#and explained that from ptsd i developed ocd possibly tied to my adhd. which left untreated and berated among with my physical health issues | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

noroi-amaraciune · 21 days ago

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Me when I step into therapy firmly believing I could never have ocd and ptsd. Then my therapist looks at the LIST I made of insane shit that happened and how I cope and she goes "you made a list." MOTHERF

#yeah. also the psychosis is tied to the depressive disorder which. fair. i guess. yeah. insects and shadow people.#happen exactly when im fucked up or want to off myself yeah.#yeah i guess.#im pressed because i got in like. bro yeah they put me in the facility because i tried to pff myself cause im a depressed pussy bitch #and she was like: actually thats not the whole thing #and i was like: whats the problem officer #YOU KNOW AS A JOKE #and she was like: this is information for you to take insight from so do not be frightened #LIKE A GODDAMN BIBLICALLY ACCURATE ANGEL #and explained that from ptsd i developed ocd possibly tied to my adhd. which left untreated and berated among with my physical health issues #led to me having mdd #lmfao the rollercoasters #the jist is that ive been beaten down long enough for who i was and in ways i didnt deserve i started trying to passively and actively #off myself because comfort and care are so foreing to me that i kept destroying and boycotting myself for no reason other than.#i didnt know better because i had never been shown grace because i was so easy to take advantage of #being always ill and out of ot #misc

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