#and ended up being invited to a NATIONAL art contest! though sadly my reply got lost in the fucking mail so they never

[arcadian-vampire]

I have Such bad imposter syndrome and a rather absurd fear of being a One-Hit Wonder.

I'll come up with a joke that makes people laugh, or I'll write something that makes my partner yell (positive), or I'll paint something that captures my feelings so perfectly that I wonder why the hell I even bother trying to use words, or I'll have a bit of energy to take care of myself and get all dressed up and I manage to look pretty, and I Always go 'wow that was fun! too bad it'll never happen again :( '

Like BOY what the hell do you mean!! I have a minor success at Least every three months. It's not random coincidence or wild luck, I Am a little funny and creative and cute