#and also some very specific songs I love about spooky circuses

[doctordiscord123]

Tell us about your Circus Master?

*vibrates so intensely*

Cut because of gory descriptions and such XD

She <3

The picrew isn't quite right, she is much more vibrant, with more complete clown makeup XD whole face painted white, with the black stripes around her eyes, and also red stripes that extend her smile, sort of Joker-esque. She also has a ringmaster's top hat and cane <3 She is.....long, near 7ft tall, with unnaturally long limbs. Her proportions just aren't right, you're meant to look at her and get that Uncanny Valley vibe. Nothing about her is right, her grin can also stretch into the Uncanny, she's just meant to make your skin crawl. She is also very not human, and likely never was.

She runs a circus she just calls the Circus. A massive one. From the outside, it looks utterly abandoned, empty of people, and far too silent. You'll find her leaning against a pristine, red ticket booth, and she will try so hard to give you an entry ticket to her circus. Don't take it. Whatever you do, do not take it, because once you step inside the borders of the circus, you're not leaving, not unless she lets you (and she won't).

Once inside, the circus will appear packed. Filled with life and noise, people shoulder to shoulder, filing in and out of tents, glowing signs everywhere, labeling the entertainment in the tents. The big top the centerpiece of the whole circus. But....if you look closely at the crowd, you'll see they're all....empty. Faceless, blurry bodies, just echoes of the people they used to be.

Every single tent is filled with horror. The people she's trapped in her circus becoming the entertainment. A lion tamer who gets mauled every time he performs, just to put himself back together, perfectly healed, and do it all over again. A magician who saws a screaming 'assistant' in half, just to magically knit her back together, and other bloody acts. A pair of slapstick clowns in the big top, who use brutal weapons to beat each other to bloody pulps, to the laughter of the crowd. You get the idea. And once you've seen enough horror, that your mind can't take it, you become part of the acts. She 'puts you to work', so to speak, forced to be another smiling puppet, crying uncontrollably as you're puppeteered to endure unspeakable things. And once you no longer react, you've become desensitized to the monstrosities....you become part of the faceless echoes, left to wander the circus for the rest of eternity.

She once described herself as a venus flytrap. The people who wander into the circus are her prey, and the circus is her jaws. A very, very twisted being.

[piratefalls]

Get to know me better!

Tag 10 people you want to get to know better

Thank you for the tag:  @ereborne i’m so bad at getting to things when you tag me in them but i did it this time. very late, but i did it.

Relationship status:  single

Favorite color(s):  i’m super into jewel tones right now.

Favorite food:  pasta, all day every day.

Song stuck in my head:  pretty much the entirety of demi lovato’s newest album. it’s been on repeat for weeks and i have yet to skip a song.

Last thing you googled:  a sample ballot for my county since midterms are coming up.

Time:  11:28 am

Dream trip: one i don’t have to pay for. but honestly, south africa to see the great whites predating. that would be awesome.

Last thing you read:  die again by tess gerritsen, part of the rizzoli and isles series.

Last book you enjoyed reading: also, die again. i love this series. i’m sad i only have two books left.

Last book you hated reading:  the whisper man by alex north. it was all over bookstagram and advertised as a spooky thriller, but i got like 100 pages into it and was still bored. 

Favorite thing to cook/bake: i don’t know that i have a specific thing i like to cook, mostly because i cook different things every time i really go all out. i do make a lot of kinds of pasta, and i’m pretty good with chicken, and i make a pretty solid chuck roast. red meat is for some reason very hard for me to master.

Favorite craft to do in your free time: i am 1000% not a crafty person. most of my free time is dedicated to talking myself into doing basic household chores and/or showering.

Most niche dislike: people who add extra shit to grilled cheese sandwiches claiming it’s still a grilled cheese. it’s not. it’s a hot sandwich. a grilled cheese has only cheese. i have no idea why this bothers me so much, but it does.

Opinion on circuses:  i’m sort of meh on them. never been to one, have no desire to go to one.

Do you have any sense of direction:  not even a little, at least in areas i’m not familiar with. drop me in a field? i’m dead.

Tell us about your D&D character:  i have literally never played this game nor been in its general vicinity. i have friends who love it though.

Tag-list: i’m not going to tag anyone but if you do it, please tag me so i can see!