#and fuck fb for putting me thru that bs

[axe-b0dy-spray]

YOU WOULDN’T LAST AN HOUR IN THE ASYLUM WHERE THEY RAISED ME

[queerspaceprince]

Gotta love family amirite?

I learned today that now my work insurance (which I just got after aging off my moms in nov.) Doesn't cover my testosterone prescription, and i was rightfully angry about it. Thank god for GoodRx or I'd be paying $120 for it, instead I paid $27. (Which is actually cheaper? Than it was on my moms insurance)

Anyway, I was venting about it on fb, bc I originally thought it would be covered, bc I looked it up. Health insurance is through Highmark, which (from my research at least) says it does cover it. But I aparently didnt see the section in the benefits booklet that says they use a different prescription card (which is thru Everence) that doesn't cover it.

So. Anyway, I talked about how bullshit it was and how I was pissed about it, and my grandmother decided to comment "welcome to the real world, imagine all the old people this happens to all the time"

And Bc I was (and still am) very anxious and on edge and halfway to a breakdown, I actually responded instead of ignoring her like everyone usually does when she says some unfiltered bullshit.

I talked ab how I should be able to vent without someone acting like hardships are just life lessons, and that i should stop being a baby about it. I put in quotes "oh thats too bad! Sorry! I know youll end up super depressed if you cant get your meds, thats awful!" Bc thats what an actual person would say when something shitty happens. I said that I should be allowed to feel things without someone making it into a goddamn pissing contest of "someone had it just as bad or worse, so you need to just get over it"

And She didnt respond (yet), but my grandfather did, and all he said was that "something you can do is to knock off this BS! Your language doesn't make you a man"

As if I said Fuck or something (Which i do, often, just not in the post??) I said bullshit twice and goddamn once, and hes acting like a little bitch as if I have heard him say worse over a stupid little football game, or driving, or JUST IN NORMAL CONVERSATION!

Hey asshole, your language doesn't make you a man either, and I've heard my mom talking about how you've been treating people when you get in a mood, and theres nothing Manly about being an asshole.

Im not gonna respond to him and get banned from coming up for Christmas, but Tbh all hes done is push me closer to the edge. If I dont have an panic attack for some stupid reason tomorrow, I'll be surprised.

Edit: ive been informed that aparently my gpa meant to watch how i talk to his wife??? The way old people talk is weird. My points the same tho, he was being a little bitch to her earlier this year, from what i overheard my aunt and mom talking about.