#and as a faceclaim for Jacob there was that actor who played Dorian Gray

[itseivwhore]

Sometimes I like going through my REALLY old posts, back when my username was "britishotassassin" and when I come across with stuff LIKE THIS:

"Bet everything that Jacob has a painting of himself in an old, dusty apartment, last floor, in a neighborhood of Whitechapel, watching it with a grin on his smirk, sitting alone, laying down on a cozy, warm couch, in front of a cracky fireplace; gazing at the painting with his sly eyes, a proud, malicious smirk tugging up his lips, fingers lazily drumming over the soft fabric of the sofa, his right leg placed and on the knee of his left one, his other arm spread out over the back of the couch. Watching that painting, that weird, somewhat temptalizing picture of himself, of his whole being, of his soul. Finding triumph in seeing how the effects of his reckless and brash actions,and the effects of his cocky and witty phrases, affected the painting itself"

I'm like, no there's NO ABSOLUTE WAY that I used to write LIKE THAT, there's no WAY THAT I HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL and my attention span was HIGH THAN EVER screaming crying banging my hands against a table