#and annoyances over what are considered age based milestones'

[nat-20s]

i'm 17 and haven't kissed anyone yet either, it is SO RELIEVING to hear that someone else is in my boat. you are wonderful and i wish you as many kissing partners as your heart desires once quarantine ends <3

everyone that wanted to kiss people at a way earlier age and hasn’t yet should unionize i swear to god like it’s!!! ridiculous to feel bad about it!! ESPECIALLY bc pretty much invariably people who had their first kiss in 7th grade or whatever say it was an embarrassing and uncomfortable experience but it still! feels like a bit of a bummer to not have that story sometimes. Also personally like! Yeah could i theoretically go to a club or ask a friend to get a kiss probably but I!! don’t want to kiss someone I’m not romantically interested in! And I have a hard time gettting romantically interested in people LET ALONE them also being romantically interested in me ya know

IDK how it is for other people but I feel like i should sue iCarly for emotional damages since they were all fucin like if you haven’t KISSED anyone by AGE FIF FUCKING TEEN (which is STUPID young) you’re  MASSIVE LOSER who should be MOCKED i mean i have much more serious reasons for wanting to kill dan schneider but that’s at least a little part of it

Anyway yes!! I wish you as well and really anybody who wants smooches post quarantine to have as many smooches as their heart desires!!!

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Name: Clara Adams. Age: 19 [Real age: 174]. Species: Demon/Angel Hybrid. Sexuality: Heterosexual. Faceclaim: Nina Dobrev. Personality: Sly. Clara is quite the manipulator, she can easily deceive people into thinking that she can be trusted, when in most cases she cannot be. In the grand scheme, she lets very few into her life from a mix of trust issues, general annoyance and the fact that she was raised to be as cold as possible. To most, Clara will seem cold, punishing and not at all soft. This was exactly what Lucifer wanted of his “daughter.” Deeper down, she’s got a loving, compassionate side that she covers up as a result of being hurt repetitively by people in her life, mostly her father. She avoids showing affection or love because to her those feelings are often torn away from her by her father. One of her greatest soft spots are for her siblings, her children and Austin Bailey. Biography: The first child in a family was always supposed to be one of the most cherished milestones in a family. This was not the case for the Adams however. For a King even, the first child was crucial to the Reign. However, there is no worse time in a King’s life when he discovers his heir to be is not his. Lucifer was still unsure about his first wife as it was. She was not a native to Hell and he only had one child to trap her in staying with him. That plan had been going well, at least for a while. However, it didn’t persist as he desired when Diana became pregnant after an assault. He decided to keep Diana locked up, paying a demon who specialized in pregnancies to help him keep her around. The plan began to spin in his head. He would have to have something to account for all the missing time. He didn’t even want one child around, but when he found out she was expecting twins, he knew he’d have to pick one to raise as his own, although he wasn’t sure which one. He also knew he’d have to find a way to keep the child from being his heir. Finally, when the babies were born, both girls, it became evident that both were weighted to different sides. Clara was born obviously dark. And the memory of her was allowed to remain with Diana, although he ensured that she would never be in power by basing the next ruler off a test of power and sabotaging it so he could ensure his blood would be placed on the throne. He locked out any angel powers Clara had, closing the wing slits in her back to ensure she never knew what she was. Clara was raised as the oldest of the three Adams siblings. She is Lucifer’s oldest child and tends to act like it. She is proud of her bloodline, unlike her youngest brother, Jake. She has always been extremely boastful of where she comes from, and reminds others of her authority above them most times, especially being the oldest of the three Adam children. The only thing different between her and them is that she never wished to go to earth. Her brother being head demon bothered her slightly, but she knew what Lucifer said went, and there wasn’t much purpose in arguing with him. She took a similar attitude with Freya. Much like her mother, she saw right through the woman, but kept her cool, pretending to hold a respect for her. The act was near perfect, fit for her incredibly sly and manipulative personality and it played well, but still, the situation of going to Earth was ridiculous to her. She didn’t want to go to earth and have to mix with humans and angels who didn’t know who she was. Of course, most angels and faes would probably fear her. But vampires and werewolves, or whatever other species probably wouldn’t even know who she was. In the swarm of the asylum, she would have been considered a no one, and not being the top of a situation is something that she could not comprehend. She speaks to everyone in the asylum, simply to maintain her queen bee status, but she is rude to most of those around her. She has never been afraid of telling others what she thinks of them and was not afraid to stop at this point in time. Clara lives off of other’s resentments for her. Clara keeps any emotions that she feels far away from anyone else. She would not consider even telling an angel, who understands emotion, how much she struggles with being on Earth sometimes. With her long-term boyfriend back home, in a place where she was respected, she is struggling to control a grip of who she is in a world where no one achieves the same status as her but a small selection of demons who were chosen to attend with her. After her brother left the asylum, she took over as Head Demon, alongside her old plaything Zach Maxwell. When Jessamine started her campaign against Lucifer, Clara was initially unsure. But finally, the weight of what had happened to her daughter Lacie, and the weight of what her siblings had gone through weighed her hand and she struck against the man she believed to be her father. However, the blade she used to end him also ended her. While she was brought back to life, she found herself becoming depressed, tired, and sluggish. Part was because the man she had held up as her father had killed her, the other part, although she didn’t know it at the time was that she was finally coming into her powers. She only knew there were two odd red scars on her back, ones she assumed were from the battle. Clara ended up sleeping with Austin Bailey, falling pregnant once again with twins. When they were freed from the asylum, after Bradley’s death, she became pregnant with the twins.