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tfw you ask for tips on Facebook for getting back into singing after covid and the first person to reply is like "enjoy your premature cardiovascular death a month from now or lifetime of long covid-induced immobility"
#like i know it's probably just ableist of me to be upset by this#but i already have like massive anxiety#and a job and a life i'm happy with#and want to go back to#i can't miss three months of work and quit singing like this person seems to be advising#i want practical advice for easing back into normal life after what was all things considered a mild case of covid#i want to take care of myself and not give up the things i love#i don't want to be told 'a friend of mine died of a heart attack a month after suspected covid'
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Revolutionary Girl Utena (1997) R.O.D - Read or Die (2001) Destiny of the Shrine Maiden (2004) Love Live! School Idol Project (2013) Madoka Magica: Rebellion (2013) Soul Eater NOT! (2014) Izetta: the Last Witch (2016) Love Live! Sunshine!! (2016) Laid-Back Camp (2018) She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2020) My Next Life as a Villainess (2020) D4DJ: First Mix (2020) Honkai Impact - Lament of the Fallen (2021) Otherside Picnic (2021) Love Live! Nijigasaki (2022) Love Live! Superstar (2022) Tokyo Mew Mew New (2022) Gundam: Witch From Mercury (2023) Yuri is my Job! (2023) I'm in Love With the Villainess (2023) The Vexations of a Shut-In Vampire Princess (2023) Delicious in Dungeon (2024)
#happy yuri day <3#anime#animeedit#anime gif#dailyanime#animationsdaily#fyanimegifs#animangaladies#revolutionary girl utena#love live#madoka magica#dungeon meshi#read or die#kannazuki no miko#soul eater not#izetta the last witch#yuru camp#she ra and the princesses of power#my next life as a villainess#d4dj#honkai impact 3rd#otherside picnic#tokyo mew mew#gundam witch from mercury#yuri is my job#i'm in love with the villainess#the vexations of a shut in vampire princess
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Lil something special for Valentine's day because why not :P
I say little as if this didn't take 13 hours and 104 layers to make
Full thing is @ 34
Can somebody explain to me why is THIS art is my first time ever drawing Nemesis form? I'd appreciate it ngl
#Unholy Abomination#Borb's Scribbles#Ramattra#ramattra X reader#self-insert#reader insert#anyway hi tumblr i'm not dead#i have been farting around the fandom#just haven't been productive myself#that is how it be with me tbh#drop a big art once in a while then dip for ages#with how long these things take#+ general life things#+ this blog being a mere hobby for personal happiness#and not a job#i really can't produce more#so I hope this thing is sufficient :P#was not expecting this to take so long#and for the record#the vast majority of those 104 layers are invisible sketch layers#my layer management isn't THAT atrocious lmao
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for the love of god please help me
#ALL IN OCTOBER 😭😭 EXCEPT GOS2 BUT I'M STILL MENTALLY ILL ABT IT IN OCTOBER SO#loki s2 which im probably not gonna watch and murdoch s17 are coming in october too but I didn't have enough pancakes#also my real life 😐 and uni and travel AND I HAVE A JOB NOW#im literally going to DIEEEE PLEEEEEEEEASE 😭😭😭😭#I'd be happy with just One of these for months....#i literally had nothing for like over a year and now💀#ofmd#our flag means death#good omens#gomens#bbc ghosts#doctor who
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hey how are your brain bees? Are you doing better?
god, you know, my brain bees are very quiet lately, thank you so much for asking!
really, actually, the surgery fixed most of the problems that i had - but - it did cause a few new ones, that i'm trying to work out.
i feel tired, all the time. i'm medically depressed, and - that isn't really very fun. i don't feel sad, necessarily - but really tired. too tired for drawing, and reading, and all the things i used to love to do. but i have friends to help me through it, and they've been distracting me as best as they can.
#feeling very impotent right now#but everything in my life is going pretty okay.#i really do have all the support i need. from healthcare professionals to friends and family.#i'm happy at my new job - and my new job understands what i'm going through and will make allowances for me if i need them to.#but really. ultimately. all i want is to disappear to a tropical island somewhere for about a year until my hormones are better.#that would be nice.#sci speaks
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I wanna see your take on what Steve’s dad and mom would look like 🥸
like sleazy zoot suiter x the most gorgeous pachucha you could ever imagine
for some little headcanons i just like to imagine
his dad is the kind to obnoxiously go "ey? huh? fuck you say? speak up, cholo, come on. use your voice." at steve ALL THE TIME.
his mother smelled of sickly sweet coconut and summer sea salt, she was from the west coast before she got dragged to tulsa by her mister.
they actually had quite the happy marriage and relationship, it just got very messy. his mother was a sickly woman, and his father is a crazy bastard. didn't mix well with alcohol.
his mom would let her hair down and she'd shake her curls in front of steve's face, it was his favorite thing about her—her hair. so full of beautiful swirls and smelled of the sweetest soaps
their designs DEFINITELY lean into my belief and headcanon of hispanic steve, i mean just— like— I LOVE IT MAN okay...
i imagine steve's dad has a nice job like a lawyer, i mean he pays steve in practically 30 bucks every other day — he can't get it from nowhere, i imagine he'd be similar to rusty-james' dad in rumble fish. an alcoholic, incredibly smart, and confusing.
#tldr i infiltrated with my mexican steve headcanons and his mother is an immigrant and his father is an italian american#i imagine his dad would be a second gen immigrant#his mom just got there — she probably ran into the country in search of desperate need of a job#found her mister and found love instead ; entirely off track from her whole life plan in america#they had the most intense of love too i think — their family really was happy in my eyes#but i do think his mom passed rather than running away honestly#anywho I'm rambling on#mr randle#mrs randle#steve randle#(by proxy)#hehehe i would've done a more serious drawing for them but whenever i show off designs this is usually how it ends up
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guy who needs floor time
#mmmm my beautiful dim apartment with my beautiful noise cancelling headphones#my one coworker continues to complain to me about the job which that part tbh is fine because i complain too#it is a little stupid sometimes but she is like 'aren't you tired of this' and i'm kind of like#sooo the thing is 👉👈#i've created a life for myself in which i'm happy frequently#all i wanted was a boring job and my independence#to go to social events Sometimes and to generally be on good terms with coworkers#to work on my own hobbies to have friends and a routine and for my family to be healthy and safe#to set fun challenges for myself on occasion#i have what i spent my 20s wanting. idk#yes it took chemical help and i had to give up on some things and restructure the whole way i thought about myself#it wasn't ever the hard work that i minded#like. every day i get up and do some tasks and daydream the whole time and sometimes listen to books!#it's basically my dream#now when it's 10 hour shifts 6 days a week that is difficult but that's only a month out of the year#do you hear that? i only want to kms a month out of the year!#it's difficult to explain all that to someone who hates doing tasks and needs social interaction/validation
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Me, enjoying the return of my favourite campaign, knowing something like season one couldn't have kept going on in the same way, pleased that they found a way to pivot away from the heavy grief filled topics that it was heading towards, and that the entire cast is happy about the changes they've made
#listen. i know. i liked Laboosh and this version of Chuckles really grew on me too#but the mood on the ship had become so heavy#when I was watching it last year i hadnt had any specific spoilers but when i got to episode 10 i knew i was about to lose some fav charrys#and i procrastinated on it because i was already grieving a very close loved one from my real life#all while doing a job that i had to takeover doing because it was a job that loved one used to do and i was stepping into her shoes#i love when media can make me feel these emotions- when i can get attached to a character and feel feels for them#but having so much grief so fully encasing these characters that started out fun personally would've made this campaign so so hard#there was just too much#I'm still watching the stream and they're doing A&C rn and they really said it right just now#Laboosh and Chuckles and Pyke and Rett were oil and water#the two pairings didn't work together well and Derek and Mikey both had issues with their own characters#and Rich and Andy both really love their characters and the whole campaign is named for Rett's ship#so it just made sense to reboot it#in this version all of them are alive- dandy kavir laboosh chuckles- they're all still alive and out there#and they've said its possible to have stories with any of those characters again in the future#there is so much potential here tbh#anyways~#tk speaks#legends of avantris#stardust rhapsody#stardust rhapsody spoilers#I'm just happy its back
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warmup doodle of my bg3 character
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#rochedotpng#not pictured: on the other arm there's a big tat that says 'MOM' in a heart#ratanir onag#does gig work to get by but gig work is 'crushing people's heads for coins'#she doesn't really like the job but hey. it's a living#the product of a very happy human/orc marriage. neither parent is happy with how ratanir's life is going#she's pushing 40 and 40 is pushing back hard enough to break a wrist#she has a lot of merc tats but i'm not drawing those
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Happy Holidays, Everyone.
(Ko-Fi if you wanna support my art)
#answers of the heart#one piece#one piece fanart#heart pirates#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#one piece law#op trafalgar law#one piece trafalgar#one piece trafalgar law#Shachi#shachi one piece#op shachi#bepo#bepo one piece#shachi x penguin#torao#one piece penguin#penguin one piece#op penguin#Penguin#Happy Holidays#Merry Christmas#Yeah I would have done this sooner but I've done nothing but apply for jobs and cry my eyes out I had zero motivation#I'm hoping for a christmas miracle#I won't go too much into my personal life#Anon ask
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I love my job but I hate capitalism and especially work culture because tell me why the fuck am I busting my ass all day, every day, with so so little time to spend with the loml let alone my friends let alone being by myself just enjoying my hobbies yet I STILL feel guilty for taking half a day off (something I'm absolutely allowed to do since I'm a freelance and get paid by the hour) LIKE why don't I see the people I work with struggle with this the way I do. I'm collaborating on something where way more hands are needed but they apparently prefer to work overtime and skip lunch break instead of asking to outsource to more freelancers like me (and for context it's not a matter of money, like, at all).
Apparently so many adults don't have a life they want to spend time living?????????? They have kids and just want to be at the office/studio/workplace 24/7?????? Bro go home and kiss your wife idk
#coming to vent on Tumblr bc I know yall have interests and a personality outside your job#if i say something like this irl i would be called ungrateful and lazy#i just want a decent work-life balance man#i miss working in artistic and cultural environments but those dont fucking pay#why is the choice between being somewhat happy but with no money to live or comfortably sustaining yourself but slowly becoming a husk#idk I'm frustrated#I'm so conflicted because I should rest but I refuse to lose myself and fade into an empty grey shell FUCKKKKKKK#also i signed an nda so#delete later even if i didn't say names#whatever I'm leaving this up lol
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One day
One day I hope people realize that Kitsunami already "broke through his programming" back by issue #56 of Idw Sonic
He had an entire mini arc where he dealt with being without Surge for the first time, and in the real world. He met Sonic and his friends directly, tried to work out what his purpose would be without Surge in his life (gave it a shot trying to devote himself to Sonic, seeing him as the next best thing after Surge). And when it was all said and done, he decided after experiencing more that at Surge's side is where he wanted to be.
As of the recent IDW issues, Kit isn't sticking with Surge "because of programming" and "because he just needs for other characters to friend him and turn him into a better person". He is at her side because he wants to be. He protects her and aids her because he cares about her, not just because he's serving the strongest guy in the room. And he's not interacting with others because he's decided not to give a shit about anyone else other than Surge (because from his pov, even the "good guys" are fake. From his pov, everyone is someone trying to lie and manipulate their way into pulling him and Surge to their side)
Kit already has decided what he wants to do with his life. And he decided it on his own. Not because of anyone else's wants or wishes. That's the whole point of his speech at the end of #56.


He's burying whatever his and Surge's past is and moving forward with his conviction to be with Surge because it's what he wants.
#sonic the hedgehog#idw sonic comics#perverted bond#surge the tenrec#kit the fennec#kitsunami the fennec#idw sonic issue 56#to be honest I actually despise the fandom's overuse of 'Starline's programming'#because they treat Surge and Kit as people whose entire selves have been dominated and controlled by a set of code that makes them as robots#Essentially they treat Starline's hypnotism and 'coding' as a strict set of rules that's hard af to break#When the truth is that they're more of a set of heavy suggestions and guidelines to fall back on when they have nothing else to return to or#nothing else to compare to their own experiences#You can visually see in the comic as they ''diverge from their programming'' simply because it clashes with their personal wants/feelings#(For instance‚ how after actually meeting Surge in Imposter Syndrome‚ he is never again the dutiful fox that would do anything she asked#ever and the happiest he could be about handing his life to her on a silver platter no matter how she treats him. rather‚ he falls back on#serving her because he has no other purpose to fall back on‚ but he performs it unenthusiastically without receiving positive reinforcement#and to the bare minimum‚ as if he's just doing his job)#This topic is a bit nuanced‚ but I think IDW is less focused on them fully 'breaking their programming' as a robot storyline might go#and more focused on them solidifying just what it is they want to do with their lives and how they live it#Many people miss that Kitsunami has had his defining moment and knows what he wants to do with his life now because they don't think it's#possible for him to live a future he wants/needs unless he 100% rejects everything Starline did to him and Surge and chooses a purpose#completely separated from any 'programming'#And I'm sorry but I think some of you need to ask if a future as a good boy fox hero who gets entirely new friends and family outside of#Surge and is barely associated with her and is also just a normal sweet guy is something that he actually wants/is projected to receive#or if YOU specifically decided what's best for him. Bec#Because 'If I was in his position obviously I would want X' or 'If he was my kid I would want him to become like X for the sake of his own#happiness'#It's fine if that's your headcanon or your au and you own it. But recognize that this current Kit likes who he is and he knows what he wants#to be. He's a smart fox‚ and he doesn't need anyone out there to pledge to save him and fix him. He doesn't want fixing. He wants to spend#the rest of his days with Surge making her happy (because it makes him happy). He doesn't want for himself what everyone else wants for him.
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watching a video essay from four months ago about the "soft girl era" and the "stay at home girlfriend era" that started getting big around 2022 and being violently reminded that we are sooooo fucked
#'i let my husband take the reins because i was just sooo miserable at my job so i quit' WHAT. ??????#'i was so burnt out that i just decided to stop working and now i'm happy' kill yourself actually idk#your experience is not universal!!! stop trying to talk people into this oh my GOD#not only is it not possible for most people but to put your entire life in the hands of a MAN???? i'd rather die. what's wrong with y'all#jess.txt
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Not to speculate unduly on the afterlives of Men in Tolkien, as the proverb goes (this is a lie, Eri and I do nothing but speculate though at least most times we know where to stop), but the way so many people headcanon Elros as welcoming his kinsfolk after they die is both low-key curious and really sweet. And extremely Elros-y behaviour.
(I do think if he does this, also, it's not because of being the first king of Númenor and the forefather of a nation, but rather the other way round, he became a leader because he was already like that)
#Anyway my biggest annoyance right after things being unknowable in real life is things being unimaginable in fiction#darn it I just want enough happiness to go round for all my blorbos is that too much to ask#and also for someone to do away with the pesky thing known as time... not to put some of my favourite valar out of their jobs but...#rambling#idk just thinking elros thoughts right now#and how I think some of my Númenórean OCs would get on well with him#no blast it I'm pretty sure they did but uh they kind of off stage#which is unfortunate for the dramatist :(#my post#elros tar-minyatur
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went back to comfort zone and ... got stuck there
#i will not be tagging this LOL only#for y'all ❤️ a treat from me ... something no one asked for nor wanted ❤️#just went back to my furries to comfort myself because i am incredibly unwell <3 i've been throwing up from stress among other things 💔#just quit my job so i'll probably. maybe. be drawing more. also my first appointment with my new psychiatrist is to#morrow ... so everyone please cross your fingers for me that i get to feeling a little better soon :)#thank you everyone as always for your constant patience :') i really want to get to asks soon ! i want to answer them so bad but i get so#overwhelmed trying to answer them that i kinda just ... shut down :'/ and i do that a lot just. in life. and it makes me kinda miserable#that i can't share joy with people who go out of their way to share it with ME so hopefully i can get my anxiety under control so that i can#be more active :') and my brain fog too ... even if i wanted to post i usually can't because i genuinely have no thoughts in my head ever.#(terrifyingly). so overall i hope everyone's patience with me will all be worth it soon :') please wish me the best !#anyway. lore dump out of the way. these are my furries of them that i have owned for like 4/5 years now because i used to not be able (or#want to) draw humans AT ALL and i was very very heavily involved in the furry and oc communities so i would just make everyone furries :)#it was very very comforting for me and sometimes it still is so i wanted to revisit them a little bit because they make me happy and i rly#need that boost today :')#i'm soooo rusty w furries. so. don't look too close.#i'll tag this as#rdr2#and for organization purposes#but nothing else because ... weh. it's not really ... Content ....#i will however make a new tag for these furries (and maybe other things) jic i get in the habit of drawing them again#hero's shameless self indulgence#hero draws sometimes#image#art
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Spoilerssss for K-Pop Demon Hunters, buuuut
I love movies that have a message that if you ever want to address your flaws, you have to put them to light first if you want to fix them. And maybe that you'll find thise flaws don't have to be fixed. Maybe what you needed was healing. And I love messages that directly address shame over actually horrible wrongs with grace, forgiveness, and repentance. (There could have been a better redemption done, but I like the almost Little Mermaid-like ending where, even though the body was lost, we visually saw and verbally heard the soul being given up). I LOVE songs being used to battle things and Korean mythology kinda vibing in the modern setting.
Anyway, point is, you give me a story with themes of healing over vanquishing, forgiveness over shame, friendship and love over hatred and death - even if battles still are necessary and must be fought - and a trio of seasoned warriors taking things down to epic music? YEAH, OF COURSE I'LL LIKE IT.
#kpop demon hunters#it should have been a tv series.....#but pacing wise all done well#lemon duck quacks#I AM VERY HAPPY#no. but seriously. this could have been such a fire tv series#give the girls a bit of backstory and address why those 4 other demons just. went along with jinu's wacky idea#and maybe do give jinu a redemption through life#it would sell and seal the very obvious christian undertones 💀☠️☠️☠️#i could do another whole ramble about how this movie somehow did a better job at explaining the concept of shame#and also sin even. better than like. a good percentage of people i know#i hope no one irl asks me how christians think of shame and guilt and hope cause imma use this movie to explain it#cause I'm an idiot like that
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