#and a bitch (me) threw out most of their dancewear and shoes during the Bad Nervous Breakdown days

[wri0thesley]

btw i am now reasonably far in the process of applying to go back to uni... to finish my musical theatre degree!!! i've spoken to various government agencies etc about how me going back would effect haz and i's benefits and stuff, i've asked my singing teacher for a reference, i've written a personal statement and narrowed down some places i'm applying

(the first time i applied i got frightened and just went to the first place that accepted me which also meant i didnt even audition for my dream school! this year i'm going to do the Big Drama Schools as a practise run with a view to going back in september 2026 in my second year of auditions)

scary!! but exciting!! my nervous breakdown at uni fanned by the uni i was at and my undiagnosed autism was a really big low point for me because i'm such an Overachiever Perfectionist that not getting that degree felt like a lot . . . i'm so excited to maybe get back into education and be in a better place to pursue it!!!