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littledonkeyburrito · 7 years ago

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More of this because I’m bored again. Deal with it.

Where did you lose your virginity, if you have? My apartment at the time What color car(s) do your parents drive? Mum has a black car, Dad has a red car. What are your views on getting rid of the penny? It's probably a good idea. God knows I never use one cent coins here in europe. Which Asian country would you most like to visit? Vietnam

Have you ever had a nosebleed? Maybe once or twice as kid. I did karate so it was pretty common to get hit in the face.

How far away do you live from your birthplace? At a guess I think it would be a couple of hours flight. I’ve never flown there from here.

Have you ever kissed someone underneath mistletoe? No Do you watch the Olympics on the television? I have watched a few events What was the scariest experience of your life? Nothing immediately springs to mind. I would have to think about it for longer. Have you ever played truth or dare? Of course How long is your driveway? I don’t have a driveway. The front door to my building is right on the street. Are there any tv shows you keep up with religiously? iZombie, Jane The Virgin, sometimes Brooklyn 99. Pretty much everything else I just wait for it to come out on netflix. Where is your mother right now? Probably at home asleep because it’s 6am there. Do you know anybody named Carl? Yeah and he’s American so all our friends in australia always did the long drawn out “Caaaaarrrrrrrrllllll... that kills people” from llamas in hats. Are you more of a night owl or a morning person? Night, for sure. What is your favorite song at the moment? I don’t specifically have one favourite song but I currently quite like Sofia by Alvaro Soler and Diferentes by Genitallica Do you have a weak stomach? Not really Have you ever been to a party where people were drinking underage? A couple in highschool How many stores are in the mall closest to you? I don’t even know which mall is closest to me. How far away is the closest McDonald’s to you? About 2 minutes walking. Literally never been there though. The only time I’ve had maccas in this country is in the airport. Would you ever meet someone in person that you met online? Yeah, I have before, many times. What was the last film you watched? I just finished watching Thor 2, so now I’m ready for when the third one is released here. Does it snow where you live? Maybe once every few years, but no, not usually. Have you ever been to an art gallery? Yes What are your neighbours like? I think they’re drug dealers actually, but they seem nice and they leave me alone. I do have to talk to them in the next couple of days though because the water bill came through and we have to split it between us because our apartments are on the same metre. Do you visit your town’s library often? Never been to a library in this city. Don’t even know where one is. Have you ever had to take care of an intoxicated person? Of course but tbh I usually try to pawn the responsibility off onto someone else. What flavor was the last ice cream you ate? Chocolate Can you do a cartwheel? If I try, probably I can do a shit one. Which website do you spend the most time on? Probably facebook bc it’s always open in the background. Have you ever kissed someone of a different race? Yeah What can you smell right now? Nothing noteable What accent is your favorite? I don’t have a favourite accent. It really depends on who’s talking and what they’re saying. Are/were you part of any extracurricular activities in school? Band What colors are on your country’s national flag? Red and yellow plus whatever colours are in the coat of arms

So, how was your day today? It was fine. I sent off some emails for potential jobs in the field I actually want to work in. Hopefully I get some responses. Then I played some mass effect, had a couple of drinks and watched a movie.

What are your plans for tomorrow? Probably the same as today.

When was the last time you actually smiled and meant it? I probably watched a funny video today at some point

I bet you’re in love with someone, who? I sure am not

What movie do you really want to see that’s out? I wouldn’t mind going to see kingsman golden circle. I’m also waiting for Thor 3 to come out here, which is tomorrow apparently as I’ve just discovered

What was the best memory made so far this year? So much has happened this year, there’s no way I could pick just one thing. I moved to a different continent, I’ve travelled in 6 countries, I’ve met new people (and a couple of boys), I’ve partied, I’ve hiked, I’ve had adventures and I’ve had boring days in at home. The entirety of this year has been amazing.

What’s your favorite sleeping position? Sort of fetal position, but with my torso twisted to face down, my hands tucked up under my chin, and my feet dangling off the side of the bed. I’ve been told I sleep in a weird position.

Who was the last person you kissed? Hasn’t changed since I filled one of these out yesterday

What does your day mostly consist of? Netflix and sleep tbh

Who did you last cry in front of? I have no idea when I last cried. I was probably alone though

Name five things that make you happy. Travel, netflix, my friends, alcohol, puppies

Do you wear white socks, or fun ones? I prefer to wear them crazy motherfuckers. Just shove every goddamn colour under the sun on there and that’s the shit I like keeping my feet warm.

Whats something you’re excited for? Whenever I can travel again

Would you ever lick a rat for $1,000? If it was a pet rat, sure. If I lick it multiple times do I get multiple thousands of dollars? Can I lick it 20 times in one go and then book a flight somewhere?

What was the last thing you highlighted? Probably some notes at work back in australia

How often do you shower? Every day.

Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With. Unless I’m not alone, in which case probably naked ;)

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with for over an hour? Who knows? I was probably a teenager. Or it was my dad

One thing you and your best friends always do when you hang out? Eat and watch a movie/tv show. Sometimes drink.

What were you doing at 12am last night? Sleeping

Call or text? Text.

What’s your favorite thing about Facebook? I can contact my friends in australia on there

Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day: My mum, if she’s awake. Otherwise I message friends.

What is your favorite ring on your phone? My ringtone is the themesong from buffy the vampire slayer

Who is the 2nd person on your missed call list on your cell phone? "Private number”

What shirt are you wearing? A stripey tshirt with a hoodie over it

Favorite age you have been so far? I don’t know. Now I guess ..?

Have you ever had a true one-night stand? No, I’ve always known the person beforehand, even if I only slept with them that one time, and even if I never saw them again after.

Would you like to date someone a lot purer than you? I don’t care..? I guess I’d prefer for them to have at least a little experience but I’m going to take it into consideration when I’m deciding whether to be with someone.

Would you prefer if good things happened, or interesting things? Preferably, the good things are also interesting.

Would you have kids with the last person you kissed? Nah

Have you ever been in someone’s wedding before? I’ve been to weddings, but not part of the bridal party.

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? Several times over the course of 2 weeks.

When was the last time you watched a movie in theaters? Whenever Spiderman Homecoming was out

Have you ever ruined someone’s life or planned to? No, I’m not that much of an asshole

Would you ever completely dye your hair the color green? Nah

What is your favorite food to eat around Christmas? On Christmas in Australia we eat fresh cherries and prawns (not together obvs). Also my dad’s full roast dinner

How much money do you have on you right now? I think I have like 80 euro in my wallet plus the massive piles of coins in 7 different currencies on my shelf Do the people in your town speak like rednecks? No What kind of pie do you like the best, if you like it at all? Aussie meat pies. That is literally the thing I miss most about australia. Like, I miss them more than I miss my mum. I’m so glad I had the forethough to eat a pie in the airport as my very last meal in australia. What is your dream career? Now taking suggestions

Have you ever thought of making love in a dressing room? No, I definitely have not. When was the last time you cried happy tears? Probably crying of laughter one of the many times in central america What kind of ice cream do you like the best? Ben and Jerry’s Half Baked. That’s the good shit. Would you ever go on one of those talent-searching shows? Actually, I auditioned for Australia’s got Talent like 2 days after I finished highschool. Didn’t make it to the section filmed in front of the judges though. But I did get to skip the first audition and a lot of the queue because I had big equipment (drum kit)

Is there anyone you wish would call you right now? I don’t wish, but I’d be happy if I was called by parents, any of my friends or the boy from central america. Has your house ever been broken in to? Yeah, some motherfucker broke into my place in aus and stole my goddamn potato. It’s almost 3 years later and I’m still bitter about it. Do you know someone who tends to eat all the time? Me Has anyone ever called you an “angel” before? Yeah haha What is your favorite restaraunt to go in and eat at? Orale in Panama City. So fucking fun.

When did you last spend the night at someone’s house? I spent a month in hotels while I was travelling. Before that, I guess it was when I stayed at a guy’s place in Madrid for a weekend in August I think.

Is your hamper currently overflowing? I throw all my dirty laundry directly into the washing machine and turn it on when it’s full. I probably should turn it on tomorrow.

Did you have intense night terrors as a child? Yes apparently

Know anybody who works in a tattoo parlor? I think one guy I met in Panama is a tattoo artist. Idk he was showing me pictures of tattoos he’d just done so I assume..

Have you ever played flashlight tag? I think I played it on karate camp a couple of times as a kid

Could you call yourself a movie buff? I would not

Skin tight tshirts or ones with flowy sleeves and such? Tight looks better on me but flowy is so much more comfortable

Robin Williams or Adam Sandler? Why? I hate adam sandler.

Have you ever shoplifted? No

Band that you really want to see in concert? Ehh tbh I’m kind of over concerts. Green Day are always good to see live because they’re very interactive but most bands aren’t like that. So there’s nobody I especially want to see. Actually, maybe Ricky Martin...

Are you a shorts wearing kind of person? When I went to India I packed shorts in my suitcase and even though it was over 40 degrees every day of the trip, I still never wore them. So no, I’m not a shorts wearing kind of person.

Is your grandparents’ house obsessively tidy? No, but my dad’s is.

Do you prefer to tape or tack up posters to your walls? I have not had a poster up in several years but I used to always use blutack.

When you cook, do you like to throw in random things? I usually only buy what I’m going to use but sometimes if I find something I’ll chuck it in.

Have you ever ducttaped somebody’s mouth shut? I probably have at some point in my life

Is anybody in your family a carpenter? No, but my dad is very good at making things. He is a luthier.

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otome--gokoro · 7 years ago

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Yaaassss! NSFW request

@han-pan THANK YOU FOR MAKING THE ONLY NON-SLBP REQUEST I GOT. Kenichiro is my Okko bias please send them my way!! Btw I’m reading Kakeru’s route right now and I want to slap him lmao

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Summary: Separation leads to desperation. [Kenichiro/MC, NSFW, 1662 words, title from Ariana Grande’s Dangerous Woman]

He slowed down his thrusts, making her whimper and rake her nails down his back in frustration.

He had been away on a business trip for nearly three weeks, and the timezone difference had prevented them from speaking much. His plane had landed in the afternoon, and after dropping his luggage off and taking a shower, he had headed straight to office. The sexual tension in the air was thick enough to cut with a knife the moment their eyes met, only to dissipate in an instant at the sound of Natsume clearing his throat pointedly.

She had come up to him, smiling shyly, cheeks pink from Natsume’s teasing amusement. He brushed his fingers against her wrist lightly in return. He wished he could do more, but the other employees were coming over to welcome him back, chattering away cheerfully.

Later in the evening, he had spotted her on the way back from the storage room, arms full of files. He couldn’t resist. Pulling her into a nearby deserted meeting room, he grabbed the files from her and dumped them in a haphazard pile on the table. Before he could step closer to her, she was already pressing against him of her own volition, her arms winding around his neck. She kissed him fervently. He put one arm around her waist and placed his other hand on the back of her head, refusing to let her back away.

“Mm- Kenichiro, we’re still at work!” She murmured reproachfully. He loosened his grip and smirked down at her.

“Fine words from someone who attacked me.” He raised an eyebrow suggestively. She swatted at his shoulder, shaking her head vigorously in protest.

“You pulled me in here!”

“Well, I wasn’t the one who started the kissing,” he chuckled, burying his face in her hair. He breathed in the familiar smell of her floral shampoo, savouring it.

“Uh, still, what if someone sees? We can’t go any further, this is the office!” She avoided meeting his eyes.

“…then let’s just go home,” he breathed into her ear, making her squirm. It wasn’t that late yet, but it was certainly past official work hours. She didn’t reply verbally, but he felt her nod.

They started making out the moment Kenichiro’s apartment door closed behind them, clumsily kicking off their shoes and dropping their bags on the floor. They stumbled over to the couch together, her hands tugging at his tie while he pulled her hair tie off, fluffing her hair out. He loved making her disheveled. His girl always looked so trim and calm and perfectly put-together, and he liked ruining it. Her messy hair, smudged lipstick, crumpled clothes - it was all because of him, and him alone.

They stripped each other impatiently, craving the sensation of bare skin on skin. There was a time for taking things slow and savouring the experience, but this wasn’t it. He teased at her breasts while she ran her hands all over him, making her way down his body. Her fingers closed around his cock and he sucked in a deep breath, shuddering as she began to pump.

“Kenichiro…” she looked up at him flirtatiously, fluttering her eyelashes. He groaned. He was a complete sucker for that look, and she knew it.

“Mmm… Someone’s eager today.” He slipped a hand in between her legs. She was already slick, and probably had been since their kiss at the office. He rubbed around her entrance teasingly. She squirmed in protest and retaliated by letting go of him.

“Well, if you don’t want to-” He interrupted her with a passionate kiss, thrusting his tongue into her coy, sulky mouth and pushing two fingers into her simultaneously. She whimpered, wrapping her legs loosely around his waist as he pushed her down onto the couch.

“I do, you know I do, of course,” he released her with one last nip at her lower lip, admiring her kiss-swollen mouth. He left a trail of kisses from her ear down to her jaw and neck. Red marks bloomed at this places he sucked and worried at with his teeth, and he eyed them appreciatively. Nothing that wouldn’t fade by morning, but still intensely satisfying.

She spat into her hand and gripped his cock again, jerking him faster this time. He couldn’t resist thrusting into her hand, but tried to concentrate on stretching her around his fingers.

“This is going to be over really soon if you keep doing that,” he groaned, nuzzling his face into the valley between her breasts and inhaling. He could smell a slight hint of her body soap, her perfume, and sweat- sweat that she was working up because of him. A sense of primal satisfaction surged through him.

“Then come on, let’s do it already, I’m ready,” she gritted her teeth, holding back her moans as he withdrew his fingers and began toying with her clit. She tried to twitch away from him, but he had her pinned firmly. He looked down at her, admiring the flushed smoothness of her skin and the defenceless way she sprawled beneath him.

“So that’s how you want it today, huh?” He certainly wasn’t going to protest. He pushed her legs wider, pinning her hands above her head with his other hand. He thrust into her in one quick movement, and she squealed.

He fucked her, hips pumping rapidly. She felt so good around him, clenching tight around him reflexively. The dry spell of the past three weeks had him on the edge already, primed and raring to go. But he didn’t want to come so quickly, not when he hadn’t satisfied her yet. He slowed down his thrusts, making them long and deep.

She cried out in protest, scratching hard at his back. Caught up in the moment, he barely felt any pain, but there would probably be some nice nail marks to admire the next morning.

“Don’t tease me, Kenichiro, please!” She cupped his face in her hands and pulled him towards her, kissing him desperately. Her tongue flickered out and toyed with his. She wrapped her arms around his back and pulled him down towards her, arching up to press her breasts against his chest. She whined and rubbed against him, needy.

“You know I can’t deny you when you’re acting like that.” Raising his body, he pulled out and flipped her over quickly, enjoying her anxious cry of protest. He settled her on her hands and knees as she panted for air. “Let me take care of you.”

He draped himself flush over her back, maximising skin contact. He fucked her just the way she liked, steady and strong and deep. Her cries of encouragement only fuelled his desire further. When she was teetering on the edge, he rubbed her clit, whispering for her to come on his cock, to come for him, and she did, screaming. He groaned as she tightened around him, and before she had even finished coming, she was on her back again.

She shuddered in overstimulation, sensitive as he thrust into her hard and fast, intent on chasing his own orgasm. She didn’t mind.

“You always feel so good, Kenichiro,” she sighed sweetly into his ear. He groaned at her praise, biting down on her shoulder as he spilled into her. He lay on top of her, limp and content as she kissed his forehead, his eyes, his nose, his cheeks, then finally his lips.

“I missed you so much. I love you,” she whispered, resting her chin on his shoulder. It was hardly the first time she had said it, but he always felt an answering rush of love well up in him when she did.

“I love you, too,” he replied. He rubbed his cheek against hers affectionately.

“Now, carry me to bed.” She laughed, and he smiled.

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He was rudely awoken by her shaking his shoulder and patting at his cheeks urgently.

“Oh my God, we’re late, we’re late, wake up!” She barely paused to make sure that his eyes were open before she was off the bed, making a beeline for the bathroom. He rubbed his eyes, yawning, before the weight of her exclamation sank in. Glancing at the clock on his bedside table, he winced. They were definitely already late.

He raced through his morning routine, using the bathroom and brushing his teeth, until he was interrupted by a shriek. She was rummaging through the drawers desperately.

“Where’s my underwear?! I changed clothes here the last time I came, there should be at least one pair!” She looked horrified, searching the drawer designated for her use again and again, as though it would magically turn up. He frowned. She straightened up and turned towards him, an identical frown furrowing her brow.

“Did you… not do the laundry before you went off?”

He winced. It was possible that he hadn’t. Actually, he definitely hadn’t. Seeing the guilt on his face, she flew at him, pounding his shoulder.

“I don’t have any underwear! What am I going to do!?”

“Um… Buy some?” He lowered his eyebrows apologetically, catching her fists in his palms. She glowered at him.

“We’re already late, we don’t have time to stop and buy them!”

“Then… Go without?” He suggested brightly. Her jaw dropped.

“That- I can’t possibly do that! Plus I’m wearing a dress today!” She flushed, but he couldn’t tell if it was out of outrage or embarrassment.

“You could think of it as punishment for me? You can walk around all day without your panties, and I’ll have to watch you and know exactly what’s going on, but I won’t be able to touch you…” His lips curled in a mischievous smirk. He was much older than her, but he couldn’t control himself around her, and honestly, he didn’t really want to. She brought out aspects of him that he never wanted to show to anyone else.

She swatted at him again, huffing in protest.

#office lover 2 #ol2 #ol2 kenichiro #sometimes i write stuff #follower appreciation #GOD WHERE ARE THE OKKO FICS #WHERE ARE THE OKKO FANS #REVEAL YOURSELVES!!!

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ecotone99 · 5 years ago

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“I Fixed It”

A Woman reaches her breaking point with her cheating husband She goes completely crazy for ruining their family and her life. He tortured her mentally for years and now, she wants to do the same to him. Physically.

She knocks him out and drags him into their basement.. she has him tied up and heavily medicates him. She’s looking to do some “arrangements” to him, so that she can laugh at his pain. He may or may not die..

While her husband is still unconscious, she angrily looks for something to “adjust his eyes,” so that he’ll never be able to look at another woman again.

She ironically finds some small nails, to which she thinks it would be funny to put in his eyes, bc it symbolizes him “nailing another woman.” She laughs and frantically looks for a hammer.

While he’s still out cold, she approaches him with the hammer and carefully positions one nail to the center of his pupil, of his left eye. She brings the hammer down in one swift motion, hearing the tiniest little pop. Blood emerges and trickles out of his eye. She does the same with the right eye. Now blood is dripping off his chin, flowing down his neck and onto his white shirt. That was easier than she expected. She hopes this won’t kill him, because she wants him to wake up when it’s time to see her work.

She stands back a couple of feet to look at her work. After awhile, she decides to clean up all the bloody mess in his eyes and on his face. She wants to be able to see the picture she imagined clearly. She grabs a rag and the water bottle she brought downstairs with her and gently washes his face. This is going to be so fun. Once she finished, she sat down on the floor, facing him.

Some time goes by and the husband comes to.. he’s shocked by the immense pain and pressure he feels in his head, face, and all around his body, throbbing. Some warm liquid dribbled down his face., smelling of iron. He reaches up to see what’s causing him pain and such darkness. He notices that his hands are tied down tightly on arm chairs. His breathing gets heavy and he starts to panic. He screams as he tries to cry.

He hears his wife laugh and mumble something.. in a panicked frenzy he screams, “WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?!”

She lets out a laugh and almost happily says, “I fixed it.”

Fixed what?? He says, confused. Consumed by darkness, he’s not understanding why he can’t see! He lets out a little cry and whimpers.

She says, “I fixed the problem that ruined our marriage. I fixed you. Here, let me show you.. or haha.. you should feel it... hahaha”

She cuts the ties off of his wrists. His hands and fingers tremble as he lifts them to his face. His eyes are throbbing, and his whole head splitting in agonizing pain. His neck muscles pulsed in short spasms, and immense chills and sweat emerge from his body. He was going into shock and he didn’t quite understand exactly why...

His heart beats faster and he suddenly becomes dizzy. His breathe is loud and desperately wheezing.. He whimpers as he lifts his hands up to his face. His trembling fingers reach the top of his nose. He slowly slides them up to the bottom of his eyes, and screams as his index fingers hit something cold, planted hard in the center of his irises. The pain and shock made him nauseous and weak. His scream quickly turned into a weak, whimper. His hands went limp and crashed to his sides, and his head fell back over the the top of the chair.

Managing to pull himself out of a dizzy haze, He gasped for air. He rolled his head forward.

His breathes shorty and raspy, he spoke in between breathes. “What..... did you..... do... to...... me?”

“I fixed you,” she mumbles.

“Wha.... what..... did..” he paused a minute to catch his breathe, and suddenly he was filled with rage. “WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO MEEE!!!?”

“I FIXED YOUUUU!!!” She screams in his face.

She’s full of rage. He went silent quickly. Partially because he was about to pass out. But his fear alone drove him to stay awake. He heard emptiness and evil in her voice. He knew she was going to kill him He weakly hoped that if he didn’t fall asleep, she wouldn’t do anything else to him while he was unconscious. He never though that a small-framed woman, almost 2 feel smaller than him would scare him so much.

A cold blackness clouded her eyes, and her mouth turned into an angry frown. She was filled with anger and hate. He felt hell behind her eyes, even though he couldn’t see.

“You ruined everything!! You ruined our lives, our family, our kids.. You’ve made up lies about me to keep your secrets hidden and destroyed me! You said I molested our children, for God’s sake!! “MY OWN FUCKING KIDS!” She screamed. Our families turned their back on me, all while praising the cheap, tasteless motherfucker who fucked other women!”

Her breathes are more shallow, her tone more severe. Her whole body shaking, she grabs the hammer again, squeezing the handle so tight, her knuckles become white with rage. “YOU RUINED ME!!

She wants to hit him. swing over and over, feeling the hammer sink into his soft skin... but no! That would take away all the fun. He must suffer like she has! She’ll pick away every bone she can off his body before she lets him die.. It’s the only way.

Now His breathing is shallow and weak. His body becomes numb every passing minute, his consciousness fading in and out.

‘I can’t die!! I can’t!’ He think in his head. But he’s filled with dread and chills as he knows death is not far. He pictures his kids faces.. he wonders what time it is even.. he had to pick up the kids from school, but he has no idea what time it is.. ‘oh God, if only I could see!!’ He cries out in his mind.

He begins to cry, now feeling nothing but numbness enclosing over his body, and his body shakes from a series of tremors.

She sits back in the corner of the room, listening to her husband’s faint cries, still gripping the hammer. She wants to kill him, but she knows that the fun will be over.. her years of suffering will be in vain. She wants to hurt him.. he’s got a lot of making up to do. She’s not ready to let it all just go.

A darkness consumes her that she never felt before. The man she once loved sat before her, covered in literally in blood, sweat and tears. She felt nothing for him. A cold, empty space filled her chest now. She was so still and quiet, but she couldn’t even hear or feel her heartbeat. She sat and watched him cry, and go in and out of consciousness.

Some time went by, maybe an hour. She looked at the pitiful man and decided that she’d take it slow. He’s had enough for today. She got up, brushing off her jeans, only to realize there was blood all over her too. She got angry again.. it’s her favorite fucking outfit. She grits her teeth and walks over to him, feeling tense and a deep rage. He ruined the outfit too, just like everything else.

no... she won’t take it out on him. Not yet. She slowly back away from him.

She took a deep breathe. And pushed the hair out of her face with both hands, feeling suddenly overwhelmed. She told him she was leaving and that she would turn out the lights.. not like it would make a difference to him anymore, but still. It’s still a pretty considerate thing to do.

She turned on an old sound machine she found in her son’s bottom drawer earlier that day. She told her husband to sleep, as she stuck a needle into his arm, allowing a strange substance to flow through his veins, numbing and freezing his muscles. His breathing became slower and felt his heart beat slower. Despite his weak pleas and trying to fight off the drug, he was powerless.

He heard his wife’s footsteps going up the stairs. The door closed and he heard the loud, clicking of a lock. There was no room for escape. He was trapped.

The sound of rain flowed into the room, pulling him more into a dizzy haze. Everything slowed down and for a moment, the rain brought a sense of peace into the empty darkness around him

Again, he fell unconscious..

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allhisdays · 6 years ago

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5 October 2018

dear diary

>:(

so i woke up this morning and had a visitor. aunt flow finally made an appearance. hello cramps.

physio made me work my socks off back in the gym again. i was all sweaty when i left. friend stef messaged me while i was doing lunges, lol, saying she might send some translation work my way. <3

came home, few mins later washing machine ringydingybell’ed and so i hung clothes on the line outside. thought i’d surprise mum with this so she would be happy when she came home from work... we just had a fight bcs she claims some of the stuff “stinks”. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. it. does. not. stink. she stinks. >.< i sniffed and smelled it a dozen times, it’s FINE. way to ruin my mood, thanks.

so anyway. my friend erica accepted to become penpals. <3 we’ve known each other since my uni days and she’s one of the rare ones i have actually managed to keep in touch with all through my dublin and england years until now. it’ll be so nice to be able to write to a real life Christian friend. thank you, Lord, for this gift!

trying not to think too much about stv today. failing obviously. missed him last night while i was doing my german lesson - i learned how to say “Nuts are tasty” my first reflex was to take a screenshot to show him, then i remembered... sigh. got a letter in the mail today, penpal asking about him... i had only recently started telling all my girls about “us”, since we were “official”, now naturally they’re asking lots of questions. it’s going to suck having to untell everyone but i decided that i didn’t need to go into any details. i miss him. :(

trying to find more work. it’s keeping me busy - good busy. not just play games or whatever busy. productive-busy if that makes sense.

O Joy that seekest me through pain, I cannot close my heart to Thee; I trace the rainbow through the rain, and feel the promise is not vain that morn shall tearless be.

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0225pm · 7 years ago

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currently listening to: nothing without you / 10cm please click on the link and give it a listen while reading the english translations of the lyrics because it speaks for me.

yo haha

han is probably not gonna like that i posted that first photo of him and his bird’s nest hair because he thinks it’s ugly but he’ll always sparkle in my eyes hehe.

anyway on this day i decided to run away from responsibilities (i need to find a shorter word or phrase for skipping work other than just “skipping work”) and went to see the doctor at bedok polyclinic.

did you know? bedok polyclinic has moved! after god knows how many years but ya they’ve moved to a new location situated in a building right beside fairprice. i forgot what’s the name of the building. i think heart@bedok or something idk LOL but yay to new facilities and the hospital-like interior! i actually really dig the new place.

ok so the night before i asked han if he can accompany me and he was like sure what time? and i said idk maybe around 2? and he’s like okkkkkk but then he came late anyway but haha forgivable cus i’m forever late also besides, even if he came early we would still have to end up waiting anyway cus even after he arrived, i was still waiting for my number to be called e_____e

me: so long sia the person at the registration counter say maybe must wait 2-3 hours and told me probably around 4:20pm my number will be called han: ya la everyone today monday blues then want to see doctor cus all never go work me: >____>

and then he went to the vending machine and bought some drinks and a snack. we decided to sit at the area near the vending machine for awhile before moving over closer to the tv screen thingy where your number will be shown when it’s being called. we sat there for like idk i think 15-20 mins just talking shit and me touching han’s face and neck LOLLLL because his body’s so warm and i was cold af even though i was wearing a pullover, until this lady asked us to move and sit inside.

lady: hi are you still waiting? if waiting you can wait inside. me: oh but my room isn’t in hub A, mine’s hub B. lady: then you cannot sit here because here only for hub A. me: ?????????? han: ???????? me: oh really ah....... han: duduk sini bayar lain pe (i can’t rly rmbr what he said but i know he sounded annoyed hahahaha damn funny and he even said it loudly wtf gile boi want to carik pasal) me: *stands up* hahahaha let’s go bb there got seats *points to hub B area* (which is fucking just beside hub A LOOLLLLL) han: *moves along with me while still muttering the duduk lain bayar lain thingy*

and then!!!!!

me: bb come sit beside me la *there were two empty seats and i already sat in one) han: *moves his butt* random lady: *sits beside me* me: LOLLLLLLLLL han: me: you so slow LOL han: han: *continued sitting on the arm rest of the sofa couch* me: are you comfortable haha do you want to move? *points to another area of empty chairs* han: i’m ok baby i’m sitting also what here me: um okkkkkk

but lol tbh i wasn’t even complaining bc him sitting on the arm rest thingy actually made me feel so fluffy bc i can grab his arm and smell his old man perfume jacket. idk why la but just holding his arm makes me feel so safe and warm and nice wtf idk how to like describe the feeling but i love it la ok. and then he pat my head hahahaha and i was being so passive aggressive about cus i said smth like it’s r00d but actually i like it wtf bodo sia me *facepalm* then he talked about how it doesn’t matter cus he’ll be paying for my head anyway and i was so confused at this point cus like uh what do you mean paying for my head??? then he explained about the zakat thing and how the man in the fam must pay all. quite interesting bc my parents did talked about zakat thingy before but i don’t really know much about it.

also!!! i’m not tryna like stir beef w old men out there but like i described the perfume as old man bc it smells exactly like the perfume my nose sometimes decide to take a whiff of when i walk past old yalam men going to the mosque. also!!! apparently the perfume is from a small bottle that his grandad gave him/used to use or smth i can’t rmbr clearly sorry this post is like 2 days old my memory is shit i need to learn the mind palace thing!!!

i also saw mustakim and his boyfriend!! at first i was like ooooh who is that familiar person and then i realised it was him but we didn’t acknowledge each other hahhahaha

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ok ya so i went to see the doctor and decided to ask for doxycycline again to help with my acne and bumps. she also prescribed some 2.5% benzoyl peroxide for me though i’m currently tryna steer clear of any acne treatment products at the time being cus my skin is already super dry after washing my face and all those products i dumped on my face to help soothe and relief the pain when my face had a crazy ass breakout party the other time. also apparently you’re supposed to religiously take doxy for like 6 months before you can really see the difference wtf. i’ve been taking them for only a month and then i stopped cus i thought it wasn’t helping at all and the doctor before this that prescribed me doxy the 1st and 2nd time didn’t even tell me such basic info. but ya you’re supposed to take it for about 6 months but some people can see some changes in the period of 3-4 months. then she told me to just come back for monthly visitations and see if there’s any improvement. i should have probably also set an appointment for next month so i don’t have to wait so long for my turn but i didn’t ahhahahahaha

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then after more waiting for the collection of the meds, payment and official stamp for my mc, we finally went to eat!!! yayerz

han told me that there was fish n chicks at the coffee shop beside princess and i was like ?????? really???????? omg wow i didn’t know they have an outlet here in the east wah damn near leh!!!!!! so we decided to eat there! i would have taken better photos but nvm la hungry already also hahaha! i got chargrilled chicken with cheese pasta and fries for the sides, and han got black pepper chicken with the same sides. i’m gonna try their popular hawaiian chicken next time cus i saw a photo of it on the internet and it looks frikin delish!!! kinda wish i had ordered that one instead but it’s ok there’s always a next time!

and then we sat there for a really long time, the sun even set and the evening skies started taking over the day. we talked about so many things, mainly about what happened the other time at the hotel (will be in another post!), how cheated he felt when i didn’t wear matching outfits with him on the day we went to afa, how disappointed he was when he knew i wasn’t able to come on the day his mom got married after telling his cousins about me and styling his hair, grooming himself just to see my reaction when he pick me up, and then about NS stuff.

i felt so sorry. and felt even shittier after he told me that he doesn’t wanna wear or try to initiate wanting to wear anything matchy anymore. but i guess, i understand. he doesn’t really like matching things (kinda sux bc i like it) and when he tried to do it, i ended up just brushing his efforts aside.

sigh.

i was even more sorry about the day of the marriage. cus it was also our 9th month, an even special day for us. yet everything was ruined when all he wanted was to see me. i wanted to see him too, but circumstances wouldn’t let us.

but i learnt something through this talk we had. i’m also glad that he tells me things now without me having to force it out of him. i’m not sure if he realised that he tells me things but i really like that raw and vulnerable side of him when he talk about how he feels. not because it makes me feel like i have authority or whatever, but more so because he trusts me enough to confide and have a h2h talk about whatever he feels displeased with rather than just keep it to himself and letting his true thoughts and feelings consume him from the inside.

also by knowing our mistakes, and the hurt we caused each other because of our actions, we can learn from the mistakes and work things out together to try and prevent the same or similar things from happening again in the future.

communication is really the key and i’m happy to know that han feels the same because he wants the relationship to go far. damn i’m starting to sound old. or maybe this is part of me adulting in a relationship.

(to be continued)

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