#and here i am ! miserable and preemptively heartbroken ! | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

aceiduna · 1 year

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if he gets a girlfriend i literally don’t know what i’ll do like i’ll die. like the world will end i’ll die. i know this isnt very independent woman of me but im so sorry i will drop dead on the floor never to be resuscitated.

#i hate to admit it but i am in love with him😭😭😭😭#im so sorry everybody #i knew this shit was gonna happen.#i remember when i very FIRST felt the first INKLING of a TWINGE of feelings for him and i was like uh oh. uh oh uh oh.#i knew if i didn’t get this in check i was gonna end up miserable and heartbroken #and here i am ! miserable and preemptively heartbroken !#im so upset #im so so so upset #i want to be with him i don’t want to be friends anymore #i can’t do this #i can’t even pretend to be happy or excited if he gets a gf im so scared it’s gonna be written all over my face #but i don’t want to be a fucking awful friend #anyways. stressing abt hypothetical situations😛🤘#gonna throw up and die and kill myself and sob.

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