#and because of my wrist and how much i dont gve ashit for engineering i dont think theyll even consider me for that for uofmaa
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it sucks how you doubt yourself at the most crucial turning points of your life
#i have about of month to do my applications for fall. i can absolutely go for art but i never got time to prepare my portfolio#i didnt make anything portfolio worthy these past few years. i only had time for silly comics and such. fuck my life#i had to decide to follow my dreams again last minute hmmm?#and because of my wrist and how much i dont gve ashit for engineering i dont think theyll even consider me for that for uofmaa#but i can of course get into dearborn. but dearborn has no art courses#so if i want art i need to be accepted and good enough for art. but im not good enough because#I SPEND ALL MY TIME TRYING TO GO FOR ENGINEERING#SO EVERYTHING IS ASPAGHETTI MESS AND IM OUT OF TIME#I HAVE NO MORE OPTIONS#i need to talk to admissions. prioritize arts. because engineering is so out of my mind#if i cant get into any art school...then i guess engineering is what i need to do#i just have to shut off my right side of the brain and just go off lefty for now#deal with engineering and do whatever i can in that field for hte rest of my life while art takes the back seat#but if i do get accepted i need to work hard to get scholarships and get attention. learn and shit!#i just need to get accepted and then i can work from there#i hope things can work out in this month...i need to make a lot of calls and go places#but thats hard to do when you have to take care of your mom#i should be studying but i cant get applications off my mind. i missed early deadline and normal deadline is february#why do i change my mind at such a crucial point. im going to prioritize arts over all else#i hope my passion comes back i hope i have afuture. if not. then i hope theres a pill that shuts off my right brain because#ill never be able to focus on math anymore#words
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