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andrwgarfields · 1 year ago

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a lot of fans are talking abt how they’re jealous of yuzuru’s spouse and how lucky she is but if anything i feel jealous of yuzuru more for having found love and someone who understands him and is obviously patient with him and hes definitely the lucky one

#i relate to him a lot partly cause we’re fixated on work and accomplishing things #and he mentioned abt feeling empty in the interview after the tokyo dome performance #which i relate to a lot and why im having lots of existential crisis over #i feel like im stuck #i feel like theres nowhere to go #i dont feel loved or cherised #i feel like i always need to earn ppls approval and loving me comes with conditions #cause im not good enough #which is why im lowkey jealous he found someone who obviously loves him #i feel tired and alone most of the time #i like beinf alone and cherish being alone #but sometimes its just #and idk if its like a getting older thing where your heart starts to feel empty #and hardly anything strikes your fancy anymore #i know i need to make a big jump if i want to exit this headache but its so scary #yuzuru hanyu ice story 2023 #yuzuru hanyu

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