#and constantly arguing w my mom. so both me and my mom were tense af and she said so to me
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lesbianstarlightglimmer ยท 3 years ago
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#meows#fighting The Urge to draw an au thing when i still have two more gifts to do for my family. but like. i wont have energy after that :(((#i gotta chase the high of finally drawing after a dry spell#its a good au tho but now it makes me wanna redo my redesign for [redacted]. but then again. au.#edit: apparently i tried to block the rest of today out LMFAO uh yeah so i made the mistake of running errands w my parents#except it was just me and them. no brothers. no buffer. no escape. so yeah it was a day filled w my f*ther slamming and hitting things#and constantly arguing w my mom. so both me and my mom were tense af and she said so to me#like sorry hes mentally ill but when his mental illness starts creating mental illness in others then its a problem#oh and my mom was having the hardest damn time working her phone and kept shoving it at me for stupid shit#it felt like today lasted a month when all we did was eat lunch go to s*lv*t**n *rm* (despite me trying to explain they were a bad#organization which is hard bc itd involve telling them that they hurt trans and gay people and forcibly convert people which.#would not go good for me bc 'why would [i] care about gay trans people') go to sonic (which took almost half an hour for just drinks#bc it was mad busy and my f*ther was of course an ass about everything) go to target go to a glasses store go to a popcorn store#bc my mom wanted to make things worse ig. and then somehow my parents got lost and we ended up by the lake on the other side of#town and my f*ther finally pulled into a park said 'im not fucking doing this anymore' and then made my mom drive us home#i just *screams and kicks and punches the air* my f*thers already a shitshow but my mom always finds ways to make things worse#'this will make him mad' *does it anyways* so needless to say i fucking passed tf out once we were home bc i was so emotionally#exhausted. god.
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