#and hes like 'i believe in.... karma?' im like bestie that is Not what that means

[marsixm]

ocd esque magical thinking is way more common than anybody knows it just gets called superstition & stuff

[mydr3aminvi0let]

i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that

[pinkseas]

[parasocial bestie] going by quaggyday's ask if that's ok to intercept- but tbh i agree with that perspective too!! like gosh if anything it's actually a really nice depiction when it comes to defining how xiao's karmic debt works in a realistic sense. cus like, to me in my dumb poopoo terms, that karma is the residual corrupted power from the dead gods yeah? and this comes from either those that are stronger than him or not. what lumine can or cannot get rid of with her purification abilities depends too, and even for her she doesnt know the extent that this unknown ability provides since the start (since it's pretty sudden but useful trait when treating dvalin)

there's plenty of interpretations and fics that get me a lil pressed that ppl wants his karmic debt to ~~disappear completely~~ for a happy end, when how i personally see things it doesnt need to be the case bc its all about his growth. not that xiao needs to be in constant suffering when he already is, still, but that highlights so much of the importance of his support system, the people who can guide him and help lessen the pain with whatever they can manage. and it doesnt have to center to lumine too, which is another common thing that gets me a lil icky in their stories that she's the only person who can save him (and other ppl with the purification ability, which i dont need to mention who).

putting a difference of whats inside karma, between the gods power and chronic pain as an effect is super good and is what i thought of too!! and true as heck that it's something xiao's body has been accustomed to and even if the corruption chips away bit by bit, it doesnt completely rid of whats already damaged and even then, healing comes so slow for an adeptus. especially if the source being dead gods of higher power. this is something his siblings couldnt overcome long enough in their lifespan, and what xiao is still trying to push back (or accept it, and in turn he suffers more of its effects). so like!!! it just makes sense this way imo

i love pondering of his karmic debt being a metaphor of chronic illness cus man is he fighting so hard for it, and the clock always ticks down for him faster than anyone, even as an immortal. which is sad as hell, and we all copiums together how to at least make it a lil easier for xiao yknow. explodes too

"when it comes to defining how xiao's karmic debt works in a realistic sense" real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god and with lumine not knowing the extent of her own ability,, and yeah no like. in my perfect world the karmic debt is very under control and no longer agonizing or life threatening but i dont think i could ever believe it going away Completely, and i think that if it DID vanish completely itd be a huge disservice to. everyone involved, xiao included. no he does not deserve to be in pain 24/7 but this is something hes willingly accepted and carried with him for so long, something he probably feels has shaped him, i just. idk itd feel so fucking Weird for it to just magically be completely gone ?? it does something and sends a message i cant figure out how to put into words, as opposed to being able to live with it and in spite of it and show that you dont need to be ""cured"" just to be able to exist and be content and supported and loved.

"the clock always ticks down for him faster than anyone, even as an immortal." IM GOING TO SOB THIS HITS SO HARD AND HURTS SO BAD GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD what if we exploded Together. what then.

[margathecreatughhh]

It’s.. it’s been a long time since i wrote something on here.

2022, well, it was different. But im gonna walk you through it - put you on the loop.

I spent january this year chasing my then-boyfriend. Don’t know who it is? Of course not, but you believe me if i told you. It’s the dude i liked my entire junior high. Thats right. I dated my crush. Shit was way different than i had imagined - but its done. Anyways, he often hurt my feelings bc he was a very tactless person. He was ugly too. The cum face was unbearable. Sorry to that man. I ended up leaving him, only realizing i wanted him back. I chased after him for some reason. Spent the last of my money on his expensive ass medicine. Went around looking for a specific kind of drink he wanted. Did all that only for him to tell me “what’s not clicking?” Like the fucking asshole he is. That was when i realized i didnt want to do anything with him. I wanted him gone from my life. And he is gone, finally.

Then the next few months happened. I got assaulted twice in the same year. The first time, i realized it only after a few months. I had hooked up with my senior high school crush then. I told my friend dexter about it and he said “why are you so grossed out by xx but you’re so happy about yy”. Then i realized why i slipped into a lot of self-loathing of xx. Its because i didnt consent to it. I didnt want it. I didnt enjoy it. It was fucking traumatizing. I fucking hate every moment that memory crosses my mind. I wish i never had to go through it. The second time it was also with a friend who i trusted naively. Idk why the fuck i decided to go with him. It was the wrong fucking choice. I only realized it wasn’t okay when i drunkenly called my ex-bestie about it, and he told me it wasn’t okay. The trauma for this one was so bad because every time a room would be completely dark, i’d be scared shitless and i’d teleport back into that fucking bedroom. I fucking hate it so much. I don’t know why i had let that night happen.

Despite it all, i was able to date someone. We lived in together, he let me drive his car, i bought him an expensive ass wallet, a lot. Shit ended ugly tho. He ended up man handling me. We would often get into screaming matches.

I hate myself when im angry. When i have to raise my voice in certain situations. I really fucking hate it. To realize that he brought out that version of me makes me fucking sick. Makes me hate the person i allowed myself to become just because of him.

Dont get me wrong. I didnt want a relationship. I wasnt ready for a relationship. Which made me wonder, why the fuck did i ever force anything to develop between the two of us? Even when i got an ick on the first date? If i could turn back time, i honestly would. Because fuck that situationship for real. Makes me so fucking upset he brought out the worst in me. Making me feel all fucking worthless. Like im always the bad guy. He stole my friends from me too. What kind of fucking person does that? He’s so fucking greedy. He doesn’t give a fuck that my friends no longer hang out with me as long as he gets to hang out with them.

I fucking hate the fact i ever dated him. It was the worst fucking emotional and mental turmoil i ever had to fucking go through. Beat my relationship with gg on a whole mile. Yawa jd kaayo gyud. Ngano man kong nipatol adto niya?

The amount of emotional labour i had to do. Even when he knew my mental state. He’s such a selfish fucking person emotionally. He’s so fucking greedy in the name of “love”. Like what the fuck kind of person makes u feel guilty about leaving them? About wanting some time for yourself? What a stupid fucking situationship. He accuses me of not knowing him when he has this narrative of me being the worst fucking person. Fuck that man for real. I wish all my exes bad luck. I dont care. I know I’ll get guilty once the karma hits them - but shit doesnt happen just because karma wants to. Shit happens to people because they deserve it. The universe thinks they deserve it so its gonna hand it to them.

If im getting my karma. Thats fine. Im the type of person who knows i dont make a lot of great decisions so if karma goes my way, ill let it happen as it should.

I dont know how im gonna move forward from all of this. Ive been feeling so fucking lonely ever since he fucking stole my friends from me. I dont know what to fucking do but i hope i bounce back better when i get back to duma.

I wanna stay optimistic. I wanna have something to look forward to. And yet all ive done since the break up is be so self destructive. I kissed pp, and have him reject me weeks later. Then i hooked up with bb and nn. Then i had kk pick me up and we made out for a bit. He confessed on new year’s but idk i really dont want to deal with anything. I didnt want to do anything with nn because i didnt like his build, his personality is too fucking kind its actually the fucking worst 😭 made me reminiscent of the dude i dated this year. Its always the fucking nice guys who give the most emotional labor so im avoiding nice guys. Or guys in general.

Im in a man-hater phase rn. Fucking pp is crushing on a girl who tried to set me up with him. Yawa. Worst fucking feeling ever. Yawa jd kaayo. It made me see how much of a fucking asshole he is. And i dont wanna deal with him na jd because of how awful he is. Yawa. Pero i might give him cookies still when i get back? Im not sure. I probably will.

I dont know. Im just not bothered to entertain anyone but i am still talking to bb for some fucking reason. It’s probably gonna die out soon. Or probably not. Being with him is fun. But i hope it wont cross to the relationship level. Ill probably just decrease the amount of texting we do. Shits too risky. 2022/3 marga would know why. Hahahahahaha. If something bad happens out of this, you know im gonna either edit this post or make a separate post.

I still dont fucking know if 2023 is gonna be good. Its just making me anxious. Im writing this long ass post knowing i havent finished my plates yet. I havent done anything remotely productive. I dont know why im so fucking depressed. And normally, when i write, i feel a bit better. But only my mood changed. Im not as fucking depressed as i was a few minutes ago but my fucking soul still feels like it has weights on it. Shits so fucking heavy.

I think im still not over the fact that i had to go through months of whatever he put me through shit was so fucking tiring. I did not have to go through that. I did not have to go through every single thing he put me through during and after the relationship. I think my biggest takeaway from all of this is the fact i can feel And see the change that happened in me and it wasnt for the better. I lost so much of my light and life because of him. This is the only relationship i could ever completely say i wish i got back the person i was before him. Yawa jd kaayo. Ambot makalagot nga ing ani na akong state karon. Unta mabalik akong gana sa tanan. Kay sa tinuod lang, nawala gyud. Maka disappoint jd kaayo ang outcome bwiset.

Yawa huhuhuhuhu unta madayon akong mga gi look forward sa 2023.

1. New hair color and hair cut

2. Motor pls

3. cookies for all my friends

4. Mental stability

5. Reclaiming my old self

I really just want to bring the person i was before him. I just want peace. I just want to feel better. I just want to be productive again. I just want to be better.

Ive been rambling for the past few paragraphs as u can see but im just typing as much as i can until i finally lose the dreadful feeling weighing down on me because honestly i still feel like shit. Yawa huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

I wanna buy a new vape but i think that also contributes to why i feel like shit so i might quit. Im gonna try hard and quit this year because my nicotine addiction is unexpected and unwelcome and i want to be better about it. So i might actually stop vaping. Please God make me stop vaping 😭

Im also so fucking upset because i looked forward to writing something on tumblr hoping it would make me feel better but the dread isnt going away. I want to feel better but i really cant im so fucking sad and upset and i hope its just the estrogen jud but like this has been going on for months and i honestly just need to meditate and be more accepting of my fate and have to look forward to things because theres so much to unfold for 2023 and i really really really hope my looking forward doesnt go in vain. I love you world. Please dont let me down.

[lawtwt]

do you think that lawtwt has roleplay accounts. no? well i do and its everyones problem now

alt text under the cut (theres a lot)

id: a series of fake twitter threads and tweets. they are as follows:

A fake tweet by Miles Edgeworth (verified) @milesedgeworth. It reads: "Please stop at-ing me on Twitter with the Skater Boy song. I don’t listen to pop music and am not interested. - M. E." It was made on August 5th, 2018, and has 73.5 thousand retweets, 31.1 thousand quote tweets and 325.4 thousand likes.

A thread of fake tweets made on October 13th, 2018. The first tweet (by @mattslawacc) reads "i can't believe this is a hot take but we shouldn't let minors to stand with the defense. what do you mean those 17 and 8 year olds r ur legal counsel like-" it has 23 replies, 43 retweets and 127 likes. The second tweet in the thread is by "maya fey's burger buddy  (@ramenborgerz)" it reads " i KNOWWW thats not a franziska stan talking  take a look in the mirror before u start coming for the feys, bestie" and has 102 replies, 23 retweets and 995 likes.

A fake tweet by nat   in my witness era @0bject1onable. It reads: "i did Not just see someone with "dl6 truthers dni" in their carrd talking about how weird it was that mvk retired so suddenly then died like 6 months later " It was made on october 14th, 2022, and has 32 retweets, 9 quote tweets and 348 likes.

A fake tweet by im the prosecutions witness (eric) @guitarssserenader. It reads: "yall klav antis just mad that ur blue suit husbando finally lost a fuckin case smh  hes not gonna fuck u" It was made on february 25, 2021, and has 69 retweets, 21 quote tweets and 420 likes.

A thread of fake tweets made on april 6, 2027. The first tweet (by STREAM PROSECUTOR @hot4justice) reads "why KLAPOLLO IS REAL: a thread (1/??)" it has 453 replies, 567 retweets and 4.1 thousand likes. The second tweet in the thread is by "truth || where my themis besties at xx @legallybitchin" it reads "did you motherfuckers learn NOTHING from wrightworth." and has 12 replies, 39 retweets and 400 likes.

A thread of fake tweets made on March 1st, 2026. The first tweet (by maya fey's burger buddy  @ramenborgerz) reads "Ok ik this is like. A serious topic. But imagine u get framed for murder and the prosecutor is edgeworth  I would simply walk myself into the jail cell at that point " it has 8 replies, 5 retweets and 114 likes. The second tweet in the thread is by "meena  stream KLAVIER @guitargavel" it reads "The exact opposite of this is committing 1st degree but it’s Phoenix v Payne lmao ??" and has 2 replies, 1 retweet and 6 likes.

A fake tweet by  ant (any prnouns!!!) @girlbossvonkarma. It reads: "rewatching is-7 and the sexual tension is palpable. what do you think manfred karma and greg edgeworth were doing for that whole year? exploring each others bodies???" It was made on november 12, 2025, and has 76 retweets, 14 quote tweets and 619 likes.

A thread of fake tweets made on October 27, 2018. The first tweet (by ψ  miles edgeworth (spelt with the greek alphabet)  ψ@karmaaic_prosecution) reads "he looks down at the chess board, considering, then eventually moves a bishop to take your rook. he looks up at you over his glasses through half lidded orbs and smirks. "your move" #openRP" it has 1 reply and 2 likes. The second tweet in the thread is by "steel samurai @neooldetokyorp" it reads "kicks open the door and stabs you with my massive katana" and has 1 retweet and 4 likes. (edited)

end id.

[sharkiethrts]

Sorry for my obsession with evangelion and kaworu but can I request a short story(?) Where kaworu!reader dies the way he did bc their powers just went out of control and they just get killed by their dss choker (pretty much a choker made to self destruct) and kaworu can literally revive himself on the moon so maybe karma sees them again

Kaworu's death

I don't even know if this link will somehow help but that's kaworu's death in the rebuild btw take care of yourself and you don't have to accept this request

writing style, casual

KARMA AKABANE: readers dies the way kaworu dies (evangelion)

angst + potential comfort

[9:56PM, 1st May 2022]

omg

dude im gonna make this casual

bc i dont watch evangelion

bestie he would be crushed.

he used to hype u up

believing that bc of ur powers, u can stay safe and what not

ykyk the good stuff

when ur choker started acting weird

his heart dropped

like ayo man wtf

tries to reach out to you

and when the "wall" didn't go away

he just didn't stop punching that crap

like dude became completely animalistic

he was sobbing omg

dude imagining it rn and im sobbing too

LMFAOO

bestie if u wanna catch ur feels rn im so so sorry

bc i dont watch evangelion to go into detail beastie

but seeing that scene????

i might watch it

its so good man wtf

ok continuing on

he would try to save u

like trying to beg u to peel that crap off ur neck

like dude

he would not allow u to die

fuck no man

aint today

aint ever

"i got your back, dont you dare start acting all heroic. c'mon. c'mere. get that bitch off"

[heyitscoco]

4, 7, 11, 18, 23, 25, 27, 33, 37, 38, 45, 47, 52, 62, 67, 72, 74, 79, 84, 86, 95, 99

4. What do you think about most?

When will be the first time my dad will forget who i am.. (backstory: he has alzheimer)

7. What’s your strangest talent?

I dont think i have one

11. Do you have any strange phobias?

Not strange but glossophobia

18. Do you believe in karma?

Sure

23. How do you vent your anger?

I talk to one of my besties

25. Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

None. But if its someone i like, video chatting

27. What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

Hate: Using a utensil and scratching the plate

Love: Jay park’s voice ☺️😂

33. Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

WEST COAST

37. Do you believe in luck?

Sure

38. What’s the weather like right now?

Dark and cold

45. What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

Fell on a sewer pipe in china as a kid when playing. Still have a scar

47. Do you have any obsessions right now?

Not right now

52. What is your astrological sign?

Pisces

62. What’s your favourite animal?

White tigers and pandas

67. What were you doing last night at 12AM?

Rewatching an asian drama 🤓

72. You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) yes so i can prepare them on the inevitable

b) spend as much time as i can with my loved ones

c) no

74. What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

Jay Park - Joah

79. What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

Learning to say no to people

84. What is a saying you say a lot?

Im dying

86. Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

Pastel purple and black

96. Do you have any relatives in jail?

Not that im aware of

99. If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

Drink more water!

[maiseui]

OH. MY. FUCKING. HEAVENS. I LITERALLY HAVE TWO WORDS AND ONE FINGER FOR U SEI 😭😭😭 FUCK YOU 😭😭😭😭 HONESTLY I CANT BELIEVE I EVER WISHED U A DELICIOUS SLEEP BC U MOST DEFINITELY DO NOT DESERVE ONE!!! I HATE U SO MUCH??? WHY AM I EVEN SURPRISED ANYMORE???? THE WAY ALL YOUR STORIES ABSOLUTELY WRECK ME BY THE END OF IT AND I NEVER SEEM TO LEARN MY LESSON BY NOT BOYCOTTING UR ASS 😭💔💔 honestly i’m speechless 🧍🏻‍♀️ this has RUINED me i had to take a step back and pause and kalm down bc WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT??? 😁😁🔫🔫

OKAY SEI ADMITTEDLY, AND I HATE TO ADMIT THIS, U ATE. I LOVED THIS. LIKE FROM THE BETA READ I WAS ALREADY HEART EYES BUT BEING ABLE TO SEE IT IN ITS ENTIRETY WAS AMAZING????? I RLLY RLLY LOVED seeing the transition of their relationship from super adorable enemies to lovers to like tragic lovers who can’t rlly be together :((( like the premise of the story was alr so interesting (cupid matchmaking service??? SIGN ME UP) but the way u executed it WAS SO FREAKING GOOD 😭 i’m in love w the delivery like the pacing between every scene was so good???? YOU HAVE such a good handle on how long to make particular scenes and how to balance them out w romance and obv like ocs/heeseungs feelings/thoughts 😭 I RLLY LOVE HOW IMMERSIVE THIS FELT? IT WAS SO HEARTBREAKING SEEING THE WAY YNHEE DEVELOPED A FRIENDSHIP AND LEMME JUST SAY THEY WERE FREAAKIMG CUTE AS HELL 😭😭 the sticky notes 😻 the jacket 😻 the stares across a crowded room 😻 THEY WERE SO CUTE AND THATS WHAT MADE THE ENDING FEEL SM SADDER????

no bc i was genuinely heartbroken at the ending :( like yn definitely had her reasons to act the way she did but i just fucking LOVE how you depicted this “circle” of some sorts - like, yeeun is exactly where she started (if not in a worse position); heeseung has his heart broken the exact same way he broke many other hearts; and yn….. is still salty af at love. LIKE, ITS INSANE they went thru all that just to end up in worse positions :( I MEAAANNNNN SHOULDVE LISTENED TO CUPIDS LAW YALLLLL NEVER FUCKING FALL IN LOVEEEEEE 😭😭😭 but no seriously i really loved this idea of love being a little toxic; like the way you depict it here is smth to be very very cautious with. i love that!!! and bestie i agree 😳 i feel like all the characters kind of learned their lesson? yeeun: girl u cant manufacture love, and boys arent like the ones in ur writing 😭 i feel like she learned that people are certainly not what they purport themselves to be (like with her friendship w yn too). i felt like heeseung obv also learned his lesson 🤡 he was bound to face karma after playing w all those girls right 😭 and then obviously yn too — U CANT MANUfacture love and also the instant you try to slide urself in the affairs of others, you’re bound to get bitten 😔

AGAIN, IN CASE U HAVENT REALISED YET, i LOVED the delivery of this and the message of ur story 😭😭 BESTIE WHAT DONT U SLAY AT??? GIRL STOPPPPPPP 😭 ugh also for the record my fave line was surprisingly the one about yeeun - you wrote smth about her slowly lowering her filter, and also that she tended to pour all her feelings into writing and hence didn’t need another outlet. IDK WHY BUT THAT RLLY STUCK W ME???? SIGHS

ANYWAY I RAMBLE TOO MUCH IM SAURRY 😭😭 I LVOED THIS THOUGH SEI U ABSOLUTLEY ANNIHILATED THIS!!! HEESEUNG WAS SO HOT AND BY THE END OF IT I FELT SO SO SO BAD FOR HIM 😭 every line of his was so heartbreaking given how in love he was :( i’m so sad they didn’t get their happy ending esp since i shipped them so hard but I LOVED THE MSG OF THIS STORY MORE???? ANYWAY U DID SO SO SO WELL W THIS AND FR I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS UR FIRST LONG OMESHOT BC??? URE INSANE FOR WRITING THIS SO WELL 😭😭😭 such a big fan bffie 💖💞💞💖💖💞 ilysm THANK U FOR WRITING AND FEEDING US SO WELL! QUEEN BEHAVIOUR 🗣

CUPID’S LAW | NEVER FALL IN LOVE

PAIRING › Play boy! Heeseung x fem! reader

SYNOPSIS › After a bland highschool experience, you immediately gravitate to your university’s most outrageous matchmaking club, “The Cupid Club.” Your job was simple: to collect information on your client’s love interest and then pair them together. After two years on your “job,” everything became less horrific and getting couples together almost seemed like a natural occurrence. That is until you’re tasked to collect information on Lee Heeseung, the infamous rugby captain who is coincidently known as the biggest player on campus.

GENRE› college au, angst (I said it was major angst in the preview, but after writing it, I realized that it’s not actually that sad), consultant! reader x rugby captain! Heeseung, heartbreak, crack, fluff

WARNING(S) › swearing, heavy drinking, mentions of sex

WORDCOUNT › 18.4k (I apologize beforehand)

NOTES › This is my entry for @jungwoniics ’ “just out of reach” collab

Love was an unexplained phenomenon that entwined souls together. It was an experience of rather difficult trifles which blossomed into ultimate bliss. To be with someone you found truly admirable and to lead a life with them for as many years as they lasted was society’s idea of a dream come true. Love seemed to be something like a goal to people, while to others, it was rather a burden. To you, it was a lackluster ordeal filled with complications and hurdles — an experience you didn’t want to indulge in.

You hated when September strolled along. Every autumn leaf gracefully leaving the comfort of the branches to experience the harsh winter chills yet again this cycle. It was similar to all the young adults who traveled distances away from the warmth of their homes to lead a rather dreadful college life.

The giddy freshmen were always entertaining to watch. The yearning they all had to start fresh, lead a new life, to grow, and become a part of society.

That is what college was

A greater look into society.

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[cow5secondchance]

Episode 2 - Why Did People Flip - Xavier

Format: Sequester

Eliminated: Wyatt (9-3-1-1-1) || Daisy (Battle Match)

BLAKE

so! week 2 and my plan honestly is to just really still focus on my social relationships. so far, i feel very confident in my ability to connect with people on a 1 to 1 level, and at least hopefully skate through these first few weeks. consistently my problem in the game is missing out on a key group or alliance that is running more than I know. without being too chaotic and paranoid, i would really really like to try to sit here and just scope out the relationships. as for my groups! i really want to work with jennet. she's like iconic? her art is so cute and i do feel like i made a genuine connection with her early on, and i think pointing out we're some of the only award winners in the cast could bring us closer together ! plus 4th place legends... beyond jennet, i have a group with isaac and nicole, and honestly, im feeling suprisingly good about both. i think these first 6 people i mention are the ones im going to focus on most, and focus on really forming game connection wheras the rest im just socially going to really force myself into their LIVES and hope they like me! Daisy and Jarod... loves them and swifties who ive played with in the past both in a way that i feel we were unfinished. jarod got taken out in the doubles round just as we kinda connected on a game level, and then daisy and i were working together in bb netflix before it got canceled. this is really the group i want to strategize with and im really putting myself on a limb being loyal to them because i know they have options, but its a risk im willing to take because if i can be the number 1, their connections can just offer more safety and information for myself. and the final people who i kinda want to work with is captain and wiliam xavier s up there, we just havent spoken tons dont really have much of an opinion on the others? if i had to nominate right now it might be mario just because we havent spoken yet.

XAVIER

It's annoying to be nominated, especially by Jennet. Literally two minutes before we were talking and I was explaining how this round is played. And then Jennet nominates me. I feel betrayed. Getting my G4ce together (Greenhouse 4) so we can vote as a team. And well, well, well, I just found out that the Sequester 4 are also voting together. It is weird that they are all nominated during the Sequester round. They are targeting either Wyatt or Kaleigh. Knowing they are a team, I want one of them out, if I can swing it quietly.

NICOLE

HI I’m back and already went through a ton! Last round a misunderstanding / Lanie throwing me under the bus just because I said I hadn’t spoken to Nyx and Captain really set me up in a weird spot so I had to get rid of Lanie and then she said we all suck (imagine being almost 30 and telling someone who is your students age that they suck! I get it really is terrible to be blindsided but it was her fault, she played too fast! Like yell at me for not communicating properly or whatever she believed I did at that point but don’t take it out on everyone especially like the youngest player in the game!) Anyway, this round is sequester so we are all back together! I finally get to play with Daisy! I love her so much so I’m super glad we got to play, I’m very glad I get to reunite with Lindsay, I’m glad William isn’t mad at me for the whole Lanie situation and now I’m safe for the first vote! It is a very good feeling but I also feel like I should be learning from Lanie’s mistake and playing not fast so I’m trying to take a step back from talking in the house chat. I’m just so excited to see everyone but I will try to contain myself so I don’t annoy anyone. Check back in later in the round!!!

BLAKE

I forget the questions omg but I had a call with Jarod where he kinda threw out wyatts name as an option to go, and honestly I’m completely fine with that because even though they seem super sweet, I feel like I’m juggling enough balls and I don’t need to add them into my mix, whereas I feel a lot better about every other nominee other than Kaleigh, who I don’t think anybody would do this early My strategy is to just campaign for myself to stay to everybody and avoid throwing out names. I’m hoping that comes from Jarod or one of the safe people because they literally have the safety to get away with it 

XAVIER

I like video confessionals. The only alliance of 4 should be Greenhouse

CAPTAIN

hello dr.. so i'm glad i got saved by jarod :pleading_face: he rlly said i'm gonna make captain safe no matter what happens. and thats exactly what he did :100: for ppl who are vulnerable, i want autumn, jarod and xavier to be safe the most like idc i just want 3 of them to be safe. xavier might be in a bit of trouble tho since the totem pole ppl are voting together for sure hmmm so i need to try to talk to them to sway them from voting xavier. for the plans to avoid battle match? idk i just want them to feel safe around me no matter what. so that if i end up voting them, they're not gonna be bitter at me that much. and i lowkey saved myself with wyatt since wyatt said they wanted to work with me so prays.

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also, i secured an alliance with jarod, autumn and jennet. and a greenhouse alliance with mario, nyx and xavier. the latter hasn't been in the talk like with every greenhouse yet but xavier brought it up to me and i think that it should be great. so fingers crossed!

WILLIAM

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO, going into Round 2 im having a really big struggle..... im seeing  THAT I DONT DISLIKE A SINGLE PERSON ON THIS CAST, USUALLY THERE IS AT LEAST ONE BUT NOPE    Also we are moving into a Sequester sorta semi safety chain with half vulnerable and half safe cast and lucky me I think Lanie either hated me the most or the least from our Survivor team and decided to give me the Karma twist which gave me safety for the round but made me have to pick the first unsafe out of the whole cast. I think my strategy was to pick someone who didn't talk to me yet (so i had a reason) as well as someone who was sorta loved by most if not all and wasn't a target for it, because I'm thinking if I just fade into the background this round no one would have a need or want to pick me for the Battlematch, i think its safe to assume whoever goes home will pick the person who made them unsafe plus like one other person, so i just have to avoid being that other 1/13 people. As for the vote i have no clue at all, I think maybe Isaac cause i haven't said much to him at all, or maybe Jarod cause i know he is hella busy and prob wont pick me to go into battle..... just not Wyatt or Blake or Kaleigh rn.  So like yeah, just gonna pray, not talk around too too much, let people come to me so it doesnt seem like im pushing anyones name and hopefully vote someone i dont love out. yeah so much fun xoxo William F

NYX

So, this round is pretty confusing and difficult to navigate cause not only do we have to vote someone out we have to vote someone out and hope they don't drag us into the battleback. I'm very happy to be safe for the vote since at least then i'll have a chance to battleback in a comp. So, for this vote I can't vote Autumn since she gave me safety, I can't vote Jarod since he took one for the team, I can't vote Xavier cause of the gh alliance, I can't vote Blake due to our bonding on tau ceti, so my only real options for this vote are Isaac, Wyatt, and Kaleigh. If I had my way i'd just pile the votes on wyatt and get them out now but it's not that easy because i haven't talked as much and they could see that as incentive to drag me in. Of course all the people I just mentioned I don't wanna vote for I wanna save because that means they'll be willing to work with me to some capacity. To avoid the battle match is the hardest part cause people can be very impulsive with their decisions and heat of the moment always catches people off guard. My best bet is just not to make too many promises and to just tell the truth and hopefully that'll be enough to gain their respect. 

CAPTAIN

besties.. i don't know what i'm doing. its between wyatt and kaleigh methinks but wyatt keeps dropping my name everywhere and i don't really like it. idk if they get eliminated, if they would put me in the battle or not. but like if they're this messy, i'm voting them for sure. also sobs kaleigh is so cute.

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prays for me DR! sign: captain.

LINDSAY

bro no one wants to throw out a name because of the battle drag twist so it's three hours to tribal and i dont know who the fuck to vote my gut is telling me jarod but i am absolutely not letting jarod drag that shit back to me definitely not autumn i dont know like. i'm working the tightest with william, daisy and wyatt weirdly enough and none of us have heard anything so i just. ?????

MARIO

I AM SAFE!!! I AM NOT SECOND BOOT AGAIN

AUTUMN

IT WONT LET ME PUT AUDIO FILES IN!!! But when Monty puts them all together later this season I hope yall enjoy haha

XAVIER

Ok this vote is messy. It started out with Jarod and the Sequester group wanting to vote Kaleigh. They got people on board, and it looked good. Until Wyatt made that alliance chat. And of course the vote shifted to Isaac. But the Sequester group won't vote Isaac. Mario voted Autumn. Captain voted Wyatt. I am voting Kaleigh because I haven't spoken to her much. But I want the vote to go Isaac's way - it breaks up Sequester, and he won't think it was me, so safe from the battle. So it may be 5 on Kaleigh, unless the other people in that Alliance chat are not being honest as well. Ha ha. As long as it's not me, right?!

LINDSAY

wyatt made a voting block?? and didn't include me?? the person with no connection to isaac who they kept safe and would have probably voted with them???? wh ok i guess my vote is on wyatt tonight tf 

NYX

So, this round is a clusterfuck of scrambling cause no one wants to get pulled into the battleback and potentially lose there. I just don't wanna go home even earlier than last time because my game has just been so much better and to lose it this way would be fucking devastating. i just want to win so badly so im just hoping i can maneuver this right

LINDSAY

"you know that this is anonymous right" DAISY HELP NO I DIDNT FUCK OK I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING WHAT IS HAPPENING WHERE AM I

XAVIER

WHAT JUST HAPPENED. I know Captain voted for Wyatt. Maybe Captain is more influential than I thought? Why did people flip? Because of the alliance chat? It was too much? And why wasn't I included in the flip vote? Agh. Time to make my own rules here.

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I am still shookt 

DAISY

[ts-akhmim]

Episode 14 (Finale) | “All of this and more, but only in Autumn's World” - Autumn

So I figured out that Amir does have the idol and Jakey originally had it that round... damn I wish I looked a little more but I just didn't think Jakey had it. So that probably means that Autumn is going this round, and then I just need to find a way to win this next challenge over Amir. I know Kendall and I will vote together next round regardless, so worst case scenario next round for me is that I am in some kind of fire-making challenge, but I at least see there being a good chance that me and Kendall could be sitting in FTC together, and I'm just hoping at this point that it's Augusto sitting there with us. P.S. In the event that I make FTC... I really hope I'm not seen as a goat. Like, I don't think I am, but I'm not sure how much respect I'll get for my game. I'm hoping people see how savvy I had to be to continuously work my way back up after a couple blindsides and being pushed to the bottom, but you never know with this jury / cast. P.P.S. Please no pressure cooker next round. I'm not ready to have to beat Amir THAT way.

So I'll count that as half of a success. I was at least able to help convince Amir to play the idol he told me about to flush that, and with Autumn safe, the next option was to do Adam. Knowing that if Autumn did have the merge idol, she probably wasn't playing it on Adam, this was the next best option. I need Kendall and Augusto around because those are the two I'd like to bring to FTC if I can make it there. It makes sense to take them to the end as our games are all very similar, so at least we aren't against a winner at the end. Part of me thinks that bringing Amir may not be the worst thing in the world given he has screwed over a decent bit of that jury, but also, I'd rather not take that risk.

So now that that's done and I'm cute and immune, I can confirm it all. Yes I do have the merge idol, yes I've had it since Final 7 but planned not to play it until Final 5, and yes that makes me the most powerful person here. Deadass everyone wants my head on a stick and I don't give a single fuck. I'm chilling all weekend, letting them think they're doing something if/when I lose win immunity, and then I'm sending a man out on one vote Monday night. You think they hate me now? Wait til they find out they can't take a shot at me until Final 4 lmaaaaoo. Be blessed! 

So Amir blames me for playing his idol... I think that's a win for me then, right?

I'm so glad I was able to take this challenge win! I needed to win this to guarantee I wasn't some kind of contingency plan. But now, it's about how can I guarantee a winner goes home. I've already kind of told Autumn she was in trouble (literally 0 point in lying to her about it) and have explained to both Kendall and Augusto that we should find a way to split the votes / guarantee that Autumn and Amir have no shot of working with one another and sending home one of the two people I want with me at FTC. I feel so close, yet so far away from the title of Sole Tumblr Survivor. I want this win so badly. I can't describe how much I want this win. I didn't come back just to have fun; I didn't come back just for maybe an ounce of redemption from Guyana, I came to win this mother-effer. I have at least a 25% shot at the moment, but I want to increase that number. 

Final 5... it's so insane honestly because I never expected this of myself but I've played my ASS off (literally, that's why I'm flatter than a table top) especially these past few rounds. I'm kinda shocked that the clear targets are Autumn/Amir/TJ just given I have been a force in the game (subtly ofc) so its def a gag... but yeah. TJ winning the immunity was WORST case scenario because I wanted to come for that man's neck SO bad but we'll just have to get him next time. Amir having the merge idol isn't a SHOCK but it was interesting to say the least like rip telling me that but both his idol plays are gonna be kinda useless which helps my case! I know that Autumn said me and Kendall have been up Amir's ass but first of all... i'm a bottom so I would never BUT also I feel I've held my own this entire game so it isn't my truth in the slightest but I'll just have to prove her, TJ, and the jurors wrong if I got to. I've gone from flop (16th in Bhutan, 17th in Great Lakes, 12th in Socotra) to the top (6th in Flops, 2nd in Seychelles) but I am trying to WIN and wear my deserved crown, it's time I won something yknow. 

Amir and I when my plan worked and NEITHER of us walked into jury yet again https://twitter.com/abridrakegraham/status/1222552252357005313 The kids HURTIN yall and I will 100% respect their privacy at this time. Like they really thought!!! They really thought they finally killed me and were probably singing ding dong the witch is dead all day and now look at em. They done lost the boy they all wanted to go to the end with, got severely played by me, AND still gotta see my face everyday. Someone check on Jordan Pines I wanna make sure he's not still holding his breath waiting for my demise. And I've teamed up with his other least favorite person? HOES MAD. But it's not just him- Kendall ready to fight Amir in PM's, TJ in his feelings on call during tribal, Augusto couldn't even find the words he was that shocked. It's all so glorious and I truly fucking love wrecking everyone's games. Amir was like I've never felt these emotions before/ this is one of the wildest moves I've ever been apart of and tbh I agree with Amir. This was batshit crazy but you know what the gag is? This is literally just another day in the mind of Autumn Hill Jury mad, the mayos mad, Augusto mad, and I'm literally on top on the world right now. Like I love Augusto yes but that move was the definition of powerful. Like it's not just playing an idol correctly. It's the fact that Amir came to me begging that I forgive him and that we work together again, I then agreed and admitted to having the idol to A WHOLE ASS WINNER, convinced Amir to tell the kids he had the idol, got everyone to feel super comfortable around me all night and day cause I knew "I was going," snapped in the tribe chat at 2:00 because I "just wanted people to be honest about voting me," got the kids to essentially then tell on themselves since they listed all the reasons why they were voting me, and then idoled out their king using his once closest ally. Liiiikkkee?? STIFF WHERE?? DEAD WHERE??? Bitch I'm playing to win ok I hope yall enjoying this master class I've put on cause I'm hanging it up after this. Unless yall get serious about having a TS version of Winners at War, then call me. But otherwise, yes I'm going ham because I have every intention of walking into the 2 time winners chat. I WANT TO ASCEND!!! So PSA: if my funeral is public knowledge, that means I ain't dying hahaha. Apparently everyone has nicknames for me and that might actually be my favorite part. Jakey calling the game Autumn's World all merge to the boys and TJ only referring to me as the Godmother?? iconic! You know I'd hate me too if I wasn't me, which is why I'm flattered by it all. They know damn well they're almost out of time to get rid of me and they've spent the entire fucking game hoping and wishing and praying and still can't pull it off. And them not targeting me out the gate like Jordan wanted has gotten soooo many people killed. But most importantly I have successfully played an idol now TWICE at Final 5.. And I sure did win back to back immunities at Final 4 and Final 3 in Crossroads so finding out this season has a final 2? Perfect let me dust off the blueprint real quick

 https://twitter.com/rcgersnatalia/status/1168071613763342336

okay im going to work my ass of to win this but autumn and tj have both claimed they can do this really well, so like basically, tj cannot win immunity, i need to win or i may be absolutely screwed https://66.media.tumblr.com/583667e85060a36a2cccb8551baa27d5/tumblr_inline_oh5slaYgdO1tr4u58_500.jpg but as of rn, i was going no matter what if i didnt win immunity, i tried to make a story to autumn and we called for like 3 hours and i did my damnest to sell that tj is the problem with everything that happened last round and that i was down to vote augusto for real until tj really sold the plan out to augusto and i didnt want to go to rocks, but i played the idol out of fear that augusto-kendall-tj would 3-2-1 me so she believed there is a true rift in the beauties right now and has more of a reason to hate tj she is so fucking smart so she may have sussed it out and went along with it, but im hoping it worked??? idek but she said if she wins immunity she'll idol me she did admit she has the idol to me but maybe because she knew i already knew

I just... do I even have words anymore? Like, time and time again, I'm getting screwed over and I just... it's a good underdog story now. I just have to win this next challenge. I guess regardless I had to win this next challenge, but also, I was really hoping to not have to have as much concern as I do right now.

What was that?? oh cause I thought the yts who can't successfully kill me had said something https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Wux4HnZRY0 Another day, another body bag. THEY WERE SO SURE THEY HAD ME AHHHH I really have to laugh. Kendall was certain this was my funeral and I'm like nah baby it's yours. I'm still screaming that TJ would keep immunity for himself and let Kendall go to firemaking where she would 100% lose that's wild. Only for me to find out after that sis really was THE RAT??? Y'all set her up lmaaaooo. Now I really don't feel bad cause she ran from her karma long enough and if Amir had told me that shit before firemaking I really would've smoked her in the comp. Kendall had no business snitching to Jordan about an airtight unanimous vote and blowing up all her allies' games just to do right by an egom aniac. Then Jordan still died and she falls in love with his bestie boo TJ (he's playing you sis!!) who sensed she could die this round but didn't give a single fuck?? Absolute mess. She really got Devon, TJ, Amir, and Augusto to lie about it the whole game and they agreed because they knew if I ever find out the truth, I'd kill her on sight. Bitch I killed her anyway!!! So was it even worth it? Cause she still walked into jury but she got a better placement and a noble death, which miss Devon and Augusto cannot say. Too busy being lying https://media3.giphy.com/media/6DMfLQEhixGdW/source.gif I feel so affirmed though- every person who has come for me is either sitting in jury or is about to walk in. That's power- that's RANGE! Also I just wanna say to Devon while I'm here:  you really gave me all that grief for considering you could be the rat when you, Amir, and Augusto were in on it and protecting Kendall the whole time??? Fuck outta here. Like whose fault is it really that you died Devon? I wanna know. You mad at me and Amir when you need to be mad at yourself for picking the wrong girl, which is on brand for straight white men but y'all not ready to have that conversation. Anyway! Kendall trying to undermine me the ENTIRE merge and using all these men to do it only to still get killed by me in the end?? Fucking love that shit. All of this and more, but only in Autumn's World

https://66.media.tumblr.com/143402720bb2766ebe14eb1d657e2ca6/tumblr_inline_o8662rxDt11tr4u58_250.gifv

Me before the challenge https://peopletalk.ru/wp-content/uploads/2016/09/tumblr_n49eidw5Zk1rsrbdko1_500.gif 

Me after I went beast mode and embarrassed the men https://twitter.com/intoragnarok/status/1233477557565173762

I'm screaming at Amir asking me after if kept him strategically or out of loyalty and I'm like sis what do you think. I was not about to let the white knights get their way and give TJ the win all because he's a good car salesman. Like y'all should've seen that 1 hr plus discussion of TJ and Amir going back and forth on camera about who I have a better chance of beating and I'm just sitting there IMMUNE taking notes, knowing neither of them wanted this. The power that that has, the intelligence that that has, the clearance that that has, the access that that has. Amir and TJ planning to kill me and then being thwarted once again is arguably my two favorite storylines. TJ wanted to do this the ENTIRE MERGE and I never let him succeed. And Amir wanted to be the one to say he killed me cause he's Mr. Smith when I'm Mrs. Smith and my ass spared him and helped him several times. Now look at em, getting third and second. I made a joke at Final 5 that Amir and I are the movie Mr. and Mrs. Smith and it's so true. I adore him as a person and I know he loves me too but we're not above killing each other. Hell we genuinely want to kill each other but time and time again we chose to kill everyone else instead lmao. 

So please enjoy this visual walkthrough of our wild ass partnership

(when we met at merge) https://i.pinimg.com/originals/3f/48/5e/3f485e53a56fb43c62c22c0790e8afd7.gif 

 (when we voted together at Final 11 and Final 10) https://media1.giphy.com/media/l3Ucho9gtq4b7SLok/source.gif 

 (when I caught Amir in a lie and killed Devon as retaliation but still wanted to work with Amir) https://media0.giphy.com/media/l3UcotueAJQAW0zjW/source.gif 

(when Amir killed Ali and Adam to piss me off) https://66.media.tumblr.com/eebc1dc0a509a652ea543aba82bcb1c5/tumblr_ojjk22iVXM1uhcmrao1_250.gifv 

(when Amir tried to get back in my good graces at Final 5) https://66.media.tumblr.com/3b157a36601820370897ace6673af493/tumblr_n17egq7Hdq1r7fawxo4_r3_250.gifv 

(when I agreed to the winners pact and got him to kill Augusto and Kendall with me) https://thumbs.gfycat.com/DefiniteVapidDogwoodtwigborer-size_restricted.gif 

 (when he kept trying me at Final 4 and Final 3/ saying he'd kill me) https://i.gifer.com/3lie.gif 

(when I snapped and took Amir to Final 2, like I said I would, and we both knew he'd lose beside me) https://66.media.tumblr.com/d1f3506fc873a7d2393d705a7f58065d/tumblr_mgooqovRHw1qkdoj2o1_500.gif

mood after everything that's happened and me making FTC again- we out here. Coming out of retirement has been good to me https://twitter.com/emrific/status/1235072497055227907

(final 4) oh dear me this one is a tuffyyyy wuffyyy.... okay okay. so its f4, tj thinks im voting with him and kendall to vote autumn. Autumn thinks im voting with her against kendall to make it firemaking. basically, i was originally gonna vote autumn, and i told autumn and she was like fk no so i told her im convinced but i am STILL UNSURE So if I vote kendall: autumn has to win fire making which like statistically i do not see kendall beating autumn, but then tj takes me to final 2 over autumn, and autumn will take me to final 2 over tj, she also threatened to make jury hate me if I cut her now which doesn’t really scare me tbh if I’m next to kendall anyway, but regardless of that threat, me going with tj and autumn gives me a 66% chance of winning this game. If me or Tj win final immunity, I think I win this game. If Autumn wins, then uhhhhggg she will probs take me but like we will thee i just hope she doesnt win final immunity If I vote autumn: me or kendall have to win final immunity, because if tj wins, then I’m getting third place, and kendall would probably take tj as well, so like, yeah i would beat them both at the end but i would be putting myself in a position where i have to win immunity but idk . i think voting kendall is better as i type dis

final 3 oh my gooooodddd, the fact that i am here is so surreal 2 me, and idk idk this immunity is gonna be the deciding factor of my game and im so nervous but also happy and proud of myself however this game turns out. hoyoyoyooyoy

SO MISSS AUTUMN JUST UHHHHHHHH wooped me arse in immunity and me and Tj had to PLEAD for ourlives but she ended up TAKING MEEEEEEEEE so partyyy Honslee tho, while this is gonna make winning 90x times harder, I am pretty happy to be sitting next to Autumn cuz our end game mr. and mrs. smith alliance is highkey iconic af ewnfewkjfnewkjnf like we killed each others allies and somehow have been aligned since early merge and I lied to her and somehow we always came back and protected each other and if i don't win im happy she will <3 but with that said, i gotta take her DOOOWNNN

AUTUMN WINS 8-1

[tipsyreads-female]

Hello hello my sweet Darling 😋💕

Here we go into the second round of reviewing of your amazing Ihy Ily Series and my desperate try to keep up with it! 😂😅🙈

Hopefully I am able to read the third chapter soon, so I can move on to the fourth chapter that will get posted today!! 🙈😍

Also, your response to my latest review on Ihyily chapter 1 made me all sad and soft... I know how fucking long and intense you worked on IhyIly the last months and put all of your blood, sweat, tears of passion into that story. I just can poorly imagine how discouraging it must be not to receive the feedback you hoped for... so I am trying my best to keep you up and give you at least a little bit of all the feedback this mindblowing story truly deserves! I may be forgetful or sometimes really slow to read your stories on time but I want you to know that I love and support you the best way I am able to! 🤧💕 Love you Bestie ❤

ANYWAY, let's move on with this review and to point out all those nice scenes that you've written!! Idk if I remember everything chronological but I am trying my best not to mix everything up... 👉🏻👈🏻🙈💕 Love you Sweetie and I am so thankful for you posting this amazing story ☺💕

First of all... I can't believe how fucking curious Yoongi and Jiwoo are... honestly, my first thought was "Tratsch im Treppenhaus", oder was?? (engl. "Gossip in the staircase")

How Yoongi says all gently and lovingly, that Jiwoo is overdue with her period and might be pregnant... WHY THE FUCK IS SO CUTE I CAN'T 😭🤧💕

When the Reader and Tae drives to the Sunday Dinner and he exactly knows that the Reader isn't allowed to drive a car bc of stupid gender roles and he literally pours salt into the wounds... KIM TAEHYUNG YOU'RE MEAN 😡😤 DON'T DO THAT EVER AGAIN!

Mrs. Kang... I FUCKING LOVE HER SO MUCH, Mrs. Kang/Mrs. Choi/Mr. Choi... some of the best side characters! 😍😘

Taehyung literally running into the Reader's Dad arms and having und of the worst times of his life 😂😂 Karma~

Jungkook and the Reader are so sweet and cute, I caaaan't!!!🤧💕

...when they say that they want to have some private time in their bedroom and her parents looks at each other, thinking they're gonna fuck in her childhood room... Thank you for this unpleasant mental Image, Sibi 🤢🤮

When they're alone in her old room and Tae is frustrated, angry, annoyed (and annoying...🤦🏻‍♀️) and just talking back without being cooperative in any way... TAEHYUNG YOU'RE NOT 5 YEARS OLD ANYMORE, JESUS CHRIST

...but THEN you just threw helpless and vulnerable Beby Tae bc he didn't brought ans clothes over in and I'm all soft for him again

...AND THEN THIS CHILDISH ASSHOLE TAEHYUNG DECIDED TO BE ALL BITCHY AGAIN, LIKE WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH YOU TAEHYUNG??? ALL GRUMPY AND MOODY😤🙄🤦🏻‍♀️

I still can't believe it that he just drove home afterwards so they can sleep seperated... he's truly a drama queen

...the sex scene with Jungkook... fuck... that was way too hot and that attacked me... I WASN'T PREPARED THAT'S GONNA BE THIS HOT EVENTHOUGH YOU STATED IT IN YOUR WARNINGS-

...and then everything got destroyed because she said Taehyung's name and Jungkook realized what he just did there... having sex with a married woman (or as Tipsy said it "a married wife!" 😂)

the fucking business magazine interview that turned out to be more unprofessional than some cheap boulevard magazines

I am just saying... the Hickey

Really, that scene was a different breed of " the cherry on top of unprofessionalism" like wtf was that?!

...I almost spit too, my dear reader... not only you! 😳😩🤯🤮

...the fact that it went even worse...

I am so sorry for Taehyung... that must be the fucking worst feeling and his anger and Jealousy is absolutely berechtigt (my english just died, I am sorry)

...the fucking car ride back home was... was... was... I can't even put my feelings for that into words!

...his anger is so hot, don't ask me-

....THE FREAKING SEXUAL TENSION BETWEEN BOTH OF THEM

...when Tae provocates her to really use and fuck him, just like she wants to...

UNBUCKLING HIS BELT AND LOOSING HIS TIE, NOT TO FORGET OF HIM OPENING THE TOP THREE BUTTONS OF HIS DRESS SHIRT! 😩🤤💕

...after she pulled back and denied his "avanches" he didn't cared about closing his open dress shirt...

BOOBS. TAETIDDIES EVERYWHERE I AM JUST SAYING! 😤🔥

I mean... is that a fucking joke to you?? 🥵🤤👆🏻

...as you can see and read, I enjoyed the second chapter freaking much and I am very curious to read the third chapter but I am not ready how you're going to torture us now- 😩💕

Love you so incredibly much, whore! ♡ If other readers can't give you the feedback you deserve, I will do that 😤😡❤

↳ Index [Chapter 02 - Cut the Cameras]

Warnings: sexual tension, suggestive themes, talks about sex, fighting, hickeys, jealousy; also minor Jungkook x Noona!Reader, mutual masturbation, dirty talk

Wordcount: 8.9k

a/n: This chapter still haunts me in my dreams omfg 🥵

“So?” Jiwoo and Yoongi slip into the booth beside you, “Now that you have managed to go through a month without killing Taehyung, how is your marriage going?” she asks.

You send both of them an annoyed look.

“And here I thought you invited me over for drinks”, you grumble.

“We did”, Yoongi says and waves the waitress over, “but we are still curious”, he places his hand on Jiwoos upper back and rubs little circles on it.

You watch his gesture for a moment, clicking your tongue afterwards.

“Well, we are most definitely not doing that”, you say, nodding your head into Yoongis direction.

“Care to enlighten us?” Yoongi cocks an eyebrow up at you.

Just this moment the waitress arrived at your table.

“What can I get you?”

“A mojito with double the rum for me and a bowl of peanuts”, you tell her.

“Whiskey neat”, Yoongi orders his signature drink.

“Just a glass of water for me please”, Jiwoo says and it makes your ears perch up.

The waitress scurries off with your orders scribbled down in her little notebook.

“Jiwoo, did I just hear you right? You order water? Uhm, what is going on?”

Yoongi and his wife exchange a look, smiling so goofily it is gag inducing.

“Our little Chaeyoung may be getting a sibling”, Jiwoo says.

“Whaaat?” you gasp.

“We’re not sure yet, Jiwoo’s a few days late so we don’t want to risk it”, Yoongi explains, cheeks wearing a rosy tint to them.

“Okay damn”, you chuckle, “you two are really going at it. But congrats, I really hope that you’re pregnant.”

“Thank you”, Jiwoo sends you a smile, “speaking of pregnancies. I hope you and Taehyung are busy too.”

“Me and Taehyung?” you gag dramatically, “I would rather get it on with a stray dog to be bloody honest.”

Yoongi and Jiwoo exchange a look.

“You do know that you need to fuck in order to produce an heir, right?” Yoongi says so annoyingly bluntly.

“I know that too, thank you very much”, you snarl, sending daggers his way.

“So? Fuck him”, Yoongi throws back, cocking his right eyebrow up.

“You don’t tell me what to do”, you spit.

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[thepallas]

Its me again friend! So sorry for the misconvenience, somehow couldnt find your answer on the blog- But that seems very interesting! Im happy to have made you think. So varus? That brings another question in mind. With pallas' ties to runeterra, who would he be most likely to interact with? What characters is he familiar with or has bonds to? And maybe even a love interest~?

// Hello there, friend! Don’t worry about that! :) Gosh I was so excited to reply to this ever since I got a notification for it, but was way too exhausted to do so.

and YES.... VARUS :^) Oh Dear Spook Friend, let me introduce you to the world of the best bois. :3c So yeah, since Pallas is based on Varus’s old lore, so of course he’d know him. They got introduced when Varus became the Warden of The Temple, but if I’ll ave to put it veeery simply - loooots of stuff happened and they realised that they are feeling stuff with each other. Me and @ask-arclight-varus have built such an amazing relationship between Pallas and Varus (in countless AUs too!) and I’m literally just living for them. So there you have the love interest.

When it comes to other champions, since he’s immortal and had traveled a lot through the years, Pally must’ve met many of them, especially the immortal/undead ones. I can’t really talk about any “official” bonds, cause I don’t really have Tumblr buds to establish majority of those relationships with, so I’ll just share some headcanons.

First of all, I believe he’d have a really good relationship with Evelynn. Both of them are demons, Eve is a succubus and Pallas’s mother was one so he has that blood in him. I’ve imagined that since his mom didn’t really care, Eve was the one who kind of helped Pally to discover and master that side of his abilities. Plus they would just get along, acting like sassy besties, judging mortals and betting who can seduce more of them with the least effort or something.xddd Just a side note, only after one of the Eve blogs approached me a long time ago and I’ve read through their pages, I’ve realised how similar they are on certain aspects. Like it’s sort of funny cause I didn’t take any inspiration from her character.

Similar thing would go to Nocturne maybe. He doesn’t seem to be very friendly spook, but I think they’d get along or at least have mutual respect.

Speaking of it - Kindred. I really want to find a Kindred blog who’d want to write with me cause I dunno.. Kindred is probably one of the very few creatures that Pallas truly respects. I always imagined them showing themselves to him after, I dunno he had killed too many or had claimed a soul of someone that he shouldn’t have yet. Maybe they’d have some sort of a “deal” about the souls.

Thresh too maybe. Like... he’d know or would’ve at least have been in contact with majority of the immortals/undead/creatures/other who are interested in souls in any way. And not only, like I’ve mentioned before he’d have lots of acquaintances between immortals/undead. For some reason always thought that the other demons wouldn’t really like him (except from some, like Eve).

The Darkins are interesting too. Pallas had definitely interacted with them, likely even wih those that we know are currently dead. Yet I have a feeling they: a) wouldn’t remember him; b) he was more like observing from the side, no actual interaction; c) was somehow involved in the darkin war thingy ??? I don’t know really. Plus I still don’t know how to feel about the darkin Varus, cause if we compare the old and the new lore, Pallas is basically what the darkin (before binding to Val and Kai) is in the new lore.

Another Important aspect in his story are the Ionian Elders. We don’t have any old ones, who are responsible for Pallas’s imprisonment in the game, but he still feels lite he wants revenge against them even tho it’s a new generation (soooo.. Karma? Or I dunno, maybe I’m mixing stuff up about her). Plus he has to hide from them, and probably Kinkou Order, cause Shen has that shmancy Soul Sword.

You see his relationships with champs or side characters are mostly either based on alliance and/or mutual respect or they’re like “whoops I wasn’t careful enough and now they’re hunting me”. So just cause he got too lazy to hide the body properly he’d stir up things e.g. in Demacia, so it would lead him to meeting champs that we know. Only Varus has a specific, unique “canon” relationship with him. Ok, I think this reply is getting too long, but yeah.. In the end of the day - it’s rp. I didn’t even expect to interact with some characters, but later it turned out to be lots of fun and work out really well. E.g. never even imagined how can Pallas and Ekko be related, but rp showed me that it can lead to some very amusing and sweet stuff. So there’s that and thank you for the question!