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heavenknowsffs · 2 years ago
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Sorry for another vent post but here goes
#like i'm not looking for a relationship ok ? but i met this guy and we've been hooking yp#but like he is being all sweet and caring and he is great don't get me wrong#he's like eddie munson i'm not gonna lie#but at the same time he doesn't get my jokes and when i make a sarcastic comment or something funny he always thinks i'm being honest#and then he's too sweet if it makes sense in normal convos? BUT if i am ganuinely distressed (which i am a lot you guys know)#he is just not very emotionally intelligent 😬 and like it's all fun and wtv but i feel like he might like me more than i like him#and i called him babe once bc i had this girl friend who calls everyone babe and i spent like 3 days with her so i called him that#and now he always calls me babe and i'm like 😐 pls stop but i can't tell him to stop bc it will seem rude#and yeah my friends that know him are like he's such a cool guy and so sweet and everything and it looks like we're dating#but like we're not man we're not i met him a few weeks ago#anyway i think in reality i'm trying to find bad things about him just so i can justify not liking him and sabotage the whole thing bc +#+ i'm too afraid lmao#i think i'm emotionally unavailable and don't want a relationship or feel ready for it at all#i feel like i'm starting that age most ppl have at 18/19 of exploring and just vibing except i should have gone through that then#but i never got the change bc of abusive relationships and being at home and not having freedom to just exist#and now i do and i feel like if i start dating someone i'll lose my freedom again#which should not even happen in a healthy relationship but that's how i feel#maybe will talk about this to my therapist see what he says#i think i know what he will say like 'you're just afraid don't think about it too much tell him how you feel'#and i HAVE told him generally how i feel and that i don't want to move mad about it and he was like 'no were just getting to know eachother
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mostlikelytofangirl · 1 year ago
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Since twitter is at the brink of imploding yet again, I figued I should try to be more active here, but I have an actual question:
Is there a way to have public conversations with as many ppl as they want to participate without creating a monster post everybody has to reblog and have different versions of in order to say their piece?
Ngl that has been the main reason why I don't make og posts here that aren't pics or fics. For all its flaws, twitter does allow to talk to ppl in a simpler, easier way. You can snowball a shitpost into a legit fun moment with your friends, here idk why it seems more complicated bc you do end up with said monster post no one but the ppl participating on it will care about. Idk
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artoodeetootired · 8 months ago
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📖 she’s been his best friend since they were pre-teens; he was a rebellious, unrelenting, and aspiring racer, while she was a witty, energetic, and hopeful journalist. but after all these years, she can’t help but question whether they could be more- despite the challenges that come with her feelings.
💭 op!81 x fem!journalist, best friends to lovers (smau)
🎧 dress - taylor swift
🃏masterlist🃏
🥀 “say my name n everythin just stops. i don’t want u like a best friend. only bought this dress so u could take it off…” 🥀
ty for the love on my first smau ! here’s the next per the last poll’s fav choice :) warning: lots & lots of typos/underlying delulu cringe
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landonorris: solidarity queen ✊🏼
-> ynuser ✊🏼
oscarpiastri: u are actually insane
-> wow this is so nice of you.
-> such a great best friend .
-> an even better journalist.
-> ynuser anything to humble u while i am in this industry 🫶🏻
user: you are UNHINGED
logansargeant: careful yn, your favouritism is showing
-> ynuser: it's part of my contract. im the comedic relief of f1 journalism
-> logansargeant: but doesn't will buxton naturally do that
-> ynuser: now THIS convo could get me fired. shoo logan.
-> logansargeant LOLL
mclaren: just 'cause we love you, we'll let this slide
-> ynuser: 🫶🏻😸
fbsfuser: send my fuck you's to them both :D
-> ynuser: already on it 🫡
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oscarpiastri great start to the season @mclaren 💪🏼
the same can't be said about a particular someone tho... betting someone should get fired.
📸: @ynuser
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landonorris i dont support bullying, but exceptions can be made if it's towards you
ynuser if karma doesn't get u first then either stroll or i will
-> user oh my GOD 💀
-> user shots fired LMAOOOO
-> oscarpiastri i'd rather karma than u and...
mclaren and we thought lando was our only pr liability
-> landonorris wait WHAT
-> oscarpiastri that's a bit too insulting towards me
-> ynuser this doesnt include me.... right?
fbsfuser boy if you don't take this down...
logansargeant oscar is this meant to be retribution for her story earlier?
-> oscarpiastri so what?
-> landonorris that's kinda overdramatic compared to what she posted wow
ynuser i would also like to say that this stanky man tried to go out for dinner right after his race 🤢
-> georgerussell scandalous 😨
-> carlossainz55 not very smooth of you oscar
-> alexalbon not smooth.
-> danielricciardo not smooth.
-> charlesleclerc not smooth.
-> maxverstappen1 not smooth.
-> fbsfuser i think, and hear me out, maybe you're in the wrong here oscar
-> ynuser and this is why we were both wearing masks on track
-> oscarpiastri too far. you've gone TOO far.
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yukitsunoday0511: i will get you back one day.
-> ynuser: ngaww 😹
oscarpiastri: u are tho
-> ynuser: ik
->oscarpiastri: wait. are you?
danielricciardo: mind giving me an extra mic so i can do this when youre not with us?
-> ynuser check ur driver's room ;)
landonorris: how did he know 😨
-> ynuser: we been knew lan
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ynuser: there's no way you pulled out a photo from when we were 13.
-> oscarpiastri: full on war. what are you gonna do about it?
-> ynuser: watch me
landonorris: u have to give this pic to me.
-> oscarpiastri: LMAO ty for joining my side
-> landonorris: no no, don't be mistaken. im against both of you.
-> oscarpiastri: mate what?
carlossainz55: u guys should just kiss already
-> oscarpiastri: carlos NO
mclaren: you're really trying to blackmail a journalist who has resources at her disposal? 😮
-> oscarpiastri: ...yes...
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alexalbon: congrats on winning soldier
-> ynuser ✊🏼
oscarpiastri: HOW DO U HAVE THESE PHOTOS ALREADY
-> ynuser: i like how u still underestimate my job then suffer because of it :)
pierregasly: these go hard 🔥
landonorris: well at least it's not as embarrassing for me. but a HEADS UP WOULDVE BEEN NICE
-> ynuser: bro dont even try ik you've been saving bad pics of me from oscar -.-
mclaren: we hope u enjoyed the pics!
-> ynuser: i owe u guys one fr 🙏🏼
Round 3 (22/03-24/03): Australia
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ynuser round 3 in australia!!!! 🇦🇺🦘❤️ amazing to be back on home base, and even better to see danny ric and pastry fight it out for the podium! (actual, professional, and correct news coming from me on @f1 tv 🫡)
ossie ossie ossie! oi oi oi! get it? 'cause ossie is like aussie and... okay. i'll stop.
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mclaren ty for providing us with baby pastry pics 🫡
-> ynuser pleasure doing business with u 🫡🫡
-> oscarpiastri excuse ME
oscarpiastri haha. so funny. at least u have stand up comedy since journalism may not work out :)
-> ynuser so you admit im funny 😸
-> oscarpiastri don't flatter urself.
-> landonorris nah mate, that sounded like defeat
f1 this commentary is fine 👍🏻
-> user LMAOOOO
user danny ric placing in his home base is such a dream come true 😭
-> user yeah im glad it isnt just a dream anymore
user cutiessssss
-> user them driving around the circuit in a golf cart must've been chaotic
-> logansargeant u have no idea...
user she's hilarious ilysm
-> fbsfuser back off fam she's mine ✋🏼
-> user i need to know how she got this job cause it is THE dream fr
-> fbsfuser yeah it really is a wonder given how many lectures she slept thru...
-> ynuser OI
danielricciardo 🫶🏻
-> user CONGRATS HONEY BADGER!!!
user can oscar fight???
-> user girl what are u talking about they aint tgt
-> user they aren't???
-> user no bruh theyre just besties
user watch me at the next race rizzin her up
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landonorris: yn
-> yn
-> yn
-> yn
ynuser: bruh WHAT
landonorris: it's important
ynuser: lando i don't have time to answer whether a new pair of pants make u look flat
-> go ask osc
landonorris: ok first of all: a good pair makes a huge difference.
-> and second, it's about osc
ynuser: did smth happen to him?????
landonorris: no, sorry
-> shouldn't have led with that
-> i sent u a post on twitter
-> but just, read carefully k?
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ynuser: oh
landonorris: u see it?
ynuser: yeah
landonorris: are u okay?
ynuser: yeah im just surprised
landonorris: so you didn't know about it either?
ynuser: obviously not
landnorris: im sorry yn :(
ynuser: why? it's not like he owes me anything lol
-> im happy he started dating again in fact
-> was getting worried lol
landonorris: u sure u good?
-> doesn't really sound like u are
ynuser: im fine
-> plus i need to stay professional. i still have a job and there are crazy fans and all
-> thanks anyways lan
landonorris: alright, im here to talk if u need
-> so is the rest of the grid tbh
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ynuser a little break back home with the parents doesn't hurt 🌊
@f1's the best for letting me regenerate lost brain cells <3
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f1 we got ur back queen ✊🏼
-> user in the middle of all the drama, this could mean so many things...
-> user well im gonna take it as them sayin that theyre on the right ship :)
user ngl guys the distance rn is probably 'cause yn and osc so close, especially with osc dating brianna, like she probably did it out of respect for them. no one wants to be 'the girl he told me not to worry about' yk.
-> user allegedly dating*
-> user allegedly dating*
user omg the parallelism to brianna with the surfboards 😭
-> user we've truly reached peak delulu i love it
landonorris enjoy ur break from a grid of shitheads 💪🏼
-> carlossainz55 speak for urself
wbuxtonofficial how am i going to handle them without you 0.0
-> ynuser well, not to state the obvious, but drivers are just... humans.
-> georgerussell hilarious
racerbia gorgeous girl 🧡
fbsfuser take me with u 😔
Round 4 (05/04-07/04): Japan
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mclaren A little surprise for our papaya boys as they come back from their Friday practices! 🤫 Here's to hoping we go fast and furious in the land of sakura 🌸
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user the lack of yn's interactions with the whole grid is actually making me glitch throughout this weekend. and it's only friday 💀💀
user omggggg van diesel and michelle rod!!!!!!
user they really be spoiling osc lolll
user it's so weird to see an interview without yn
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mclaren H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y @oscarpiastri!
Our baby driver is 23 today, here in Japan! Drive well, birthday boy! 😎🌸
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user happy birthday ossie!!!
landonorris: our baby is growing up so fast
-> f1 we must shrink him.
user wow she must be pissed if she took her first annual leave during this totally coincidental time
-> user fr sis is fooling no one.
-> user this feels like such a bad omen omg 😭
-> user guys maybe our bestie yn just really needed a break... haha...
briannawood_ happy birthday osc ❤️
-> user oh my god
-> user she actually exists
-> user girl what are you doing here
-> user ayo???
alexalbon happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!
lilyhme HAPPY BIRTHDAY OSC
fbsfuer hbd
-> user oh-
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ynuser to the one who vexes me, encourages me, n supports me sm, happy 23rd birthday. i've known you since your rebellious days, trying to prove to the rest of the world how your dream was worth fulfilling, and i'm grateful to have been with you to this very stage of your life. from re-watching cars and fast n furious for over a decade, to re-watching ur races and my interviews, know that i'll always be there, on or off track, no matter what. to the bane of my existence, from ur twin devil x
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user oh im gonna be sick is she the one who told f1 to invite vin diesel and michelle rod 😭💔
-> user u are spitting facts but in this case facts should not be facting because this is actually making me hyperventilate by all the drama rn
user no im sorry but why does this sound more like a goodbye than a hbd note
user yn trying to prove that she's actually a great write when she wants to be
-> user and SHE IS 😭😭😭
user the way she doesn't sound like herself AT ALL wtf is going on
user this sounds like a very strange way of resigning 💀
-> user YOU TAKE BACK WHAT U SAID RN
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Round 5 (19/04-21/04): China
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ynuser im back 😈 lovely weather here in china as we start round 5's quali day!! let's get back to it 💪🏼
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f1 she's back!
user oh my god i thought we were never gonna see her ever again
lewishamilton missed our fav presenter
-> georgerussell frfr!!
-> mclaren actually ☝🏼 she was and will always be OUR fav
fsfbuser welcome back gorgeous <3
user well... the good news is that she sounds normal again
-> user nah bruh im right here in the paddock and she looks nervous/twitchy af
user the besties obvie haven't made up yet 😪
-> user or maybe they never will...
oscarpiastri come on back over to our pit, you left before i finished changing ?
-> user oH WTF
-> user this shit is actually going to be the death of me
-> landonorris i thought we agreed that i'd call her? 🤨
-> charlesleclerc hush for a little while she's over at ours rn
-> user this is too funny
-> user is this a pr trick or some shit 'cause IT'S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE
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oscarpiastri you are never escaping me ever again.
(forgive my impulsive actions tonight everyone, i swear im only ever like this around her)
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francisca.cgomes SHUT THE FRONT DOOR. FINALLY.
-> lilymhe I KNOW RIGHT
-> pierregasly oscar can be so oblivious sometimes...
-> fbsfuser boy he was blind, deaf, and dumb for as long as i've known them. like pick a struggle??
-> landonorris i second this
logansargeant kinda giving serial killer vibes but u two are cute enough to forgive that
-> ynuser 🤪
-> maxverstappen1 i can finally go back to the garage in peace without u following me to talk my ear off
-> oscarpiastri u knew this whole time??
user i am going insane.
-> user maybe i hit the blunt too good this time...
-> user @landonorris and @fbsfuser u guys are the gods of all wingmen.
user oh thank god he wasn't actually dating brianna
-> user our queen and king can come back stronger and better now 😩
user your honour, nvm, my parents just got back tgt :D
ynuser 10 years, both of us having a nasty high school relationship each, and a rumour bomb that exploded from underneath me... i think i have every right to try and escape again.
-> oscarpiastri this was not funny when u first said it, and it will never be.
-> logansargeant ok but it kind of is
user my fav writer inspo is now my fav driver's wag MY HEART
landonorris thank god i dont need to listen to the both of you whining anymore
-> ynuser who said we're stopping 🤨
-> oscarpiastri you can't escape me either lando.
-> landonorris this is foul @mclaren i suggest you give me a raise for keeping ur other driver in check
-> f1 haha no.
mclaren thank god we don't have to whisper every time we see something suspicious now
-> redbullracing im ngl, same.
-> astonmartinf1 we once had to watch while they bantered with each other for 10 minutes 🧍🏻‍♀️
-> scuderiaferrari not that it's a competition, but they were always close to pecking each other whenever they were here
-> alexalbon wait why were they even in any of these garages??
-> mclaren ask oscar why he keeps following her...
user that interview was INSANE
-> user i don't think i've ever seen such a surreal confession oml
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a/n: lowkey cringey hehe. this was supposed to involve a wedding (for a mclaren engineer not oscyn loll) where they'd all be dressed up (you know... DRESS) but i reached the pics limit 💀 honestly i would've written this out as a one shot or smth but once i start i will never stop... and i have my ibdp math final 😭
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aannonn · 2 months ago
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part of you.
okay this took some time but i think my brain can finally form proper words again ... yay ..
okay so. influencer arc. episode 3. we are surely in for a ride !! <- me and @thecatghost111 had a convo about it ,,, not only about this episode , but also about the whole arc in general - and like ... i really wanted to write a post about it but couldn't find the right words to properly explain it .....
now I do . and like ! THERE IS SO MUCH TO UNPACK HERE──
ghosty also made a post !! check it out bro ( genderneutral ) !1! plus the whole convo was also inspired from this post right here .... :>
spoilers ( and long post ) ahead !! of course ( listening to this soundtrack as i type this ... lol )
( just so you know ; this is mostly just .. rambling. yeah. rambling. yapping. eheh. this is how my brain works most of the time lol ; plus straight up some copypastas from my posts on the community .. eheh ... )
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sep. 21 rambling
quick thought but i find so ironic how green is like. the most loyal of the group ; he's the one to first find the differences in his friends' behavior, one to take the hit in order for they not, one to chase even after the one who left them to die, and one to protect his friends to the very most
... isn't that ironic
oct. 5th rambling
Green is not okay. I think he hasn't been for a really long time,
ngl that whole arc hits really close to home ; i've been a people pleaser for a really long time ( ever since i was younger ) - craving for validation , to feel accepted by other people because i've always just felt brushed off ; feeling good enough for myself didn't feel good enough by itself , so i was yearning for other people's validation / to feel good enough for someone ( various someones - because even just for one single someone , it didn't feel enough for me ) because feeling good enough for myself wasn't what i felt like i needed
being a people-pleaser usually means you don't feel enough for yourself ; nothing you do makes you feel like it's good enough , so you often finds yourself searching for other people's opinions on your client , devouring every single view people have upon yourself like a delicious ( but uneasy ) meal.
it's so yummy , you just can't help but consume more of its' meal , swallowing it all until there is nothing left and then you have to make another meal ( = do even more things just to please people )
The way Green, at the start of this arc, was so quick to feel so incredibly drawn by one single comment that complimented one of his videos - he was so quick to become influenced ( lol ) by one. single. compliment.
this whole thing makes me think Green hasn't felt enough for himself , or for anyone at all , for a really long time
<- being a people-pleaser , it is not a selfless act nor is it a healthy coping mechanism -> as much as you try to please others , you're only doing it to feel enough , and not out of actual genuine good desire = it's an unintentional selfish act , where all you do is to please others just to feel good about yourself.
The appetite of a people's pleaser is consuming more than what they should consume , and that can be really self-destructive but no matter how full they actually are , they are always left starving for more .
What makes it worse , is that Green is becoming influenced by Youtube.
Youtube is a drug. Not in a literal way, but rather in a way that feels like a drug. The moment you become an influencer there, it's when all have a very high percentage of going absolutely downhill.
So many people like you. There are so many compliments. So many likes, so many views - How do you feel about it? Green felt uneasily great, for sure.
Being swarmed by compliments from left to right feels so incredibly great, but craving for more of it instead of just letting it be as it is can just feel so sickly sweet.
I love this arc and I love the way they are handling it all with so much precise and accuracy. Green needs this character development - Not only him, but the gang needs to see the harm they've caused aswell. ( Come on … Destroying his buildings? Joining the silverfishes who were ruining his concert? Bob? What did they expect????????? They deeply care for him , I know , and it all of those moments were never meant to be taken all that seriously - but the way Green was always treated like a punching bag just rubs me so off . )
oct. 19 rambling ( today , but worded better because this was based off the convo i had with ghosty . lol )
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i love this scene so much ... not only because it's the first time we ever seen a creation&creator actually wholesome moment in this series , but also because it very much may symbolizes green embracing his flaws .
green has always been a perfeccionist. an arrogant , cocky , proud perfeccionist . paying attention to even the slightest , quite irrelevant , details . <- a perfeccionist is someone who raises their standards too high for themselves : a perfeccionist's view on their own creation has to be perfect , not only for themselves , but to everyone else around them .
high expectations , raised standards , not giving a single mistake a chance to even be seen . it has to be perfect , no matter how unrealistic and irrational that thought may be .
( maybe this is one of the reasons why green is so observant . he always notices something different with the others , because he's used to notice even the slightest details ; the tiny imperfections ; that may make him so desperate to fix . )
.. avm <- episode 35 is a nice example of that ; truth be told , green was completely justified in this episode . i , personally , never had a concert to prepare , but i do know for sure that these kind of things take time and a lot of effort . too much to prepare , so much anxiety-inducing to deal with , lots of scrapped and risked previous plans and notes for the concert , so much mistakes being made along the way , so much training for everything to be perfect ...
only for it all to go to waste.
and for a perfeccionist such as green? bro, how fucking devasted he must have felt after that .
so many months of careful preparation ... all thrown away ...
the audience clapped and whistled audibly , but none of them was for him .
one difference between the gang and green when it comes to acchievements , is that the gang mainly focuses on having fun ; they weren't trying to mess up the concert on purpose , nor did they wanted to brush away green's acchievements
they just wanted to have fun . red even invited green to join in on their little band they've made ( aka, which was mainly to distract the silverfishes , to keep them away from green ; bro was getting swarmed and they tried their best to keep the audience unaware of the real problem , while also giving green time to save the concert )
back on the build battle episodes ... them immediately exploding green's buildings was kind of a jerk move , and honestly take what i'm saying with a grain of salt because this is mostly just speculation , but I do remember an user theorizing that ; the reason why the gang always exploded green's buildings , was because he always won and was always pretty cocky about it .
does it justify it ? absolutely not . they could have just talked it out instead , honestly .
.. talking about 'talk it out' ... for a tight-knit group according to green , they definitely do not have very good communication skills between each other , for sure .
I mean- lush caves happened because neither orange nor red talked about the kind of issues they had with each other . they suppressed everything , which eventually led to a very heated fight between them . which could have led to the end of their friendship .
( this analysis explains it a lot better !! )
ghosty pointed out how this lack of communication between them , could have been one of the reasons why green was so .. quick to get influenced ( lol ) by what an unknown public full of strangers had to say about him .
it usually takes some time , maybe some more compliments and likes , but ; for green , it took only one comment for him to get absolutely obsessed with more
mayhaps he didn't told any of them about the issues he's had . maybe if blue told them about the lava incident , green wouldn't have made the lava prank . maybe if orange and red talked about the issues about each other that bothered one another , lush caves wouldn't have happened . maybe if green talked about his validation-seeking issue , the arc could have gone a different path .
also , is it just me and ghosty who finds it strange how green didn't even made a single video of him playing noteblocks? making music? isn't that his literal passion ...? why wouldn't he make a video about that , lol .. ?
...perhaps because he doesn't think the audience would like it?
an user ( can't remember who awrgh ) also pointed out/speculated how it's possible that green didn't really. feel like his acchievements mattered anymore <- his friends are so used to him being good at everything that they are just . not impressed , anymore .
which is probably one of the reasons he was so quick to dive in into total strangers' opinions <- he wanted to feel worthy for someone , because he didn't feel worthy for his friends .
every single one of his noteblock sessions ; where he played music for the fun of it , they were always interrupted . sure they were all having fun anyway , but being interrupted doing something that you deeply cares about is not really fun .
( i guess episode 35 was just the last straw for that , perhaps . )
"i always thought he was good at everything not just to try and fill in that hole of trying to impress himself, but also so that his friends can be proud of himhe wants validation from his friends, too. i also have ANOTHER angsty hc that green getting hurt in the actual shorts is actually so he can have his friends care about him. and that he’s capable of dodging them he just doesn’t want to (the prank)." <- ghosty
"the gang is not impressed anymore. they are just so indifferent to green's acchievements because thats what was always expected of him so not only would that cause some pressure, but would also make him feel like nothing that he has ever acchieved was enough" <- anon ( me :3 )
he listens to the audience , he listens to what they want , because all he wants is to feel enough , to feel worthy ; so , he sits back , and listens to what the audience has to say .
that's why this fight ; creation vs creator , greenscreen vs green , flaws vs perfections <- was so important .
greenscreen , at the end of the day , never wanted to fight .
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they didn't want to harm anyone . they didn't mean to harm anyone . <- their glitches are uncontrollable , out of proportion ; it's not like they wanted to harm green .
.. initially , atleast .
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greenscreen was born out of a scrapped , discarded , idea ; and they grew huge out of more scrapped , discarded ideas ; more mistakes that were immediately tossed to the trashbin without a second thought , just like them .
greenscreen is a beast ; a beast full of mistakes . full of flaws , full of imperfections , full of things green tried so desperately to hide ; something green immediately tossed to the ground , discarding it as nothing .
"greenscreen is a representation of trying to bottle, or contain the worst qualities of you. that comes back to haunt you later on, the more things you keep bottled up" <- ghosty
at the end of the day , greenscreen is just ... green. out of proportion green , glitched green , mistake green ... but still green. and green doesn't aknowledge them as such until the end , where he has to choose between letting his imperfections ( his mistakes , his flaws , his every parts he tried to reject ) get seen by the public just so he could save his friends .. or continuing to reject them , like how he always did .
green doesn't aknowledge greenscreen as someone . on green's perspective , we can only see the evil greenscreen , who attacked them out of nowhere , and is currently trapping his friends on the bottom corner of the computer <- all we see is an evil villain , heartless monster ; an imperfect , flawed beast .
a mistake is all green sees . a beast is all greenscreen is .
.. it was not until he had to choose between saving his friends , or let his fear of what others may think win , that he finally aknowledged them . that he finally realized what greenscreen truly is . what greenscreen actually wanted from the very start .
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greenscreen was just .. distraught. confused. hurt.
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they just wanted to be published , too . they wanted to be seen - not necessarily to be loved , but to be accepted . to be aknowledged , to be noticed ; not as a mistake , but as an another part of green that wants to be noticed , like how every part of green wants to , too .
the persona green adapted to himself on his channel symbolizes the person he wants people to view as him . the person green is on the first 2 videos of the channel is the half of him that is actually genuine . greenscreen's whole character symbolizes the person green doesn't want anyone , not even his friends , to see . greenscreen's character symbolizes the mistakes and flaws green is not proud of , and actively choose to reject it .
influencer green is what it is shown to us . greenzilla is what he is towards his friends . greenscreen is what he bottles up to the very deep .
anon : greenscreen is just another part of him that wants love, like all of the parts of him green didn't want to give love to that one part of him that he hates but he saw how much it has teared him and his friends apart - how much it has teared himSELF apart it was hard , it was … awrgh. but he eventually accepts it. embraces it loves it ...
ghosty : greenscreen. i think is more than just a cool copy of green. it's a physical manifestation of green and his mistakes. at first. it was more manageable with the help of his friends. so it was easy to ignore it. it was easy to just bottle it all up. and pretend it was okay it's so easy to think greenscreen was evil, when it was ep 1 from green's perspective aka, how a mistake can seem horrible with no redeeming qualities
anon : because thats how green saw it. he saw greenscreen ( a mistake he made ) as evil something unworthy something unloveable ...
ghosty : now. he's looking back at all the things he's kept hidden. knows he can't try and overpower it again. all he can do is try and love it.
at the end of the day, greenscreen was just distraught for being discarded like nothing. like they were worthy nothing.
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at the end of the day, greenscreen is just like green. someone who wants to be seen, to be noticed, to be aknowledged, to be loved.
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and green does so, after so long of choosing to reject it.
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he embraces his mistakes. he accepts his flaws. he loves his imperfections.
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and that's all every single part of him always wanted, always needed.
and they watched it . his friends watched everything .
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and they embrace it together .
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they embrace all of green's parts , all of them . they embraced them and they loved them regardless .
every single part of you , no matter how small it is , no matter how messy it is , no matter how imperfect it is , it is still a part of you that still wants to be noticed and loved by you .
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too lazy to search for any mistakes so uhh ... yea lol ( in my defense , i took 6 hours to finish this . even more so because the electricity just went off at some point because of the rain lol .. )
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betasquadx · 1 year ago
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How Beta Squad would react if they like you
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Chunkz
• Chunkz would start cracking jokes all the time especially around you, making you laugh, and its then that I think he’d start falling for you.
• I don’t think he would get nervous per say and if he did he’s very good at hiding it but you always thought he came across as very confident.
• Slowly but surely he’d start clearing out some of his schedule to spend more time with you, probably texts you a lot during the day to ask if you’re okay.
• Asking you out he’d be very upfront, obviously not too serious but as soon as your relaxed and you’re cracking jokes he’d get straight to it.
• He’d be smooth with it too, organise the date straight after and as we already established, he’s a gentlemen. Probably takes you to a fancy restaurant and we already know he’s the type to pay for the date.
• He’s a cutie, definitely very clingy after you start dating but he’d also be very protective of you, not in a controlling way but he’s always making sure you okay and if you need anything <3
Aj
• Aj is very different, he’d definitely be more nervous then usual when meeting you and he’d try to cover it up with sarcasm and jokes.
• He wouldn’t stalk your socials a lot but he’d take a few glances at your instagram, sliding into your dms and playing it off as the fact you’ve already met.
• Aj is someone who takes a while to get comfortable with people, it has nothing to do with you as a person but he’d be more reserved and closed off than usual if he doesn’t know you well.
• But once he gets to know you, its all different. He’d slowly but surely start hanging out with you more, hugging, holding hands, you name it.
• Asking out however I think you’d honestly be the one to ask if he likes you. He’d probably play it off as a joke like “maybe..” and see your response, and once you confirm it, he cannot hide his smile.
• First dates if you wan’t me to be honest, I can see yous having a movie night. Nothing wrong with that either, cuddled up on his sofa, with pizza, snacks, it’s perfect.
Kenny
• Kenny would like you from the moment he saw you, but after a while when you start to get comfortable with him he’s confirmed it in his mind that he wants you as his gf.
• Definitely someone to tease the fact he likes you, he’d obviously get flustered at times but his confidence is definitely a silent type of confidence so he’s able to hide it well.
• I can see him getting comfortable with you quite quickly and as he does the meet ups you have now and then slowly turn into coffee dates every week, of maybe even an occasional visit to yours or his house.
• Since his love language is physical touch I can see him hugging you A LOT, especially from behind hugs, holding hands, tucking your hair behind your ear, you name it.
• When asking you out he’d slowly ease into it, again, drop some hints but once he asks the big question and you’ve confirmed it, I can see him leaning into kiss you, but of course asking you first.
• First dates, movie night, restaurants, cinema, carnivals especially, I can see him being up for pretty much anything. When yous decide just know he’s picking you up and giving you either flowers or a little kiss on the cheek.
Niko
• Niko would be great at hiding his feelings with side comments or his witty remarks, but there would be moments where he’d get flustered.
• He gets comfortable with you quickly, but not so comfortable it’s obvious that he likes you. Sometimes you can see him cracking tho, the same wide smile on his face as he looks down trying to hide his blush, priceless.
• He’d try and hint it in his jokes, occasionally complimenting you to see how you’d react, and if you took well from it he’d do it more often, becoming a daily occurrence.
• When asking you out he’d be nervous. So nervous in-fact he holds off on confessing, just gazing into your eyes as you rant on about your day, only to randomly spit it out mid convo.
• His legs would be shaking and he’d be looking down, anxiously waiting on your response while he fidgets with his fingers. But when he hears you confirm it with him, he’d be over the moon.
• First dates I’m thinking he’d be chill, a movie night around his or a dinner date, but he’d be open to leaving to leaving it up to you. Oh and just know this man is bringing flowers and getting a trim the day before.
Sharky
• Sharky could hide his feelings perfectly, but the thing is, does he want to? No. He’d tease the fact he likes you and even occasionally flirt with you, then nonchalantly play it off as a joke.
• He doesn’t get too comfortable with you immediately, instead just trying to notice and pick up on whether you feel the same, but he’d be super friendly with you. ( even more than friendly )
• He’d compliment you all the time, seeing you blush and smile while giggling at his remarks only makes it harder for him to hide his feelings, but he still does it.
• Asking you out he’d do it slowly, and subtlety. Easing you into it before he drops the big question by his remarkable charm, and of course good looks.
• Once you say yes to him tho, the cute little smile on his face while he looks into your eyes make you fall for him even more. If yous are really comfortable by then tho, he might lean in for a kiss.
• First dates Sharkys definitely gonna go for a fancy restaurant, he’d be wearing a fresh suit with a nice tie and maybe even bringing you your flowers or even a gift.
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May or may not be inaccurate but enjoy x
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terriblyvexed · 2 months ago
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hey hey! its one of your readers on ao3 i realized i can ask questions on tumblr so i am trying it out. this may be a controversial question as opinions vary greatly from person to person lool but i am curious being a fellow fan of aot and a fan of your work, so, what did you think about the ending to aot? 👀
(personally i subscribe to a specific fan theory (NOT ANR GOD FORBID i rebuke it!) to keep hope alive in my heart that theres more aot to come cause i did not like the ending much so basically, theres no judgement from me srsly im delulu myself as it stands 😭💯)
anyway thats all thank you for writing left behind and answering my question (potentially)! hope you have a great rest of your day :D
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Yeah I know your nickname haha and you can ask or yap about anything!
Ahh yes the ending opinions where swords are drawn two minutes into the debate lol and it’s annoying that people can’t state their thoughts as freely because of the toxicity from every side. This is going to be long I’m sorry😭
I personally didn’t like the ending that much either. I don’t think it’s as bad as people make it out to be, I mean we’ve all seen GoT, but I know a story like AoT could’ve done a little bit better than that, so. It’s not that I wanted Eren to live happily ever after, because his death made the most sense even before I knew about it, but it’s the execution of the episode in general that makes it feel rushed for me.
Mikasa killing him is a beautifully tragic twist, I started bawling my eyes out right there, but I wish the cabin scene was done differently. For me it didn’t feel as raw and honest as the Eren-Armin convo, which I’m not the biggest fan of either, but I’ve always wanted more communication for Eremika so maybe that makes me bitter. Let me see them talk about the table scene and let me see Eren apologise to her. It’s their last moment together, I wanted to see more emotion and honesty rather than an already established relationship that they did off camera. I get what it’s trying to show, and the scene itself is not bad, but I was just a big EM shipper at the time and hoped for more. (I felt the same back when he told her he would wrap that scarf around her forever and always. It hit me just in the right place I remember wanting them to talk about it afterwards but nothing was said.) Same with the memories he gave back to his friends, I’d have liked to see them talk. Him opening his eyes one last time to see her was beautiful no comment there.
Other than that I also LOVED when Levi saluted his friends and comrades! Liked his internal monologue where he said he didn’t regret not bringing Erwin back (Which also made me wish we could’ve seen Armin coming up with impressive strategies and ideas like he used to.)
I liked how Hange was sent off, but I missed them in the final fight.
I really liked the rumbling montage with Guilty Hero playing and Armin’s VA pouring her heart out + that cry at the end when Armin sees Eren. The Levi&Mikasa team-up/final stand was amazing. Those were all done nicely, but that’s pretty much it for me.
For some reason I wasn’t vibing with Annie. I mean she was never my fav but her in season one and in her ova was so much more interesting to me.
I was left underwhelmed by the final fight considering we’ve had great battles like RTS and Liberio previously, it does not compare in my opinion. I understand that Eren won’t kill his friends and I definitely agree with that, but something else could’ve been done with Ymir to make the stakes higher. The ancient titans didn’t feel threatening when you just knew no one was going to die, especially when Falco (first time flying) could dodge all of their arrows.
When everyone there turned into titans, like Jean and Connie, I would’ve preferred if they stayed titans and died when the curse ended. Bringing them back a few minutes later is just meh for me, and makes the emotions I’ve felt a one time thing only because that Jean&Connie dialogue didn’t hit the same afterwards. Not to mention that Connie’s mom was brought back only for us to not see their reunion lol.
Ymir’s storyline was interesting when Eren saw her memories, but after that she lost me a bit. I also don’t like that that *chef’s kiss* scene with Eren telling her she’s just a person didn’t free her at all, that killing Zeke stopped the Rumbling, that Levi was nerfed for the sake of the fight. If all these decisions were done in a slightly expanded time period, I don’t think I would’ve minded much. Especially the final episode itself was, again, rushed in my opinion.
Also, this isn’t just the finale but Historia being sidelined like that is a no-no for me. Not a fan of how the Hizuru-Mikasa plot line didn’t go anywhere either. That may just be nitpicking, but again I do believe season 4 should’ve been longer, maybe with a season 5 as well.
With all that being said, these are just my personal opinions/feelings and despite all, thematically the author did a good job wrapping everything up. Ending a story like AoT couldn’t have been easy at all. Watching it was an experience I don’t think I’ll ever forget or get over and I’m forever going to miss it. (I’m reading the manga now and the uprising arc has me hooked since it’s a bit different from the anime, and dare I say better?)
The ending didn’t ruin it for me or anything, just sad that I won’t get to see the things I wanted to see because naturally everyone has their own expectations, but what are fanfictions for?
What’s the fan theory that you believe? Other than that ANR I’ve heard about the mist and ouroboros but I’ve never read them in detail.
Thank you for reading Left Behind! I’d also like to state that my criticism of the AoT ending does not mean I’ll write one better lol. I like my ending for my story but I’ve already made peace with the fact that some readers might have problems with it. Which is fine as well because I love a good finale debate.
You have a great day/night as well!💓
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zhongwans · 1 year ago
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How ZZH's Instagram account was compromised
aka the question that's been plaguing us all since last year. But now we have enough info to put together a theory. (As always all this info is thanks to the hard work of QV and her friends. I'm just compiling)
During 813, Xie Yihua's son, Abner, said in a comment on Bilibili that ZZH's instagram account isn't actually his. It was set up by staff when ZZH was still under the management of his former boss, Yu Zheng, and that the phone number that was registered to the account doesn't belong to ZZH.
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This means whoever has access to the actual phone number can reset the password and take control of the account.
Also how on earth did Abner know the details of the IG's account's security (or lack thereof)? Did his mother tell him? We already know Xie Yihua is ZSJ's handler.
On June 2020, ZZH posted on his IG after months of inactivity, and in the comments section he thanked a woman named Virginia. We can infer from their convo that he had lost access to the account sometime ago and that this Virginia helped him gain access again.
Based on ZZH's IG activity, he did stop posting for a few months and only started posted there again when he started filming WOH. That's when he thanked this Virginia person.
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There's an interesting comment under Flora's tweet saying that when they first read this, their interpretation was that this Virginia helped ZZH gain access to his account by setting up a VPN for him. And I was the same. That's also how I initially interpreted it, that ZZH wasn't able to access his IG because of the Great Firewall. But with all the info that has come to light, it looks more like ZZH was unable to access it because it was set up by someone else, with a number that didn't belong to him. And Virginia probably helped him by contacting whoever it was that had access to the account in Yu Zheng's management.
So if all this time ZZH's IG account was under the control of someone from Yu Zheng's studio, how did it wind up in the hands of ZSJ's team?
Recently, Yu Zheng was seen promoting the hat from ZSJ's brand. (Photos from bluebird and QV)
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It's worth noting that Yu Zheng doesn't seem to like ZZH very much. He interacted with a ZZH anti and implied that it's ZZH fault Zhao Ge did not air. So why is Yu Zheng promoting "ZZH's" brand if he doesn't even like him?
The person Yu Zheng interacted with literally has the username 'zzh liar' and is an active ZZH anti.
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And for those who don't know what Zhao Ge is, it's the show where Yu Zheng asked ZZH to come back for additional shoots while he was still recovering from his knee injury. This is widely understood to be the reason why ZZH's knee was messed up for good. More details here.
Zhao Ge was already running into problems way before 813. The script had a lot of elements that likely got it into trouble with the censors, plus in December 2020 more than a hundred industry folks signed a letter calling for a boycott against Yu Zheng and another person for being notorious plagiarists and all around shitty human beings. If it's not the script that sank Zhao Ge's chances of airing, then it's Yu Zheng's awful reputation as a plagiarist amongst his peers. Even before 813, the chances of Zhao Ge airing were not looking good.
Yu Zheng was brought to court by Taiwanese author and producer Qiong Yao for plagiarizing one of her novels, and a Beijing court later ruled in her favor. He was ordered to pay her millions. So you know...Yu Zheng is quite literally a criminal. That along with the script is probably why Zhao Ge will never see the light of day. ZZH should actually be the angry one here because his knee was pretty much ruined forever just for a shitty drama that will never even air.
A document that was circulated amongst ZZH fans last year and associated with him can also be linked back to a lawyer that once worked on Yu Zheng's legal counsel. Coincidence? Maybe. But it's interesting how many times his name comes up in relation to ZSJ.
And this is just personal speculation but I wonder if Yu Zheng was pissed when ZZH blew up after he was no longer within his management, and he could no longer reap the benefits of ZZH's fame for himself. Remember during the WOH concert ZZH mentioned that a lot of old friends suddenly came up to him after WOH's success, asking for all sorts of favours and whatnot, and then him apologizing for not being able to attend to them all. Looking back on that, it's interesting that a lot of people involved in the scam had more or less a connection with ZZH in the past. The Chens from the teashop, Xie Yihua, Zhang Su, Xiao Chu Nada, etc. And now Yu Zheng.
So yeah this is it. Yu Zheng's involvement with ZSJ was the last piece of the mystery behind the compromised IG account.
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harlowtales · 1 year ago
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Reader X Jack are enjoying a lazy day with their new puppy until reader goes too far and pays the price.
18+ Sweet/Romance/Smut 🚨⚠️
“How are you feeling babe? It’s almost roll out time.” You said affectionately as you ran your fingers through Jack’s curls with his head in your lap. At first you didn’t like the mullet, but now, it turned you on even more if that was possible.
“I’m feeling good baby. It’s finally done and I can chill with you in my biggest, baggy clothes and just fucking play with the puppy.” Jack said and pointed up at you with his lips ready for a kiss.
She was so good when you were gone weren’t you sweetheart?” You cooed at the brown poodle as she jumped up on you wagging her tail enthusiastically.
It was you and Jack’s first attempt at taking care of something together. So far Jack was the doting dad. He ran out and bought everything a puppy could want.
Ok I’ll take her outside for a bit he said getting up from lazing around happily in your lap.
You were having a convo about his first single from the new album dropping. Jack was not super into promo so he was looking for a simple and quick idea to generate buzz.
“You know what Jack, that clip you released on Tik Tok did so well for First Class, why not just do that again?” You suggested.
“What here right now?” He said
“Right now with pups.” You said with that look on your face that Jack couldn’t say no to.
“K what do you want me to do.” Jack said open for anything you had to say.
“Just play with her and sing some of the lyrics.” You said
“That’s it?” He said raising an eyebrow
“That’s it and we’ll put it up. It’ll go viral.” You said assuredly.
“Ight. You know best baby.” He said and started playing with the puppy with the phone on the floor. You looked on in awe of how sweet they both were. These were the simple times you craved with Jack and now your new fur baby. You hoped for a real baby someday with him.
“That was awesome! Let’s post it, don’t redo it or overthink it.” You said and posted it right away. You checked back in an hour and was so excited to see the views, saves, likes, and comments already. “Babe!!! It’s going crazy!” You exclaimed hitting Jack in the arm with excitement.
“That’s all you baby thank you.” Jack said as he snuggled with you on the couch. Little puppers fell asleep in the little space between your legs and you laid on your boyfriend.
“So what are we binging this weekend?” You looked up and asked him
“Anything you want bubs.” He said nuzzling his nose into your neck giving you little kisses with his soft pink lips.
“Pinch me I’m dreaming.” You said wistfully and playfully scruffed up his beard. He wrapped his muscular arms around you and you felt him growing through his sweatpants
“Babe. No, I wanna just chill.” You said
“I’m not starting anything.” Jack lied as he pressed his hips into your back for you to feel the bulge even more.
“You vanilla and a baby anyway.” You said kissing your teeth and rolling your eyes
“Say that again.” Jack challenged. “Matter fact…off me.” He said pushing you to the side enough so he could get up and put the puppy in its cage. “Bedroom. NOW.” He ordered pointing to the bedroom you recently started sharing with him.
“Jackman I was just kidding. They’re your lyrics!!!” You protested as you marched to the bedroom
“You ain’t using my songs against me woman.” Jack said as he closed the door. “Take everything off.” He said and just laid back waiting for you to comply.
“You can’t be serious.” You said half giggling, half afraid. He was being so intense. Jack had a great sense of humour but part of him didn’t like to be ribbed or teased.
“Slower.” He said as you started taking off your clothes. You slowly pulled the TShirt you were wearing that was his over your head. As it landed on the floor you undid your bra’s front clasp to reveal firm beautiful natural breasts and slipped off one strap, then another. He grasped his hard-on building in his sweatpants, taking it all in.
“Turn around and close your eyes.” He said then he walked away. Was this a prank? You thought.
“Jackman….where did you go?” You called out as you stood there in just your underwear with your eyes closed
You felt cold leather and Jack breathing behind you. He placed a blindfold over your eyes and lead you to where you could feel the bed.
“This vanilla enough for you?.” He said in a sexy but sinister way.
“You know what Jack? You’re not vanilla at all baby.” You pleaded
“No take backs” Jack said sternly.
He gently bent you over and tied your hands behind your back with one of his neck ties. “Jack?? Baby, I like that you’re not really adventurous babe.” You said making it worse for yourself.
“Do you ever shut up?” He asked calmly and you could hear the smile in his voice. His fingers trailed up your inner thighs and moved your underwear to the side.
You felt the head of his impressive manhood testing and teasing your space. Gently poking, pulling back out and poking in only half way again. With each slight reentry you responded with more and more slick approval. “Ummmmmmm” You moaned wanting him to just put all of it in but afraid to demand it lest you paid the price.
“Vanilla huh?” Jack said circling around you now, producing a belt from behind his back.
“Jack no you are….my god so thrilling.” You said apologizing
“Say it like you mean it.” He said snapping the belt making you jump nervously. Where was all this coming from? Most times were mostly missionary, but here you were tied, blind folded, and bent over at 2 o’clock in the afternoon.
“Jack please.” You begged and he loved it. He teased your bare behind with the belt trailing the smooth leather over one cheek before giving you a little tap just enough to sting. An electric shock ran up your spine as you gasped and a red sore spot was left behind.
He untied you but left you blindfolded grabbing a vibrator from the nightstand. Your vibrator that you didn’t know he knew about. He laid you on your back and held it to your clit driving you insane. Taking the vibrator he slowly put it into your sore space that was wanting more. “Fuck Jack!” You cried out as he sucked on your clit while driving the vibrator in and out of you. He saw all the cum dripping from it and needed that to be him inside you now.
He put you on your side holding one of your legs in the air with his soft hand applying pressure to your throat. He pumped you hard making you scream, pausing and driving deeper for you to feel every inch pressing your G spot. Your legs shook as you erupted in agony. Covering your mouth he got more and more aggressive until he felt your single tear trickle down his hand.
He gave you time to breathe as he stroked himself and came up to your mouth. He positioned you where he wanted you with your head upside down. “Be a good girl and open for baby boy.” He said patting the side of your cheek. You opened wide as he thrust into your mouth making you hold his thighs to steady yourself. You drooled all over him as he repeatedly slid his whole shaft down your throat until he let you come up for air.
He couldn’t take it anymore and took off your blindfold. You enveloped his warm pulsating sack with the fleshy warmth of your mouth and sucked as he jerked and came all over your breasts. “Y/n ah my god!” He exclaimed in painful pleasure smearing his sweet cream all over your chest. You cradled your breasts licking it off. He collapsed beside you on the bed both of you naked, heaving, and glistening with sweat.
You heard the puppy whining in the cage. “Perfect timing” he said recovering his breath “Coming little sweetie.” He called out to the puppy and pulled on his sweatpants to tend to her.
You stayed motionless on the bed not able to move or speak. “I guess I was wrong.” You thought “My favourite flavour is vanilla now.”
@jacks-daycare @ride4harlow @itsyagirljaz
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anony-man · 3 months ago
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Long in the making but a fun one nonetheless, here’s a drabble written from some convos with my pal @siberat… enjoy!!
Chubformers drabble #104!
Characters: Brawl (& Onslaught - IDW)
Word count: 1.6K
If there was one thing Brawl loved, it was taking it easy with a bit of engex to end the night.
Rehabilitation wasn’t exactly one of his New Year’s resolutions, but if it meant getting to recline in a comfy chair while he knocked back a few dozens cans of the cheap stuff, he would take it. Their rise and fall from the Decepticons had been messy enough as is, and he wasn’t about to let such a golden opportunity go to waste.
It was him and his engex cans against the world for the night, and in that moment, the world was a tipsy Combaticon leader.
Drinking a bit here and there was good for the soul, Brawl always said. Sure, he’d fattened up over the years, and yeah, his belly hung like a nice hefty dome that entered the room long before he ever got there (according to Vortex, at least), but he liked it. A big belly and an even bigger body meant snuggling up with his mates and watching some old scrap on a human television, or packing away pounds of fuel at a time on the off-chance that they got to go out to feast.
Onslaught had been making small comments here and there since they’d started drinking, but the tank didn’t exactly mind. He got to be quite the snooze fest when the booze hit him, after all, and he was far too busy rubbing the mesh of his belly full of beer when Onslaught finally opened his mouth and began to speak—really speak, that is.
“The Combaticons are struggling as it is,” his leader had said, his fingers tapping the can in his servos as his knee bounced. There was a sigh, then a gulp of engex, then, “I just don’t know how you do it Brawl.”
“Er…” Brawl paused, giving his helm a scratch. “Whatcha mean, boss?”
He wasn’t the sharpest tool in the shed, that was for sure. Even so, years spent enduring just about everything by Onslaught’s side had taught him plenty about his leader. He could tell when the Con needed a bit of space, but he could also tell when he needed a bit of prodding.
Onslaught visibly searched for the words, his voice catching in his throat. Beside him, Brawl crushed his empty can in one servo and tossed it into the trash, then reached for another and popped the tab.
“It’s complicated,” his leader began, the words slipping through between the sound of Brawl’s servo scratching the mesh of his belly and the guzzle of engex. “You hold the team together so easily.”
The tank tilted his helm, his servo stilling, his guzzling paused. There was silence for a moment, but he risked the obvious statement in the air.
“You’re our leader, Ons,” he said. “‘course I’m gonna do what I can to help out and stuff.”
Onslaught gave little for him to go off of, having fallen back into silence. The mood almost broody, like one of Blast Off’s frequent bouts of grouchy avoidance. Given that half the time their team was either snuggled up to Brawl’s big, warm frame or rolling their optics at Onslaught’s commands, and that literally nothing had changed from that dynamic, the tank couldn’t exactly understand the issue.
He drank his beer, and Onslaught joined. He got to indulge in a nice, sloshy belly full of engex, and Onslaught got to sit and air his grievances to the one mech who was just enough of a presence to listen. Blast Off was great for the role, of course, but when the two weren’t even on speaking terms…
Brawl inspected his half-empty can before throwing his helm back and draining it in one go. A few satisfactory pats to the well of his belly followed crushing the can and tossing it into the bin, and Brawl only lasted a few seconds in contented silence before he was releasing a loud, deep rumble of a belch.
“Uuuuurrrup! Mmm.. ‘scuse me,” he said between the pats at his belly and a chuckle. “Better out than in, yeah? The gas and the bad stuff, I mean.”
He leaned forward for another can, grubby fingers clawing the air as he struggled to reach. Reclining back and slouching did little to help him, as the mass of his gut lay heavy in his lap, pinning him in place. To his relief, Onslaught merely shook his helm and chuckled in return.
“Let me save you the trouble,” he said, leaning forward with ease to search for a can that hadn’t been emptied already. By the looks of Brawl’s belly and the slur of his words, it likely wasn’t many. “I’d call it a night if I were you, but I know how you get.”
Brawl nodded his thanks, happy to go back to reclining and giving his belly the room to breathe. He was the epitome of comfortable, slouched in his seat and rubbing his free servo over the bloated mesh as he chugged away. The near-final can was accepted with gratitude, but the contents hardly lasted more than a minute before being chugged down.
“Can’t pass up the chance to kick back and relax,” he said, stifling another belch behind the lip of his can. “Oof… ‘scuse me again, heh.”
“Just be sure not to overdo it,” Onslaught warned between chuckles. “I need you all awake and alert come morning. We’ve got that progress report due, remember?”
“You got it boss,” Brawl said with a salute. His belly jiggled with the movement, earning a snicker from the both of them. “Don’t you worry, come morning you’ll hardly guess I was drinkin’ and chattin’.”
“If you insist,” Onslaught retorted, his smirk playful as he leaned in and gave Brawl’s belly a poke. “Can’t have my finest soldiers bloated on the job, now, can we?”
The chuckles from his leader persisted as his servo went from poking at the jiggly mesh of Brawl’s belly to openly petting it, and despite his intoxication, the poor tank couldn’t stop himself from feeling a little… surprised. Affection was far from unheard of between the Combaticon mates, but he could count on one servo the amount of times Onslaught had ever been openly affectionate with him.
The servo was soft and warm against his belly, and he could almost see Onslaught’s amusement morph into contemplation in real time. There wasn’t much chance to broach the subject, however, and as soon as Brawl had begun to comment on the way Onslaught seemed so enamored with his belly full of beer, his leader was yanking his servo away.
“Sorry,” he said, quick to look everywhere but at Brawl’s raised visor and confused frown. “I’m sorry, that was uncalled for.”
“No paint off my plating,” Brawl shrugged. “Tex and Swindle do it all the time—even Blast Off if I’m lucky. Kinda nice, right?”
It was like his very own water balloon—but in his belly. With a big frame and full tanks, who could resist? Onslaught, apparently.
“Well, yes,” Onslaught stammered, his servo rubbing nervously over the back of his mech. “I got carried away. Forgive me, I didn’t mean to, ah… ahem. Anyways, I—I believe I should be calling it a night.”
….right. Onslaught had come here to talk, not to snuggle up and drink with him all night long. He was still their leader, after all, and that barrier was snugly set in place.
Brawl tried to ignore his disappointment and instead reach out to offer his leader a firm pat on the shoulder. Onslaught accepted it without hesitation, and even returned the favor with his signature nod, signaling that their little spark-to-spark was over… if it could even be called that.
Progress, it was. Not everyone wanted to be as cozied up as he tended to be, even if he was feeling as tipsy like Onslaught so obviously looked—and acted.
“So…” he began, watching as Onslaught stood and steadied himself against the armrest. “Same time tomorrow night then, boss? I’ll have the engex chilled, just the way you like it.”
He had expected a bit of laughter, or a quick nod, same as always. Instead, Brawl merely received a shy shrug and the aversion of Onslaught’s gaze.
“Yeah,” his leader said, sounding distracted. He paused in heading off to his quarters to turn and reach for the last unopened can of the night, then passed it over to the tank. “I’ll keep you posted. Thanks for listening, Brawl… and for the drinks.”
“Yep,” Brawl nodded. “Anytime, Ons. You just say the word.”
Going by the flush of his cheeks and his rush to leave, Brawl could tell that things were probably going to get a lot less cozy between them moving forward. That was all right, though. He didn’t mind, not a bit. As long as there was engex flowing and his boss around to keep him company, he was as happy a Combaticon as they came.
He popped the tab of the last can of the evening and took a sip, his optics closing in bliss. There was nothing he savored more than a can or thirty of cheap engex to fill up his belly. He was kicking it back, taking it easy, and he loved it. The engex was cool against his tongue and warm in his tanks, and the cushions were oh so soft against his frame as he relaxed and rubbed away at the gurgle of his belly.
Maybe it wasn’t the same, now that he’d felt the tender touch of Onslaught’s servo against his mesh, but it would do. Tomorrow, perhaps, they could talk some more… over a couple of glasses of engex, of course.
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sonobeunitsarecool · 2 months ago
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Shidou's birthday timeline convo
Kazui: Hey, you know… aren’t kids good to have? Don’t you have two yourself, Shidou-kun? ‘Cause I could never. For some reason, I’m sort of longing for that. Shidou: Yes, they’re great, and that’s no exaggeration. Even if they aren’t your own child, don’t you think it’s nice to have some kind of connection to the future? If you’re able to leave behind something for them in your own life, Then I think there’s meaning in having been born. And that, that is hope. Kazui: You really are admirable. I can’t help but find it dazzling. …but, I guess I can kind of understand. Sometimes I get oddly sentimental, thinking that my existence is nothing but adding one more person to the population of the earth, then taking that one person away. I guess that being able to do something for the bad kids here would be the same kind of hope that Shidou-kun said. But I feel that I won’t be able to do it. Shidou: …haha. I’ll ask you for a favour, Mukuhara-san. Please, protect the children. Oh because none of these timeline conversations are ominous in the slightest, nope. Seems like Kazui is again being set up as a "protector" of sorts, being both the oldest and also better with the kids than Shidou is. Shidou seems like he's implying that he won't be able to "protect the children", does he think that Amane or someone else is going to hurt him? Or, does he realise that he's too blinded by his own grief to see the younger prisoners as themselves and not a living reminder of his own family? A while ago I made a comment where I said that Shidou looked like he was heading in the direction of depressed god/saviour complex, with his focus on "saving" people (i.e, his patients, his family, the prisoners, at the expense of his own stability). I still think his character is heading in that direction, and in a way I think his mindset is kind of frozen in time. He's still stuck in his efforts to save his family, and I wonder if he's actually grieved them. Kazui, on the other hand, has a long history of pretending it's all fine and laughing it off, with him choosing to enter a relationship with Hinako, and then later (after a period of time where, I presume, he still didn't develop the feelings for her he thought he would) chose to marry her. Unlike Shidou, who's actions were driven by a desperate desire to protect his (genuinely, it seems) happy family life that fit in with Japanese societal standards, Kazui's tragedy was one that was of his own making. Years before Milgram, he chose to pretend to love someone, whereas Shidou had his family taken from him from an accident. Kazui saw this coming, that is to say, and is used to knowing that any sense of peace and happiness is either temporary or a lie. Shidou isn't used to it, but they both know what it's like to lie to someone you're obligated to care for, and chose to care for. ...I'm sure I started off with a point, but I've lost it.
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lanzhans · 2 years ago
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hm okay like this is my take on the post-why did you drop out of yale rogan fight that no one asked for!! inspired by a tiktok i saw where the comments were all pro-logan but i digress. i digress. we start off w rory (RIGHTLY) calling logan out for being an absolute jerk to jess. which he was. and we all know it. logan, in typical huntzberger fashion, brushes it off + claims that writers are sensitive + that if jess wanted to, he should’ve “taken a pop at [logan]”. what is rlly funny 2 me abt this is that this is so so similar to what mitchum said to rory?? like mitchum dismissed rory in a really similar fashion to logan just dismissing jess’s accomplishments. and both have that air of oh-if-they-wanted-to-prove-me-wrong-they-could yk? idk i thought that was interesting. and then he ends all that by saying that rory shouldn’t let jess get to her. which. this is one of many many scenes that show truly just how incompatible rory and logan are, just because it’s been proved just time and time again that logan does not understand who rory is and also just doesn’t care. rory obv responds saying that logan is the one getting to her and that he was an ass. logan retorts saying that he’s sorry that he messed things up (but he’s obv not, when has that man ever been sorry in his life). this is kinda when we segue into rory’s underlying crisis with everything that’s happening. she calls logan out for mocking jess when he’s actually accomplished something amazing (logan saying everyone’s doing something like. lol what are you accomplishing exactly?? stole 2 yachts probably set a world record but like...that is rich coming from him), and goes on to say that she’s unhappy with her life bc she feels like she’s not doing anything. and as viewers we know that this is nowhere near the vision rory had for her life, and she’s so unhappy bc she doesn’t belong in the dar, she doesn’t belong in logan’s world, just partying her sadness away. rory is so deeply unhappy with where she is in life right now, and logan isn’t even listening to her he’s just telling her that it’s temporary and she should have a drink!! and this is again. just. such a good example of why they’re so so incompatible bc rory needs someone who is going to push her to be the best person she can be, someone who’s not going to take her shit and redirect her to who she actually is when it gets hard, not someone who’s just going to let her continue her self-destructive behavior just bc he’s doing all that too!!! like rory is spiraling and she’s at rock bottom in her life and logan has absolutely nothing to say until he feels like she’s criticizing him. like bro not everything is abt u sorry!!! she’s talking abt herself and logan comes at her when she wounds his pride a lil like...partying and drinking is not who rory is point blank!! and he just puts it all on her like yes it’s her choice to be partying and drinking but that’s also just. all he does and he knows it!! and rory says that and he just. launches into a monologue of self pity about the great huntzberger dynasty and how he’s being pushed through only one door and it’s like. rory is so right he doesn’t have a hard life he doesn’t know what it’s like to actually work for what you have. and yes i welcome the convo abt rory also having a lot of privilege but her privilege ≠ logan’s privilege at all!!! they’re very different!! but rory is so right in this scene bc we’ve never seen logan actually fight it. and logan has no aims!! no goals!! no passions!! he just wants to continue abusing his family’s wealth with no consequences!! like this is the only time u will see me agree w mitchum huntzberger but like. logan should be pushed thru that door bc he has no actual aims in life...and also like. logan saying that he gave rory a month is so absolutely useless bc he never once checks up on her. he never once comments ab how dropping out is uncharacteristic of her. never asks her if she’s doing alright??? no he just gives her a month like she’s going to fix herself and btw. yeah it did have smth to do w you!!! it had everything to do w you in fact...it was ur father that said all that shit that got in her head. and he never even disagreed w his dad btw. like god sometimes i wonder if logan ever even LIKED rory or just felt attracted to her bc she was the first girl who didn’t give him time of day like...he never once felt concern for her? when she dropped out of the school she worked so hard to get in to? like it’s wild to me truly. like even in this argument his main point is to absolve himself of any blame in rory’s dropping out/rory’s spiral. like there is no concern. he doesn’t care!!! his gf, the one he apparently loves sooo much, is spiraling and struggling and he does not give a fuck. he only shows any sort of emotion when she criticizes his lifestyle and when he feels like he’s to blame for her situation. like that says so much...
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luwritesomething · 2 years ago
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can you do dating headcanons for stu? its fine if not 🫶🏻
Stu Macher Heacanons: Meeting and later Dating Stu Macher.
Warnings: Swearing lol, probably typos or bad constructed english
Edited?: Like always, no.
Reader's pronouns: Not stated, gender neautral.
Summary: Dating Stu headcanons!!
Author's note: STU i love stu. i've never written for him without it being a poly relationship with billy, so let's see how these turn out. hope you like them!!! i added the meeting him part because it's the way i like to read them. also, have this great song.
criticism, comments and reblogs are always appreciated! requests are open, especially for scream! hit that anon button and tell me your ideas.
in the scream fandom, i write for billy loomis, stu macher, mickey altieri, chad martin-meeks, mindy martin-meeks, tara carpenter, anika kayoko, laura crane
i was gonna say you probably met him in high school (like, the building) BUT NOPE
you know how he's always listening to music with his silly little headphones? well, he has to get his music from somewhere.
lets say you work the afternoon shift in one of woodsboro's music stores!
there's probably not a lot of them, anyways, given how woodsboro is supposed to be rather small.
so, even though you had been years together in the same school and all, the first time you guys talked was at the music store.
let's face it, stu's charismatic. i would even go as far as to say he's even more liked than billy. billy looks menancing, and although popular --- bc of his good looks and that misterious aura he has that WE love ---, stu is more easy going.
like, the dude's so fun to be around with. and he's also funny. i would befriend him so fast, honestly.
anyways,,,
he goes a lot to that specific music store after some casual convos with you, and you can BET it's because he likes you.
he strats calling you "my music dealer". it's funny. laugh.
you actually start getting excited whenever he crosses the door --- peak moments of your day, to be honest. and luckily for you, he always comes alone, so all his attention is reserved to you and your conversation.
after the first times you talk and begin getting along, you start seeing him everywhere.
i mean, it's normal that, after you've met someone, you start noticing them more.
but this is because he forced it. he's lowkey enough to make these encounters look like casualties, so it seems normal.
and soon, you start to talk at school too. not much, though because his friend group is big and requires his attention and it's not like you don't have to go to classes or anything.
the first time he's very obvious about wanting to be with you, though, it's one day in the biology class you guys share. stu comes into the classroom and he just steals the seat by your side.
his smile leaves you too dumbfounded to even do anything else other than smile.
i don't know how outgoing you are, but he's definetely asking you out first. and it doesn't even have a romantic undertone, but you two end up kissing for the first time then and well....
boom, dating!
he's big on petnames. like, the most annoying and corney petnames to make you embarassed. i won't elaborate.
he's a very chill boyfriend, i think. i'd like him to be my boyfriend.
he's the kind that loves to spend time with you, as long as you guys are doing something. the boy can't sit still, have you seen him?
his love language is quality time and physical touch. also he gossips a lot, for some reason, and stu likes sharing what he's heard with you, even if you don't care.
if you don't like scary movies, he won't force you to watch them too often. stu rathers watch something that will guarantee you two have a good time, and that includes clueless.
playing video games with him !
listen to me. BAKING with stu. that'd be such a ride (want me to elaborate? hit that req button!!!)
he's goofy. so, goofy boyfriend.
staining your nose with his ice cream. every. damn. time.
stu's nervous when you finally meet the others, especially billy. he needs you to like his friends, especially billy.
luckily enough, you all get along.
staying for the night at his house !!! a lot. since his parents are out so much, he feels lonely and always invites you.
not gonna lie, the first time he meets you family it's probably a disaster. the boy's a sweetheart, but also hella nervous.
since he lives on the outsides, he probably drives to school. i'm guessing he uses that bigass truck --- although i can see him walking to school, occasionally.
he probably insists on taking you to school. unless you live really close to it, he probably convinced you to let him take you to school.
CARPOOL
very loving boyfriend. have you seen him with tatum? stu's cute as hell.
he's probably jealous. won't intervene unless you actually call him, but he gets jealous as hell.
stu distracts you a lot in the classes you share. he gets bored and tries to talk to you or throw you little notes if you don't sit together --- it's a miracle you're still passing your exams.
staying by his side during his parties, especially if you're not an extrovert. he always makes sure you're comfortable, and never forgets to give you attention.
i think stu would be a great boyfriend. with his flaws (& the murder tendencies & the homoerotic relationship with billy & the crazy amount of misoginy) but still a good one.
he'd probably run away from arguments, and he's bad at taking things seriously.
and never forget, stu is as manipulative as billy is. he won't hesitate to manipulate you if he must.
well. that took a dark turn (pls never fall for someone like stu or billy in real life. this is just cute fiction! it should stay that way)
ALSO.
lots of cuddles.
he's the best cuddler!!!
bear hugs, and he won't let go if you ask him not to. he's the best if you're feeling down-
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What can I say? Tangle & Whisper's mini-series had me by the balls. Can't wait to dive into the Metal Virus. In any case, here's a voice cast I've had in mind when reading the comic original characters:
"Christine Marie Cabanos as Tangle The Lemur" - Many fan casters tend to focus on Tangle as a sporty tomboy and think of a raspy voice not unlike Rainbow Dash or Amethyst. This isn't bad but I found myself thinking outside the box when I was revisiting Kill La Kill and its bombass dub at the time. Christine's Mako Makanshoku had just the kind of energy and cocksure that Tangle would have as a rookie to the Resistance.
Mind you, she would even out the pitch to sound closer to a young adult/older teen that the characters tend to (mostly) come across as but no less hyperactive like Mako when the moment calls for it. Additionally, Christine could dip more into her Madoka Kaname performance to capture her more emotional side, particularly when Whisper lets her in on what happened to the Diamond Cutters. It would make for a great range that toes the line just like Tangle has in terms of being somewhat obnoxious but not in a "Scrappy Doo" kind of way.
Bonus - This is a song that I think fits Tangle's character to a T: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVimjyR6vIc
Another that describes her and Whisper because this ship has me by the balls: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h2rNLdSJjxU
"Erica Mendez as Whisper The Wolf" - Erica would play her not too unlike her soft-spoken Retsuko (barring Heavy Metal scenes played by an actual Heavy Metal singer) but in a consistently hushed tone. However, moments where she's emotionally devastated like fearing losing Tangle or... losing Tangle would be where her performances as Atsuko Kagari from Little Witch Academia and Gon from Hunter X Hunter come in.
Bonus - This song describes what I think is her vibe after Mimic's betrayal and between missions: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fkifn-zJzx4
This describes her memory of the Shadow Androids: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvKBMVKJOz0
"Todd Haberkorn as Dr. Starline The Platypus" - Todd's performance as Death The Kid shows a very balanced performance between his more goofy side and serious, grounded side, one that would apply well to the campy Dr. Starline. It would work well with his raising of Surge and Kit with his callous use of his Hypno Glove.
Bonus: I feel this music works well with his character (starts at the 1:04 minute mark): https://soundcloud.com/user-335233093/goseiger-matrintis-bgms-kotetsu-no-akui-matrintis
"Sarah Anne Williams as Surge The Tenrec" - Anybody who's heard her performance as Nonon Jakuzure and Tifa from FFVII Machinamabridged will know that Sarah can do punk. She just needs to ramp up the gruffness if only to see Surge as a homegrown teenage with major issues.
Bonus - This more rocking variant of Starline's theme would work with how he still haunts her (starts at the 24 second mark): https://soundcloud.com/user-335233093/goseiger-matrintis-bgms-2-kotetsu-no-akui-matrintis
"Johnny Yong Bosch as Kitsunami The Fennec" - Johnny may be known for his Super Saiyans, bounty hunters on the run and Anime pretty boys but his performance as Doraemon's Nobita as well as Yokai Watch's Nate shows that he can do timid young boy. Kit being the Tails to Surge's Sonic makes it a perfect fit.
His theme would be a more subdued version of Surge's (starts at the 2:34 minute mark) https://soundcloud.com/user-335233093/goseiger-danger-bgms-brajira-bgm-1-sakushi-wa-denki-tenshi-no-yume-o-miru-ka
"Cherami Leigh Kuehn as Jewel The Beetle" - A similar beleagured tone of voice to Lucy Heartfilia but with an light English accent, a total contrast to Tangle's character. A way to mask it for future performances given Sonic's big cast.
Agree with me? Disagree with me? Drop a comment for a little convo so long as we can keep it civil and constructive.
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melrosing · 8 months ago
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I understand u don’t want to continue this convo (bran and Arya are mean comment) that being said I also just wanted to thank you for being level headed? Like I started out a couple months ago full on AryaFan (0 social media for asoiaf before) and I followed like 5-10blogs that love her! I was excited but then they argued with ghosts in the tags “I keep seeing this awful take” and I just was like astounded they would use so much energy to argue and be like a reason to start disliking the fandom
ah I think tbh all of fandom has a tendency towards this and I won't even say I've never made that kind of 'i keep seeing this take' post before - when you know that a certain kind of take exists and you've seen it enough times, sometimes you're reminded of it and you want to explain your own opinion apropos nothing in particular, just to drown out that noise wherever it might be. like this definitely isn't unique to Arya fandom, and I'd say I've seen just about everyone I follow make one - again me included
but I do think it can get ridiculous when half ur blog is just fighting other users (or indeed invisible takes when other users aren't providing enough content to fight over), building some narrative that you're the most persecuted section of fandom and why is it that only you understand this character and that issue, and every time someone shares their opinion on your fave it's like they're stepping on your turf and you've got to come down on them like an anvil so they know who's in charge around here and it feels right and honourable when you're doing it but in reality you just look way too online.
BUT again this is a problem everywhere, I've blocked people in my own parts of fandom who I feel have too much of a tendency to constantly blog like this and I have talked to others about how we want to avoid falling into the same pit lol. it makes for a bad fandom ecosystem and like you say it discouraged you from enjoying fandom when you encountered it!
but also Arya is a great character and there are so many great Arya fans. some of the fanart and edits and meta on Arya is the best in fandom and really enrich my enjoyment for her POVs on rereads. I know the asoiaf tags can be a cesspit sometimes but I think the best thing you can do is just post the kind of stuff you want to see and you will draw others to your blog and you can encourage that kind of fandom culture amongst urselves.
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foggysirens · 23 days ago
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Lol, don't ever worry about long answers on my account. I love the chance to talk about fun crossovers and AUs, and that one definitely gave me some great ideas to mull over to make my shift go faster. For example: Luke running interference whenever Dean and Han get into it by asking Dean something about Baby (what is Baby here?) This frequently leads to the two of them indulging their greasemonkey sides on someone's ship while Din and Cas look on having the weirdest convo ever that consists mostly of one word comments and grunts because they're understandably distracted by the view. (Some of this may be inspired by a video I saw about putting a Ferrari motor in a tractor, and my first thought was "that is so Luke and Anakin coded." XD )
ohmygod yes luke would be doing his damn best to try and keep dean and han from getting into a full on fistfight every other day because that is the last thing the rebellion needs (sam, the little shit, would just be watching from the sidelines, just glad it’s someone else arguing with his brother for a change) and so their friendship would totally start as just this odd kind of thing where luke just pops up from nowhere and asks dean about his opinion on different engine models or for his help finding the right part to fix this super sudden malfunction that x-wing has been having, as you delightfully mentioned, talking to him about Baby
now, this ask promptly sent me down a rabbit hole trying to find what ship i think dean would fly in a star wars au and after an evening of scouring different reddit threads, wookieepedia pages and a random book from the 90’s - i settled on Baby taking the form of a Kazellis-class light freighter !!! was i initially drawn to this ship because of the Impala’s KAZ license plate? yes, but the ship itself turned out to be perfect (imo) for the boys - it’s a little flashy and isn’t all that inconspicuous, but it’s also gorgeous and fast as all hell with decent shielding and weapons range that can (and absolutely would be by dean) modified quite easily! there’s not a super lot of info on the model, what with it being a legends ship and all, but i did want to keep with the theme of rebels flying light freighters (han and the Falcon and hera with Ghost) and from what we do know it is a rare make (do NOT ask me how john would have gotten one in this universe i have no idea /j lol) which i think fits with Baby’s vibe as well !!! (the Kazellis Corporation that produced the ship was shut down by the empire after making only a few hundred according to the web pages i found, however there isn’t really any more information on the company than that, so we can just assume that they were around for a while (?) pre-empire and possibly even during the clone wars era and if so (and for the sake of this au we shall) we can place the ship in a timeline where john gets one (somehow) races around the galaxy raising dean and sam, and passes it along to dean in time for he and sammy to join up with the rebels) (also completely unimportant but the ion drive system being a bit more advanced on the Kazellis-class than other models is also something that drew me to it cause it made me think about cas and how ion drives/rockets have this blue-glow to them that reminds me a bit of angelic grace in spn, and so perhaps then in this star wars universe cas would maybe perceive the force as this glowing blue light that rests just outside his feild of view, hovering around him, and whenever he sees the flare of ion engines it makes him feel a little closer to it and so whenever he sees the glow of Baby’s extra ion lights it just settles him in a way other ships don’t and that fact drives dean absolutely wild with this deep satisfaction and he and cas spend a lot of time pressed together just looking out the ships windows and watching the engines as they fly)
anyways, all that to say Baby is a beautiful ship and is why dean and han fight about who has a better ship almost constantly (cause while han keeps the Falcon grubby to keep imps off their tale, dean keeps Baby spotless so he and sam can run infiltration and espionage missions) but it is also why dean and luke get along so well because they end up talking shop more days than not (i love the idea of them just finding comfort in finally meeting someone else who loves the mechanics of ships just as much as the flying) and with Baby being such a rare model luke takes every chance he gets to pick deans brain about her different quirks and modifications and dean get so excited to show him every time and ultimately it always ends with them guts-deep in Baby’s engine or tuning up lukes x-wing, covered in grease and chatting away like two peas in a pod
i do like the idea of din and cas meeting at some point as well and both just watching their partners jargon at each other with extreme fondness but it also did just make me think about how hilarious their first meeting would be because cas would absolutely just walk up to din ‘what is a star wars’ djarin and say something like “the lack of sensitivity you have towards to the living force is quite astounding given the depth of intimacy in your relationship with skywalker” completely unprompted and din would like “huh?” and the cas would just nod and be like “dean and i share quite a profound bond due to our connection in the force” and then they’d just stand in silence for however long until luke or dean break away from whatever they were doing and drag them off, but yeah din and cas end up having having this strange sort-of-friendship arrangement where they hang out and watch luke and dean work and cas will occasionally talk about force stuff that din doesn’t really understand (cause cas and luke interpret the force very differently) or they’ll sit down and compare notes on different weapons and fighting styles that they both know and maybe spar a little for fun
(a Ferrari motor in a tractor sums up the skywalkers wonderfully !!! gotta love a high-powered farmboy)
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DR:OS - Prologue Bonus Scenes First Impressions
DROS content… yay :D As you might expect, this’ll probably be shorter than most of my other posts, given the length of the Bonus Scenes, but I’m sure there’ll be quite a bit for me to talk about anyways :)
I actually sent in a form for this! I wonder if any of the ones I chose will end up here. We’ll see!
CW: None (well, possibly implied medical malpractice depending on what Vivi’s deal is, but I can’t tell for sure :v)
Vivi & Kennedy
Hey! This is one of the ones I sent in! I figured it might be funny to see one the most obviously weird and suspicious talents (Mad Doctor) interact with the Conspiracy Theorist, though I’m fine with whatever direction the convo takes. I just like both these guys :)
Vivi PoV let’s go.
“Kennedy: Kennedy Rey, Ultimate Conspiracy Theorist, any pronouns. You seem to have a lot of good ideas. I hope we can work together moving forward.” Yay friendship :D
“[Vivi thoughts]: A “Conspiracy” Theorist… that’s someone who it could be really useful to have on our team, and someone who probably has a lot of ideas! I wonder what his area of expertise is…?” Cool to see Kennedy’s not immediately being dismissed, but I guess it makes sense with Vivi’s whole deal.
“Kennedy: Mad Doctor, huh?
I frown.
Vivi: What about it?
Kennedy: How’d you earn the title?
Vivi: Well… I think they gave it to me for my more… innovative…? Methods. I don’t think it’s really fair, though. I mean, all of my methods work! Why are they considered “mad” if they work…?” Vivi really seems to resent the title, which I guess makes sense if, like they say, all their methods work. 
“Kennedy nods, lost in thought. 
Kennedy: What do you think about the staff?” This is a change in topic, isn't it? I wonder what Kennedy was lost in thought about!
“Vivi [talking about the staff’s mask]: So, does that imply an audience beyond the sixteen of us?
Kennedy’s eyes light up.
Kennedy: An audience beyond us… that’s a good idea. There are cameras positioned everywhere. This… if this is being filmed and marketed, what does that say…?” Damn they figured that one out fast, if it’s true. Hot damn.
“Kennedy: I’m glad to meet a like-minded individual here. Everyone else is thinking too far inside the box.
Vivi: Thinking outside the box is my specialty! It sounds like it might be yours, too.” I really like this partnership! They’re both equally insane so it balances out, it’s really fun. Very glad I asked for this one :D
Antonia & Paris
I also sent this one in! Antonia content let’s go!!!
“[Antonia Thoughts]: I wrap up my conversation in the Courtyard and do my best to look natural, twirling my hair around my finger “absentmindedly.” Someone’s listening in. It would be unfair to let her get all the information without getting any myself, wouldn’t it?” She’s so good actually. Pretending not to notice when Paris is listening in… Antonia’s fantastic :D
“Paris: Slay!” Antonia don’t- Don’t take this literally please xD
“[Antonia’s thoughts]: It makes sense that a gossip would be looking for as much information as possible, but I obviously can’t tell her everything about myself. Besides, the point of this conversation is for me to learn more about her.” This is before the killing game even starts by the way. Antonia’s just Like This and that’s great. Mind you, she’s not even the only one (see: Cass and even Ellis to an extent), which is even greater.
“Paris: Aw, thanks babe! I do travel a lot, but I don’t recognize this place either.” Lore (Paris travels) :O
“[Antonia’s Thoughts]: If this were truly a hostage situation, I would question the reason for some of the choices of our captors. [...] Honestly, if that’s the case, why not just start and end with Harper…?” I did notice Harper had a lot of followers in the Twitter followers ask, so between that and Antonia’s comment it does seem ve’s pretty rich. Though Paris also had quite a lot of followers, didn’t she?
“Paris: Well, duh! All my followers know that there’s no replacing me~” How do I keep commenting on stuff right before it gets brought up.
“Antonia: Your followers? What for?
Paris: Oh, they just love me! I post pictures and videos and talk with them and everything, and they give me all their love in return.” Well, there’s the answer for why she had that many followers. I wonder if she’s more a blogger or a drama influencer. The things she says sorta fit blogger better, but the talent would imply drama. Something to think about maybe.
“Paris: Yeah… Do you have anyone at home you’re worried about? Anyone you’re missing?” Very interesting question… Will Antonia answer honestly?
“Antonia: Well, I’m sure my sister would be worried if I disappeared for too long.” Antonia lore??? I’m not fully discounting a lie, but I can’t fully see what the point of that would be. So for now, lore it is!
“Paris: Uh, duh! I have, like, tons of friends. I’m sure they wouldn’t know what to do without me.” Can’t help but note the lack of family mention here. Might mean nothing, but it’s worth noting down I guess.
“Paris: Speaking of friends… anyone in the killing game you’ve gotten to know particularly well so far?
Switching tactics, I see. That might work on someone less suspecting, but I’m not about to let her read me better than I can read her.” I’m so glad I asked for this, the mind games are insane and I’m grinning silly xD
“Antonia: I’m only just getting to know the others. I wouldn’t say there’s anyone who I immediately clicked with, but if we’re forced to stay here for longer, that may change.
Paris: Mmm. Well, if you’re ever curious about someone, let me know. I make it a project to learn about everyone else, you know~
Antonia: Of course.” Now I could see that thing about not clicking with anyone being a lie, since there’s zero chance in my mind Antonia would actually answer that truthfully if she really had clicked with someone. However, I imagine she isn’t lying, the truth just happens to be the most convenient thing for her to say. And Paris’ project is fun, I wonder if it’ll end up being important in plot/trials?
“[Antonia’s Thoughts]: We both stare at each other for a moment. If I had to give the sentiment a name, I’d call it “mutual respect.””
“If she hasn’t, she should try playing poker.” I am really glad I asked for this one, these two are on the same wavelength and it’s great to see :D
Grace & Cass
I didn’t ask for this one, but it’s quite intriguing, I like it! These two also happen to be mine and accirax’s pre-CH1 mastermind guesses, which is funny.
“I’m 14/15 introductions in, and it’s around 7:45 PM.” I like that just from this line I can guess this is a Grace PoV :p
“Cass: It’s about time I met an Ultimate who actually creates something. My talent is pretty useless without anything to market, so I was hoping I’d be able to help at least one of you with my services. As it turns out, the last person I met was the one who best fit the description.” Oh, yeah! I did think about this at some point, how Cass’ comment that no one had talents that were about making anything kinda didn’t work with Grace, so it makes perfect sense she met them last!
“Grace: You’re quite eager.
Cass: Well, would you be interested?” Grace is right, it’s interesting that Cass is this committed to agent work. I guess she’s an Ultimate for a reason, but I have to wonder if there’s other reasons, like money issues…
“Grace: I’ve just opened my own shop.” Grace lore :O Sorta anti-mm coded, unless they’re just lying I guess :p {Just so we're clear I bring up mm stuff because of the aforementioned funny coincidence with the mm guesses :p}
“Cass: Well, in that case, I could help you find clients for commissions, or just generally broaden your marketing. Keep me in mind if you’re ever looking for someone.” And this is sorta anti-mm coded for Cass lmao.
[The conversation about goals and wasting time] Really interesting perspectives, and this already seems like a fun little connection between these two. 
“Cass: I don’t waste time talking to just anyone if I don’t believe it’ll help me achieve my long-term goals. But if I decide it’s worth it, I’m not easily swayed. Right now, I’ve decided I want to talk to you, and that’s the best use of my time.” In particular, it’s funny we’re talking so much about time to the Clockmaker, who is very “no-time wasting”-minded themselves :p
“Grace: What are your long-term goals, if I might ask?
They smile.
Cass: I’m not gonna go around talking about that kind of thing immediately, especially not with cameras everywhere. I’ve got big plans once I’m back out in the real world. But, foundations are laid here.” … ???
Well, very glad someone asked for this pair! Cass was the character I was most lost on in terms of what their deal was, but this sounds like it could be a pretty fun thing to explore moving forward!
“[Grace’s Thoughts]: It’s nice to be told directly what motivates someone. It makes it far easier to predict their behavior, and eliminates the need for some future conversation. If I can trust it, that is.” Everyone thinks and talks like they’re playing mind games 24/7 what is this. I love it xD
“Grace: It’s 7:56, and it takes around 3 minutes to get from here to [the Movie Theater].
Cass: Right. I suppose you are the one to listen to as an expert on time.
Grace: Clockmaker’s intuition. I hate being late, so we should head out now.” Sounds like a quirk that might be useful in trials actually, maybe I should note that one down… 
Actually yeah, let’s do that! Apart from the “canon notes”, the ones that Ellis keeps in the e-Handbook, I’ll add my own set of notes I feel could end up being important somehow, be it character analysis or actual murder mystery. You know, just for fun :)
Non-Canon Note: Clockmaker’s Intuition - Grace can seemingly accurately tell how much time a task will take on intuition alone.
“Grace: Right. I suppose I will keep your name in mind in the future, if it’s so important to you.
They smile.
Cass: I’ll keep yours in mind too, then.“ Aw, neat duo :)
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Well, I’m really happy two of the three pairs I sent in got a Bonus Scene, they were awesome! The third one I sent in was Taylor & Vanessa if you’re curious, chosen based on their little interaction at the end of the prologue. The others were just characters I was curious about and thought they’d make fun duos: the crazy talent people (Kennedy & Vivi) and the social game talent duo (Antonia & Paris). I enjoyed them a lot, and I also really enjoyed the Grace & Cass one! Really neat little activity, can’t wait for the first episode of CH1! :D See ya’! 
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