#and he dooooeeeeeeesnt love me back
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Also. Not that anyone was wondering but. Incase anyone was wondering. I'm throwing myself into this show and not sleeping to forget the fact that I'm in love with someone
#and he dooooeeeeeeesnt love me back#and im soooooo not ok with it but im going to pretend i am because ive been pretending to not like him for 8 years now#and accidentally fell in love with him for real at his sisters graduation party#when he got drunk and sat on the sfairs next to me and i told him he had a mosquito on his hand and he just looked at it m#and he looked at me and he just. had such a look in his eye#and he was so fucked up and just. him#and i had to fight every day that he would pick me up from school to be so normal about it#idk. its just dumb. and im dumb. and this is stupid bc guys like that dont like . u know. people like me#ANYWAYS im being really normal about it and about his girlfriend#jay rambles#jay jabbers#i will be over this in . a few years#when hes married and ill know it wont happen because hell have taken the knife and cut me open with it to prove a point#IM NORMAL ABOUT IT IM SO FUCKING NORMAL ABOUT IT
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