#and also I can't be bothered spending any more time trying to fix it ngl

[davidbyrne]

Swann Arlaud and Evelyne Brochu in Dans l'ombre (2024)

[dinosaurtsukki]

fukuzawa, mori, and fyodor seeing their independent f/s!o crying for the first time

@aida690adriana: Hello. Can I ask for headcannons for Fukuzawa Yukichi, Mori Ogai, Fyodor Dostoyevsky (separately) and their strong and independent fem!s/o, who cried for the first time in his memory? S/o started crying from some trifle (for example, a waiter in a cafe was rude to her). This incident was the last straw, before that she always suppressed tears and did not allow herself to cry, so that she would not be considered weak. Please.

a/n: ooooh ngl this is a bit of a challenging one for me but i have been meaning to write for both fukuzawa and mori, and ofc fyodor is one of my faves so lets go!!

he has always been impressed by your independence and ability to take care of yourself

he's a busy man and as much as he would like to have the time to take care of you more, sadly his work doesn't allow it

although he admires your ability to hold your own, he sometimes worries that you don't truly feel free about expressing your emotions but he's not quite sure about breaching the topic with you yet

fukuzawa used to be apprehensive about you working with him in the ADA but you were just amazing at talking and negotiating with clients that he found your services valuable in the end

a lot of the ADA members look up to you and ask you for help sometimes so you have that reputation

but because of that, you would often pressure yourself to keep up such appearances because you're scared of letting your partner and the other ADA members down

it just so happened that you were having an extremely stressful work day since most of the ADA members were on a mission and you had to take on a lot of clients

one in particular was giving you a hard time and challenging your expertise, asking repeatedly to talk to fukuzawa even though he was out

you were in desperate need of a breather afterwards so you locked yourself in the supply closet out of fear of anyone seeing you cry

the agency office was basically empty at the end of the day but fukuzawa actually came back to fetch something from his office and he couldn't mistake the sounds of you crying in the supply closet

you practically jumped when he opened the door and fukuzawa was just as surprised as you are

the two of you were staring at each other for a bit before he asks "wouldn't you rather stay in my office?"

he knows you don't quite want to talk about things yet so he'll clear the couch in the room for you, set a box of tissues on the coffee table, and busy himself with making tea

and then when you start talking and apologizing about crying in the supply closet he's honestly surprised

fukuzawa would definitely be sweet and reassuring with you and say that even though he's amazed by your independence he doesn't want you to force yourself to be that all the time

"i know that the ADA work is very stressful so feel free to use my office to take a breather anytime"

during work, he sometimes takes the time to check in on you and even makes you coffee in the morning and afternoon

one of the things mori always loved about you was your independence and ability to stand up for yourself. you were rarely shaken by other people

he was always impressed watching you handle things by yourself whenever the two of you were dealing with other organization heads in yokohama

you did know what you were getting into when you got into a relationship with the boss of the port mafia so you didn't want to be someone who'd weigh him down

and that's why you also tried to be useful with mori's work

whenever you had a meeting or an event to attend, you'd have to go to the bathroom to take time and collect yourself before engaging with people

mori prides himself at being good at reading people's feelings and he definitely notices this from you

he's not the type to push things unless you initiate them. but sometimes he finds time to usher you away so you have time to breathe

whenever you and mori go to events you always encounter a rude guest or two who'd question your place by the port mafia boss's side

usually you're able to argue with them until they're unable to speak but you're exhausted by the night you've had and the rude guest is just picking you apart

finally, you just can't take it from them anymore and rush to the bathroom

mori, of course, notices your absence decides to wait for you outside while you're trying to fix yourself and make it look like you weren't crying

your eyes are still red when you decide to leave the bathroom and of course you're shocked to see mori out there

he doesn't miss the look on your face and quickly asks about what happened

you're a bit intimidated being so vulnerable in front of mori but he wraps an arm around your waist and takes you somewhere quieter where you reluctantly talk about what was bothering you

after you finish talking mori just gently puts his hands on your shoulders

"do you want me to take care of them for you?"

despite how dangerous his voice sounds you end up laughing at that and mori's kind of puzzled but relieved to see you feel slightly better

he reassures you with the fact that you don't have to involve yourself with mafia work and he won't love you any less for it UwU

you were always drawn to fyodor because of how easily he was able to read you and connect with your thoughts

it's something that you found useful in your relationship since you weren't used to openly communicating your thoughts or emotions and because of that you came off as more 'independent' to other people

when you're around him you actually find yourself relaxing a little because he has a good handle on what you're feeling or what you really want

he likes to assure you that he doesn't mind you being vulnerable around him or asking for help (that is if he's not busy with his usual work)

one of the downsides to being with fyodor though was that he was always busy and the two of you could only go on dates around once or twice a month

so whenever he invited you for dinner it was always a big deal for you and you especially looked forward to them so you liked to spend a bit of time getting ready

it was no surprise when fyodor texted that he was going to be a bit late. you were used to it since he had stuff to do and you pulled up your phone or a book to pass the time while waiting at the table

you booked the reservation in advance anticipating this and you thought it was fine but then you noticed that one of the waiters would visit your table a bit too often

at first the questions sounded like concern 'are you alright? is there anything you'd like to order first?' but then they later became a bit more pushy

then they started making side comments about how your date maybe just ditched you and that you should go home already even though you knew very well fyodor was on his way

eventually, it became a bit much and their comments got to you so you started getting ready to leave while quietly blinking back tears when fyodor finally shows up

he's concerned when he sees your teary face which you quickly try to conceal but he strokes your hand gently to try to calm you down

immediately he suspects that it was because of something someone says and as much as he wants to hurt them, fyodor knows that you need the attention first

when you apologize for crying in front of him, he just blinks and says that you never have to apologize for doing that

he's not the best at comforting in general but he gently asks if you would rather order and eat at home with him instead

fyodor knows you missed him a lot (and he missed you but he's not gonna say that out loud yet) so he pays more attention to you for the rest of the night

he makes it a point now to arrive at dinner dates a bit earlier

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[tartagliad]

hey there hope your having a good day💕i was wondering if i could request where the reader is on medication (taking pills) but like they don’t feel like taking them since it makes me feel all sleepy, slow and like doze off often for diluc, childe or anyone you want hehe i’m indecisive. you can skip if you’re uncomfortable! <3

Thank you for the request anon :D, sorry if I made it a bit late, there are request that I need to make ehe... this topic is actually fine for me but i don't fully understand it, so if I did any mistakes, please tell me so I can fix it... aight, let's get into the headcannon..

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Anything but Medications

Summary: the S/O is on medication but they don't feel like taking them

Genre: idk if it's fluff or angst ;-;

Characters: ft. Diluc, Childe, and Albedo

G/N reader!

Warning(s): medication and pills (if you're a minor or uncomfortable with this, feel free to skip this)

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Diluc:

Diluc always reminded you to take your medication

He always checks up on you and make sure you are well rested

Well, he actually knows the side effects of your medicine like make you feel sleepy

You already felt tired the fact that the medicine make you feel unproductive

So you decided to eat them irregularly, like one or twice a day, or none

But you didn't tell Diluc tho..

This been going smoothly for almost a month actually

Until, Diluc founds out that the medicine was still in large number and more over you rarely feel doze off

So he went to ask you why aren't you taking your medication

There's no way you could hide now, you have to tell him

You explain to him that you didn't like the side effects that the medicine always give you

And sometimes even make you feel slow and doze off

Diluc finally understands why you haven't taking your medication properly

He's just worried that you might be in a lot of pain if you didn't took them properly

So the next day, he ask you to go to the doctor that gave you the medication so they can adjust it for you

"Don't worry, we'll go to the doctor tomorrow and ask them if they can adjust the amount of medication they give you. I do hope that the adjustment didn't bother any of your daily activities."

Childe:

Probably the most detailed one about your medication

My guy over here knows what time you should take your medicine

He probably has an alarm set up ngl

Childe even knows about the side effects that it gave you

He was kinda disappointed by the fact that you can't go sparring with him since the medication makes you sleepy and he has to bare with it for a few weeks..

He miss the thrill of fighting with you, but he also has some more time to spend and took care of you

Childe always accompany you on your commission due to the fact that sometimes your medicine can make you feel sleepy

So he always keep an eye on you and aware about the surrounding area for enemies

One day, you actually decided to stop taking it

You try it for a few days and surprisingly, there's no effects doing it :D

So from there, you started to take it like once a day before sleep or twice a day if you don't have any commission or important plans

Childe didn't really notice it, at first he actually think that you already get used to the effects and you feel less sleepy than before

But he started to get a little suspicious because when he check your medicine bottle, there were still full of them

He asks you why there's still so many of them, and so you told him

He finally felt relieved when you told him what's wrong, he was scared that something bad will happen to you

"Next time, if you're started to feel like your medication had effected your productivity, just talk to me alright. I can help you talk to the doctor, I'm just worried something bad will happen to you..."

Albedo:

Your doctor LMAO

He actually knows the contents of your medicine

Well, Albedo is a genius so probably he'll ended up being your personal doctor :/

So usually when your sick or injured, expect him to make you your own medicine

But this time, you needed help from a professional, so you went to a doctor and they said you will be using the medication in a few weeks to a month..

Albedo is aware about the effects that it gave you

Sometimes he always find you sleeping in a very early hour

Or more over, he finds you feel a bit slow

He always helped you on your commission so you didn't get injured

One day however, you didn't take your medication since your commission is actually a bit heavy

But it actually it didn't bother you that much

From there you didn't take your medication properly

You didn't tell Albedo about it though..

He assumes that sometimes your body didn't effected by the medicine, so he didn't think through that you didn't take it properly

But it actually didn't took him long to think that you didn't take it properly

Albedo assumes that you're already tired because the effects it gave you

And he was right, when he asks you why, you said it because of it's effects

He tries to find another way so you could keep taking your medicine properly without making you feel slow and tired

So he tries to examine it and try to reduce the effects from the medicine

That's your doctor over there :)

"It's alright, I'll try to make the side effects reduce a little so you can take them properly and wouldn't effect your work. If it didn't work, I'll try to make you a new one or talk to the doctor."

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(A/N: If there's any mistakes, feel free to tell it to me, my knowledge about this is a bit low, so yeah.. I hope you guys enjoy it! byee)