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vaporvipermedia · 1 year ago
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Having AU braunrot rn HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN i wanna rewrite and redraw Ungaikyo!Kei. I can make him better. I can fix him-💥
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nostalgicish · 5 months ago
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i had a vision.
klance modern au, frequent gym-goer keith goes to the gym at ungodly hours in the morning, but something comes up at work and he ends up going to the gym muuuuuch later than normal
(ended up writing out more than i thought i would so read more under the cut 💀)
but the usual receptionist and his friend, allura probably, isn’t there since it’s so late and instead there’s some guy he doesn’t recognize on the afternoon/evening shift aka the one and only lance mcclain
and they keep stealing glances and not really saying anything at first
so keith adjusts his schedule to work out during the evenings more often (by coincidenceeee it was just a coincidence that his schedule shifted totaalllyy) to see this guy again
so allura finally texts him and is like “where have u been ?? are u sick??? u never skip the gym i haven’t seen u in a week” and he’s like “My job switched me to the morning shift so I go to the gym at night now.” or something (half-truth)
but allura already KNOWS because her work bestie won’t stop yapping on and on about the hot new guy with the mullet
do you guys see my vision
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syl-stormblessed · 2 months ago
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just read this week’s chapters and i’m one HUNDRED percent hopping on the “Adolin is going to be Odium’s champion” train
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snowangeldotmp3 · 27 days ago
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hey do you guys think agatha was ever jealous of wanda? like, yes she is a power hungry witch and she takes power from the undeserving and she’s the biggest conwoman who ever lived but, in wandavision, she has that moment when the twins talk about raising sparky from the dead. her whole façade drops for a second when she asks “…you can do that?”
wanda is a being of spontaneous creation. chaos. agatha takes. and takes. and takes. she can’t create. agatha watches as wanda gets to create a false reality where everyone she loves is alive and she has a chance to see them again. agatha can’t do any of that. her powers are destructive. the only way she keeps nicky alive is through the ballad. which she uses to con and kill other witches.
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snailmail444 · 6 months ago
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My dad killed the rooster today.
When my mom wanted chickens he insisted. He pushed, and pushed, and pushed.
Get a rooster.
Get a rooster.
Get a rooster.
He wanted the rooster. He begged for the rooster. He insisted on the rooster.
And my mom said
You will hate having a rooster. I do not want a rooster. He will be big. And he will be aggressive. And he will crow all the time.
Get a rooster.
Get a rooster.
Get a rooster.
So she did. And he was a chick. He was small, and his feathers were downy, and you couldn’t tell him from the hens without looking.
What if he’s a runt.
What if he dies in his youth.
What if, what if, he’s not much of a rooster at all.
But he grew. Up up up. Until he was everything that was expected of him.
He was big.
And aggressive.
And he crowed all the time.
That was his crime. Being what he was supposed to be. He was as advertised.
He
Was
A
Rooster.
And my dad hated him. He hated that rooster from the first crow.
Too loud.
Too loud.
Too loud.
And my mom said
I told you you would hate the rooster.
Yet the tune changed. It didn’t matter anymore. Everything that the rooster was there for didn’t matter. He was too loud.
Kill the rooster.
Kill the rooster.
Kill the rooster.
Every day. On loop, a CD with a skip in it. Get rid of it get rid of it get rid of it get rid of it get rid of it get rid of it
Kill the rooster.
Kill the rooster.
Kill the rooster.
We can sell him. We can put him out on marketplace. We can set him free. Please. Get rid of it. Get rid of it. Get rid of it. Get RID OF IT.
Kill the rooster.
Kill the rooster.
Kill the rooster.
We can just get rid of it. Please. Please. Get rid of it. We can sell him. Get rid of it. Get rid of it. Get rid of it. Get rid of it.
Kill the rooster.
Kill the rooster.
Kill the rooster.
We don’t have to.
I wonder how long it took to go get the gun.
To walk away, and find it, and load the bullets.
How long it took to go back outside.
And find the rooster.
Did he take it away from the hens first?
Or did they have to watch.
I wonder if he bellowed, if he crowed a last time.
If he committed one final crime, of being who he was supposed to be.
Or if he had no idea at all. If he didn’t even have the chance.
And I think about the feathers. If they gusted away on the breeze. Of if they stuck, downy, into the wound.
Did the blood spatter back onto my dads hands. Did it stain him, was it sticky, and hot, and fresh with life.
And I wonder what he did with his limp body. But I know the answer. And I don’t want to.
He got thrown away.
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dasniichts-a · 23 days ago
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I’m feeling wild and shaking the old man like a bag of chocolates:
who wants to smooch as long as you accept the fact that the old man is old, in his grayces phase, and will probably up and vanish on you the moment he find a way back home cuz his family’s priority one and the god-killer’s priority two.
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interstate35south · 2 months ago
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ummmm um old wild ranger lu yi wip that i will never finish bc lineart actually takes years off my life
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girlgerard · 2 years ago
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lord the way people are acting in this content drought makes me wonder how we lasted nine years last time.
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kimetsu-chan · 7 months ago
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Feelin kinda livid rn 🙂
rant/vent ig, it might not make sense bc idk if im ready to share the context yet
Oh. My. Gosh.
This woman is claiming to have mine, and my sisters best interests in mind. But her actions are completely different than her claims.
what about getting rid of extremely sentimental items from someone incredibly important and hoping we wouldn’t notice is our best interest in mind.
I AM SO DONE WITH THIS.
I don’t like being angry and I don’t get angry often, but I am absolutely infuriated and fed up right now.
The way this woman is treating us like infants and like we don’t understand what is going on simply because we are minors is enraging.
That is not her stuff to get rid of, it’s OURS.
That jewelry is INCREDIBLY SENTIMENTAL.
And she already tried selling it.
She wanted to turn my mom’s wedding ring and necklace into one piece of jewelry for me and my siblings to share, without asking us first.
Once you fuse them into one piece of jewelry, there is no going back.
I am so grateful that my dad and our lawyer caught it quick enough to tell her to stop.
The biggest issue is, this isn’t the only instance of her blatantly ignoring our wishes, and going on with what she thinks my mom wanted.
She has explicitly said that she’s worried our dad is manipulating us to get things that belong to us, when he has shown no want to do so and should not be her priority.
If she would just talk to us and not treat us like we don’t exist or like our opinion isn’t that important, she would understand how angry this makes us.
We could have been done with this almost a year ago.
But no, it has to be dragged out and we have to loose money because of it.
At this point, me, H, and my older sister (two youngest don’t really understand the severity of the situation, nor do they particularly care) have told out dad that we fully want to take her to court.
My older sister has said she wants to give this woman a piece of her mind and that she’s considering suing her when she becomes an adult.
I’m just angry.
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adxmanial · 3 months ago
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#having a time again#I fucking hate rsd#I hate just feeling the overwhelming urge to go scorched earth and abandon everyone and everything I’ve ever known#I thought I had it under control and it got triggered again recently#and it leaves me fucking exhausted and regretting all my life decisions in the end#hate fucking relapsing#hate being unable to read people’s minds#being built fucking Wrong#and having people hate me for reasons I’m not even Aware of because I can’t pick up on it and no one just fucking Talks#no one just Says when they’re bothered they let it fester and then it’s My fault#I didn’t Completely burn this bridge yet but god I am staring at it with a lighter and gasoline in hand#all that’s stopping me is that what I’m about to burn meant and still does mean a lot to me but#I can’t keep fucking doing this#it always ends like this#it never fucking changes and I don’t know why I bother I should stay in my little hole Alone where no one can hurt me#and I can’t accidentally hurt anyone else#idk man#having a fucking time#and maybe I shouldn’t even be Talking about it here#becuase who cares it’s social media#but if I don’t spill my guts Somewhere then I’ll fucking explode and cut ties with Everyone in my life at a trigger’s notice#and I need to pour this out somewhere Else#so I Don’t do something I know is Bad#in a moment of fucking rsd anxiety panic attack#lays down under my rock and dies#becomes a mushroom#if I’m a mushroom I’ll have no more problems#the mushroom hive mind will understand me and I will understand the mushroom hive mind
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sidhewrites · 10 months ago
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maybe you should go to therapy
I have, that’s why i don’t have anxiety or depression anymore. it’s actually some asshole living in my head named Clarence who hates my guts and wants me to feel lonely and shitty all the time. Sucks for him because I love myself and I’m amazing and nothing he ever said is true.
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cas---2y5 · 20 days ago
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inexperienced at processing feelings but fuck it, I’m doing my best!
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the-casbah-way · 3 months ago
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you know what i think some people just need to grow the fuck up and learn the difference between confrontation and direct communication why are you acting like i’m an arsehole for pointing out the fact that you are wrong. sorry for not tiptoeing awkwardly behind your back to try and sort the problem out on my own instead of cutting it off at the source and explaining to you clearly and maturely why it would be more efficient for you to stop doing the thing you are doing. god
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laniidae-passerine · 2 years ago
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I know some people are talking about Sally and Barry attempting to emulate their mentors in certain situations, which backfires on them, but I don’t think Barry gave up on trying to be Fuches halfway through. Actually, it was a perfect impression. When he started screaming down the line at Hank, it’s because that’s what Fuches does. Whenever Barry tells him firmly that it’s over and he’s not going to help Fuches anymore, Fuches loses his shit; he yells at Barry that he’s pathetic, he won’t survive without him, when I find you motherfucker! Barry’s mistake was failing to recognise that Hank isn’t him. Hank respects himself, genuinely cares about other people and, most importantly, won’t degrade himself just to feel like somebody loves him. But Barry absolutely would and, with all his other damage, that’s why he’s furious that Hank somehow says no to him.
#barry will always walk on his knees for a hundred miles through the desert#but Hank will ​let the soft animal of his body love what it loves#and he would never ever do himself damage for somebody to use him. Barry always does#I’m not defending Barry btw I’m not that vein of Barry fan I hope he explodes in an explosion and fuches and maybe gene comes with <3#but Barry has never been loved unselfishly. never been loved by somebody not using him. so he understands love as sacrifice and pain ONLY#love is not gentle. love is a thousand tiny needles. love is their teeth embedded in your heart#so when Hank - who knows love can be both sacrifice and tenderness that you expose the worst of you and have it kissed and not cut open -#when he doesn’t adhere to this system Barry has in his head (when he basically says ‘no. this not how love or the world really works.’)#Barry fucking loses it. The way Fuches loses it. because to them love is pain and if they don’t hurt you they don’t love you#and if they hurt you (no matter how awfully) then you forgive them in the end. you get to be a little upset. but you always go back. always#but Hank won’t and he doesn’t need to! he is loved openly and honestly and any pain comes from having to grow and understand not from abuse#and Barry loathes him for it. he hates it. and he’s never going to get out and he’ll never be free. he is sick sick sick#and there’s not a cure in the world for it anymore#not when he let it fester and get worse and worse and worse. and now it’s over before it’s over.#ANYWAYYYYT#barry#barry hbo#monroe fuches#noho ​hank#barry berkman#edit: yeah turns out Hank will also kill it though. oops!
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incidentalblr · 5 months ago
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guys in very very exciting news my mom found an art therapist in our area who is apparently over the moon to work with me. she wants to take me to a museum as my first appointment
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akkivee · 1 year ago
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‘this bond will last for eternity. i won’t tolerate betrayals or running away.’
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so speaking of kuukou probably has attachment issues in the form of being too attached, he has this arb line lmao
i revisited the kiyohime legend, and in some iterations of the legend, she specifically turns into a dragon of rage after she tried to cross a river and died to follow someone she loved who promised her he’d stay by her side, but only did so in order to escape her. makes me think this legend really is kuukou’s blueprint lol 🤔
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