#and i 100% should. but im Stressing Out abt the idea actually . so . will bave ti pick my dads brain abt this too
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29121996 · 11 months ago
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#the fact thwt like .i csnnot Not lead w the fact that i have bpd .#like i am a Walking hazard sign. no matter how u look at me#i am Mentally Ill. in some shaoe or fucking form there is always some lose wire causing electric shocms to my fucking system#so i gotts lead w it . like it is sgo i am and i ki#idk i probably Shouldnt but .#anysay called mysekf crazy infront of him AND his father so thst is So Cool Too#i served them beer akl night and then . drop that like yes alirght. Perfect wbat the fuckc !!!!!!!!!!#im :( hm . gotta get drunk w a friend on sunday i yhink .#am ginna take the $100 i saved and (unforrnuately) put it towards getting my cello fixed .#i also . gotta figure iut how in booking my flights to swift in the next few weeks#and i 100% should. but im Stressing Out abt the idea actually . so . will bave ti pick my dads brain abt this too#him being my Advisor on literally everything has git to be exhausting for him :(#and i do feelcbsd vut akso . consider it . i soent so mucb time dealing w my sgit Alone he csn . have his earful#i also dont tslk to my mother so cant get her afvicd#not that i fucking WOULD shes more insane than i am#i truly . anyway .#its 3:30am . emotions n shit ars heightened bht AHDHEJFJDJDEJDJ#i eanna be grippy socked fr . am gonna mention it to my therapist i tbibk .#i . dawg my nrxt thdrapy session is supposed to b designated to my ed bht it mught just . loop back to him n my mother Again#annhour rlky isnt enough . i gotta find another way fr
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