#and her tone was so business and neutral and passive? jfc it sounded like to see me leave the group was so meaningless to her | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bloomingsalma · 8 months ago

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so, as an update: my friends are terrible people 😗🤭😯🤪😟

i think one of the most disappointing things is to see that your childhood friends have grown up to represent the kind of people you're disappointed in

#spent almost an HOUR today on the phone with who I thought was the most rational in that friend group #had to listen to her use the same eight defences about forty times #no apology. no acknowledgment of the weight of what was done to me. no empathizing with the hurt I felt. no remorse #just excuses excuses excuses for herself the group the first “friend” I argued with to begin with #all the while very passively trying to point out things she thought I was wrong/unreasonable to do (ex. leave the gc)#and her tone was so business and neutral and passive? jfc it sounded like to see me leave the group was so meaningless to her #she just kept saying that first “friend” was probably heated and frustrated hurt cornered and none of them meant to hurt me #or make me feel like they were criticizing or giving an opinion on mine and that first “friend”'s private conversation #even tho that's exactly what they did??#she kept saying “I understand you... BUT”#like then you don't understand me or my hurt?? you're not even apologizing or saying you did something wrong #she even acknowledged that what they responded to was out-of-context pieces of info/texts that the first “friend” was sending #so I was like “you knew it was out of context so it hurts you didn't try to see my side before making sweeping statements of me”#and what did I get? wow shocker so surprising -- more excuses #she even said I should've reached out to tell them my side then lmao and I left the gc so they couldn't talk to me #okay then text me privately??? idk perhaps I didn't wanna reach out after you guys already betrayed my trust #like wow imagine that 🤔#anyways this conversation just made things feel way more final and set in stone #and now I just feel such a weird mixture of loneliness and sadness and emptiness and uncertainty #salmaspeaks

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