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monster-noises · 1 year ago

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really wish I could spend the day laying on the couch and chilling but it always makes my brain feel like sleepy starving mush instead of being restful and recuperative

it's like a really low stakes version of that movie Crank. if I want my brain to work like normal I have to be in constant motion.. I won't die or anything but I won't be able to think clearly, I'll feel really vaguely Bothered and Antsy for no reason, and there's a chance I'll get a slight but really annoying headache

#monster noises #it's Gotta be something in the way my brains wired cause I've been like this as long as I can remember #but the problem is #especially as I approach my thirties here #I simply Can't be moving my body as much as I think it would like me to everyday #like I need to rest Sometimes #cause I Am on my feet 40 hours out of the week #and 40 hours on concrete + 5-8 hours of walking around town/doing chores on my days off all the time every week #is Bad for my Knees #but I can't sit and do nothing without like.. feeling like I'm Faaaading awaaaaay #it's also a problem with sitting to draw for long periods both because I have the same fatiguing issue being seated at my desk for hours #and because moving enough to Feel Good and Sitting and Drawing are activities that are kinda At Odds #which is why I think I would greatly benefit from like.. a standing desk #or something that can make my art more Mobile (Tablet/iPad etc.)#cause then I could go on a Walk with my Art #but my current space isn't....#optimized for having a standing desk #and also I don't really like the kinds of standing desks that are Out There aren't really my Style #and I knooooow sometimes practicality over Aesthetic but AUGH they're all so booooooring #and also Spensieeeeeeee #anyway #I stood vertically at the window for a few minutes and also wrote all this out #which has kinda got my brain up and running again so I'm gunna go draw now for a bit

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