respond to every single personal post i make like. im just throwing stuff out into the void most of the time i dont really get offended by the concept of no one seeing it. im a stressed child and ik u guys are too thats why i put most of my stuff under readmores so people only see if they want to (im not saying theres anything wrong with being upset if ur ignored during a bad time tho i just dont. mind it personally in fact i usually get kind of embarassed when its over hhbhhbbhhbhg)

basically when i ask for people to tag stuff whether its negative or triggering im not saying Im this perfect beacon of positivity and light im just asking for them to take the same steps that i take for other ppl to be comfortable and i dont,, think theres anything wrong with that :[

#original #d//on'/t r/e/b//lo/g/#this is importtant tho like #i make like at least one negative post a day now it seems and thats bc im mentally ill im not trying to #brin g anyone else down #and i ddont expect all of you to want to look at every single one of those posts thats completely fine #i love positivity and optimism and i used to pride myself on being a bright happy person who made others happy but #im just not that anymore and maybe someday i will be again but for now i have to vent #and its not a vent at other people so much as it is just for me to Throw my feelings into the universe #so if you think i expect you to take all the terrible draining things i say i really dont just do what youre comfy with #but im tired of people tryna make me feel like im this terrible toxic person that sucks the life out of people #i do my best to make sure you guys have the choice to see the worst of me or not but if ur unhappy like #u can go that is ur choice! id like people to stay but idk if readmores arent enough of a precaution then nothing can be done #tldr im doing my best stop making me feel guilty for asking you to help ease my discomfort just bc my sadness sometimes makes U uncomfrtable

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