#and him at his journal bro im actually sick to my stomach

[ace-with--a-mace]

i wouldnt have watched this fuckass movie if i was gonna cry this much wtf

[undertaleowl]

How about some headcanons for the Us and Sf brothers,with a depressed/selfharming s/o.If you're uncomfortable writing things like this,you don't need to,your blog is awesome^^

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Warning: Sensitive subjects ahead! This will be tagged as #trigger warning depression and #trigger warning self-harm. Please do not read if you think this will affect your overall mental state. Also, if you happen to be suffering from depression or self-harming, please confide in someone or something you trust, whether that be a friend, sibling, or even a personal journal if you are uncomfortable going to a person. Remember, you aren’t alone!

Also, for anyone who needs someone to talk to when they feel like they have no one else, my inbox is always open. You don’t even have to greet me. Just get it all out. I’ll get off my soapbox now. Enjoy! 

US Sans

~How can he say anything without breaking when he first finds out? He can’t, so he doesn’t. Don’t take his silence for anger; he’s just worried that he’ll break down in front of his s/o and he needs to be strong for them at the moment.

~Wraps up wounds with precision and care. He also puts a layer of blue magic around the outside of the bandage, so that way his s/o can’t hurt themselves more by agitating the bandage or the wound under the bandage.  

~He wants an explanation. Not about why they self-harm, he can figure that out quickly enough, but more of an explanation as to why it is happening. Is it because of an anxiety disorder, and there is nowhere else for the panic to go to? Depression? Okay, he can work with depression.

~Boy does his research. He looks up best doctors, best counselors, best self-care and therapy methods, everything.

~He will try to push the methods on his s/o, but it’s because he’s so worried. Insanely so. He’s already had to go through this twice, once with himself, and once with his brother. He refuses to do nothing this time.

~Leaves packs of Skittles around for his s/o to find. Skittles’ bright colors and delicious flavors are a good distraction.

US Papyrus

~Millions of light kisses to whatever scars and cuts he can see. He stays with them, saying nothing but words of sweet encouragement and tranquility. He is doing everything he can to just create a safe space for his s/o.

~After his s/o is healed all the way and calm, he doesn’t interrogate them verbally. He writes down his questions or asks his s/o to draw pictures of how they were feeling when they picked up the blade. Not only does this help him understand, but it also helps his s/o draw or write away their stress.

~Unlike his brother, he won’t force his s/o to do anything they don’t want to do. It can be terrifying to go to a stranger about your problems, and there’s never any guarantee that an anti-depressant will work on the first try, and some self-help methods work for them while others don’t. It’s a long process no matter what you do.  

~However, his s/o should count on all of the blades in the house being thrown out. All of them. No scissors, no knives, nothing. Looks like they’re tearing everything from now on with their hands. US Papyrus knows it won’t solve everything, but  it’s a step.

~In almost every room, there’s a number for the local suicide hotline. Not necessarily to make them call, though that’s an upside. It’s more just a reminder that there are people who care.

SF Sans

~His first instinct is to yell at his s/o. In his world, yelling out of fear to keep enemies away by scaring them is the first response.

~But this...this is a different type of fear. One that makes people sick to their stomachs rather than run or fight for their lives.

~He does the only thing he thinks may work-- he sings a lullaby that SF Papyrus used to sing him when he was scared. It keeps him from freaking out, and it may actually work to calm his s/o while he examines and heals their wounds.

~He has Undyne put in cameras in their house to make sure that he can monitor his s/o when he’s not home. If it looks like they’re struggling, he calls and tells them that he misses them. Privacy invasion? Maybe, but it’s effective.

~Every time that his s/o feels like hurting themselves, he goes up to them and lays on top of them for a cuddling session. He will not move until he is satisfied that they are not going to hurt themselves.

SF Papyrus

~He just sighs sadly when he finds out. Not because he’s disappointed in his s/o or anything, just because he knows exactly what they’re going through. He’d give anything for them to not feel like this.

~He cares for them methodically. It’s obvious that he’s skilled in treating self-harm wounds. Like US Sans, he puts blue magic around his s/o’s bandages so that they’re less tempted to mess with them.

~He forms a group message called the “S/O Protection Squad”. It consists of himself, his bro, Undyne, and Alphys. They might be a little crazy themselves, but they wouldn’t let anything happen to the s/o.

~His favorite self-care method is painting. The tickle of the paintbrush and the beautiful colors replace the familiar sting of the blade, while still giving him a sense of control in his life. He teaches his s/o, and sometimes they even paint on each other.

~Like his bro, he also puts up cameras in the house to monitor his s/o. If they look like they’re getting bad, he’ll teleport home and try to guide them back into a stable state of mind.