#and i can't lie so. yeha

[skrunksthatwunk]

at a restaurant and pumped up kicks is playing and my mom leans over and says y'know every time yusuke pulls out his spirit gun i think of this song. every time. anyway it took her like 40 episodes to tell me this and it's shifting my world a little

[boyakishan]

There's no way I can make this sound genuine, or make any of this better. But, orry. Sorry for rewriting your last few years of work without thinking about it, sorry for making you cry and for insulting you. I didn't mean it, I was trying to help, but I'm very stupid and probably should've just asked first, but I didn't. So. Sorry.

And I probably should leave it at that. I probably should shut up and go back to living on the saltine cracker of a continent. I probably shouldn't try to explain what I did. And I probably should just, slink back into the abyss. But I'm not. Of course I'm not. Of course I have to try to fix a problem I made. Of course, I have to do more work. Of course. I have to make an impact and try to do good.

I am not in the right, I am quite firmly in the wrong. Stacey, if you read this, I'm very sorry. I did a thing without thinking or asking and I'm just. Very stupid. And I am not looking for pity, or fame, or whatever else you think I'm doing. Because, to be frank, I don't know what I'm doing either. Or maybe that's a lie. Because umm, well. I'm complicated.

I don't really know what else to say here. I'm terrible at expressing sympathy, I'm terrible at showing kindness and I'm just a narcissistic pig headed dumbass. But that's my opinion, a lot of other way too nice people keep saying I'm a good person. I'm not, I'm a terrible person. But I can't deny that despite being an absolute piece of shit, I have good in me. Now don't go aw, don't think this is an excuse and don't think I'm dodging any of the blame. I think everyone should block me and just leave me to fester in this cis pool.

And if you're still here, not blocking me, before we start. Any preconceptions, those thoughts you have in your head about any of this, throw them out. Straight into the furnace. I'll need everyone past this point to please, swallow the ego. Read this as it is and just know. This is an explanation, not an excuse. I take full responsibility for this and I'm gonna try and do better.

Now I know the internet, there's gonna be someone who'll give me shit. There's gonna be at least 1 person who takes this the wrong way and spots on me. And I don't really blame you. I really did mess up, I really did cause this whole problem. And you have every right to stop reading at any point.

So, what do I mean by me being complicated? Simple. I'm way too goddamn mature for my age. Sound dumb? Well it should. I if you haven't yet, swallow your pride for a second, let go of your emotion and ask yourself. Why would I do this? Because I want you to think. What do I have to gain from doing this? Stacycpr is a person who is too kind, has a lot of skill and I probably should just, not do this whole thing I'm doing. But I am. So why am I doing this?

To come back to before, I. Don't. Know. I've never known, I know I wanted to help and I just wrote a thing and I feel really bad for making you cry Stacey, I'd probably not be so blunt if I went back in time. But, well, the past happened and we can't change it.

So maturity, and that question I hopefully implanted before. Some of the answers I reckon y'all had. To make me look better. Nope, all of this makes me look worse. If I look better, well clearly loudly and proudly stating I'm messed up doesn't work.

Yeha, I uh. Don't know what to say here. I'm terrible at being sympathetic, anyone who knows me knows that I really should learn when to shut my trap. Like, I give advice and talk about really hard subjects fairly easily, but I'm not good at being sympathetic. Or at least communicating I'm being sympathetic. Basically, I'm just, terrible at the stuff that put me here. Or what I do tell requires a lot of maturity and ability to swallow your pride.

Stacey you are a very kind lady. You took what was basically of a direct slap to the face and just, started crying. You're not weak, you're just emotional. And I'm an idiot... You make very petty drawings and just. I'm sorry I caused you to cry like that, I'm sorry I made you cry. I feel bad, I'm terrible at expressing or seeming genuine but I just want you to know I'm sorry. I'm going to go back into the bog now. Again, sorry. And um, yeah. Don't let me back in. If you do, um. I'm suprised.

Oh and I'm not asking for forgiveness, nor excusing my behaviour. I've probably said it 3 times now, but I fucked up. I'm sorry, I take full blame. I think everyone should block me. I'm going to go back into the bog.

-Boyakishan

Important

So, I had this very disappointing matter.

As some of you guys know, I'm the creator of HugleTale (@hugletale-au). It's been created more than 2 years and also the first AU I worked on. Although, I didn't release much more of its story, unless if you have tried to read its fic version on Archive on Our Own and Wattpad.

Yesterday, that evening, (I don't open Discord much anymore other than to lurk around and chat a little or look a bit of my server.)

A member of my server, made an unauthorized revision my AU, HugleTale. Not only just the first chapter, but also the other ones, as I got the read their document file sent in my server. (Take a look at the screenshots at the cut below of this post).

So, what's the matter with this??

As an author/creator, it's really disrespectful and very offensive. It's not something anyone else can just do. NOT VERY TOLERABLE.

Revising someone's work especially without permission from the author, BUT STILL, even so, not all authors would like to revise their own work by somebody. It's ours, authors' responsible for this rather than anyone.

The EFFORTS, WORK, IDEAS, that were put into it can be just, idk, changed by somebody?

All just for no reason in particular because you had to do it?? You were lucky that I'm pathetic enough to cry rather to talk much farther about this. But, I won't let this slide by just forgetting it. It's not something I don't want to happen to others. This is beyond very inappropriate.

What makes it even worse, to assume that the revised version of my AU will be added to their book series. And to think that I won't even be bothered or even care about it??

What would you feel if this happens to you? Should I even feel welcomed for this??

HugleTale is very precious and special to me, my heart. I couldn't help myself to be very disappointed to this person.

As much that my friends tells me that there's more people that loves my AU, my works and the other things I do with drawing and creating...

Something like this, it proves that there's still need more improvement I must do. I'm still not good enough... Instead of being furious, I'm pretty much sad for real. Of course, I just cried like a weak I am.

I'm sorry to conclude it this way for my situation. Although, I still want all of you guys, especially to my other artists and writers that I'm friends/or not, to let you know.

If I'm not that pretty much focused with my schoolworks, I may have time to draw or even write to share with you guys, I've missed it. Anyways, that's all, I'm still very sad about this.

To the one who did this, I know your Tumblr account, but I won't even bother to mention you, rather you read this and hope you learn something. I'm still bit kind enough not to be mad at you, but pretty much you added more disappointment with myself as a creator and as a person.

I took a copy of their revised version of my AU. (https://docs.google.com/document/d/1fvgbxFU_WMQjvujQjHKWSNcja2AmPefS0q2PFOQV5Ys/edit?usp=sharing) While here's the original version of my AU. (https://archiveofourown.org/works/28524027/chapters/69895557)

[maespresso]

Title:Ignoring them

Parings:enha members x fem!reader

Genre:fluff n crack:)

Date:Pepero day~!

Heeseung|희승

-"y/n?" no reply.

-"y/nn?" this mf starts whining-

-"YA YA YA Y/N"

-nah he'll follow you around

-he knew you we're joking so he just let you be for a while-

-"okay y/n i'm going to hang out wi-"

-"lee heeseung you are not going anywhere, we're finishing the drama rn, planed or not, you're cancelling it*turns around and pouts*"

-"oh now you're talking to me?? but as long as its *drama name* we're good!"

Jay|제이

-who do you think you're ignoring? HIM? the JAY PARK? ..first of all, do you even think you can? well not at all.

-the moment you don't reply to him, for the first time, he'll repeat himself thinking maybe you didn't hear. "y/n do you know where jungwon out the pepero sticks?" no reply again.

-that's it, he's done.

-the next second you're thrown over his shoulder-

-"you think you can ignore me huh?yeah heres your B+ for effort"

-"jay-"

-"shush, you know i've just asked you a simple question-"

-"jay list-"

-"no you wait just a simple question it's not that hard answering me is it?"

-"JAY MF PUT ME DOWN THEN RANT THE BLOOD CIRCULATION-"

-"oh- right"

Jake|제이크

-who why when how what made you think ignoring a 4y/o is good?

-clinges onto you and is now looking like a koala

-"*puppy eyes* y/n baby don't ignore mee"

-he's not 19, i promise

-"y/n y/n y/n y/n y/n look at mee *continuously pulls the hem of your hoodie*"

-he thought you were just joking but now it's been too long and he's this close to crying-

-he came to you, head down, with a fluffy blanket and a pillow, and a pout.

-"y/n i'm sorry for whatever i did to you to kake you upset but i want my huggies and cuddles now:("

-NAH YOU FELT BAD BAD LIKE LOOK AT THIS BABYRJBDID SOBS

-yeah he did get his cuddles and kisses and huggies tho

Sunghoon|성훈

-bad idea bad idea bad idea

-literally screams "YA" 60 TIMES PER SECOND

-"y/n how is the sky blue?"

"why is the red sea called 'red sea' when the water there isnt red?"

-literally won't stop

-doesn't care if you won't respond

-"radom fact, you know i'm prettier than you right?"

-"OH NOW HERE IS WHERE YOU SHUT UP, WHO IS PRETIER?"

-"you see? oh yeah btw that, me obv"

-"HEY SIRI who's prettier? me or sunghoon?"

-"shut up y/n , its kim sunoo"

-"KIM SUNOO WHO TOLD YOU TO CHANGE THE SETTINGS FOR SIRI OR WHATEVER ON MY PHONE?"

-"y'all were making her lie so yeah:\"

-"..okay what the fork.. NAH STILL ME"

Kim sunoo|김선우

-you can't

-HOW CAN YOU IGNORE YOU ONE AND ONLY BALL OF SUNSHINE, HAPPINESS, BOOST OF SERITONIN??

-he's too adorable but you still attempted to-

-you failed

-"oh my is it because i played with ni-ki too much yesterday? i'm sorry but you know him, he's adorable plus i also spent time with you"

-by the way he was pouting with his cheekies brb gna cry

-and yk the hand gestures he always does? yeha those too-

-NO NO HOW CAN YOU NOT TALK TO HIM

-yeah you told him about what you wanted to do but apparently couldn't

-"y/n why did you even try😒🙄?"

Jungwon|정원

-fuk why did you plan such thing?

-confused asf

-he'd be telling you about his day, but you're not responding so he's like '👀🧍‍♂️what'

-rethinks about everything he's done today

-walks around with his head down and sulks on purpose to show you he's sad

-"y/n enoughhh what did i doo?"

-"that's it i'm leaving with jay hyun-"

-"DON'T YOU DARE-"

-Ni-ki|니키

-please

-wouldn't realise it at all-well not the whole time, only for like an hour or something-he came to ask you if you wanna go on a night walk with him to get bungeopang but you didn't even look at him?

-"yeah why-?"

-is literally like 'what the heck..?'

-whines alot alot ALOOOTT

-and then is like "y/n ease talk to me lets go now"

-"okay fine you don't want to?"

-"you know what? i'm ignoring you too"

-end up dragging you outside w/ him until you talk to him