#and honestly my current jobsite that bullies people does not help like ive heard and seen them say so much shit about my quirks
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dont get me wrong the wellbutrins working but also i cannot escape my thoughts of just being a fundamentally broken person
#i just idk realize i think i was someone destined be alone like i just have always struggled with making friends#and like romantic relationships? impossible challenge for me#and i know these things are not the end of the world but like it still sucks#its like I want connection but i just cannot open up to others and i do not know how to overcome it#its just like people instantly lock onto my neurodivergency and like its just this instant change in interactions#and honestly my current jobsite that bullies people does not help like ive heard and seen them say so much shit about my quirks#and im just like god i hate being like this like its just this uncontrollable thing that i have to stim and shit in public#like im not rude about it and i try to keep it contained but its like people are such assholes#and it really just sucks that like my family still denies it like bro the paperwork says pdd nos that literally is autism now
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