#and hes gay but you know the crown can suck a cactus

[reginamillls]

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[youremyalways]

all the ones u haven't answered yet

Bless you Kate

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself? 

Now

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

Helping people

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

Kinda. Go to a pride parade being my full self, tell my irl real friends everything, shadow at a really cool interior design place downtown

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

Beautiful. Loving. Sweet. She is full of galaxies and warmth. She is the literal sun. She helps me through my worst nights and is a bright light in the darkness. She has the most amazing eyes, her hair is a beautiful brown, her voice is so kind and soft. She deserves only the best. She is Josh and Halsey level amazing. She is my ethereal dime piece. She is @stillstreetjoshua

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

Yes?? I’m not sure at this point, I think I need to be farther away from it to answer that well

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

This past spring talking to Dylan about how bad I was feeling

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

@twentyonequasars She can tell me everything about them and we could just stare at them forever in amazement. It’s so calming and so is Charlie

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

No. I have a hard enough time opening up to my close friends, I always feel like a burden and when I open up, everything comes out

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?

You are worth it. Honestly to anyone and everyone who could hear me

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?

Absolutely beautiful

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

“You can start over each morning” I have it right above my bed and It reminds me everytime I’m having a breakdown and I can’t breath and I don’t think I’m gonna make it through the night, I can look up and remind myself that this pain will go away and tomorrow has the potential to be so much better and kinder

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

Wtf is happening???

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

Give it to friends and people who need it

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

I usually am, I’m very empathetic but if you do something like cheat on someone or say something homophobic or anything like that, they’re out of my life and I have no bad feelings about it, But when someone hurts me, I have a tenancy to forgive them and I don’t always like that

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

You will go through a lot, you will want to die and you will try. But please, remember that you are worth it. High school is a mess but by staying alive you get to meet some amazing people. Yeah, love and heartache sucks but I promise you'll find an amazing person who is there and loves you. You aren't unlovable. Please understand that things happen for reasons we may never know but not everything is your fault, Be creative and don't give up on your dreams. They'll take time but they're worth. Also, you're definitely gay. You got this

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

tbh I almost want to say pastel punk but probably more pastel

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

I love them. I want to get a few more ear piercings and plenty of tattoos 

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

Not a lot but I want to, I’m just not that great at it

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

Twenty One Pilots saved my life several times but I think for this I’ve gotta go with Fall Out Boy cause Folie a Duex is almost always my mood but also their newer stuff gives me so much hope and a will to live

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

Be kind, keep creating, and have the courage to get rid bad stuff!

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

First concert: Fall Out Boy- tbh Awolnation was so much more pumped but it was so amazing and magical and it gave me so many amazing feelings that I can’t even name

Second concert: Twenty One Pilots- It made me soooo glad I stayed alive. Tyler’s voice was amazing and I cried so many times. I went with my friends Brylee and Kennedy and that made it so much better. I got to see Jon and Judah and The Lion whcih was heavenly. It was all so perfect. While we were all waiting for TOP to come on, some girls a few rows behind us started doing some hand puppets and then other people joined in, and also the entire stadium did the wave several times (like over 30 times)

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

Honestly I would want it to be from @spookyjimrippedmas my mom. Her words are always so beautiful and calming. I would want it to say what she feels about me and how she’s doing and anything she wants to tell me

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?

I don’t, I have my bed

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?

Wash face, hopefully brush teeth

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

I want to find the best color for my hair but right now I’m feeling like I want to do blue or pink after the play. I don’t really know why

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

Nothing, I have been neither of those

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

Be kind to trump

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

See one person, Laura, cause she can sing to me and I to her and that would all be awesome

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

Yes. Four times. The first it was scary until I told Dylan and we talked about it, the second was nerve racking cause I was pretty sure he liked me too, the third was amazing cause I knew I was already comfortable with her and I knew she already liked me, And this fourth has been amazing. I feel like i’m experiencing it all over again every time I talk to her. it’s amazing

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

I don’t feel like either rn but often I feel like a girl so let’s go with that. No, I tried that a bit ago and it doesn’t look good on me

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

Mocha, probably Kate or my mom cause they’ve been with me when I’ve ordered

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

Umm I think it’s my headphones. They connect me to so many things and I can use them as an escape

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Aesthetic themed ask. All of them or just the ones you want to answer.

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?I’m not sure, I sing all of the time tbh

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?I’d wanna know if I’ll ever be successful or not

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?I haven’t really accomplished anything yet, I’m kinda boring tbh 🙃

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?When my girlfriend asked me out 💕 it was so cute and she’s perfect oml

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? I’d make sure I payed more attention to the people I love the most, I have a tendency to shut people out and I don’t like doing that but it happens ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?I do! #1 would be to move to Washington state #2 is going to see the Aurora borealis #3 is to be a foster mom for an animal shelter

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.I’m only super close to a couple of people in my life. I feel like I should describe my girlfriend though bc she’s one of the closest. She’s honestly like my best friend, I feel like I can tell her anything. She has short hair and the cutest little gap between her front teeth. Her eyes are so gorgeous and she wears glasses. She has the most beautiful personality and she always knows how to make me laugh. I could sit and listen to her talk for hours and not get bored. She makes me so incredibly happy and I’m so lucky to have met her.

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?Hell no lmao

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?About a week ago I think

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.Once again my girlfriend, bc i know she would like doing that and we could sit and talk about whatever and just have a great time.

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?No, I don’t really open up to strangers. It takes me a loooooong time to open up to someone.

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?I don’t know when my last 3am conversation was, I normally go to sleep before then 🙃

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?I’d wanna say I love you to my grandma because honestly she has done so much for me.

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?I love brown eyes, they’re so pretty.

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.“These cuts that I’ve caused are never to deep to heal”, it’s from an Emarosa song and it just reminds me that even though I’ve self harmed I’ll always get better and I’ll always heal mentally and physically.

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?“Life sucks but hey I’m not dead yet”

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?I’d probably buy a cute little house with a big back yard and buy my wife a gorgeous ring and I’d donate some money to animal shelters and such

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?I’m very very forgiving. Someone can do something really bad to me and I always forgive them. I love being this way, I hate holding grudges

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self. I’m gonna skip this one bc I don’t think anyone would wanna read this 😂

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?Punk I guess?

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.I love both, I’m probably gonna get a ton of tattoos. I love the way piercings look but I only want my nose pierced.

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?I wear what some people would qualify as “ a lot” but I like wearing it bc it’s kinda like art to me idk

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.Of mice & men helped me get through my middle school years bc I could relate to a lot of the lyrics. I don’t listen to them anymore but they still had a big impact on me and helped me out a lot.

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.I wouldn’t be able to say anything I’d probably just cry.

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.I haven’t been to any real concerts yet 🙃 I’m lame

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?I think it’d be really cool to get a letter from David Bowie (even though he passed away) and he could write anything and I’d cry tbh he’s great and he’s honestly my idolspace: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?My work space is never organized. I kinda just have everything everywhere and I’m too lazy to fix it.

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?I take a shower, take off my make up and contacts, and then lay in bed for 3 hours texting and on tumblr

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?How gay I ACTUALLY am

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?My hair is already red, but I wish i had the balls to cut it really short.

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?My 2 best friends, my girlfriend, and I can’t think of another 2. But I’d wanna go somewhere really pretty, like the pictures I reblog on here lmao

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.1.Getting married to the girl of my dreams 2. Owning a cute little coffee shop because I love coffee and it would be nice to own one I guess? Idek man 3. Being able to not worry about anything, because I worry too much

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.I really really wanna be Katya for Halloween one year

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?I’ve never been drunk or high 🙃

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?Kill an animal or a person. I couldn’t do it.

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?This one is really hard. I guess I’d only wanna listen to northern wind by city and colour because that song calms me down when I’m anxious and there’s several people I’d miss if I could only see one person :/

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.I have fallen in love. And it’s the best feeling but it’s also really stressful bc you never know if the other person is in love with you

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?I wish I could rock really really short hair, I love short hair. It’s super cute but I love my long hair lol

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?I recently have been loving the sweet vanilla cold brew with 3 brown sugars. It so good 10/10 would recommend. I’d trust my bestfriends and my girlfriend to order it but that’s it.

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?My relationship with my girlfriend. She’s my #1 priority.