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violetclarity · 2 years

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Being single is just the fucking worst sometimes, y’all. Fucking emotional roller coaster and at the end of the day it’s still just me sitting on my couch, watching tv alone and trying not to think about how long it’s been since I had sex. I just want someone to fucking cuddle me and like, occasionally take me to a play and let me dissect everything about it after. Is that really too much to ask.

#this post brought to you by me freaking out about the person I'm having dinner w tomorrow failing to confirm plans & me assuming the worst #(the worst in this case is that I'm being ghosted)#luckily they did just text me so PHEW #I should mention I don't even know if this is a romantic thing or just a friend thing bc we've hung out twice but not discussed it #so that's cool. I may be catching feelings and it may! not! even! matter!#for some reason fall makes me want to put effort into dating #(this also happened last year and how that ended was I was sort of dumped on. thanksgiving. so we're trying to avoid that happening again)#also two people I know who are the same age as me got married this weekend #TWO!!#and a third had a belated reception bc their ceremony happened during covid #meanwhile the closest thing to intimacy i've experienced since oh january is shitty sexting that leaves me feeling like shit #I know I'm oversharing but you know what it's tumblr!!#I wanted to text one of my friends about this but it feels weird to complain about this to partnered people!

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