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41. Go back to sleep + 106. Even when you´re annoying the fuck out of me, I still love you

Pairing: Min Yoongi x reader

Word count: 1776

A/N: Thank you once again for your request @theogbadboi, I hope you will enjoy reading this and that this it similar to what you had in mind for it. It was really fun to write this sooo enkoy!! <3

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How someone can look this peaceful is a complete shock to you. Yoongi looked so soft and precious right now as he was currently sitting next to you in his seat on the airplane that was taking you two to Hawaii for your 4-year anniversary. How you two have managed to stick together for that long without murdering the other for annoying the crap out of each other, was a complete mystery to you.

You and Yoongi had met in your junior year of high school and you had both instantly clicked together. I guess you could say it was annoyed at first sight. You had helped each other out whenever the other was feeling down. For Yoongi you had helped him when he was doubting himself as a producer and if he could actually break through as an idol. For you, Yoongi had been right beside you when you doubted your own capabilities and if you would actually be able to get into college and get an education that would make people proud to say that they know you.

You had stuck together even when Yoongi´s grumpiness sometimes could get the better of him, making him snap at you and others and when you had been too stubborn to see that you were actually the one who was wrong about something, also making you snap at other people too.

Yoongi had bought you an extended weekend trip to Hawaii for your anniversary, but also to celebrate that you had finished, and survived, your finals and exams. You had mostly gotten B´s, but you had managed to pull in two A´s too. The trip had also been a way to get you away from your family and friends for a little while too. Although your parent´s were very proud of you for finishing your second year of college with good grades, they had been disappointed that you hadn´t managed to get straight A´s.

Before, their reaction would have made you ashamed of yourself, making you end up cursing yourself for not being good enough to live up to their standard, but now, with the help from Yoongi, you didn’t care about what they thought. Yoongi was proud of you for finishing your exams so well and, most importantly, you were proud of yourself too.

Your eyes roamed down over Yoongi´s beautiful facial features as he was peacefully sleeping, his breath slow and steady. He looked relaxed and peaceful, looking like he didn´t have a care in the world, and that had to stop right now.

You were bored out of your mind as you couldn´t sleep and you were sitting by the window so you couldn’t strike up a conversation with one of the many strangers on the plane. You had finished reading your book, the movies they were playing on the televisions were old and boring and there was absolutely nothing interesting on Netflix right now, besides Riverdale, but you couldn´t watch that because you and Yoongi were watching it together.

You were bored as hell and you wanted Yoongi to either be bored with you or wake up so you could entertain each other. You turned in your seat so you were facing Yoongi as you raised your hands up to his face. Your hands were always naturally cold and it was absolutely freezing on the plane right now, making your hands even colder.

Your hands reached Yoongi´s adorable cheeks now and you gently laid one on each of them. Yoongi grunted out in disapproval of your cold fingers on his face as he tried to move out of your grip, but he didn´t wake up though. You sighed an annoyed huff of air out as this usually worked when you wanted to wake Yoongi up, but not this time.

You tried gently shaking his head a little from side to side, but Yoongi continued to be asleep and only grunt a little bit again. You whined a little this time as you pouted at Yoongi´s sleeping figure. It was also pretty ironic that he always talked about how he wants to be a rock in his next life when he was basically a rock right now.

You took a deep breath, holding it for a second before you let it back out again. Whelp here goes nothing you thought to yourself as you moved your hands from Yoongi´s face and down to the side of his body.

You moved your fingers gently over Yoongi, making him move around a little, but surprise, he was still asleep. You pushed a little harder into his side as you started tickling him and this made Yoongi slowly, but surely, wake up from his slumber.

“(Y/N),” he sighed out a little frustrated as he tried moving away from you again, but you continued tickling him as you could hear that he still wasn’t fully awake yet. You only suppressed a small giggle at him as you began tickling him across his stomach while poking your fingers around his body too.

This made Yoongi´s eyes fly open as he grabbed both of your hands in a tight hold. He turned his head so he was looking directly at you as you just gave him a sheepish smile in return.

Now that his face was turned towards you, you could see how tired he actually looked and it made you feel a little bad for him, but only a little.

“Wow, you look like crap,” you chuckled out, making Yoongi huff annoyed at you as you continued to laugh at him in hopes that maybe, just maybe, it would lighten up his mood a little. You wanted Yoongi to rest more than anything, but you weren´t tired yet and you were only an hour into your nine hour flight so he had plenty of time to sleep after he kept you company.

“Thanks jagi, I really appreciate your compliments for me,” Yoongi growled at you as he turned his head to look straight forward again before closing his eyes.

“Oh no, no, no I didn´t wake you up just for you to go back to sleep once again,” you retorted back at Yoongi as you started poking your fingers gently around on his face. Yoongi groaned out in annoyance as he opened his eyes again and gave you a hardcore side eye look.

“Fine, what is it that you want?” he asked you through a sigh as he turned his head to look at you again.

“I´m bored,” you told him, slightly doing aegyo as you knew he wouldn´t be happy about being woken up just because you couldn´t entertain yourself for a few hours.

“Give me one good reason as to why I shouldn´t kick you off this plane right now and go to Hawaii myself?” he asked you as he raised one eyebrow at you.

“Because you love me,” you giggled out.

“That´s highly debatable right now,” Yoongi huffed at you, making you pout at him.

“Okay, if you kick me off this plane you´re gonna go to jail for murder and then Taehyung will take over all your parts in all of the Cypher´s,” you told him with a smug smile as you knew Yoongi would only let Taehyung be a part of Cypher the day hell freezes over.

“Good point,” Yoongi said to you, making you smile even more, but it soon faltered when he continued; “I guess I´m just gonna have to leave you in the airport and go to the hotel myself then.”

“Hey be nice to me,” you whined out as you gave him a gentle whack over his shoulder with your hand.

“Why should I, you won´t let me sleep,” Yoongi retorted back at you as he tried giving you an annoyed look, but he couldn´t stop a small smile from creeping up on his face. As you were giving Yoongi a fond smile back, you noticed just how tired he actually looked. The bags under his eyes were big and dark, making his skin look even paler than normal while his speech was starting to slur a little.

You were starting to feel a bit ashamed with yourself since you kept Yoongi from getting some well-deserved rest just because you were bored. You had a few different options to keep yourself company on the rest of your flight, but you still chose to be stubborn and selfish.

“You should go back to sleep Yoongi,” you said quietly as you gently stroked his cheek with the back of your hand.

“Well I would if someone didn´t keep me awake with all of their annoying poking,” Yoongi grinned at you as he started poking and tickling you in the side, the same way you had done to him. You started squirming around in your seat, trying to suppress your laughter since there were some people sleeping around you.

“Stop, stop please, have mercy on my poor soul,” you gasped out in between giggles as Yoongi finally stopped tickling you and murdering you from lack of oxygen. “And besides, I can´t be that annoying since you know you love me,” you sighed out as you were still catching your breath. You leaned your head against Yoongi´s shoulder and he quickly lifted his arm to wrap it around your shoulders, pulling you a little closer towards him.

“Yeah I do,” he spoke in a low and husky voice as he gently ran his hand up and down your upper arm. “Even when you´re annoying the fuck out of me, I still love you, now will you please let me go back to sleep and you can continue watching Riverdale on Netflix,” he continued saying, making you quickly turn your head to look up at him.

“Wait really, I can?” you asked hopefully as your eyes turned big and round, surprised that he would let you watch it without him.

“Yeah really,” Yoongi said to you as he gave you a quick kiss on your forehead. “Because when we arrive at our hotel you´re gonna be so jetlagged that you´ll fall asleep instantly and I will have something to do,” he added as you gave him a sheepish smile because you knew that´s exactly what was gonna happen tonight.

“Sleep tight Yoongi,” you quickly said as a blush started coloring your cheeks while you pulled your iPad out of your bag in front of you. Yoongi only chuckled at you and as you started up the next episode of Riverdale Yoongi were already sleeping again.