#and have seen floating around on here (hockey Jason and figure skater Nico or some variation therein)

[jankwritten]

Realizing just now that my writer's block has actually been largely self imposed because I didn't realize the thing that I actually WANTED to write. The reason I couldn't focus on any of the things that I THOUGHT i wanted to write was because I only wanted to write them for the benefit of other people, IE finishing stories I know other people are excited about or wanting to write something specifically so I can show it to someone (not wanting to write it because I wanted it for myself)

SO, THIS MEANS!!!!! Today I am going to focus on writing what *I* want to write and trying not to think about the stories that I have that I "need" to finish for other people. I'm hoping that I'm finally onto something with this.