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kimmkitsuragi · 5 years

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when you have been struggling to make a better design for your final project and cant come up with anything good for days and then you learn that u got a lot lower grade than you expected from the prejury and everything is piling up and you're starting to question wheter you should put effort anymore because even if you work hard (like u did for prejury) the best thing you will get is a c- apparently

//just venting in the tags btw I'll probably delete this jdjdjhd

#im jdjdhhdhd kind of done rn #i got a low grade from math #now from basic design too #and i thought prejury went well?? like they didnt critique me too harsly #i thought they said better things about my project than a lot of the others #and surprise suprise those people get a higher grade than me sjjsjdjd nice #why do i even try anymore its always the same result and each time im like ok this is it #this time they will like my project #and each time lmao not really thank u for your effort tho #sigh and everything is piling up and ive been focusing on basic design and i still cant do anything about it #and im sure no matter what i do how much i try tmrw my teachers will be like. uh what is this #and i will have to start again even more confused than before #and in the end at the next week jury ill get a low grade again lol #ill probably get a low grade from another class too lol midterm was bad .#im overwhelmed again #i just want this to end and i wanna sleep for a few days idk #and everyone else is like hahha it shouldnt be that hard for u im sure it will turn out fine #if i hear that one more time im gonna fling myself to the sun literally. why wouldnt it be hard for me #why. just because i got one nice critique? it was one time and i still got c+ somehow #like????? im not good why do people assume im really great at it or something???#and it makes me feel awful when i talk to people about my struggles bc they always say that #i start to think maybe im the one making everything harder than it is #i literally didnt talk to my friends for 3 or 4 days? bc i feel like im always projecting negative emotions to them #and now i dont feel like talking anymore ksjdjdj ah #what will i do about all this welp i feel so bad about everything lol #i dont wanna do anything for a while ive been studying and working hard on projects for weeks #and it gets me nothing #i wish it all ended already #rants #neg

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