#and i can't use my phone flashlight for it bc it genuinely hurts my eyes so goddamn bad | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nexus-nebulae · 2 months ago

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getting so so fed up with the fact that i can't stop my phone from updating. it's killed my sleep tracker apps multiple times just bc of a stupid security update. it wakes me up in the middle of the night (today it was at 3:30am!) by turning on FULL BRIGHTNESS WHITE SCREENS (when i literally never ever go past even 10% brightness on this thing and often need MULTIPLE dimmer apps when the page is all white). on multiple occasions it's updating in the middle of watching a video or even in the middle of a brushstroke in an UNSAVED drawing. it disables every single notification until i interact with it so calls and alarms literally just don't go through whatsoever. it never warns me with a notification it just updates out of nowhere. it makes half of my apps super fucking buggy every time. i fucking hate technology nowadays why do i have to literally break my phone's warranty and fuck with its internals and possibly brick the entire device just so it doesn't disable my fucking alarms and force me to miss important calls and appointments THAT COST ME OVER 100$ ON NO-SHOW BTW

#I'm just glad it did this TODAY and not. tomorrow. when I'm going to NEED to be woken up VERY VERY EARLY #because early voting was so swamped i was physically unable to do so #the lines were so long in VERY physically inaccessible areas so even though i had my wheelchair i wouldn't have been able to wait in line #not to mention the sun and heat would make me sick very very quickly #i was already getting sick while in an AIR CONDITIONED vehicle just bc i was directly in the sunlight #it's 4:30 am for me rn #and i have a headache and am exhausted #but bc I've slept more than 4 hours it's physically impossible for me to go back to sleep so. hooray. fuck me ig #and i can't just. like. cover my phone screen so it doesn't bother me #bc. my alarms have to work SOMEHOW. and since i literally am incapable of sleeping without earplugs now #i HAVE to use my alarm the same way my mom does (she's Deaf so she NEEDS it to be brightly flashing)#and i can't use my phone flashlight for it bc it genuinely hurts my eyes so goddamn bad #this is the only thing that works that doesn't actually hurt me in some way i DO NOT have alternatives #I've tried the lamp alarm like my mom has but it gives me migraines #bc it's flashing from solid complete darkness to full brightness so fast it just hurts so bad #and bc I've got a mold issue in this apartment my migraines get triggered by the tiniest fucking things now #even just a few minutes of walking out of my room while my mom's lamp is going off can set it off it's annoying

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