#and back then i had 133553 extracurriculars to keep up with
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losing the last of my sanity (i have a chemistry exam and i have 30 hours to prepare)
i really shouldve studied sooner. but no use in crying about it i suppose. now, the real question is
do i study like a sane person, and aim to get the required hours of sleep so that i can function properly? or
do i abandon all pretence of sanity and speedrun through chemistry, embracing the madness within me and hoping to get somewhere near my goal?
#we all know the answer#tbh despite my 'fight me bitch' exterior#i am actually very very fragile#dont get me wrong i used to be The Overachiever#i used to run on three hours of sleep regularly when i was 14#and back then i had 133553 extracurriculars to keep up with#but then i burnt out#but that should suggest that i have the deranged overworker energy#somewhere deep inside#i just need to unlock it#hmmmm#i dont condone romanticising self-destructive studying#but i have no choice at this point#i am leaving my children#oh shit theres a comma#english is so fucking weird#updates later byebye <33#regulus speaks
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