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Yan! Batfam x Neglected! Reader
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"Make sure to not miss any notes okay?"
You looked up at your mom despite the sunlight shining in your eyes as she smiled at you, "okay!" You trained your focus back to the piano she had guided you to, one that had collected dust in every nook and cranny, tucked into the corner of your home.
Your mom took her place behind you before resting her hands over yours. You felt her slowly guide your hands to each note, missing a few here and there piecing together a sloppily made song, one that you could barely hear over the giggles you couldnt help but let out.
Be-
You giggled more when she spend up the song, guiding your hands back and forth.
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"See," your mama started, "you're getting it! I knew you would my smart little girl." She said from above you. You looked up, expecting to see her smiling brightly down at you, but-
You felt nothing but horror seeing nothing but a scratched out face.
Beep!
You shot up from your bed, sweating intensely and heart thumping wildly in your chest. Your breathing was erratic for a few minutes before you could bring it back to a normal pace. When you finally managed to calm down, you let out a sigh,
"Another nightmare." You've already had a few nightmares here and there, but recently they've become a bit too intense recently. It's not anything generically scary, but it's precious memories
Precious memories where you can never seem to remember your moms face.
It started off small, little details, a misplaced freckle here and there, before suddenly noticable things like wrong eye color. Was it really the wrong color or did you just forget?
You didn't wanna have to get up and deal with another long day, one full of advanced classes and a tad bit too many extracurriculars. As much as you hated to admit it, the overloaded work schedule was starting to take its toll on you, and you weren't too sure how to handle it.
Maybe you could rest, let yourself sleep in for the first time in what seemed like forever, even though you had some things to catch up on, maybe you could grant yourself this little mercy.
You looked up at the huge wall you passed by everytime you went to your room, littered with pictures of all the family's adventures. Dicks big flips through the air, like a bird soaring freely, Damiens standing strong showing the confidence he holds in himself, Duke smiling brightly with Tim and Stephanie. A place you so longingly wished to be placed upon.
you paused in your thoughts about deserting everything, before finally deciding to finally get up out of bed. you forced yourself to head to the bathroom and get a headstart on your day.
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God it was too early for this
Because you tried your best to get an earlier headstart to your day, you had taken it upon yourself to drive every day to school as to not give Alfred more work, and not have to share the car with Damien, who loved nothing more than to poke, prod and criticize everything you did.
You had wanted to get to school early to get ahead on the schoolwork you had that was starting to slowly build up, along with some club work you had been given as of recently. Being in so many things and working as tirelessly as you did, it amazed people. Teachers, students, advisors.
It really was amazing to see the eyes full of admiration, something you had been longing for for years, but sometimes all you wished was to quit everything and actually hang out with your friends for once, to go to sleep without the countless responsibilities plaguing your mind.
You sighed as you pulled into the school parking lot, parking the car in front of the school and sat for a minute to mentally prepare yourself for the day ahead of you. Finally you checked your bag that was sitting in the passenger seat and fixed your uniform before getting up and out of the car.
Time for another day.
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Even though it was tiring, studying in the early mornings at the library with the sun shining through the stained glass pane windows, sprinting to every class, ones full of hours and hours of homework, most advanced to give yourself an advantage, and trudge towards clubs at the end of every day, you made it work.
You kept everything on a tight schedule, having to keep everything on a time restraint to be able to manage everything without feeling like you were going insane. And you did, but you kept pushing as hard as you could.
But you tried to not make it seem as such, mainly for one reason.
Ms. Honey.
She was always worried about you, a lady with a heart of gold that could see the tiredness that seeped through your eyes and consumed every single part of your body. A tiredness that made it seem as if your body would suddenly one day just entirely give up on you.
She was someone who made sure that you were getting enough rest, food, and weren't overworking yourself as much as you always did.
Of course you knew that no one really cared in the end. Other than the friends you kept in your close nit circle, you knew that no one would really pay any mind of course.
But you knew Ms. Honey, and you knew that if she felt the need to, she would tell your father about all the late night studying you did, all the tears and confessions you let out to her when things felt too real, or the way your eyes would fight to stay open when you had her class, something she always noticed despite her attempts to pretend she didnt.
You didn't want him to find out, not because he would care, but because you knew he would be upset. He'd be upset that you made him seem like someone that couldn't even care for his own child, someone that was the complete opposite of his public image, and you didn't want to give then another reason to dislike you, not when you were trying so hard to do otherwise.
So you put on fake smiles, grinned so hard that it almost brought you to tears everytime. Not only for her, but eventually even your friends. Everything felt like a hassle, and that alone forced you to put on a facade to the world, one that felt heavier and heavier every day that went on.
But you tried.
You really did.
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You strolled by the students that were ending the opposite way from you towards the door, along with the other students that had club activities. This was the one time of day that was relatively peaceful for you before it was overtaken with even more responsibilities for you to bear.
You peaked into one particular clubroom, after hearing your name being called. Your newspaper club, a club that you shared with a few of your friends, and always in a way gave you a sense of comfort. Looking in, you saw the one and only Miss Honey. You gave her a relaxed smile once she took notice of you and entered once she ushered you in with her hand.
Her eyes took on a softness once she looked at you, "Y/N, it's a pleasure to see you as always, how was your day?" You paused to think, "it was okay, y'know, the usual." She winced a little at that before returning her smile from before, albeit a little strained. "Ah, I see. Well I just wanted to check in with you, you can stay here and relax or you can go on to your next club, but nonetheless, thank you for stopping bye."
You gave her a smile before slowly retreating out of the classroom, "I'll see you around Miss Honey?" She brought her attention away from her work, and back to you, giving you a more genuine smile. "Of course, I'll see you soon."
You took that as an end to the conversation and left to your next club, letting the smile drop from your face. After you left, Miss Honey couldn't help but do the same and let her feelings come forth and settle in on her face. It truly did break her heart how sad you always seemed to be.
"I know, it must be pretty confusing for me to ask you to see me," Miss Honey stated as calmly as she could, "but I'm worried about your sister. She's been overworking herself and I know, I know she says that she's fine but, I know her and I can tell she isnt." Miss Honey paused, it seemed as though she had more to say but instead let the words die in the back of her throat while waiting for his response.
Damien let out an irritated sigh, "and why is this my problem?" Miss Honey was a bit taken back for a moment. Were they really family? After she regained her composure she responded, "well, she's your sister, is she not? I can't see why it wouldn't be." She let out a little laugh to lighten the tension but quickly regretted it seeing the cold-blooded stare she got in return.
She knew this was a bad idea, she really did, but she was just so worried. She could see it despite how much you tried to hide it. A friend of yours even let it slip how much you had been working as of recently. She brought her attention back to Damien as he cleared his throat.
"I'll... check in. But only because it was brought to my attention, so don't try and bother me with the nonsense again, alright?" She swallowed harshly before nodding her head, standing up and thanking him profusely. "Thank you, thank you really. I really do appreciate this."
Damien quickly gathered his belongings before heading back to his homeroom, to grab his stuff and go home. He honestly couldn't care less for whether or not you were okay, in fact if anything it was a good thing, finally putting good use to the last name you were given. Though he tried to ignore the small pull in his heart whenever he saw the tired eyes you shifted his way.
He couldn't let something as small as this continue, even though it was just a teachers worries, it could become something bigger, something worse, a stain on fathers carefully created reputation. And as his son, it was his job to put a pin in this.
You walked through the halls that seemed to grow longer every day. You needed to get back to your room and work on your club work. Newspaper class needed an essay on the new rules that the dean had passed along with student polls. Your photography club needed the, 'your life' collage by Friday, and you didn't even want to get started on debate.
You needed to work on homework as well, but you couldn't bring yourself to at the moment. Your brain felt like mush and you knew you didn't have the brains required at the moment to do the advanced formulas for math class, or the willpower to research more for your science fair project. You just couldn't
But you had to because-
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Why did you have to?
Why did you have to work yourself to the bone everyday, to just come home to an empty manor, a place you didn't even feel comfortable enough to call a home? The people here would never read through the essays you spend hours creating, or go to your debate matches and listen to the arguments you piece together with ease.
So why did you work so hard? For a pat on the back that would never come for you, for another harsh criticism from your so called brother? could you even call someone like that your brother? Do siblings kill eachothers spirit with every word they spit at one another's way?
"H-"
You wanted to go back. To go back to that bright apartment- home. To the place that you used to do so many things with your mama in. God you missed her. Why did you have to have her, the one person who loved you, liked you taken away?
"He-"
How much more would you have to suffer before you could finally be able to live without the burdens weighing upon your mind 24/7?
"Hey Y/N!"
You jumped out of your trance before snapping your head over to Duke, who was looking at you with concerned eyes and an unsure smile. He paused to think of what to say now that he got your attention, "you doing okay?"
"..Yes?" You winced internally at how unconvinced that came out, you could see on his face that he clearly didnt believe you. "Are you sure? Damien mentioned your...dilemma."
You let out a sigh, you honestly just wanted to go to your room, "yes, I promise I'm fine- wait I'm sorry what?" Your dilemma? What dilemma? You could feel yourself starting to freak out, mainly because that was a pretty big area to cover. It could've been one of your clubs, classes, teachers-
You felt your heart drop as that last category came to mind. Had Miss Honey said something to him? You tried to think back to times where you messed up in front of her. Did she notice despite the smiles you put on for her? And if Damien told Duke already, how many other people had he told?
Dukes concerned face came back into focus, his mouth was moving but you couldn't hear a single word that was coming out of it. You felt absolutely sick. Your breathing had sped up against your will, and you were starting to see black spots in your vision.
Before you could help it, your legs buckled out from underneath you, and before you knew it all you could register was the pounding in your head and the vision of Dukes arms shooting to grab you before your head smacked against the floor.
It was really sunny that day, to the point that you felt like you were going to melt into a puddle. You honestly didn't pay it too much mind, mainly because you were much more focused on something else.
You giggled as your mom wrapped her arms around your waist and lifted you in the air from the small mattress you two shared, swinging you around while tickling you. You had replayed this in your mind more times than you could count, considering this was the day your mom passed.
You remember how happy you had been at first, despite the fact that it was just any other day. Getting up to your mom nudging you awake, having her whisk you off to the bathroom to get you all set for the big day ahead of you, making you breakfast full of as many nutrients as she could possibly pack into it, always trying to incorporate a smiley face into her finished work.
It was so simple, but so special.
It played like a broken loop in the late nights where you felt so utterly alone, nothing able to distract you. From the memories, the emptiness you felt when you saw your mom hunched over and eventually lying cold on the kitchen floor with smoke coming from the frying pan. The sadness you felt being dragged away from the home you two shared and made your own. The anger you felt whenever you failed to remember her voice.
You loved your mom, and even the memories that came with her, but this, this one specific memory hurt the most. It hurt because you never could do anything to change it. You couldn't when you were pulling on your dead moms arms to get up, and you couldn't when the memory played in your head while you tried to sleep.
You wished you could turn away- no, run away from this memory and bury it in the deep depths of your mind-
"You know mama always loves you right?"
You paused in what you were doing and turned towards her, confused on why she had stated the obvious. "Yeah I do! And I love you more than I love dessert!" You said with a proud grin. Your mom just turn her head towards you before bursting out in laughter, pure and filled with joy.
Her tone took a somber tone as she then said, "I won't always be here y'know. I know you don't understand what I mean now, but, just know that mama loves you no matter what, where, or who you are, okay?" You stared at her for a second before you smiled at her,
"Okay!"
You slowly opened your eyes, flinching from the sunlight seeping through the window into your eyes. You tried shifting your stiff muscles and rolling them around a bit before fully sitting up. You looked around the unfamiliar bed you were in, along with the unfamiliar room. The room you were in was obviously in the Wayne manor from the luxorious architecture, but if it wasn't yours, then where were you?
"Finally awake I see."
You jumped at the sudden voice, snapping your head towards it. You felt your heart drop as you finally realized who's room it was.
Damien.
He stared at you from a chair on the side of the bed, legs crossed. He didn't say anything further, and just stared at you. It was unsettling, not because it was cold like it usually was, that you were used to, but this was just staring, like he was simply observing you.
And you hated it.
You shifting around uncomfortably before saying, "what happened?" You winced at the scoff he let out as he sat more upright, "you passed out, that's what." You just faintly recalled what he was talking about, just barely. Had you really? You swore that you got just enough sleep to be okay.
"Get some more sleep tonight, or else." You looked back towards him surprised. As if reading your mind he continued, "I really couldnt care less, but I don't need you doing that at school that's all." He was starting to leave before shifting back towards you, "also, get it together and leave as soon as possible."
And with that he left you alone in his room.
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You were finally back in your own room, away from any prying eyes and finally able to do your work. You needed to go over ypur club activities, maybe do some homework, and finally get dinner. When was the last time you had eaten.
You looked over at your phone after hearing the notification, picking it up and checking who had texted you. It read,
Aryannn đ
> Hey Y/N, do you wanna go to dinner with me and cody?? Ik, your soooo busy these days but pleasee? đđ
you relaxed seeing who it was and let out a little chuckle. You missed hanging out outside of school with them, but you had work to do, and unfortunately it was due soon which meant you needed to get a jump on it.
"Just know that mama loves you no matter what, where, or who you are, okay?"
You paused and decided to do something different than your usual.
Sorry Aryan not ton|
Sorry Aryan no|
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Ofc!! I'll see you two soon, usual spot?|
you didn't need to see her response as you jumped out of your desk chair with a big smile on your face, maybe for once you could let loose and have fun, let yourself not be overtaken by the piles and piles of work you have to complete.
Breathing felt easier for some reason.
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You walked down the long staircase skipping a few steps here and there with a pep in your step. You were excited to finally be able to see those two after- how long had it been? Well, if you couldn't even remember then it had for sure been too long.
You skipped down the stairs and right as you reached the end and started to make your way towards the front doors, you noticed a blur of red to your right. You did a double take before noticing Barbara, who was seemingly just standing there by the bottom of the stairs banister.
She looked at you and smiled, which wasn't out of the usual. You assumed it would end there like it typically did, but surprise surprise when she actually waltzed over towards you and blocked your path to the door.
She smiled at you and said in a soothing voice, "hey Y/N, doing okay?" That made you cautious. Why did she suddenly care if you were okay or not? Unless-
"Did Damien say something about me? Because if so I promise I'm fine." You blurted out to her. There's no other reason why she would suddenly care about you, or atleast not any that came to mind.
Her eyes widened an inch when you said that, before letting out a sigh and rubbing her forehead. "Straight to the point I see." She said plainly, "look I know you probably think your fine, but could you please go lay down? It's dangerous, and if you pass out, in Gotham of all places, you could get seriously hurt. Please?"
You hesitated for a moment before deciding, "I'm fine, alright? I'll just be out for a little, I'll be careful." She reached out for you as you passed by her before letting her arm fall back to her side as she let out another sigh.
As she watched you walk out through the doors and saw your figure fade into the distance before the doors shut, she pulled out her phone and dialed someone.
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You strolled down the street arm in arm with Aryan, with Ethan looking in the shops by your side half listening in, half in his own world. You felt so relaxed, being here with them talking about school antidotes, teachers that were irritating as of recently, just catching up with eachother.
Despite the fact that you were originally supposed to get dinner with these two, you guys had been going from shop to shop looking as many things possible. Clothing, antiques, video games, comics, books, technology, home furniture, you name it. The one thing you loved about being with them was no matter what or where you were, you would always be laughing to the point of pain.
You felt so happy with them.
As you guys finally walked up to the restaurant, Aryan pulled Ethan to the front and started to push him in while following him. You were about to go in after them, but felt your heart spike as you saw something run in the corner of your eye. You snapped your head towards the street but saw no one there. Your eyes lingered on the alleyway, but decided against it since alleys were typically a call for death in Gotham.
Ethan pulling on your arm brought you back, so you shook it off and walked into the restraunt with your friends.
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You had enjoyed dinner much more than you thought you would've. Dinner was fun, filled with stories dating from a week ago, to even a few years back, memories you treasured more than anything. You guys split the bill, grabbed takeout containers and piled on as much as you could before heading out.
You guys had parted, going your separate ways after a prolonged goodbye, one that must have lasted over half an hour. You were going your way, passing a few people here and there, but still feeling a twinge of unease. It felt as though you were being followed, and although you wanted to chalk it up to nothing more than being tired, in Gotham being followed was way more common than was typically normal.
You kept speeding up, hoping to get to your car quicker, praying to whatever God's there were that it wasn't all jacked up. How stupid were you to not only leave it who knows where at this time of night, but to walk alone? In Gotham of all places. You couldn't help but berate your past self as you speed walked through the streets.
Just as you turned a corner, you felt yourself bump into a tough chest. You fell back a little before being caught and pulled back up. You rubbed your head a bit, before looking up at them and seeing his worried look, "are you alright kid? Sorry I didn't see you."
It took you a few seconds of sifting through the vigilante names and pondering on it as to not get it wrong, "...Nightwing?" He immediately lit up as you said that, "yeah, the one and only!" His tone immediately became concerned, "should you be here right now? Gothams dangerous, you should be careful."
You just stared at him in question, why were so many people worried about you recently? But as to not give him any more reason to worry, you settled on, "Yeah, well I'm okay." you did a double take as your eyes settled on your car sitting in the parking lot behind him, and mentally did a victory dance. Thank you universe.
"Actually," you started as you tried to ease on by him, "my cars right over there, so I'll be heading off now since you probably have other people to save and whatnot. Bye!" You tried to walk past him quickly but the feeling of his hand snatching your wrist made it clear that this conversation wasn't done yet.
"Wait!" He winced after he had yelled that out, coming out louder than expected. He hesitated for a moment, before letting go of your wrist. "Just... please be safe, okay kiddo? You should be more aware of your surroundings and not goofing around with friends at this time of night."
You looked at him and tried to place exactly where you recognized his mannerisms from. Pushing it to the back of your mind, you simply smiled up at him, "of course! Thank you Nightwing." After saying your final piece sprinted back to your car before he could try anything else.
When you finally reached the car, you let out a sigh of relief. Finally you were in the car, and despite the fact you had a long drive back, you let yourself have this little victory. You looked back at the spot that Nightwing was standing in as he waved towards you with a smile on his face before disappearing in a flash.
You started up the car and looked at the screen to check the time.
10:47 PM
Despite how nervous and frankly a little creeped out you had felt before, Nightwing was right. Being out with friends so late in the streets of Gotham was the kind of stories you saw everyday on the news. If anything you-
You felt your heart drop when a thought came to mind.
How did he know you were with your friends?
taglist!! : @dhanyasri, @wizzerreblogs, @chericia, @daddyissuesehe, @darktrashpoetry, @dreamsarenicer, @shadowytravelerlover, @alliwantisadonut, @lemiko0, I wrote this on nothing but hopes, dreams and Tyler's 'like him' on loop for hours. ( ÂŽâłïœ)
BTW I might start writing other batfam fics but I'm not dropping this!!!
#yandere batfam#yandere batfamily#platonic batfam#reader insert#yandere batfam x reader#platonic yandere#x reader#batfam
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Ah, yeah! That makes a lot of sense! The Grimm collection is pretty German-centric. There is some French and Italian influence, but since they couldn't really be arsed to credit their sources (we know some people who told them fairytales but individual stories often aren't credited to individual people), we will never know if they re-wrote some French and Italian KunstmÀrchen (I have no idea how to say that in English, basically, those stories with a specific author rather than oral tradition) or if those KunstmÀrchen were inspired by pre-existing oral-tradition tales, or if people got a hold of those KunstmÀrchen and re-told them and in doing so, changed them ("Cinderella" is such a case - we just don't fucking know). The French influence might also come about because one of their sources, one Dorothea Viehmann, came from a Huguenot family.
It's a bit of a chicken-or-egg problem.
There is also quite a bit of condescension going on in how they treated the material - sure, they thought it was worth preserving, but they sure did a lot of cleaning up of the sex and the violence to make them palatable to polite society. Which is why I would also really like to know where the fuck OP got that take from!
It's difficult to talk about this in English because I find that people generally don't differentiate between VolksmÀrchen (oral-tradition fairy tales like "Snow White"), KunstmÀrchen (authored fairy tales like "The Little Mermaid") and Sagen (legends with a fixed time and space).
Also, OP probably never heard of Wilhelm Hauff - now he wrote some grade-A nightmare fuel! There is also an entire genre of folk song called "KĂŒchenlieder" (songs of the kitchen) which are just plain gory and blood-curdling more often than not. But because they're full of sex and violence (and sexual violence; "young girl gets violated and then tragically dies" is a very common trope), they remained very much a lower-class thing.
And yes please, I'd love to have the link to the paper! I find the history of storytelling as a window into the human condition deeply fascinating!
I enjoy a joke about fucked up German fairy tales as much as the next nerd, but it's genuinely striking how often the source for the really fucked up stuff turns out to be "yeah, this is only in the Brothers Grimm version and doesn't appear in any extant oral tradition, and we're like 80% sure they added it themselves". To a large extent it's not German fairy tales that are fucked up, it's two specific German dudes.
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~ Scarred For Half A Life ~
DP Phan Fic.
[âYou want to see a danger? You should see me in a crown.â]
So uhâthis is a scene I have in mind for my story. Because of the song, yes!
I mean, I already wrote it down, to add later on into the story! And I was really enthusiastic about it, so I drew Danny with a crown. An ugly crown (because itâs made out of paper). [sketch lurking at the bottom]
If you want you can read and follow it! ButâBEWARE!
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Genre: Angst / Hurt And Comfort (and a little Horror)
AU â OOC
Trigger Warning: Emotional Distress â Violence â Graphic Content
Rating: M
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Summary:
Danny had been captured by the GiW once again, or so he thinks. Leaving him feeling utterly helplessâvulnerable. There was nothing he could do. What will happen to him? And why again? (Summary might change as the story goes on)
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So, this is a piece of that potential chapter:
âWait! Donât move. I want to take a picture!â Jazz exclaimed, her voice brimming with excitement as she reached into her pocket and pulled out her phone.
Danny groaned, rolling his eyes. âSeriously? A picture? What are you, my dad?â
Jazz ignored his protest, already angling the camera toward him. âCome on, Danny, itâs your birthday. Let me have this.â
He sighed, slouching slightly. âFine, but make it quick. And donât expect me to smile like an idiot.â
Jazz smirked. âOh, donât worry. Youâre already an idiot. The crown just completes the look.â
Danny couldnât help the small grin tugging at his lips as she snapped the photo, capturing him sitting there with the gold paper crown tilted slightly on his head, a mixture of amusement and irritation in his glowing green eyes.
âThere,â Jazz said triumphantly, glancing at the picture on her phone. âPerfect. Iâm definitely keeping this one.â
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And a piece of the scene with the song in my head that plays in the background:
âPhantom,â she said icily, her voice like a blade. âYouâre not my son. Youâre a danger. I was merciful letting you stay this long.â
That was it. That was the final crack that shattered the fragile restraint Danny had been holding onto. His aura flared violently, glowing with an intense, cold light that filled the room, making the shadows dance erratically on the walls.
âYou wanna see a danger?â Danny growled, his voice dropping into something almost inhuman, vibrating with power as his feet lifted off the ground. His white hair swirled beneath the gold paper crown, caught in an invisible wind as the room seemed to grow colder by the second.
Dannyâs arms hung by his sides, his fists clenching tightly. A brilliant green energy began to materialize, steam curling off his fingers like fire, licking up his forearms in tendrils of raw power.
âYou should see me in a crown.â
A burst of cold ectoplasmic energy erupted from Dannyâs palms, shooting straight toward Maddie with icy precision. She dove to the side, flipping the table over in one swift motion to shield herself. Plates shattered, the pancakes splattered across the walls, and the dining room filled with a deafening roar of energy.
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As for my own commentary about my DP drawingâŠ
I hate drawing hands, and I donât like to draw shoes. Maybe because I just canât!! Iâm not good at drawing mouths either, or I was just having a bad day at drawing. And we are definitely not going to talk about the nose. I have zero idea what went wrong with coloring/painting, and I couldnât fix it at that moment. Maybe I was hurrying it, donât care. I wanted it out of my head! And I really wanted to share this, because I like it for once, something of my own. As for the style, still searching my own, trying things out, so at the moment, I have no idea what Iâm doing. Might redo it later.
#danny fenton#danny phantom#danny phantom fanart#dp fanart#phandom#digital art#digital illustration#procreate#fanfic#digital drawing#crown#you should see me in a crown#fanfiction#angst#depressing shit#hurt/comfort
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Logan thinks Christmas is annoying. Heâs gone through about 200 of them and people donât get any less crazy about the damned holiday, in fact, theyâve gotten worse. Itâs more in your face, more loud, more incessant. He already has a rocky relationship with religion and he knows all the songs and hymns against his will. At best he thinks itâs tacky and annoying. At worst, he thinks itâs suffocating and especially when he was depressed and alone and guilty. The X-Men tried to get him to join their tacky traditions, but Logan only went along if he was dragged there and only snuck the kids and his friends some gifts. Christmas Day wasnât a thing since everyone had their own ways of spending it and Logan couldnât let them know he wanted to be invited, wanted a family like that. And then they were gone and every Christmas he spent without hearing about Stormâs decorating or Xavierâs staff parties was a painful reminder he was the blame for the traditions cut short. Seeing everyone be so loud about joy and family and gift giving was practically torture.
This grinch paired with Wade, the most over the top Christmas lover in the neighborhood, is bound to be chaotic.
At the beginning of the month, itâs awful. Logan doesnât wanna do anything, or even go outside because itâs Christmas out there but now itâs Christmas inside because Wade has already decorated the house the day after Thanksgiving and started singing All I Want For Christmas relentlessly. Logan is even more overstimulated and a grouchy and Wade refuses to not love Christmas because itâs the one time of the year he really looks forward to.
After bickering and pushing against every Christmas thing Wade wanted to do for the whole month, Logan would finally get it around the time they had a big family dinner.
Earlier, Logan felt guilty and bad for hurting Wadeâs feelings when one bickering session devolved into a fight over gifts. Logan scoffed when Wade got into his overthinking anxious mode thinking of what to get Laura for Christmas and Logan told him it wasnât a big deal and Wade realized, basically, that Logan wouldnât get Wade a thoughtful gift even though he put so much time and effort into Loganâs gift. Logan realized he should actually give a fuck and fixed his attitude a little bit, but he just thought it was annoying quietly.
It isnât until they are all together for dinner that Logan made the perfect roast for and Wade set up table decorations and meticulously planned the party and they are all laughing and exchanging gifts that Logan finally gets it. Laura visibly brightens when she gets Wadeâs gift and softens when she opens Loganâs. He feels stupidly warm and fulfilled and he didnât need any gifts but he canât help but be touched by the ones Wade and Laura put together for him. Wade almost cries and exclaims that he didnât think Logan would get him a Christmas present and this one was the best one ever. Christmas was still loud and annoying but when he had a family to spend it with, it wasnât so bad.
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Want You
Summary: LN4 + "But I don't want them, I want you." đ„§đ
Song: Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood
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You stand in the mirror, pacing back and forth as you fix your hair for the third time. Tonight is one of those nights where the universe feels electrically charged, a perfect blend of thrill and anxiety swirling in your gut.
Layla, your best friend, has just finished getting ready and is practically beaming with excitement beside you.
Her skin glows under the soft lights of your apartment, and her dress hugs her figure perfectly. You canât help but feel slightly overshadowed by her beauty.
"Do I look okay?" you ask, biting your lip, your eyes darting from her to your reflection.
"Are you kidding? You look amazing!" Layla exclaims, twisting a lock of her hair, her eyes sparkling. "But you really need to get out there more. Youâre gorgeous in your own right!â
You chuckle, brushing off her compliment with a wave of your hand. "Yeah, well, even if I am, who's going to notice when you're around? Youâre the one who gets all the attention. "
"That's not true! But anyway, tonight weâre supposed to have fun, not talk about that,â she says, grabbing your shoulders and shaking you lightly. âNow, remember the plan?â
You nod, though your heart feels heavier with those words. âRight. Weâre meeting Lando and the guys at the club. I just hope he doesnât think Iâm some awkward third wheel. Heâs popular.â
Layla rolls her eyes playfully. âYou say that every time. You two are friends. Besides, I think he likes you more than you think.â
âWhatever you say,â you respond, your mind racing back to the day Lando had randomly entered your life during a charity event you were volunteering for.
He was charming, funny, and incredibly humble for someone so famous. But the thought of anything romantic blossoming between you seemed absurd, especially when Layla was practically the embodiment of what everyone desired.
At the club, the bass vibrates through the floor, and colorful lights dance around the crowd like fireflies in the night. Itâs an atmosphere alive with energy, but you feel your heartbeat quicken at the thought of seeing Lando.
You spot him near the bar, a bright smile on his face as he talks to some friends. Dressed casually, Lando is effortlessly cool, like a magnetic pull that draws everyoneâs attention.
âThere he is!â Layla exclaims, her excitement infectious. You watch her eyes grow wide like a child spotting a shooting star.
âGo! Go talk to him!â you nudge her, unable to keep the urge to play matchmaker at bay.
âNo way! Iâm not going without my wingwoman,â she whispers urgently, grabbing your wrist.
With a resigned sigh, you stride forward, Layla trailing closely behind. The moment Lando sees you, his face lights up, and he waves enthusiastically.
The way his presence commands attention is almost intoxicating.
âHey! You made it!â he greets, pulling you in for a quick hug. You can smell his cologne, fresh and invigorating. Suddenly, your shyness mellows into warmth, though a tiny inner voice reminds you that youâre about to play cupid.
âOf course! Wouldnât miss it for the world,â you reply, your demeanor suddenly a mix of confidence and nervous fluttering. âLando, this is my best friend Layla. You should hang out with her moreâsheâs awesome!â
Laylaâs cheeks flush, and a playful smirk spreads across her face, but you canât help but feel anxiety gnawing at you.
âNice to meet you, Layla,â Lando says, his bright green eyes sparkling with genuine curiosity. âIâve heard a lot about you.â
âOnly good things, I hope!â Layla giggles, twirling a strand of hair around her fingers as if she wasnât sure what to do with her hands.
âYes, definitely,â he chuckles lightly, shooting you a glance that feels a bit mischievous. âI always wanted to meet the friend who keeps you so grounded.â
You fight to keep your composure, trying to bury the layer of jealousy creeping in. âWell, tonightâs all about celebrating. We should hit the dance floor!â
Hours pass with drinks flowing and laughter echoing. You dance, reveling in the rhythm while keeping a watchful, almost possessive gaze on Layla and Lando. They banter, and you notice how easily they connect, the chemistry undeniable.
A part of you feels satisfied, hoping for the sparks to ignite. Yet, another part steals glances at the way Lando laughsâcould he truly like her?
âHey,â you hear a familiar voice call, pulling you from your thoughts. Lando approaches, his brow slightly furrowed. âI was looking for you. Want to join us?â
You swallow, glancing at Layla, who is leaning against her car, her smile bright. âUm, sure. Just one moment.â
He watches you, a look of concern crossing his face. âEverything alright?â
You smiled, feeling a blush creep up your cheeks. âYeah but you know, Layla really lights up the floor.â
âShe does,â he nodded, taking a sip of his drink. âBut I think youâre just as fun. Itâs nice having both of you here.â
âNice being here with you.â The words spilled from your mouth before you could bite them back.
Before you nerves could take over, you added, âYou know, if youâre interested, Layla would love to get coffee or something. Sheâs crushing on you.â
A flicker of surprise crossed Landoâs face, followed by an understanding nod. âYeah, I picked up on that. But honestly?â He paused, searching for your eyes. âI think Iâd prefer hanging out with you instead."
Your breath hitched, and you felt a giddy thrill dance in your chest. âReally? You mean that?â
âDefinitely,â he said, leaning forward with a grin. âYouâre fun to talk to, and we have a great vibe. I really like spending time with you.â
âWow, I⊠I wasnât expecting that,â you stammered, a mixture of confusion and excitement swirling inside you. âI mean, Layla is great and all, butââ
âLook,â he interrupted gently, his eyes softening. âI donât want to hurt anyoneâs feelings, but Iâd love to get to know you better. Just you. No Layla.â
The morning sunlight peeked through the curtains, casting soft golden rays across the small living room where Lando and you sat. Your head ached, pounding in rhythm with your heartbeat, and the remnants of last night's festivities loomed over you like a heavy cloud.
Lando chuckled softly, shaking his head. âIt wasnât anything too wild, donât worry. Just that you really like spending time with me⊠and that you might like me in a different way.â
Your face burned even hotter, a mix of embarrassment and panic flooding your senses. âOh my god! Lando, Iâm so sorry. I really didnât mean to⊠I donât remember any of that! Itâs embarrassing.â
âHey, donât stress,â he said, a warm smile crossing his lips. âItâs not like you announced it to the whole party or anything. Just me, your trusted partner in crime. Besides, it's actually kind of sweet.â
His words were laced with a sincerity that calmed the storm brewing inside you, just a little. âYou really think so?â
âDefinitely,â Lando nodded, his eyes sparkling with mischief. âI mean, how often do you get to hear someoneâs true thoughts when theyâre tipsy? It made my night a lot better.â
âAre you serious? I was a mess!â You tossed a pillow at him, your heart still racing from the earlier confession. âI can't believe I let that slip.â
âYou were not a mess, you were just⊠liberated,â Lando smirked, leaning back on the couch and folding his arms behind his head. âAnd honestly, I donât think itâs a bad thing. In fact, it kind of makes me happy.â
âUgh, Lando, youâre just saying that to make me feel better,â you replied, your voice wavering as you tried to muster a hint of displeasure.
âNo, Iâm not.â He leaned forward and rested his elbows on his knees. âI mean, how often do you get to hear someoneâs true thoughts when theyâre tipsy?â
âAre you serious? I was a mess!â You tossed a pillow at him, your heart still racing from the earlier confession. âI can't believe I let that slip.â
âNo you weren't.â His face lit up with a smile that was infectious. âFirst things first, thoughâletâs get you over that hangover.â
You chuckled softly, grateful for the shift in energy. âRight.â
âExactly,â Lando said, standing up and moving to the kitchen. âHow do you feel about greasy food? Because I believe thatâs the primary cure for hangovers.â
Your lips curved into a smile. âAlways a solid choice. I could go for some toast or maybe even pancakes.â
âI can whip up something interesting,â he called back, a hint of mischief creeping into his voice. âBut it might not be traditional breakfast food. Iâve been experimenting a little.â
âOh boy, this should be good,â you said, following him into the kitchen, the earlier tension still lingering, but now more like a hopeful promise than a cloud of uncertainty.
Lando looked back over his shoulder with that charming grin that made your heart race. âJust trust me. Youâll love it.â
As he rummaged through the cabinets, you felt a flutter of excitement amid the remnants of your embarrassment. Maybe today wasnât just about curing a hangover. Maybe it was the start of something newâsomething sweet and just a little bit wild.
The kitchen filled with the aroma of sizzling ingredients, laughter, and casual banter, the gravitational pull of your connection drawing you closer.
And for the first time that morning, as the sunlight spilled in and the soft music played, you felt truly, undeniably alive. . . .
The sun hung high in the sky, casting a golden hue over the McLaren paddock as the roar of engines filled the air. You had arrived earlier than expected, feeling a mix of excitement and apprehension.
Lando had invited you specifically to watch him race, and you had decided to bring Layla with you, thinking it might make the day more enjoyable.
But now, as you watched the interactions unfold around you, you began to regret that decision.
âLook at them,â Layla said, nudging your arm and pointing toward the racing cars as they zipped around the track. âIsnât it incredible? I still canât believe weâre here!â
âYeah,â you replied, your voice barely above a whisper as you tried to suppress the tension knotting up your stomach.
Lando was on the other side of the paddock, surrounded by his team, engrossed in the pre-race hustle. He looked effortlessly cool in his race suit, flashing that signature smile that made your heart skip, and exchanging laughter with his crew.
You could see the admiration in Laylaâs eyes, the way her gaze followed him, almost too fondly.
âDo you think heâll win today?â Layla asked, her voice bright with enthusiasm. âI mean, heâs been so on form lately. This might be his season!â
âYeah, I hope so,â you managed, but your heart sank a little at the way she spoke about him, as if Lando was already hers, as if you didnât even exist in the context of their perfect relationship.
As the anticipation built, Lando finished up with his team and made his way over to you both. With a warm grin, he wrapped you in a tight hug, his comforting scent of fresh cedar and sunlight enveloping you.
âHey, you made it!â he exclaimed, pulling back to look into your eyes. He waved cheerfully at Layla, who returned the gesture with a beaming smile.
With a playful tap on my shoulder, he kept his attention locked on you. âI bought your favorite snacks in case you get hungry. Just ask anyone in hospitality and they'll give them to you.â
âOh, Lando, you didnât have to,â you said, touched by his thoughtfulness.
âI knew you didnât eat much,â he replied, with a hint of teasing in his tone. âGotta keep you energized, right? What would the fans say if they saw you fainting in the stands?â
You chuckled, the lightheartedness of his comment managing to ease some of the tension in your chest. âI appreciate it, really. Thanks, Lando.â
âOf course!â He flashed that dazzling smile again, and your heart skipped yet again, wishing it wouldnât betray you so. âAre you excited for the race?â
âAbsolutely,â You said with a grin. âI canât wait to see you speed past everyone. Youâre going to crush it!â
Landoâs cheeks flushed slightly at the compliment. âIâll do my best. And if all goes to plan, maybe we can celebrate afterward?â
âDefinitely!â you replied a little too quickly. âThat would be amazing!â
As Lando left to get ready for the race and you walked to the garage, Layla nudged you playfully. âHaven't you seen the way he looks at you?â she said, a teasing smirk on her face.
âHow do he⊠look at me?â you asked, a hint of confusion in your voice.
âLike he's helplessly falling in love,â Layla teased, her tone light but with a touch of sincerity.
Your cheeks heated. âOh, come on. Heâs just friendly. You know how he is.â
âFriendly? Girl, heâs practically glowing when he sees you! Itâs more than friendly.â
You didn't reply but her words were replayed in your head for most of the day. . . .
The roar of the engines and the excitement of the crowd filled the air as you settled into your seat, your heart racing along with the cars on the track.
You had been eagerly watching Lando drive with impressive precision, your admiration mixed with nerves as he expertly navigated the twists and turns of the circuit.
But as the laps dwindled down, your stomach began to rumble louder than the cars. You leaned over to Layla, who was just as engrossed in the race aside from the occasional glance in your direction.
âI'm going to grab some snacks Lando got for me. Want anything?â you asked, trying to mask your growing hunger with a light-hearted tone.
âNo, Iâm good! Canât believe you have personal snacks from the Lando,â Layla teased, a smirk playing at the corners of her mouth.
With a playful roll of your eyes, you made your way to the hospitality room, the bright lights and lavish decor a stark contrast to the rawness of the track.
You felt a rush of nostalgia thinking about all the times Lando had surprised you with silly little gestures, like snacking during breaks or rescuing you from long queues at events.
As you entered, the atmosphere abruptly shifted. A tall, undeniably handsome man leaned casually against the bar, a cocky smile on his face that could light up the room.
He had perfectly styled hair and a confidence that was palpable. You instinctively felt your pulse quicken, but not in the way you were used to with Lando.
âHey there,â he drawled, his voice smooth like velvet as he turned to face you. âWhatâs a gorgeous girl like you doing all alone?â
You blinked, taken aback. It was the first time someone had openly flirted with you in public, and the realization made your cheeks flush.
âUm, just grabbing some snacks,â you stammered, glancing back toward the snack table. âNot much to see here.â
He moved closer, leaning forward on the bar, his eyes sparkling with mischief. âWell, Iâd hardly call you ânot much to see.â You definitely stand out from the crowd. Whatâs your name?â
âUh, itâsâŠâ you hesitated, almost forgetting your own name for a moment. âItâs Y/N. And you areâŠ?â
âEthan,â he replied, extending a hand with an air of confidence. You hesitated but eventually shook his hand. âSo Y/N, do you come to the races often?â
âMore often than youâd think,â you answered, forcing a smile.
Your mind kept drifting back to Lando, his curly hair bouncing with every turn, his infectious laugh, his enthusiastic spirit. You couldn't help but mentally compare every detail of Ethan to Lando, a habit you couldnât shake off.
âWhat do you think of the race so far?â Ethan asked, diverting your thoughts back to the present.
âOh, itâs exhilarating! Landoâs doing really well,â you replied, your voice faltering slightly as you mentioned his name. âHeâs a great driver.â
Ethan raised an eyebrow. âLando? The Lando?â
âYeah, weâve known each other for a bit. Heâs⊠well, great,â you added sheepishly, not wanting to divulge too much about your friendship.
âSounds like youâre a bit smitten,â Ethan teased, his eyes sparkling with playful banter.
You cut him a look, a blush creeping up your neck. âNo! Itâs not like that. Weâre just friends!â The resolve in your voice felt weak against the wistfulness laced in your words.
Would Ethan ever understand the depth of what Lando meant to you?
The race continued, and Ethan shifted his attention from the track to you. âWhile I might not have curly hair or that⊠infectious laugh, I can still try to impress you,â he said with a smirk.
You couldnât help but laugh softly. âI canât deny youâre charming, Ethan. But the thing about Landoââ
âIs that heâs Lando,â Ethan interrupted, his voice low as though the name itself held some power. âI get it. Youâve got this history that I canât compete with.â
He looked down, running a hand through his hair. The gesture seemed so reminiscent of Lando, yet distinctly different.
You couldnât shake off how much every flick of Ethanâs hair and every smile he flashed felt in stark contrast to Landoâs bouncy curls and radiant grin. He smiled, sure, but it felt like a shadow of something brighter.
Just then, a staff member waved at Ethan from the other side of the grandstand, beckoning him over for photographs. âIâll be right back!â he said, throwing you one last flirtatious grin before he slipped away.
You decided to take the chance to get back to your seat, curious as to why the cheers around the paddock were getting louder.
âDid you get your snacks?â Layla asked, her eyes still glued to the screen where the race was unfolding.
âYeah,â you replied absentmindedly, still feeling the flutter of excitement from Ethan's attention. As you focused on the race, your thoughts danced back to him intermittently.
The atmosphere was electric; Lando was still in the lead for qualifying, much to the delight of the crowd, and your heart raced not just from the raceâbut from the momentary thrill of flirtation.
âCome on, come on, Lando!â Layla shouted, her enthusiasm infectious. You mirrored her excitement, your eyes following the sleek McLaren as it whizzed around the track.
When Lando crossed the finish line, securing pole position, the roar from the team was deafening. Everyone in McLaren was ecstatic, their cheers echoing the adrenaline that surged through the air.
"Yes, Lando," you said, smiling as the cameras captured the jubilant scene.
With Landoâs triumph, you watched as the team swarmed to congratulate him. You couldn't help but chuckle at his signature grin, the way he seemed to glow with the thrill of victory.
But as you looked closer, you realized that despite the chaos around him, Landoâs gaze was searching the crowd.
âDo you think heâll spot us?â Layla asked, her eyes narrowing, trying to catch a glimpse through the throng of people.
âI doubt it. I mean, look at him! Heâs the star of the show right now,â you replied, attempting to downplay the hope that fluttered in your stomach.
Still, your thoughts were interrupted as Layla suddenly grabbed your hand, pulling you through the crowd.
âC'mon! We need to get a closer look!â she shouted over the noise. Your heart raced for a different reason now, excitement growing as you maneuvered through the ocean of fans, team members, and media.
You just managed to catch a glimpse of Lando standing on his car, fist raised triumphantly in the air. âLook at him! Heâs on top of the world!â you exclaimed, your voice barely audible over the cheers.
âI know! Heâs incredible!â Layla responded, beaming at Landoâs joyous display.
Amidst the clamor and celebrations, you decided to yell out, âLando, over here!â hoping he might hear you.
To your surprise, he turned in your direction, a radiant smile breaking across his face. He scanned the crowd, and for a heartbeat, your eyes locked. His smile grew broader, and you felt warmth flood your cheeks.
Then, without a thought for the crowd around you, you made your way over to him. You squeezed through a chaotic throng of jubilant fans, the buzz of celebration swirling around you, until you reached the area near the barriers.
There he was, laughing and exchanging high-fives with the team. You couldn't help but grin as you approached.
âLando!â you shouted over the noise, arms open wide.
He spotted you immediately, and a look of pure joy washed over his face. With almost immediate instinct, he lunged toward you, wrapping his arms around you in a tight embrace.
The strength of his excitement was palpable, and you squeezed him back, your heart racing.
He chuckled as he lifted you slightly off the ground. âI did it! I can't believe it!â he cried, setting you back down gently. âDid you see that last lap?â
âAre you kidding? It was amazing! You were so fast!â you exclaimed, your voice rising above the cacophony.
As he pulled back, he looked down at you with his bright eyes sparkling in the fading light. âI couldnât have done it without all your support. You were here every step of the way.â
âYouâve worked so hard, Lando. You deserve this,â you said, your gaze drifting for a moment as you felt the warmth of his presence envelop you.
But then, staring at him with the backdrop of the ecstatic crowd, your heart felt odd. Being so close to him, you suddenly found yourself stammering. âIâuh, I mean⊠you really did great.â
Lando tilted his head slightly, amusement dancing in his eyes. âYou alright?â He took a small step closer, his arm still around your waist, making you acutely aware of the physical closeness between you, which felt both comfortable and electric.
âUh, yeah, totally fine,â you replied quickly, but your voice was barely above a whisper. You caught a brief glimpse of Lando's gaze flitting to your lips, and it sent a jolt of connection rushing through you.
âI just⊠I meanâŠâ You struggled to finish your thought, the reality of your best friend stepping into the limelight making you feel both thrilled and ridiculously nervous.
âJust what?â he teased gently, his smile unwavering but those eyesâoh, those eyes were searching, digging deeper.
âJust⊠I didnât think youâd get pole position! I mean, I thought maybe, like, third or fourth?â You laughed nervously, but his gaze didnât waver.
âHey, you should always believe in me!â Lando said, but there was a soft intensity behind his words that made your heart race all the more. âIf I can get here today, then you have to promise youâll always believe in me, no matter what.â
You paused, looking earnestly into his bright eyes, biting your lip. âI promise. But youâve gotta promise me too; no matter how famous you get or how many trophies you win, you wonât forget about me, okay?â
âNever,â he said softly, but the way he said it sent a shiver down your spine. He lowered his voice, his teasing demeanor fading slightly.
âYouâve been my constant through all of this, and I wouldnât trade it for anything.â
Landoâs words lingered palpably in the air between you. You felt like the entire world had faded away, the crowdâs roars dimming into background noise. âI just⊠I could never replace what we have.â
âExactly,â he said, moving a fraction closer, eliciting butterflies to flutter chaotic within your stomach. âRemember that time you thought Iâd mess up in Monaco, and then I didnât? I was convinced I could do it because you believed in me.â
You laughed, flushing at the memory. âYeah, and you laughed at me for just being realistic.â
âRealistic is boring! You should know that by now. In racing, and in life, you gotta dream big,â he said, voice lightening as humor returned to the moment.
Just as you were about to respond, Zac approached. âHey! Lando! Congrats, mate!â
He clapped Lando on the back, breaking the synergy you had created. âThat was an incredible race! You crushed it!â
Landoâs hand left your waist as he turned to engage with Zac, his infectious excitement pulling him into the conversation. âThanks, man! I canât believe it! I was so nervous the entire time!â
You stepped back slightly, allowing the two of them to revel in the adrenaline of the moment. Lando beamed, his eyes sparkling as he spoke animatedly with Zac about the race strategy.
You watched as he made his way to get weighed and interviewed, your heart fluttering with a mix of pride and something else you werenât quite ready to admit.
âReally, though, I donât understand why youâre still on the fence about it,â Layla said, stepping beside you as you discreetly observed Lando.
Her voice was laced with curiosity as she nudged your shoulder. âHeâs been so into you these past few weeks. Did you see how he looked at you when he saw you?â
You sighed, leaning back against the wall, your gaze still fixed on Lando. âYeah, well, I saw that. But just because he looks at me a certain way doesnât mean he likes me. Heâs excited about the race, Layla. Iâm just⊠there.â
âYouâre not just âthere.â Youâre practically glowing in his vicinity. Itâs like he only sees you when he talks!â Layla insisted, her tone shifting to teasing. âYou could light up an entire stadium with the way he smiles at you.â
âOkay, maybe he enjoys spending time with me,â you conceded, your cheeks warming at the thought. âBut that doesn't exactly scream âI like you.ââ
âMaybe not,â she replied, tilting her head as she watched Lando waving at fans and signing autographs, âbut youâve got to admit, thereâs something more. I mean, look at him! The energy is off the charts!â
You rolled your eyes, trying to keep the conversation light. âYou know how he is. Heâs a charismatic guy. Heâs like that with everyone.â
âMaybe. But wouldnât it be amazing if he was like that with just you?â Laylaâs voice softened, and she nudged you again. âTake the leap! Ask him how he feelsâit doesnât have to be a grand declaration.â
The sun was beginning to set over the racing circuit, casting hues of orange and pink across the sky as Lando settled himself into a high-backed chair in the paddock lounge.
It had been a day filled with adrenaline, the thrill of achieving pole position lighting up his thoughts.
The victory celebrations had been electrifying, but they were quickly overshadowed by a single purpose that surged through him like fuel to an engineâhe wanted to see you again.
After the debrief, he had scanned the crowd, searching for you, his excitement building with each passing second. He had been talking about trying a new restaurant in town, and he couldnât wait to explore it with you.
But the moment he stepped into the bustling lounge, he spotted you, and his heart sank just a little.
You were laughing.
Not just a polite chuckle, but a full-bodied laugh that lit up your face. You were engaged in conversation with Ethan Smith, the American actor who had been brought in as a special guest to support the race.
Lando could see the chemistry between you twoâit was glaringly evident in the way Ethan leaned in slightly, his playful jokes coaxing out laughter and smiles that made your eyes sparkle.
âHey, you look like youâre going to kill Ethan,â Layla, your best friend, teased as she sidled up to Lando, noticing the tense atmosphere that had suddenly enveloped him.
âWho?â Lando asked, tearing his gaze from you for just a moment.
âEthan Smith? One of the most famous actors in the US? You donât know him?â Layla's voice was filled with disbelief.
âNope, and I donât like him either,â Lando grumbled, eyes narrowing as he watched Ethan wink at you.
You giggled, and Lando felt a twinge of jealousy in his chest. He stood up properly, unable to resist the pull any longer.
As he stormed over, Layla rolled her eyes, giggling softly in amusement. âGood luck, hero.â
Lando approached, trying to keep his expression neutral even while he could feel a competitive spark igniting within him.
âHey, sorry to interrupt,â he said, forcing a smile as he sidled up next to you, âbut I thought we were going to check out that new place together.â
You turned to him, your smile blossoming even wider. âLando! You were amazing out there today! I still canât believe you got pole position!â
âThanks! It was a good day, but Iâve got even better plans,â he added, shooting Ethan a pointed look. âIâm taking you out for dinner remember.â
Ethan raised an eyebrow, clearly unbothered and amused by Lando's sudden intrusion. âOh, is that so? Looks like youâve got some competition, Norris.â
Landoâs jaw twitched slightly. âI donât see any competition, honestly. Youâre just aââ
âJust a what?â Ethan interrupted with a smirk, leaning back casually. âJust a huge star who happens to be having a lovely conversation with someone he finds incredibly charming?â
You giggled again, a sound that made Landoâs irritation simmer down just a fraction. âYou guys, come on. Iâm just trying to enjoy the evening here.â
âExactly,â said Ethan, flashing you a disarming smile. âAnd you deserve it! Besides, I was just giving her some advice on how to handle the media.â
âMedia?â Lando questioned, crossing his arms. âI didnât realize you were running a media workshop.â
Ethan shrugged, unbothered. âHey, just sharing the wisdom Iâve gained. It can be tough, huh? Like staying out of the limelight while everyoneâs watching you, waiting for you to slip up.â He shot a harmless smile, but Lando felt the jabs in his stomach.
You frowned, sensing the tension. âYou guys, letâs not make this into a competition. Lando, you were the one who wanted to go out tonight.â
Lando looked at you, and then back at Ethan. âRight,â he said, softening his tone as he fixed his eyes solely on you. âI just wanted to celebrate with you a little, thatâs all.â
Ethan grinned, raising his hands in surrender. âAlright, alright! Looks like youâve claimed your prize, my friend. I was just enjoying the company. Iâll step back.â
Lando glanced at Ethan with a nod, appreciating the concession, but still feeling a little victorious as he turned back to you. âSo, are you ready to go eat? That new place is supposed to be amazing.â
You looked back to Ethan, and then nodded, a sweet smile curling on your lips. âYeah, Iâm ready. Sorry for taking up your time, Ethan.â
Ethan waved it off with a playful wink. âNo problem! Have fun out there, you two. Just remember, she was laughing with me first!â
As you and Lando began to walk away, he turned back to you with a raised eyebrow. âYou know, just for the record, I think he was flirting with you.â
You laughed, shaking your head. âOh please, heâs just a friendly guy! Besides, I already have someone Iâm interested in.â
âGood,â Lando muttered, feeling a rush of relief and warmth flooding his chest. âJust making sure.â
He smiled down at you, his heart feeling a little lighter now. âLetâs go enjoy our dinner and make some headlines of our own, huh?â
âSounds perfect,â you said, linking your arm through his as you both made your way out, leaving the tension behind you.
Lando couldnât help but smile at the thought of spending the evening with you, feeling that maybe the only competition that truly mattered was the one he could embrace.
The evening air was cooler than expected, igniting a small thrill of anticipation as you stepped out of the car. You looked up at the restaurantâs glowing sign, your heart fluttering a little.
This place was newly opened, a fusion of modern and vintage charm, and you were eager to see if it lived up to its reputation.
As you adjusted your jacket, you glanced at Lando, who was standing beside you with an easy grin, his eyes sparkling like the city lights around you. Ever since he came into your life, each moment felt a little more vibrant, a little more alive.
âHave you seen the menu?â you asked, looking up at him, excitement bubbling in your voice.
He nodded, brushing a lock of hair from his forehead. âI did, and I can tell you right now, Iâm going for that pumpkin risotto. It sounds incredible.â
You laughed. âPumpkin risotto? It seems a bit heavy for someone who just came off a race, doesnât it?â
âHey, I need my carbs!â he retorted playfully, nudging your shoulder with his. âEspecially after that race last week. I burned more calories than I could count, you know.â
âFine, but Iâm holding you to it. If you fall asleep in the middle of dinner, we might have a problem,â you teased back, stepping inside the restaurant.
The atmosphere enveloped you like a warm embraceâsoft lighting, a hint of herbs wafting from the kitchen, and laughter echoing from nearby tables. You felt a buzz of excitement in your veins as you and Lando were led to a cozy corner table.
âSo, what are you going to have?â he asked, picking up the menu and scanning it with genuine interest.
You shrugged, pretending to gauge the choices with utmost seriousness. âI think Iâll try the seafood linguine. Itâs been ages since Iâve had good pasta.â
Landoâs expression softened, and he leaned forward, resting his chin on his hand. âYou know, I love when you get excited about food. Itâs one of those little things that makes you⊠well, you.â
A warm blush crept onto your cheeks. âI didnât realize you were so observant, Mr. Norris.â
He chuckled, shaking his head. âI notice the important things. Like how you scrunch your nose when youâre thinking, or how your eyes light up when you talk about your favorite books.â
âOkay, now youâre just getting mushy.â Your voice barely hid your embarrassment, but the fluttering in your chest was unmistakable.
You loved how easily he could make you smile.
Their server arrived, and you both ordered. As you waited, the conversation flowed easily, moving from playful banter about Landoâs racing experiences to sharing your dream travel destinations.
âI really want to visit Japan,â you said, your eyes dancing with the thought. âThe culture, the food, the cherry blossoms⊠it seems magical.â
Lando leaned back, an amused smile plastered on his face. âYouâre a romantic at heart, arenât you?â
âMaybe,â you admitted, biting your lip. âWhat about you? Where would you go if you had the chance?â
He paused, his expression thoughtful. âProbably somewhere quiet. Racing is intense, so I think Iâd like a peaceful beach. Just to sit, reflect, and maybe learn to surf.â
âSurfing, huh?â You quirked an eyebrow. âYou? I can already picture you wiping out spectacularly.â
âOh, Iâd definitely faceplant! But Iâd get back up,â he said, his laughter infectious. âJust like on the track. Thatâs what makes it all fun, right?â
Before you could respond, your food arrived, and the divine aroma filled the air. You both dove into the dishes eagerly, enjoying the burst of flavors that danced on your tongues.
âThis is amazing!â you exclaimed, savoring a mouthful of your linguine. âYou have to try this.â
Lando took a bite of your pasta and nodded approvingly. âWow, thatâs really good! But Iâll stick to my risotto for now.â
As dinner continued, the conversation turned more personal. Lando shared stories of his childhood, his dreams, and the pressures of being in the limelight, while you opened up about your own aspirations and the challenges you faced.
âSometimes, itâs overwhelming,â he confessed, a hint of vulnerability lacing his words. âI mean, I love racing, but it can feel like everyoneâs expectations are just weighing down on you.â
You reached across the table, placing your hand on his. âBut youâre doing something incredible, Lando. Youâre following your passion and inspiring people along the way. Just donât lose sight of what matters.â
His gaze locked onto yours, lips curving into a smile that reached his eyes. âYou always know what to say to make me feel better. Iâm lucky to have you around.â
In that moment, you understood something deeper was blossoming between youâa connection that transcended the thrill of racing. It was a shared dream, a mutual understanding, and an undeniable chemistry that lit up the evening.
As the night wore on and the plates were cleared, you felt a mix of contentment and longing. The restaurant buzzed with laughter and conversations, but in your little corner, it was just you and Lando, caught in your own world.
âNext time, we should pick somewhere even more adventurous,â he suggested, a playful gleam in his eyes.
You leaned back, thinking of the possibilities. âThat sounds perfect. Letâs make it a tradition.â
Lando grinned, and in that moment, you knew this was just the beginning of something beautiful. You just hope that your feelings won't get in the way. . . .
Laylaâs coughs echoed through the empty hall as she wrapped herself tighter in a soft blanket on the couch, trying to drown out the sound of the outside world.
It felt bitterly unfair that her body had rebelled against her just when sheâd been looking forward to watching the race with you.
âHey, Layla,â you called from the kitchen, where you were prepping a few snacks. âIâm heading out now. Are you sure you donât want to come?â
She turned her head slightly, her hair tousled and her cheeks flushed. âNo, really, you should go. Iâd just be a downer. Besides, Iâd hate to get Lando sick. Heâs got that race this weekend!â
âTrue, butâŠâ you hesitated, feeling the weight of the unspoken words. âI mean, it would have been nice if we could all hang out together. I was kind of hoping you'd be there.â
Layla's smile was faint but brightened her pallid complexion. âI think youâre hoping for more than just âhanging out.â You like him, donât you?â
You sighed. âMaybe? I mean, after last nightâs dinner⊠I just canât tell if it was all in my head.â
A soft laugh escaped her lips, quickly followed by a cough. âYou actually thought he was, what? Just being polite? You guys were practically flirting all night.â
âFlirting? Really?â You raised an eyebrow in disbelief. âI thought he was just being friendly. Charming, even. Heâs always like that.â
âYeah, but that look he gave you? Come on! It was like, 'how do I impress you?â and 'youâre amazingâ wrapped in one.â She coughed again, and you felt guilt worming its way into your chest.
âMaybe he was just being a nice guy. Or he was bored...â you trailed off, unsure.
âOr maybe heâs into you, and you just donât want to see it,â she countered, her voice softening. âYou should go talk to him. Tonight could be your chance!â
You ran a hand through your hair, pondering Layla's words. What if? What if that spark you felt between you was mutual?
You took a deep breath as you nodded. âOkay. Iâm going. Just to check in on him.â
âGood! Now go knock his socks off!â Layla replied, her enthusiasm cutting through her congestion. As you waved goodbye, a quiet mix of excitement and apprehension simmered in your stomach.
You arrived at the paddock, the unmistakable hum of excitement buzzing in the air. The energy of fans waving flags and donning their favorite team colors could be felt all around; it was palpable and infectious.
You took a moment to soak it all in, engaging with the fans milling about, sharing smiles and snapshots that captured the thrill of race day.
But amidst the joviality, you couldn't shake off the knot in your stomach. Lando had been acting differently lately, receiving an outpouring of negative comments and disproportionate criticism on social media.
It made your heart ache to see someone so talented being torn down and misunderstood, especially when he had always been so kind and considerate.
Today was supposed to be about racing, but you had a growing worry that Lando might not be able to shake off the weight that was pressing down on him.
Once you greeted the last group of fans, you made your way through the paddock with purpose. The noise faded slightly as you approached Lando's garageâhis sanctuary, where he would armor up for the battles on the track.
The energy there was different; it was practically electric, the team buzzing around, making final adjustments to the car and going over the last-minute strategies.
Still, your focus was solely on Lando.
You searched for him in every nook and cranny, peeking into the bustling pit area and checking around the hospitality suites. But a feeling of dread began to take root when you couldnât find him.
âMaybe heâs in his driverâs room,â you murmured to yourself, trying to push down the worry that lingered like a shadow.
At the door, you hesitated, your heart racing. You knocked once, then twice, listening for the sound of his voice.
When no response came, you slowly turned the handle and pushed the door open, half-expecting him to be absorbed in some last-minute race preparation. Instead, the scene that greeted you was far from it.
Lando was curled up on the small, worn sofa, hands wrapped around his knees. He jumped slightly at the sight of you, his eyes wide, a mix of surprise and vulnerability.
âOh Y/N, I didnât hear you come in,â he said, forcing on a smile that didnât quite reach his eyes.
You frowned at the sight of him, the dim light casting shadows across his face, revealing red-rimmed eyes. Your heart sank. âLando⊠whatâs wrong?â
You lowered yourself onto the sofa next to him, the familiar scent of his cologne wrapping around you like a comforting embrace, but it did little to ease your concern.
âNothing, Iâm fine,â he replied too quickly, the practiced lightness in his voice clashing with the heaviness in the room.
You could see the slight tremor in his hands, and your worry deepened. You reached out, tentatively placing a hand on his knee.
âYouâre not fine,â you said softly, searching his face for the usual spark you loved. âI can see it. Talk to me?â
He looked away, glancing out the window at the racetrack where the cars were roaring around the circuit.
You followed his gaze but quickly turned back to him, determined to break through the wall he had put up. âDoes it have to do with the race? Is it the pressure?â
Lando shook his head, something between sad and grateful passing over his features. âItâs not that. Just⊠a lot on my mind, you know?â His words were heavy, like anchors sinking in deep water.
âThatâs okay,â you said, shifting closer to him. âIâm here. You donât have to go through it alone.â
He chuckled softly, though there was no humor behind it. âYouâre always here, Y/N. Thatâs what I like about you. You make it easier.â
âThen let me help you,â you insisted gently, nudging him with your elbow while you tried to coax out a more genuine response.
âCan I get a hug?â you asked, knowing that physical closeness might be the best way to pull Lando out of the shell heâd crawled into.
He hesitated, eyes darting around the room like a deer caught in headlights. Then, hesitantly, he leaned into you, wrapping his arms around your shoulders.
The warmth of his body was comforting, but as he buried his face against the curve of your neck, you felt the tell-tale signs of him holding back. You hugged him tighter, hoping he could feel the strength of your support.
âLet it out,â you whispered, holding him as he exhaled deeply, searching for words that seemed stuck in his throat. âPlease.â
You rubbed his back in soothing circles, the silent rhythm cocooning you both in a bubble of softness. You didn't care if you were basically sitting on his lap; all you cared about was Lando.
âIt's just... a lot,â he murmured finally, his voice muffled against you. âThe media, the fansâthey're relentless. I donât think I can do it today.â
âShhhâŠâ you soothed, leaning back slightly to bring his gaze toward you. His big, dark eyes looked lost, a storm brewing behind them. âYouâre stronger than they think. You love racing, remember? You belong out there.â
He looked away, swallowing hard. You could see the emotions swirling within him, battling between fear and desire, doubt and determination. âBut what if I mess up again? What ifâŠâ
âLando,â you interrupted gently. âWhat if you do great? You canât let fear write your story for you. You have to give yourself a chance.â
His fingers found your waist as he held you closer, the intensity in his grip conveying everything words could not. âI just donât want to let anyone down,â he confessed finally, his breath warm against your ear.
âYou wonât,â you assured him, your heart racing with the intimacy of the moment. âNot with me by your side. You have me, Lando; I believe in you.â
With every squeezed breath, the hug felt too tight, arms closing around you, squeezing you, pressing together, inch by inch. You could feel his hesitance melting into something else, something deeper, something that felt like your very own electricity.
Lando was the unpredictable force that set your heart aflame. Those arms wrapped tightly around you felt intoxicating, like a drug that sent your pulse racing when the rest of the world faded away.
His phone buzzed, jolting you both back to the reality of the upcoming race.
âItâs Oscar,â he muttered, annoyance tugging at his features. âI donât want to go; I canât face the pit or the cameras.â
You lifted your chin, meeting his gaze fully. âWell, I canât do this for you, but I can be right there with you. You need to let them see how you feel. Itâs okay to show vulnerability, Lando.â
He took a deep breath, and you could see the gears in his mind turning. âWhat if itâs not enough?â he muttered, but the fire in his voice was finally wavering.
âEnough for who?â you pressed. âYou donât have to perform for them. Just do your race, and Iâll be right there cheering for you.â
âReally?â He looked at you, the hope flickering in his gaze almost enough to make you lean in and kiss him.
âAbsolutely. I wouldnât miss it for the world.â You grinned, feeling the air shift between you, filled with the promise of something more.
Suddenly, Oscarâs voice boomed from the other side of the door, urgent and loud. âLando, itâs time for the race!â
Lando groaned, clearly annoyed at being forced back into reality. âI guess I canât hide in here forever, huh?â
âNope. Now come on, letâs get you out there and show them what youâre made of.â You smiled, standing abruptly and holding out your hand to him.
He hesitated for a heartbeat before taking it, and you felt that warm pull between you. The brief moment of intimacy melded into something more solid as he clasped your fingers. He rose to his feet, tilting his head slightly to find your gaze once again.
âThanks,â he said softly, his voice clear and stronger now. âFor everything. I donât know what I would do without you.â
âProbably get a lot more nervous,â you teased lightly, nudging him playfully. âBut seriously, letâs go. Youâve got a race to win.â
As Lando Norris crossed the finish line for the fourth time that season, the entire track erupted in a symphony of cheers and celebrations.
You could barely contain your excitement, adrenaline surging through you as you pulled off your headphones, the sounds of the race still echoing in your mind.
All that mattered was Landoâyour brilliant, talented Lando.
You joined the staff, a vibrant mix of engineers, mechanics, and strategists, who were all equally charged up. The atmosphere was electric, the air thick with the scent of burnt rubber and victory champagne.
You barely noticed the chaos unfolding around you as everyone rallied around the pit area. The crew, those unwavering supporters who had helped you get closer to Lando before, ushered you closer, their enthusiasm infectious.
âCome on! Right this way!â one of the crew members shouted over the noise, grabbing your hand and leading you through the throng.
You felt your heart race as the crowdâs energy swirled around you, anticipation making you giddy.
âLando! Lando! Over here!â you shouted, waving your arms above your head like a lunatic.
A couple of crew members pointed in your direction, assisting the chaotic dance of the crowd.
And then it happened. His eyes met yoursâgreen and bright like emeralds sparkling in sunlight. Time seemed to slow as he brightened at the sight, a genuine smile breaking across his face.
Without hesitation, he tore away from the crowd, sprinting toward you. The world blurred around you, the cheers fading until nothing mattered but the two of you.
When he reached you, it was like everything else faded away. He enveloped you in the biggest hug, his head tucked tightly against your neck.
Warmth washed over you, and you couldnât help but laugh with pure joy.
âYou did it! I knew you could!â you shouted, the excitement lacing your words as your arms wrapped around his neck.
His grip tightened as he pulled back to look into your eyes, the sexual tension thick between you. Lando's gaze lingered on your lips momentarily, and something about the way he held his gaze left your heart racing.
âI couldnât have done it without you cheering me on,â he confessed, his breath warm against your skin. âYouâre my good luck charm.â
âI think itâs the other way around,â you teased playfully. âYouâve got the talent, but I like to think I add a bit of magic.â
Lando chuckled, a sound like music that echoed around you, making your heart flutter. âWell, keep that magic close then, okay?â
Before you could respond, he leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to your cheek, just a breath away from your lips. Your breath hitched as the world fell away again, your cheeks flushed with warmth and perhaps a bit more than embarrassment.
âIâI should let you go celebrate with everyone,â you said, almost feeling shy as you took a step back, the rest of the team rallying around him with congratulations.
âHey,â he said softly, his gaze never wavering as he reached for your hand, holding it tightly. âYouâre coming with me, right? We have to celebrate together after!â
You blinked, surprised. âReally? Don't you want to celebrate with only your team?â
âI want to celebrate with you too!â He smiled, an infectious grin that made your heart skip a beat. âWeâll carve out our own little celebration. Just us after.â
Your heart soared. You nodded eagerly. âOkay!â
After the podium celebrations ended, the crowd dispersed, and the atmosphere filled with the crackling excitement of victory turned to an afterglow.
Lando Norris, with his signature grin and a trophy held high, had basked in the limelight, soaking up the roaring applause of the fans.
But that was only a moment for him; now, he was dragged away to the media center, leaving you standing at the edge of the pit lane, heart fluttering with the kiss he had planted on your cheek moments before.
You leaned against the pit wall, watching as he disappeared behind a barrage of cameras and reporters.
The warmth of his fleeting affection lingered on your skin, and a smile crept across your face despite the noise around you.
âThinking about him, I see,â a voice interrupted your thoughts. You jumped slightly, caught off guard as you turned to see Ethan approaching.
He wore a knowing smirk, one that made your stomach twist of embarrassment.
âOh, hi Ethan, what are you talking about?â You feigned nonchalance, crossing your arms.
âLando, Iâm talking about Lando,â Ethan replied, rolling his eyes dramatically. âLook, itâs clear youâve got this enormous crush on him, but letâs not kid ourselves. He doesnât like you like that. Heâs just being friendly.â
Your heartbeat quickened for a different reason nowâa mix of frustration and hurt. âWhat do you mean he doesnât like me? He just won a race, and he kissed me, it was sweet.â You tried to sound more confident than you felt.
âSweet?â Ethan scoffed. âThat was just a celebratory peck. You know how he is with his fans. He flirts with everyone. It doesnât mean he has a thing for you.â
You rolled your eyes, pushing back against his doubt. âBut it felt different. The way he looked at me before he left⊠Ethan, weâve talked, weâve laughed.â
Ethan raised an eyebrow, unconvinced. âLook, youâre a great person, and I get that you want to believe heâs into you. But do you really think heâs capable of liking someone with all of this fame and pressure around him? Heâs got a busy life, and girlfriends are just more trouble in that world.â
The frustration bubbled in your chest. âYou sound like my mom,â you shot back, unable to hide the sharpness in your tone. âYou donât even know him like I do.â
âFair enough,â Ethan said, holding up his hands in mock surrender. âBut youâve got to admit, youâre setting yourself up for a huge disappointment here. Just... donât get your hopes too high. I wouldnât want to see you hurt.â
His exasperation was genuine, but it only deepened your resolve. âAnd I wouldnât want to live my life scared to try because of what âmightâ happen.â
Ethan sighed. âOkay, Iâm not trying to ruin your fantasy. I just want you to be realistic.â
âRealistic or pessimistic?â you countered.
He laughed softly, the tension in the air easing just a bit. âAlright, letâs call it realistic, then.â
âLando doesnât like you that way,â Ethan had said, concern etched on his features.
Those words replayed in your head like a broken record, setting a tight knot in your stomach every time you thought of the charming driver.
Just as you attempted to shake off the lingering doubt, a staff member materialized out of thin air, his voice breaking through your thoughts. âLando wants to see you now.â
âThanks!â you called out, excusing yourself from Ethanâs company.Â
You felt a mix of anticipation and anxiety as you navigated through the hubbub of the garage, pushing aside doubts that had lingered since your morning conversation with Ethan.
Finally standing before Landoâs driverâs room, you raised your hand and knocked gently. âCome in,â his voice called out, warm and inviting.
You opened the door to find Lando leaning against the wall, a genuine smile lighting his face, so different from the frown of earlier that day. âHi, champ!â you greeted him, a spark of joy igniting within you.
âHey!â he exclaimed, standing upright as he approached you. âIâm really glad youâre here.â His eyes sparkled with a mischievous glint, and you could feel an electric tension crackling in the air between you.
You both settled into a rhythm of lighthearted conversation, laughing and reminiscing about the weekâs events, but underneath every playful jab and shared joke, there was an unspoken acknowledgment of the chemistry that simmered between you.
Landoâs gaze felt heavy on you, filled with unexpressed words that lingered just beyond reach.
The air crackles with an unspoken tension as you stare into Lando's eyes, a mix of confusion and yearning coursing through every nerve in your body.
You can feel the warmth of his presence enveloping you, a fire igniting in the pit of your stomach as you try to decipher the myriad emotions swirling between you.
âSo,â Lando began, his voice almost a whisper, eyes glistening with something serious, âthereâs something Iâve been meaning to tell you.â
His voice quivers with uncertainty, the weight of his unexpressed feelings hanging heavily in the atmosphere, and it sends a shiver down your spine.
Your mind raced back to Ethanâs words: âLando doesnât like you, Y/N. Heâs just playing around.â You shook your head slightly. You wouldnât let yourself believe that.
You couldnât allow the confusion between friendship and something more to blur in your mind; it was too painful.
He said, his tone firm yet tender. âI like you, Y/N.â
âYou donât, you canât,â you protest meekly, recalling the stinging words Ethan had casually tossed your way, words that left a lingering ache in your chest.
The notion that Lando might not harbor genuine feelings for you feels like a betrayal, an unwelcome specter haunting the edges of this beautiful moment.
âY/Nââ His voice was earnest, but you shook your head, biting your lip to keep the tears at bay.
âPlease donât joke about that. If you donât like meâif youâre just messing aroundâthen donât joke about it.â Each word felt like a dagger, piercing through the bubble of hope forming in your chest.
âWhy do you think Iâm saying this?â he asked, his voice low and laced with emotion. âWhy would I bother if I didnât mean it? This isnât just some casual fling for me. I care about you, and itâs driving me insane keeping it all bottled up!â
You took a step back, your back hitting the closed door. âLando, please, you canât say that!â Tears began to stream down your cheeks unbidden.
âWhy not?â he challenged softly, moving closer again, his gaze intense. âWhy canât I? Are you really going to deny whatâs been between us? You feel it too right?â
The truth in his words shattered your defenses. âLando, Iââ Your voice broke, and the words tumbled out, heavier than you imagined.
âIâve never been someoneâs first choice before. Itâs hard to believe that you actually want me.â
âThen believe me,â he urged, his hand gently cupping your cheek, wiping away a tear with his thumb.
Landoâs arms wrapped around you, pulling you close as he whispered, âYou deserve to hear it, and I mean every word.â
You melted into him, your head resting against his chest while he held you tightlyâfirmly yet gently, a safe haven amidst your unraveling emotions.
He didnât flinch as the tears soaked his shirt.
âIâm scared,â you admitted, sniffling against his shoulder. âI donât want to lose this.â
âYou wonât lose me. Not ever,â he promised, pulling back slightly so he could look into your eyes. âJust give us a chance. I wonât hurt you.â
After a long while, you managed to calm down, your heart still racing but your breaths a little steadier. Lando pulled back just enough to look you in the eyes; the concern etched on his face warmed you.
âCan I kiss you?â Lando asked, his voice laced with just a hint of uncertainty, as if he feared this moment would evaporate into thin air.
Time seemed to stand still as you considered his question. You could feel the heat radiating between you, a magnetic pull that drew you closer.
This was the moment you had both been dancing around, the very reason for the tension that crackled in the air.
You felt a flutter in your stomach at the question, your body reacting before your mind could catch up. âYes,â you finally breathed out, the single word filled with yearning.
His eyes sparkled, and he leaned in slowly, giving you time to pull away if you wanted. But you didnât; if anything, your heart raced as he brushed his lips against yours, soft and hesitant at first.
His lips met yours in a soft, tender kiss that spoke volumes of the feelings you both had kept hidden for too long. The world around you faded away, leaving just the two of you wrapped in a warm embrace, filled with the promise of love and acceptance.
As the kiss deepened, you felt an overwhelming sense of relief and joy. It was as if everything you had fought againstâthe doubt, the fearâmelted away, replaced with the certainty of Landoâs affection.
You knew, right then and there, that you had finally found someone who would stay, who truly wanted you for who you were.
When the kiss finally broke, you rested your forehead against his, your hearts still racing from the intensity of it all. âIâm sorry I pushed you away,â you murmured.
âDonât be,â he replied softly. âIâm just glad I finally got to you.â
And in that moment, surrounded by a haze of newfound love and vulnerability, you both knew that this was only the beginning of something beautiful.
Something that you both deserved. . . . .
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Jelly Bracelets (12) (18+)
Eddie Munson x f/Reader
Jelly Bracelets Masterlist
This has not been proofread. Please enjoy, though.
Warnings: swearing. Mentions nudity. Lap dancing. Grinding.
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Red - wearer is willing to perform a lap dance
Eddie Munson may be the freak of Hawkins, but he is your best friend. Who is always willing to teach you new things, even when you get new bracelets from your cousin. Eddie will even go as far as teaching & showing you what each one means.
"Oh get out of here Eddie. I don't feel like doing anything today." I pulled the covers over my head, trying to ignore him as he tried to hank the covers away from my bed.
"The is shining. The birds are singing." I snorted at him, loudly.
"You must be high Eddie. It is raining out, and there are no birds singing."
"I am not that high, and you know it. Come on. I rented some movies, got pizza on the way. Lets get you out of bed and into that living room to watch some movies.
I didn't move.
I heard him sigh. "I even rented Flashdance."
I pushed the covers down, and looked at Eddie's handsome face to see if he was lying.
"Show me." I demanded.
Him, knowing me so well, pulled it out of his inner coat pocket, and I couldn't help but squeal as I saw that he wasn't lying.
"Now will you get out of bed, and watch the movies?" He asked one last time, and I was already getting out of the bed, rushing past him to get my favourite spot on the couch.
The movie was almost over, half of the candy was gone and there were still a slice of pizza.
I knew Eddie was bored, but I know he is watching this for me.
His arm is on the back of the couch behind me as I am leaning against his side, just like we have always done.
"You know if you stuck with dancing, you probably would have gotten out of this shit hole town." Eddie said, grabbing a handful of popcorn.
"Please. I stopped just before high-school, and I am glad I did. The teacher was creepy." And she really was.
Her husband was also creepy as well.
"You still remember any moves?" Eddie questioned me, which I responded by nodding my head yes as I took a sip of Pepsi.
"Enough to do a lap dance?"
"I didn't do that type of dancing Munson." I pointed out.
"Well, now you know what I am asking for." He snapped the red one
Wearer is willing to perform a lap dance.
"When do you want this?"
"I think now may be a good time. I even got a song picked out." He said smugly, as I pushed off the couch.
"Fine. Get in my room." He hopped up, and ran to my room.
I went to the laundry room and grabbed a pair of clean, lacy red panties, along with it's matching bra and put it on and fixed my hair just a bit.
As I am walking through the living room, I grabbed his discarded jacket and drapped it over my shoulders, knowing this would drive him wild.
"Start the music Eddie." I called out, and the moment I heard the music playing, and of course it is AC/DC. None the less, I opened the door, and Eddie was sitting in my vanity chair, almost looking a bit too relaxed, but he looked good.
His legs were spread and his hands were on his lap.
He saw me and his mouth dropped open as I took a few steps in my room, closing the door behind me.
His eyes trailed up and down my body.
He gave me the confidence to get me through this.
My hands trailed up and down my body, my hips moving back and forth to the beat.
I turned around, bending over slightly for him to get a good look at my ass, and as I looked over my shoulder, biting my lip I could see him adjust himself in his jeans.
I reached up and took the bra off, and putting his coat on fully now.
I turned around and his eyes were drawn to the bra in my hand, and it dawned on him that his favourite jacket is touching my breasts.
I flung the bra at his face, and he instantly grabbed the bra and put it around his neck as I moved towards him.
I smiled at Eddie as I circled around him, my arms rubbing his shoulders and touching his chest.
He reached up to touch me, but I slapped his hands away, making him pout.
"No touching, Eddie."
I placed my hands at the back of his neck as I lowered my body so we are making eye contact.
Eddie licked his lips nervously, and I watched nothing more than kiss him, but I held off.
The music faded as I turned my body to face away from Eddie, leaning forward as I sat down his lap.
I moaned softly at hard he is.
I reached behind me as I leaned back, my fingers playing with his hair as I moved back and forth, then rolling my hips in a circle motion.
"Fuck." I heard him say behind me.
I grinded my ass against him, my hands now gripping his thighs.
I needed to see him, so I got up and turned around to sit back in his lap once more, continuing gyrating my hips once more.
I grabbed Eddie's hands and moved them up and down my body, listening to soft moans fall from his lips.
Our faces were close and he leaned in to kiss me, and I pretended to lean in to kiss him as well, until I pulled away and stood up, knowing the song is about to end soon.
I ran my hands up and down my body as I closed my eyes, wishing it was Eddie.
I turned my body, bending down to touch the floor as I stand between his spread legs, my ass against his cock as I grinded my ass against him.
I felt him wrap his arms around me and I was about to say no touching once more, as he turned me around and slammed his mouth against mine, moaning into the kiss as he was muttering against my lips.
"Need you. Please let me have you." Eddie as he grinding his cock against me, making me gasp.
"Yes, please Eddie." Was all I needed to say before he was walking me backwards towards my bed, and gently pushing me back to lay on it.
I looked at him, and he looked at me as he was just about to undress when there was a loud knock on my bedroom door.
"You two want some tacos? I made tacos." Robin excitedly called out, instantly killing the mood.
"Be out there in a second." Eddie called back, through clenched teeth.
"My place. Tonight. Wayne is working and no one will bother us." He kissed me one last time as he opened the door and shut it behind him.
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Serendipity
ch.2- story master list
Druitt POV
It was another week, another day, another show.Â
I was currently backstage, in one of the hallways sitting on equipment talking to Bianca.Â
"Girl we got a few days off, what you trying to do?"
"I don't know, I know Trin wants to take a trip somewhere, I have to call her and see. You should come with us."
"You know I don't turn down a good time, let me know when and I'm there"Â
We continued talking about potential places we could go, til Tez walked up wrapping his arms around Bianca.
"Rhyan you trying to steal my wife"
I rolled my eyes, "oh please, if I wanted B I can have her like that" I snapped my fingers as I said that.
"Let him know bae"
Tez quickly gave Bianca a look, I couldn't help but bust out laughing. "Oh really! Then she can have you" he started walking away
"Boy stop playing, you know I am just playing with you, later girl"
I sat there as I watched them go back and forth while walking down the hallway. I couldn't do anything but shake my head at them.Â
I hopped off the box, and decided to make my way to catering since I was hungry. Once in catering, I grabbed some chips and a drink, eating light since I have a match in a few.Â
As I turned around, I was met with a smiling Samoan.
"jeez, Jey give a girl a warning"
He smiled showing his bottom grill, damn did he look good.
"Thank you mama, you don't look bad yourself "
"Did I say that out loud?" I felt my face starting to warm up
"You did, but its all good you look good to, I just seen you over here and wanted to come see what's up"
" thank you," I couldn't help but blush "I'm just eating light before my match."
"yeah you got a match against Zelina tonight right? I know you gonna whoop her ass tonight. No doubt you get the dub."
"well you know, I'm not giving this title up for nobody"
"Aye Uce we got to go, Hunter wants to meet with us" Sami says from across the room.
"I'll be right there!" he turned his attention back to me "I'll be watching, go kill it like you always do."
"mmm, I'm sure I will, I got some extra motivation" after I said that I seen his eyes flash, and he bit his lip smirking at me.
"Yeet!" He gave me a quick hug before running off with Sami.Â
I quickly finished my snack and threw it away, noting that it was time for me to head to Gorilla.Â
I fixed the top to my gear (below) before hearing the beginning beat of my entrance (just the first 42 seconds). I stood there are the lights flash on and off for the first few beats, then turning around once the beat drop. Making my way to the ring I made sure to high-five as many fans as I could.
(gear- donât mind it saying Bianca)
(entrance song)
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"Making her way to the ring, hailing from Atlanta, Georgia, she is your Women's World Champion ... RHYAN SIMONEEE"Â Â
After completing my entrance, I turned to look at Zelina who made her entrance before mine. I wouldn't say Zelina and I were the best of friends, but there was definitely respect amongst the both of us.Â
I gave her a subtle head nod, as she gave me one back
ding, ding , ding
We immediately locked up with one another, with me gaining the upper hand.Â
I pushed her into the ropes, letting her come back to me and giving her a mean clothesline.Â
I quickly get down and try to go for a pin.Â
1Â .... 2...
Zelina kicked out of it, pushing me away.Â
~fast forwarding to the end~
After a long fight with Zelina, the fight was quickly coming to an end.Â
I set her up for my move, The Rhyne-stone (backstabber to a bank statement)
I held it as tight as I can, pulling back as far as I could.Â
"COME ON TAP OUT!"Â
I held it for a few more seconds until Zelina finally tapped out. I dropped her getting up smiling and out of breath.
"HERE'S YOUR WINNER, AND STILL WOMEN'S WORLD CHAMPION .... RHYAN SIMONEEEE"
I held up title as I celebrated on the top rope. After my celebration, I jumped out the ring and started walking up the ramp. On my way up, I signed a few autographs and made my backstage.
"Great match Rhyan" Hunter gave me a pat on my shoulder.
"Thanks Hunter"
As I made my way through the halls, I saw Jey hanging around.
"that's going to be a tough act to follow" he looked up at me smiling.Â
"No doubt, you did your thing out there"
"thank you, your going to go out there and kill it to"
"appreciate it ma, what you doing for your few days off"
"I have no clue, might go visit home for those few days"
"How about when you come down we hang out around the city"
"I would like that"
Before Jey could say anything, a producer came from around the corner. "Hey Jey it's almost time"
"Yeet!"
He jumped down off the crates and stood in front of me.
"good luck, I'll be watching" I smirked ta him as he looked at me smiling.
"I guess I got some motivation to" I blushed as I gave him a quick hug, heading back in my locker room. I took a really quick shower and changed just in time for Jey to make his entrance.Â
A knock came to my door, and I got up to open it. Standing before me was Bianca in her chill clothes.Â
"Hey boo" she gave me a hug as I stepped aside for her to enter the room. "Oop, not you watching your man's match"
"oh girl please he is not my man, that man don't want me"
"Anybody with eyes can tell that man wants you"
I rolled my eyes at her, focusing back on the screen as Jey delivers a superkick to Drew McIntyre. That's when my phone went off, and I saw Trin's name flash across my screen.
"Hey bestieee"
"Hey sis, what's up?"
"Nothing, just wanted to call and say that was a bad ass match"
"Thanks sis! I got to give credit to Zelina though, I love working with her in the ring"
"Yeah she's a great performer, but I was also calling to ask if you wanted to come to Atlanta with me?"
"That's actually funny, I was talking to Jey about going home for those few days"
"You talked to Jey!" Both Trinity and Bianca shoutedÂ
"ummm yes-"
"what did you say" Bianca was paying attention to me now, completely turned around on the couch.
"nothing much, he asked what I was doing, I said I was going home, and he offered for us to hang out"
I can hear Trin screaming in the phone, "AHHH let me find out my bestie about to be my new sis in law"
"Girllll stop! aint nothing going on between us"
"you sure about that?"
"I mean, of course we flirt but it's nothing major"
"I bet it's something major for him, cause that man wants youuu!" Trinity yelled in my ear.Â
"Ahhh I can't wait for you to become my sister in law! I got to tell Jon"
"No!" I yelled through the phone "there is nothing to tell Jon"
"Oop not she being defensive" Bianca said instigating the situation even further.
I rolled my eyes at them and their shenanigans.Â
"Well I will see you in the A SIS IN LAW!" then she quickly hung up the phone before I could say anything.Â
"You know, sometimes I wonder why I am friends with y'all"
"It is because you love us!" Bianca jumped on top of me and gave me hug with a big smooch on the cheek.
"Girllll, get off me" I couldn't help but laugh at her, as she got back to where she was seating.Â
We continued watching Jey's match until the announcer stated that he won, and he was doing his celebration with crowd, vibing out closing the show.Â
I quickly gathered my things, and headed out the locker room, with Bianca right behind me.Â
"So we fly out Wednesday, and then fly out to the house show on Saturday?"
"Yeah, we got to make sure we are there early, you know what happened last time" then I turned and gave her a look.
"Ooh girl don't remind me!" Bianca shook her head, as we walked up to her husband. He would be driving us to the airport so we can all make our late night flights.Â
"Hey Tez, thank you again for letting me tag along"
"No problem sis, you know we got you" He proceeded to grab both of our bags and put them in the trunk.Â
I climbed in the backseat, as Bianca and Tez got in the front. He pulled off towards the gate to get out the arena.Â
"What's the plans for this week?" Tez asked as we pulled off onto the highway.Â
"Nothing much, going to be heading down to Atlanta with Trinity, might visit my family while I am down there" I said as I scrolled through my IG Feed.Â
"mhmm and see her boo or whatever" Bianca said giving me a look through the mirror, as I gave her one back.Â
"Oooh not little Rhyan got somebody, who's the unlucky guy" I gasped as I smacked his arm and he laughed.Â
"Don't play me, and Bianca just playing around" I sat back rolling my eyes in a playful manner.Â
All of a sudden my phone dinged, alerting me I had an incoming message. I looked and seen it was Jey.Â
Main Event đ
"Hey beautiful, when you gone be in town again?"
"I should be there on Wednesday, going to be flying early and staying til our house show on Saturday."
"Got room in your plans Friday for lunch or dinner?"
"I can definitely do dinner on Friday"
"Bet, I'll pick you up wherever you are around 8 on Friday"
"See you then âșïž"
"Yeet!"
I seen I had another message coming through and saw it was from Bianca.Â
Queen Bi đ
"I see you back there smiling bitch đ "
I looked up and seen she was looking dead at me through the mirror, I gave her a middle finger and laughed.Â
Soon we arrived to the airport.
"Thanks for the ride, it is always joyous riding with the Crawfords"
"Anytime sis," Bianca hugged me "text me once you land and make it home"
"You the same, see you on Wednesday" I quickly gave Montez a hug, grabbed my stuff, and we went our separate ways
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another animatic because i was possessed
#call of duty#gary roach sanderson#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#cod mw2#cod roach#cod#roachghost#ghostroach#my art#animatic#the past few days have been rough on my laptop#this will really be the last animatic ill do for a while#but i learned... a bit? hopefully i still remember it the next time#im going back to my regular schedule#i see tons of mistakes but uhh ill fix that later (indefinitely)#would you believe me if i said i finished this in 3 days#yeah me neither#fun fact this song was originally for a different fandom but the ghostroach brainworms got me first
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Stay on, Falin. ( an extended, and frankly superior, version to an earlier edit/amv! enjoy )
#cosmo creates#edits#dungeon meshi#farcille#i knowww this shit isnt gonna pop off but im glad i made it still#flashing#eye strain#volume warning#i think abt these two. a normal amount.#songs hummingbird by metro boomin & james blake#i shouldve fixed the credit at the end =_=#OH WELL#i find it funny that like. i cant really stand miles and gwen together. BUT. THIS SONG? YEAH NO GO GO GO#so fucking good.#dungeon meshi spoilers#whoop
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(Huling) sayaw sa ilalim ng kalawakan
#l4d2#left 4 dead 2#l4d2 nick#l4d2 ellis#l4d2 nellis#sfm#source filmmaker#sfm poster#l4d2 au#the caption was originally longer but I got a bit shy so quq#fan art#fanwork#my art#//#3 fucking songs got me on a chokehold that resulted to this ToT#even more funny that I used a song title but didn't really used it for making inspo quq#I just thought 'oh yeahh this song' then decided to do the funny#am totally not implying something dwww (I am)#anyway this gonna be the last render for now because am going to start focusing on prelims and fixing my sleeping sched (hopefully)#but ask box still open so feel free to drop by or somethin
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#posting this again because i want attention#and I fixed a mistake#and look oooo illustration#go read my cringe! go on#you know you want to#why is it so much more embarrassing posting fic than posting art. riddle me that one#bnha#villain!mic#loudspeaker au#hizashi yamada#present mic#mha#midmic#bnha fanfiction#horrible feeling when you realise Family of Me by Ben Folds is the perfect Loudspeaker song#but nobody's going to take you seriously about it because it's from Over the Hedge#sobbing crying#like every line fits#'Looks grim right now. But pretty soon we'll be laughing about it'#'It's all right. Yeah it is I swear you'll see (it's not really)'#like hello? that's Loudspeaker right there#im going so silly. I'm going so stupid.#anyway yeah read Mind Electric. Or whatever.
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song mingi in fix off
bonus color
#this is kind of a mess but#im also kind of a mess rn so#mine#ateez#song mingi#fix off#fix on#atiny#mingi#i also tried a new coloring method that i really like#i think it worked well but i was inconsistant and honestly? im just too lazy to go back#maybe later
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maybe i shouldn't have picked up that hitchhiker.. or maybe you shouldn't have accepted that ride.
who's to blame at the end really
(Flash warning!!!)
#camera talks#camera creates#hikeback#song: Courtney's Song by Gelsey Ball#all pictures from the game thank you clowndream#hey btw check out this really awesome and amazing game by said dev (clowndream) its got time loops <3#tw flashing#tw scopophobia#also hikeback spoilers to an extent#anywayss my first edit how do we like :)#its not my favorite ever but its good for my first go i think !!! i like doing this i might do it more <33#also go play hikeback that game makes me ill btw </3#if you like the scorpion and the frog fable you.. you should play hikeback for me prettyyyy pleasee#if I was really nitpicky I would go back again and fix some of the timing but I think this is good for now#anyways <33#ask to tag for any other warnings btw
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I can't stop thinking about conrad schintz. He's a little guy, literally still a kid, too soft-spoken for others to listen to him, he doesn't swear, doesn't complain and is willing to just take the hits, and he tries to do what's right because someday it's gotta pay off.
#protect him at all costs#I really hope The Fix is going to adopt this little guy bc that'd be so wholesome#conrad needs somebody looking out for him anyways#dimension 20#d20#dimension 20 mentopolis#d20 mentopolis#mentopolis#conrad schintz#alex song xia
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THE SHOW MUST GO ON!
(Click for better quality, well as good as tumblr will allow lol)
#the price of flesh#tpof fox#tpof dlc#tpof announcer#Iden#my art#I have not a clue why the line arts so pixelated I tried my best to fix it#ren hana#still going absolutely feral for this dlc#also this talk about the show and that got me thinking about the wall by pink floyd#some songs suit him actually lol#JESUS THE QUALITY IS REALLY BAD#guess I should have noticed that I drew it so small eh?
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for the record I'm keeping my #arcane and #arcane critical tags separate because 1) it's rude to go into a show's main tag to complain about it and 2) this way I can still go into the arcane tag on my own blog to enjoy season 1 stuff without being perpetually disappointed by season 2
#there were only two things that I actually got hyped for in season 2 (as opposed to The Entirety Of Season 1)#1. the vi and jinx fight scene with that awesome song#2. vander recognising powder#the whole family thing after that made me cry but the circumstances leading up to it were weird. wdym there's no jinx going back to sevika#and isha after losing track of vander. and isha just THROWS herself at her and sevika's like what happened to you and jinx is like I saw#vander. and sevika's like girl vander's dead are you on the crazy pills again but jinx is INSISTENT so sevika's like fine. maybe you should#call your sister. and jinx is like HA! and I'M the crazy one?! and it's a whole thing where you see her decide to reach out and that she's#been keeping tabs on vi because she 'likes keeping an eye on people who have betrayed her' but she just really needs to find vander and#make sure he was real. and despite it all vi is the one she trusts most with this. also sevika should branch off to continue the rebellion#storyline bc that's what she originally betrayed vander for and jinx is probably crazy anyway. *someone* needs#to keep their head on straight and let's face it that's been sevika since day one.#I guess this post is#arcane critical#now#oops#I could fix it though#I don't think a lot of the story works because past act 1 it isn't shaped by character choices#but at least make them TALK like themselves#and create the connective tissue required for it to be believable that they'd choose to fulfill these plot points#because let's be real jinx would try to find vander on her own and fuck something up before she ever admits that she needs vi#jinx doesn't like NEEDING anyone. she doesn't like being weak. that's her whole damage#powder was weak and jinx doesn't want to be weak#because weakness breeds suffering#not saying she'd NEVER reach out to vi if she really truly needed it. she kidnapped her that one time. it just wouldn't happen that fast
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