#and i cant take any of my classes seriously bc ive been online so long and now in irl vlasses its like . it dorsnt feel real to me

[italianeyes]

1st week of college done besties i can't do this anymore

[castrotophic]

was not tagged but this seems fun

Do you have any freckles? some here and there but not really

Do you drink tea or coffee? How do you take it? just tea, i dont drink coffee. i like my tea with no milk and a whole lot of sugar

What’s the last song you listened to? listening to blackbox by nana grizol rn

Do you sleep on your back stomach or side? side

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? just one, he's a body pillow shaped like a fish

Do you prefer drawing or writing? usually drawing just bc it is easier to finish for me, but sometimes you cant get out your feelings like that and thats when i write poetry

What’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with? at least 3 plus a comforter- i like the weight

What’s your favorite band/artist? ugh worst question everrrr um right now its probably either david bowie or nana grizol

When’s your birthday? august 3

How tall are you? 6 foot babyyy

What color are your eyes? very very blue

Who are 5 ppl u want to hug rn? mm my sister bc shes sweet, my bsf because they are really good at hugs, my uncle bc he is SO SOFT, my grandpa bc hes old and smells nice, and harry styles for obvious reasons

Fears? idk spiders? going blind/deaf? never getting to do everything i want to in life? that nobody actually likes me and they only tolerate me? idk

What’s your favorite color? green<3

What’s your favorite season? autumn/winter (NOT FALL)

Want any tattoos? What of? ive never thought seriously about getting a tattoo, more of a 'hmm thatd be nice but im never gonna do it' but if i were to get one itd be just a small little thing, probably with my bsf

Want any piercings? Where? i really dont want any piercings besides my ears pierced and i already have that so im good

Who is the last person u texted? my bsf<33

Do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends? yes i do, i met them in 7th grade when we got put together in a class and i was the only one she would talk to lol

What/who do you miss? precovid life? just being a kid in general? idk im a super nostalgic person i miss basically every aspect of my childhood

How was your day today? pretty good, i havent really done anything at all but sometimes thats nice. drew a picture, finished the stephen king book ive been reading forever (hearts in atlantis, it was very good), scrolled on tumblr, messaged some friends, watched ugly betty, basically just relaxed.

How much sleep did you get last night? mm like 7 hours

Do you believe in aliens? idk sounds kinda cool but i really dont know. if they are real then they definitely arent like the green people or anything like that

When was the last time you cried? Why? i sobbed on friday night watching dead poets society like could that movie be any sadder

What’s your favorite decade? ...the 70s. you can probably guess why

What are some seemingly childish things you like? playing those dress up games online like they are so fun idk why ppl stopped playing them

What’s your favorite book? Or just one that you’ve read a few times? it by stephen king, song of achilles by madeleine miller, extraordinaries by tj klune, this is the worst question ever i have no idea

How are you… really? im doing pretty good, a little stressed abt school and stuff, a little strained w/ my mom, but im doing pretty good

Does is take a long time for you to make decisions? pfff only if i actually make them usually i either impulse act or compromise (im bisexual what did you expect)

What are you looking forward to in the near future? going to the library tomorrow lol (i finished all my books from last week and i need more lol)

What are you looking forward to in the distant future? ummm graduating high school and moving out? idk im also very much dreading it

If you could go anywhere right now where would you go? the library

Do you sleep with your door open or door closed? open having it closed stresses me out bc of *trauma*

What’s your favorite flower? i have a soft spot for forget me nots and periwinkle

Do you currently have a squish? yesss theres this guy who i just wanna be besties with so bad but i dont even have his number i just watch him interacting with his other friens and am like 'ugh i wish'

Do you like your middle name? i do actually, it's lille and i think it's rlly pretty ngl

Do you prefer dogs or cats? dogs probly i have one of each and my cat is a little gremlin my dog just wants to cuddle

Do you have any phobias? no not rlly i dont think i guess slight trypophobia but honestly who doesnt

Do you stay up late? ahaha yes adhd be crazy

Do you like the beach? Do you prefer it sunny or cloudy? the beach is fine ig its fun sometimes. i definitely prefer clouds tho like a lot. as in i would rather be at the beach during a big storm and watch it rain and wind and wave from the safety of the living room while i read a book and drink some tea

What’s your favorite cartoon? either she-ra and the princesses of power or centaurworld

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Do you have any siblings? How many? yes i have two sisters and a brother (all younger)

Who’s the last person you said “I love you” to? my friend ady

Is there anyone you would die for? yeah think so

What do you need when you’re sad? a tea, some music to vibe to, and someone to rant at (preferably my bsf)

Have you memorized your phone number? yeah ofc

Who’s somebody you could trust with your life? my bsf i think

What does your last text say? "lol why is it true"

so yeah heres this fun fun

Do you have freckles? yes actually

Do you drink tea or coffee? How do you take it? tea with three sugars and a splash of milk, I don’t like coffee

What was the last song you listened to? December by Taylor Swift

Do you sleep on your back, stomach or side? side

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no but I force my car to cuddle me sometimes

Do you prefer drawing or writing? writing

What’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with? two

What’s your favorite band/artist? band: the front bottoms, artist: mccafferty

When is your birthday? September 7th

How tall are you? 4'11 ever since grade 8

What color are your eyes? I actually don’t know how to describe the colour but I’ll put a picture at the very bottom?

Who are five (or more) people you want to hug right now? my little sister, my ex best friend, my moms ex husband who’s my best friend who is in the hospital, my cat, my friend

Fears? I can’t think of any but there definitely are a lot

What’s your favorite color? yellow

What’s your favorite season? summer

Want any tattoos? What of? I want that semicolon tattoo, ; (iykyk)

Want any piercings? Where? want two piercings on the corners of my mouth maybe

Who is the last person you texted? my mom

Do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends? I had a best friend since the day we were born, our mom’s were friends and got pregnant only a month apart

What/who do you miss? A lot of things

How was your day today? Not the best

How much sleep did you get last night? 2 hours ish

Do you believe in aliens? maybe

When was the last time you cried? Why? I was thinking of my old friend and how we fell out of touch

What’s your favorite decade? 1970's 

What are some seemingly childish things you like? My sister lmao

What’s your favorite book? Or just one you’ve read a few times? Harry Potter 💪💪

How are you, really? Eh not the best

Does it take you a long time to make decisions? Yep

What are you looking forward to in the near future? Watching Encanto again, I forced my sister to memorize all the lyrics so we can blurt them out, next is the dance moves she needs to work on

What are you looking forward to in the distant future? Idk

If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go? To hug Remus mf Lupin

Do you sleep with your door open or closed? Closed, I’m not a maniac

What’s your favorite flower? Sunflowers

Do you currently have a squish? Not sure what a squish is-?

Do you like your middle name? I have two, and I hate them both

Do you prefer dogs or cats? dogs, but my cats are amazing

Do you have any phobias? People really

Do you stay up late? Yep

Do you like the beach? Do you prefer it sunny or cloudy? I don’t like the beach, I once got but by a crab and got an infection because of the sand

What’s your favorite cartoon? Molang

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Do you have siblings? How many? 2 siblings

Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? I’ve said it a lot recently but I think I haven’t really meant it in so long that it doesn’t matter

Is there anyone you would die for? Yes

What do you need when you’re sad? A hug, some food and a movie

Have you memorized your phone number? yep

Who’s someone you can trust with your life? Nobody

What does your last text say? Delivered: bro I couldn’t tell you Received: wouldn’t be like blue better?

yep that’s my eye from question 11 so 

ignore the light from the camera lmao

open tag!!

[winking]

multiples of 2

Who have you hurt the most? my dog bc i dont take care of him well like i used to....also mayb my friend belem

Who do you want out of your life the most?  out of my life...dam sad! and no one personally ... theres no one i rlly dislike that much ... i cut everyone out so its good now ... n my parents arent that bad

Who had the biggest negative impact on you? negative.... my ex fp shoutout to them they kno who they r 

Who have you harbored (any kind of!) secret feelings towards?  this is an interesting question? 

Who do you wish you’d treated differently?  hmm my little brother i wish i was more supportive! and my mom i feel like ive been a bad daughter

What’s your greatest fear? dying before im able to accomplish anything w my life, dying alone never knowing what love is!

What’s your biggest regret? i have many fnewkj ever telling i liked this guy in 6th grade hmm being so shy... becoming friends w certain people,...letting myself go through alot when i didnt need to

Describe your personal hell. njenfw sigh everyone who i consider my friend suddenly hates me, no one interacts w me , kathryn isnt online i have no wifi and no food i suddenly start missing my mom and thikning m worthless n ill just start crying 

What’s the most embarrassed you’ve ever been? i dont remember im embarrassed all the time 

What’s the saddest you’ve ever been? when i was suicidal n honestly felt like it was never gonna get better

What’s the most hopeless you’ve ever felt? when my friends were sad n i couldnt do anything abt it 

What’s the bravest you’ve ever felt?

What’s the worst case scenario for you future? hmm next year i donnt get enough financial aid to keep going to my university i cant get a job i began to fail my classes n i end up dropping out of college all of my friends drop me my parents think im a failure i never find love n i end up killing myself 

What’s the most emotional pain you’ve ever felt? when i would start crying bc i felt like shit n i wanted to die ...so bad my stomach would hurt 

Describe a time you felt like a traitor. when i dreamt abt daniel 

Describe a time you felt inhuman. i killed a baby chick once when i was in like first grade

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done? probably jus t like being a bad friend

What’s your relationship with your family like? we’re close n i love them alot theyre supportive n they gave me freedom so i should b grateful my dad does everything so i can have a better life than his but my mom is impatient n my dad is annoying theyre good parents bad individuals 

Talk about someone you’ve lost. lost...i dont wanna talk abt them i already do way too much when im not supposed to 

Talk about a desire you have that scares you. ............ wanting to b unhealthily skinny... n like... idk i dont wanna talk abt it also like nejkne waantng to have s*x w a stranger it scares me like wha t the heck i want love 

What’s something you’re afraid that you’re capable of? njkewfw murdering smeone idk

Describe your worst heartbreak. my only heartbreak dknekjf in 6th grade i liked this guy long story short friends told him n like he didnt like me back  rlly wwas heartbroken like i cried in my bed i remember....n my cousin gave me advice i was too young to hav that many feelings n after that nothing is the same jfe

Have you ever taken a fall for someone?idk tiny ones that dont matter

Have you ever done serious physical harm to someone? :(( aa few years ago my family went to a lake n my little brother was lke near the sand and i was too but farther away n me n my cousins were throwing rocking n i threw one in his direction i didnt think i would throw it that far n it hit him straight in the forehead n he started bleeding n now he has like a huge scar n i feel so bad everytime i see it :((((((( 

Have you ever self-harmed? sadly

Have you ever stolen something? yes

Have you ever been cheated on? no...

Have you ever seriously considered killing somone? dnkjewn no!!

Have you ever experienced something supernatural or unexplainable? no thankfully i would die