#and I'm soo proud for how well they did for having like negative practice

[nakedbibi333]

💭 OKAY so this is about my personal manifestation journey and why I left for so long soo if you don't care about that you can keep scrolling :)

So as you may know, I may give advice here on Tumblr about manifestation, but I am still a learner myself and I’m still working on my own loa journey. I started learning about manifestation about 2 1/2 years ago, but I only started learning about the law of assumption in the middle of last year (during the worst period of my life). So, I’ve been learning and manifesting since then.

This year in about late January to February I took a break from Tumblr but also manifestation in general. I hadn’t consciously manifested anything in about a month and I didn’t feel motivated to, anyway. I also felt like if I wasn’t consistently working on my manifestation skills that I wasn’t worthy of posting on this blog, because so many other blogs always talk about their successes so often.

Tbh, since all my life I just manifested without doing anything it’s been a struggle to use methods in my practice (meaning I had no idea why the manifestations worked, it just did, so it didn't help manifest specific things, if that makes sense?). I struggled with that for a while and this year was not good, probably because I stayed away from manifestation for so long and spiraled in my negativity.

So, before I came back, because of a situation I was in, I managed to start scripting and visualizing again, which helped me get back into my rhythm and also it got me another success. I was reminded of how satisfying and fun it is to be able to manifest whatever you want into your life.

Either way, now I’ve come back to it and I’m working on my self-concept again and it’s been something. I have been noticing how BADLY I'd been speaking to myself, about others, and about my life. Circumstances got to me so easily and I gave SO much power to the 3D this year. But that’s changing now that I’m coming back to the loa. I basically have to start all over again because of how much I fell off lol. I'm working on taking control back of my life and manifesting better circumstances around me. I’m also looking into the world of shifting because it’s just so interesting and fascinating to me, so I’d like to try that as well.

All I want to say from this is, it’s okay to waver, it’s okay to take a break, and it’s okay to struggle. Life happens and we’re all human. But I’m proud of myself for not letting myself stay in that negative state. I’m proud of myself for moving forward and trying again. I never lost my belief in the law, I just kind of left it behind for no particular reason. Maybe I was too overwhelmed to even try to use it. That’s in the past now, so I’m going to move forward with a more positive and strong mindset!

[alittlebirb]

Some marvels and mischief from the MCC 22 Lime Llamas!

-Scott relating his day about how he went to the movies with friends, ordered Shake Shack and brought friends which he now has hanging around the house, and heard that Twitter was on fire which he didn't see because he doesn't use Twitter much anymore!

"It was a busy hectic day on the one day I can't be having a busy hectic day."

-"You looking forward to MeltDown? I'm having a meltdown." -Scott

-Scott accounting for all of the missing players like they're sheep he has to corral into place

-"Happy Birthday, you're old now." -Scott to Quig

-Jimmy asking who did the skins and Scott immediately roasting him about the fact that it is literally in the Discord

"But you're right, Jimmy, I don't have enough on my plate today." -Scott

-New MCC Lore: every single NoxCrew member is actually Scott in disguise! Turns out he coded and designed every single game himself!

-Jimmy's chat sending F's and well wishes the moment they hear Scott speak

"You sound slightly poorly." -Jimmy

-Quig mentioning he's the only American and Scott immediately leaping on him and saying well guess what? Pearl's the only Aussie!

"You're not special Quig! There are other minorities here! The only thing you have is that it's your birthday today!" -Scott

-Jimmy asking if they can please have party hats too because they're on Quig's team

-Wilbur looking at their screenie poses and roasting them in the chat

-"I will warn you now, I have not streamed in weeks now, so I think I have a lot of pent up sass that is inevitably going to come out tonight. I didn't realize until I joined the call and read Quig to filth already, and it's his birthday." -Scott

"You did also get Jimmy to be fair." -Quig

"Yeah but Jimmy's easy to get. Have you seen him?" -Scott

"Wait what?" -Jimmy

-Jimmy mentioning the joke "A Scotman, an Aussie, an American, and a Brit walk into a bar", and Quig pointing out that he's part Scottish!

"But then the joke would have to be "An American, an Aussie, an Englishman, and gay man walk into a bar", and that just feels homophobic." -Scott

-Everyone recommending Quig get "a nice steak" for his birthday dinner, causing him to feel he kind of has to now...

-"Where is Joel? I need to slap him." -Jimmy

-"There's Scar! Look at his lil shirt and abs! Why does Scar always have abs???" -Jimmy

-OwengeJuice coming into Scott's room to refill his water bottle and Scott calling him "a good egg"

-Scott listing how every single one of their team is workin at a disadvantage this MCC and Quig pointing out that this does not sound like the God Team he was promised

"See the problem is that Twitter already hates me, so if we do win I will be called several slurs." -Scott, who is taking no prisoners today

-"Scott actually hates everyone!" -Quig

"You're right, it's a quality if I hate everybody!" -Scott

-Scott trying to kill Pearl and Jimmy's PG streams

"If I win I get one victory swear, and Quig gets one birthday swear." -Scott

-Red being the first team to die in MD?? Proof Scott is colorblind-phobic not clickbait????

-Quig's grandpa calling him during MD and him having to ignore it

"Give it a sec, Gramps!" -Jimmy

-Lime winning the last round of MD with no one dying!

-"It's lime for us! If we break it we win!" -Scott about the elevator

-"25 players to break it, we actually need 26 because Joel's here! He's too small!" -Jimmy

-Pearl's name being shortened to Pearlescentmoo, transforming her into her alt account

-Jimmy having to go to the bathroom already

"Didn't you go before the event started?" -Pearl

"I did! My bladder is...something else." -Jimmy

-Yellow coming up in PKT and Scott asking Pearl if she wants to "hunt the other females".

-Jimmy's stream just dying in the middle of PKT

-Pearl recognizing her fellow hermits in Aqua

"That's the rule. Hermit on hermit crime is not allowed." -Scott

-Jimmy getting tagged by Pete and saying "he had long arms there! HUGE arms!"

-Pearl going on a little quest with Scott to find his cat in the hub

-Scott suggesting they talk about their teammates behind their back and Pearl immediately taking that as a chance to insult both of them

-Pearl somehow killing someone 10 seconds into RSR and apologizing

"Pearl's actually a master murderer in this game." -Scott

-Quig accidentally hitting stuff on his desk while playing

-Jimmy and Scott breaking out into impromptu High School Musical karaoke while flying

-Pearl getting another kill and then immediately dropping into the void right afterward

-Everyone getting confused at Dream being blue, and Jimmy calling him a "blue block."

"Dream blue arc?" -Scott

"I don't like it, I don't like change!" -Jimmy

-Everyone encouraging Pearl to wiggle the cable or get her cats to play with it in HITW

-"Achievement earned: not colorblind!" -Scott

-Pearl getting offended that Quig expects the Aussie to swear and her and Scott entering into a discussion about how the c-word is Joel's favorite but they both hate it

"You're talking about cool, right?" -Jimmy

"We're talking about Charisma, Uniqueness, Nerve, and Talent." -Scott

-"You know, I'm taking off the sunglasses, this is serious now." -Quig

"Don't look at him, I hate Quig's face without sunglasses." -Scott (in a video game)

-"I don't like walls. Normally I'm a fan of the hole part, but this time it failed me." -Scott

-Quig calling back his grandpa during the break

-Pearl singing a little song while everyone else is muted during break

-Scott being shocked at Pearl having never had a good BM round and calling himself "a BuildMart connoisseur".

-Scott calling his cat "a chonk of fluff".

-Pearl having to rush into the middle of the hub as the timer counted down in order to get a coconut smoothie from Scott, and then the both of them being jump scared by Quig's non-sunglasses face

-Quig psychologically analyzing the tendency to go left in Minecraft and concluding it's because of players' left brains

-Quig saying of course Pearl isn't getting confused in reverse AR, Australians are already playing it upside down!

-"I beat Grian, it's fine." -Jimmy

-Everyone agreeing that the hub needs music in between rounds

-"You can't blame everything on being Australian!" -Quig to Pearl during BB

"I didn't make you the girlboss to my gatekeep for you to talk down about yourself. If only Cleo was here, she could gaslight you into a positive attitude. I'm gatekeeping that negative talk." -Scott

"My chat is full of Pearl believers." -Quig

-Pearl seeing Oli's message that he's going to ruin Quig's birthday and going :(

"Quig, don't let Oli ruin your birthday!"

-Quig responding with in chat

-Quig saying they're still "dodgeboltable" and everyone else repeating it until it's just a string of unintelligible sounds

-Quig calling Pearl 'Gem' and Scott immediately roasting him

"Wooow, you just see girl gamer and put them together, wow, Quig." -Scott

-Scott telling Jimmy to say SAND DADDY with his whole chest in SOT

-Everyone shouting out Hbomb before they start, and Jimmy mentioning how Grian informed him that Hbomb's vod review of his perspective last MCC was absolutely "excruciating"

-Quig telling Scott "I'll do you proud Sand Daddy!" and Scott responding "I'm proud of you son."

-Quig asking chat if he's dumb while getting lost in the tunnel and Scott saying "well...let's not answer that."

-Scott fighting with Tubbo so much in the dms that they both get kicked for spam

-One of Pearl's mods sending out a message in the chat apologizing for Scott's language

"I'll go into Disney mode. Crud! Crikey! Shiitake mushrooms! If it works for Spy Kids it works for you!" -Scott

-"See, this is why we let chickens decide the games! We don't get beaten by democracy!" -Scott

"Yeah, I hate democracy!" -Quig

-RIP the community builds

-Scott bearing witness to the tragedy of Scar getting thrown off in TGTTOS

-Quig being the last on Lime to hit an NPC and Scott telling him "don't blame me for your subpar parkour before the end!"

"It was the swimming! I'm a bad swimmer, man." -Quig

-Scott has decreed that Blue is being benched for the next MCC /j

"There's toxic and then there's this." -Scott

-"Imagine if he doesn't win this, Oli. We'll never hear the end of it. He's been hounding Scott for ages for a team to get him the win." -Jimmy

-All of Scott's friends coming into his room to watch Dodgebolt, carrying Christmas glasses

-"He's not gonna break the curse if he's shooting shots like that!" -Jimmy about Sparklez

-"Dream's just playing with his food." -Quig

-Scott yelling "WE SAW IT LIVE" about the Captain win, Pearl agreeing it was "bout time", and Quig being satisfied with the fact that Sparklez won on his birthday

-Lime Llamas ended MCC 22 in 3rd place!