#and I’m freaking starving because all I’ve had today was a protein shake at like 7 this morning and I still have 4 hrs left of work
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
colesabi · 5 months ago
Text
today is a big ol’ NO for me.
6 notes · View notes
stevie-kd · 4 years ago
Text
“Cold”
Part 2
Read part 1 here
::In which Bakugou and Kirishima are still trapped in a cave, slowly freezing to death, and luck doesn’t seem to be in their favor today as things only go downhill::
•••••••••••••••
It was probably the sound of teeth chattering that woke him. That didn’t make much sense because he was surprisingly warm in his sleeping bag.
Then it dawned on him. Kirishima.
Bakugou sat up, ignoring the pain that spiked through his back. The fire was nearly out, and Kirishima stood over it attempting to bring it back to life. Even in the dull light Bakugou could see how pale his boyfriend was.
“Dumbass!” Bakugou spat. “If you were this cold you should have told me!”
He looked over at Bakugou with sad puppy eyes. It made Bakugou seethe, disgusted by how fucking adorable it was. Kirishima had no business being that cute.
“You looked so peaceful,” Kirishima admitted. “I didn’t want to wake you.”
“You’re freezing, idiot. Take the stupid sleeping bag before I beat you to death.”
Bakugou wiggled out of the bag before Kirishima could protest. He kicked it over to the redhead, who only looked guilty accepting it. Nonetheless, he knew Bakugou enough to know he wasn’t joking around. Kirishima looked like a ghost, and that was putting it lightly. His skin was deathly white and his lips were a disturbing shade of purple. The dark, dried blood that trailed down the side of his face only helped to make him look paler. There was a slight tremble to his shoulders Bakugou couldn’t ignore.
“Sit down and get warm,” Bakugou demanded, forcing himself to stand without the use of his arms. “I’m going to get the fire going again.”
“Without using your quirk.”
“Tch. I will if I have to.”
“You’ll only hurt yourself—”
“I don’t give a damn!” Bakugou shouted through gritted teeth. “My arms aren’t as important as our lives.”
“I get that, Kats, but what about your quirk? If you hurt your arms bad enough that you can’t use your quirk again, your hero dream is over.”
Bakugou frowned. “I wouldn’t be much of a hero if I couldn’t even save the guy I loved.”
Kirishima opened his mouth to respond but clamped it shut again. A soft smile spread over his lips. “I love you too, Katsuki.”
He finally climbed into the sleeping bag and parked himself beside the dying fire. He melted into the fabric, and the teeth chattering slowly silenced. “Wow,” Kirishima breathed, “it’s still warm from you. I didn’t realize how cold I was.”
Bakugou knew Kirishima must have been freezing because without the insulated sleeping bag Bakugou could feel just how much the temperature dropped since the avalanche. “Ei, how long have we been in here?”
“Mm, maybe a couple hours? I’m not sure. The communicator still isn’t working, so I haven’t caught word from anyone yet.”
Bakugou huffed. He really hoped the class hadn’t assumed they were dead. After so long without answers, Bakugou wouldn't be surprised if any of them started to feel dread. He knew his classmates well enough to know they wouldn’t give up though.
With his left arm, which hurt a little less than his right, he scooped up Kirishima’s flashlight off the ground and clicked it on. He headed deeper into the cave in search of more sticks, hearing a faint, “Be careful!” from behind him, which he responded to with a grunt.
Fucking rocks everywhere. That’s all he could find! He was beginning to lose hope when he finally came across a branch long dead and speckled with crisp leaves.
He started kicking the thing back towards the fire, figuring he didn’t want to drag it back and hurt his arms more. The pain had lessened to a dull throbbing, but using his arms now would only bring it back tenfold.
He finally reached the fire and started stomping on the branch to break it up into smaller sticks. Once pleased with his work, he sat with his legs criss-crossed and used his left arm to toss branches into the flames one by one. The fire was already coming back to life.
“Good job, dude!” Kirishima congratulated him from where he was snuggled up in the sleeping bag. He scooted closer to Bakugou until their shoulders touched.
“Hungry?” Bakugou asked, leaning into Kirishima. He could feel the slightest warmth radiating from him.
“Honestly, yeah,” Kirishima answered. “I didn’t eat much today. A couple protein bars and an apple.”
Flatly, Bakugou said, “Eijirou.”
“I know, I know. ‘Take better care of yourself, blah, blah.’ I would’ve eaten better if I’d known we wouldn’t be back in time for dinner. Didn’t expect to wind up trapped in a cave when I ran out the door this morning.”
Bakugou scowled. It was because of him they were in this mess after all. If he’d just used his damn brain, Kirishima wouldn’t be freezing to death or starving or bleeding from the head!
Kirishima nudged him. “Hey. I didn’t mean it like that. This isn’t your fault, Blasty.”
Kirishima Eijirou and Bakugou Katsuki—
Both boys stiffened at the sudden voice echoing in their heads. It was a feminine voice, and strangely the woman was speaking directly into Bakugou’s brain, not his ears. He noted the voice sounded distantly familiar as it continued to coil through his mind.
This is Mandalay of the Wild, Wild Pussycats. If you can hear this message, just sit tight. We’re on our way. It may be awhile before we can reach you, so do your best to survive. Keep warm and stay alert. The mountain is more unstable than anyone realized. A second avalanche is likely, but we’ll try to have you both to safety before it comes to that. We’re doing everything we can. Mandalay, over and out.
Bakugou’s mouth felt suddenly dry. He remembered those damn Pussycat heroes from the training camp where the League managed to snag him. Mandalay was the most normal of the bunch of freaks, Pixie-Jo or whatever the fuck her name was had been a total creep, and he wasn’t around the other two weirdos enough to even remember their names.
“The tracker must be working,” Kirishima breathed, more likely thinking out loud than talking to Bakugou. He slumped against his boyfriend, letting his head rest against Bakugou’s shoulder. “They’re coming for us.”
Bakugou grunted his reply. He reached past Kirishima for the backpack, but a sharp pain shot from his wrist to his elbow. He drew back too fast, only managing to worsen the pain. He bit his lip to hold back a yelp.
“Babe! Hey, you alright?” Kirishima was asking then, whipping his arms out of the sleeping bag to cradle Bakugou as he held his arm tight against his chest. “No more using your arms. If you need something, just ask me next time.”
“‘Kay,” Bakugou spoke through clenched teeth. He would’ve argued if anyone else were here, but it was just Kirishima. He knew not to push it. He didn’t like making Kirishima mad.
The redhead pulled the bag to them and dug out the thermos. After he unscrewed the cap, a plume of steam rose from the mouth of the can. “Wow, still warm.”
“Good,” Bakugou breathed out through a sigh. “It’ll help warm up our cores. Help us stay alive.”
Kirishima nodded against him. He took a long sip from the thermos, then passed it to Bakugou. “Cheers.”
Bakugou chuckled at that, but the sound was strained. He accepted the soup, downing a few gulps himself.
There was a strange rumble then. Bakugou stiffened at the sound of shifting rocks. Kirishima‘s grip on him tightened.
There were a few short moments of near perfect silence, despite the crackling of the fire. Bakugou swallowed, bringing himself to stand up. He had a bad feeling rising in his chest.
“Do you think that’s them? The Pros?” Kirishima asked quietly. “Our classmates?”
Bakugou pursed his lips. “I don’t think so, Ei.”
Then it happened all at once, so fast Bakugou could hardly process what was happening. He would’ve been killed if it wasn’t for Kirishima’s instantaneous reaction.
The rumbling was loud, so loud, and the ground was shaking and the ceiling was practically coming down. Bakugou stumbled and tripped over the backpack, throwing his hands out to protect himself.
He screamed at the pure agony that shot through his arms, the sound ripping through his throat. All he could think about was pain, pain, pain.
Kirishima dove on top of him, his body hardened from head to toe. He braced himself on his hands and knees, taking each blow from the ceiling as it crumbled.
The light of the fire disappeared, and the boys were consumed in darkness. The cave went silent and still, as well as Bakugou’s mind.
++++++++++++++
Read part 3 here
IM SORRY... for how long it took me to post this. Not for tormenting our two best boys of course 👀
Yeah, I had a lot of problems with the program I was using to write this (kept telling me there was a merge error ?? And deleting random bits of my work ?????) so I’ve switched over to Google Docs and so far that’s working well for me. It’ll take some getting used to, but worth the change so long as it doesn’t randomly delete my writing 😤 (yes I’m a little salty about it)
ANYWAY ! Thanks for the read, and I’ll have the final part posted soon! I started another fic that I think y’all might like,,,,, maybe,,,, hopefully ?? Yep yep KiriBaku of course.
9/14/2020
81 notes · View notes
ithinkimanindieblog · 4 years ago
Text
I’ve been doing so good with my weight loss program. I’m down 30 pounds since feb but for the past three weeks I’ve been struggling. My family went on vacation and I told myself not to worry too much about my diet and to simply run in the mornings. I still need to to do an extra dieting and cardio the following week to get back to where I was 137. Then I go over to my boyfriends house and I he treats me to a sundae and Mexican food amount other things and I calculated that I had an extra 4000 calories to burn this week to get back on track. So I do. And I did. I got down to 135 even (mind you at the beach I got to 143). So I was feeling good. But then today I’m at the gym and a guy at the front desk says that the sandwich shop next door was giving out free sandwiches so I’m like okay but the sandwich I got was over 1000 so I eat half right and Jerome (my bf) comes over to take me on a date for burgers so now This burger must’ve been 1000 cal. Because it was a chili cheese burger with fries. And I’m like okay so now I’m 300 over. Ill just eat 900 cal. Instead of my 1200-1300. But my mom mentions that she got steaks because she thought Jerome would stay for dinner either today or tomorrow but he’s leaving early tomorrow tos he won’t be but I also don’t want mine because whatever meal my mom wants to serve with the stake will be over 900 and I don’t want to keep having to play catch-up and my legs could use a break from the non stop running last week.
I wish food didn’t have such a social emphasis and I could simply be 100% in control of what I eat. I don’t want to starve myself all day just so I can eat a steak I don’t want in the first place. I want to drink my protein shakes, eat my big bags of popcorn, jello cups, monster salads and chicken wraps and I’m happy eating this way. I feel amazing eating this way and when I don’t is when I’m unhappy because I’m one more step backwards from my goal. Going off my diet slows me down. A cheat meal is one thing but I can’t freaking do a cheat weekend. I hated a cheat week it was not as good on my mental as I thought it would be. I don’t want to eat the steak mom and I also don’t want to sit down and watch y’all eat yours that’s just torture. I feel so guilty for wanting to eat healthy. I feel so guilty for refusing food. I don’t want to skip breakfast, lunch, and my two snacks so I can eat a steak that I dont want my legs need to recover. Don’t make me feel guilty please mom I’m sorry.
58 notes · View notes
superfitbabe · 7 years ago
Text
Surely enough, you’ve probably seen those videos or articles titled “I Tried XXX’s Diet/Workout Routine For a Week” or “I Tried The XXX Challenge…Here’s What Happened” at least every other time, if not every time, you surf the Internet. These experiments are everywhere, and it’s both a good and bad trend. On one hand, you get some insight on what is sustainable and enjoyable in terms of health and fitness. On the other hand, you also feel more enticed to follow a carbon copy plan that is meant for someone else, and not you as a unique individual. Either way, you learn something, and that is the main purpose of these types of publications.
It makes sense that I do a fitness challenge for a week and share the results…because this experiment was totally coincidental at first and became more structured once the week reached its end. But anyways, as you would know from the title, I did indeed walk more than 20,000 steps every single day for a week. To be honest, I still walk this much almost every day on average, but we’ll get into why later. From this little pursuit, I experienced some very interesting results, some positive, some negative, but all worthy of noting.
Below I have shared a screenshot of my iPhone’s step tracker on the Health app. The number of miles, steps, and floors climbed are indicated. Under each screenshot is a description of my day and how I managed to suffice or even exceed my 20K step goal.
Tumblr media
P.S. My roommate actually took this photo of me walking to the grocery store from the rec center on campus! LOL!
***Just as a quick disclaimer, this post does not serve as an alternative for medical advice. Please make sure to consult a professional if you are uncertain about taking on a challenge like this.
SUNDAY
Tumblr media
First day of the challenge, off to a pretty strong start! I ended up walking 9.3 miles in total with a final quantity of over 23,000 steps. This day, I was able to rake in 10,000 extra steps by walking to the grocery store to buy a few last-minute fridge and pantry items, which I do around three times a week.
Given that this was the day after the Central Coast VegFest, my appetite was almost non-existent because my body was still running on the food from that day. I was both surprised and unphased by this, given that I still walked a decent amount to burn off all the stored energy from the crazy amount of sugar and chocolate I enjoyed that day!
MONDAY
Tumblr media
Okay, not as much as Sunday, but still a pretty good amount of steps because I did exceed 20,000. Working as a cash register at the dining complex on campus is sedentary, since all I do is stand in one booth. However, walking to and from the gym in the morning, as well as walking to work and my evening class, were the main mechanisms of sufficing the step count. It figured that I wouldn’t be walking as much today, but I still did the best I could to walk whenever I got the chance.
Appetite basically standardized itself to usual. Nothing really changed this day, no surprise, since my body finally fully recovered from the VegFest cheat day!
TUESDAY
Tumblr media
Again, just a typical day of walking to classes all around campus, but I did choose to take the longer route to the gym in the morning, which helped me exceed 20K once again. Instead of a typical 2500 steps to the gym from my apartment building, it took me around 4000-4500 steps, more or less since I don’t quite remember. After my workout, I took a slightly shorter route, but sufficed at least 11,000 steps by 11 A.M. (funny, huh? 11K steps at 11 A.M.!).
If my appetite was at a level 1 on Sunday, it excelled to a level 138 on Tuesday. I was FREAKING STARVING. Though I’m not usually hungry in the morning, I basically felt like eating an entire box of cereal or a whole loaf of bread right before my workout–I mean, I didn’t actually do that because…let’s be practical, guys. Eventually, my hunger levels regulated themselves, especially while I stayed hydrated with lots of water and tea. I’m pretty certain the higher levels of physical activity finally caught up to my hunger hormones and affected them in some way.
WEDNESDAY
Tumblr media
Wowwie mama, 10.7 miles?! Walking to the gym, three different offices, the grocery store off-campus, and to all my classes and back to my apartment afterwards gets you far. Man oh man, was I exhausted once I hopped into bed. I basically passed out the minute my head made contact with the pillow.
Though not as dramatic as what I felt on Tuesday, my appetite did experience a spike. I ended up consuming my meal-prepped lunch but had some peanut butter as a little sweet treat. I did end up enjoying some extra peanut butter with my Lakanto chocolate bar in the evening as well!
  THURSDAY
Tumblr media
Rest day today and a busy class schedule to pair it with! I woke up later than anticipated due to a late study session, so I decided to walk around the campus after my first lecture to catch up on my progress.
Because it was a rest day today, I naturally didn’t eat as much as usual. Appetite was pretty standard for how it usually works.
FRIDAY
Tumblr media
  Yay, no classes today! Similarly to Monday, I took the longer way to the gym and back, as well as strolling to the grocery store and nail salon to wax my eyebrows. In addition, I walked around downtown and a little bit around Morro Bay, but not too much since it got extremely cold and windy.
Tumblr media
Once again, nothing too drastic with my appetite, but I would like to share my lunch that I enjoyed with my boyfriend and his parents while visiting downtown SLO! My meal consisted of four tofu and veggie spring rolls with peanut sauce and some kind of sweet chili sauce. So light but fresh and satisfying!
SATURDAY
Tumblr media
Broke a record with over 28,000 steps and 12 miles! Woot woot! Basically took the same long route to and from the gym, then to the local grocery store for some last-minute items, and I also walked to the laundromat in the school’s apartment to clean my clothes.
  Processed with VSCO with f2 preset
Processed with VSCO with f2 preset
Processed with VSCO with f2 preset
Processed with VSCO with f2 preset
Processed with VSCO with f2 preset
Processed with VSCO with f2 preset
Know what to fuel for 12 miles and more than two hours of exercise (eh, I got carried away)? Roughly +3,500 calories worth of protein, fats, and carbs. LOTS and LOTS of carbs. No complaining about that! Even after consuming more than four servings of the Cascadian Farm organic cinnamon crunch cereal for breakfast, I still felt like eating more. Aside from that, the nice cream was very satisfying since I also had a protein shake, peanut butter (unpictured), berries, and a whole plain Lakanto chocolate bar to pair with it, plus I felt very full from my Gardein mandarin nuggets, perfectly cooked sweet potato fries (recipe here!), a Munk Pack oatmeal raisin cookie, and the rest of the Cascadian Farms cereal. Such a yummy day of eating!
PROS OF THE CHALLENGE
All in all, I benefited quite a lot from this little steps endeavor! But I’ve listed them all below and broken them down into their individual descriptions for you to read rather than having me ramble about them in one giant paragraph. These are just the personal pros that I have experienced in my challenge, and this does not mean that you will experience them yourself.
Faster warm-ups and cool-downs. Walking is my main form of warming up and cooling down after a workout, and the extra time in walking definitely did not hurt in terms of optimizing my performance in the gym. I felt like I had more stamina in my workouts and saw improvements in energy and consistent training. Sure, it’s hard to prove if your body has actually recovered, but I found that I felt much better after my walks from the gym to my apartment than usual.
Lower levels of body fat, specifically in the abdomen. Even though I can only measure my body fat with my Body Analyzer scale and not with more professional and accurate methods of body fat evaluation, the measured body fat percentage stayed relatively leaner than usual since walking 20,000 steps or more. I did notice a difference in my physical body composition as well–I looked a lot more toned and less puffy, and my abs were generally very flat throughout the day. This is probably due to an increase in non-exercise activity thermogenesis (“NEAT”) in which I was most likely burning more calories through non-exercise physical movement through walking.
WAY less bloating. Oh boy, this was probably the most drastic change I’ve seen in my body with this challenge! Even after a massive bowl of nice cream, walking for half an hour to forty-five minutes or so alleviated the bloating immensely! Walking more definitely stimulated my blood circulation and digestion more frequently, so gases and food molecules were moving more often and more quickly.
Better sleep. Personally, I am an incredibly light sleeper who often wakes up in the middle of the night to use the restroom and to check my alarm early in the morning to see how much time I have to sleep before climbing out of bed. However, for some strange reason, I rarely found myself waking up at who-knows-when to use the bathroom! I can probably attest to more efficient physiological processes, but it was great experiencing less disturbances in my (very very very much needed) slumbers.
Improved breathing. Sounds weird, but staying a little more active often actually helped me breathe more frequently, deeply, and consistently. I’ve noticed that my breathing while sitting down is often very faint and fast-paced, which doesn’t really circulate oxygen very efficiently, but with walking, I focus much more on breathing mindfully since I’m not working on another task at hand. Of course, I still try to breathe optimally regardless, but it feels more natural while walking.
Stronger connection to nature. I was outside way more than usual, so I was present around nature more often as well. The sky, the trees, the clouds, the fresh air, the breeze, and everything else nature had to offer looked and felt incredible. I found myself looking less at my phone and more at my surroundings, and my appreciation for the natural world grew even more. I already love nature as it is, but taking it in every single day really brings a lot of subconscious gratitude and peace.
A sense of therapy. Walking serves as a stress relief for me, which is why I tend to pace around when I feel distressed. The act of releasing any negative energy or tension through walking definitely helps calm me down, even exhaust me so I don’t have to think about whatever is bothering me at the moment. Being outside is even better since being around nature has proven beneficial in tranquilizing the mind and spirit.
CONS OF THE CHALLENGE
Despite discovering a wide array of benefits with this challenge, I also did encounter some not-so-pleasant sensations along the way. Again, I’ve broken them all down in a list with their own detailed descriptions of my personal experiences.
I was tired. All. The. Time. Lots of walking has scientifically been proven to boost energy and increase overall physiological efficiency, but it also requires energy. For me, take 20,000 steps a day, add in 60-90 minutes of exercise, and you’ve got a pretty physically taxing day. Hence, I felt exhausted at least every other day, if not every day, whether it be through sleepiness or soreness in my legs. Most of the time, I would pass out by the time I crawled into bed, and surprisingly, I’d sleep through the entire night! Completing other basic tasks such as washing the dishes, taking a shower, using the bathroom, standing up from a chair, and even talking to my friends, which requires brain power and conducting natural hand motions!
Increased thirst. Okay, so this may not be entirely bad and all, but honestly, sometimes having to go and fill up more and more cups of tea or water is such an inconvenience. Having an incredibly crazy schedule, I am constantly working (explains why I’ve been behind on posting this month–whoopsies!) and devoting even just two minutes of extra time to complete an assignment makes a difference. Unfortunately, I found myself using up those two extra minutes for hydration. It may sound petty, but when you’re living on a limited budget of time, you’ll completely understand.
Increased capacity to eat. While my hunger and appetite did not increase super drastically, I did find that I wasn’t quite satisfied with my meals, at least in cognitive terms. By cognitively, I mean that I had always thought that I could still fit more food into my stomach. On a normal day, I would have felt stuffed after consuming six to seven bananas in the form of nice cream, but on Saturday, after walking the last third or quarter of my step quantity, I was completely set for dinner. This is definitely due to the food moving through my body more efficiently, so I digested everything a lot more quickly.
Less time for other things. Strolling on the longer paths and roads for my standard destinations ate away at my clock ravenously. I found myself scrambling to complete all of my tasks in a shorter time window, such as studying, exercising, eating, grocery shopping, and more. It was challenging to even find time to talk to my friends before going about my day because I needed the time to complete my steps. With less time to go about my school work, I felt extremely overwhelmed and rushed with working. At the very least, I can always say that I improved my efficiency with finishing assignments on time.
OVERALL
Lack of basic walking or even just low-intensity physical activity remains a problem in a great portion of our population, who often work in sedentary jobs or live in settings that are discouraging for walking around for transport (*cough* WHERE I LIVE IN LOS ANGELES *cough*). Even in a college setting, students sit in desks for hours very frequently and are still pretty sedentary in their everyday lives, though they generally do walk at least one or two miles on average, depending on their schedules. To summarize, I am glad and grateful that I successfully completed this challenge because I proved that walking 20,000 or more steps a day can be done.
This isn’t to say that walking 8-12 miles a day doesn’t have its setbacks. It’s not sustainable to devote so much time and energy into such a basic physical activity, let alone necessary. I already exercise more than plenty, so walking for a very considerable amount of miles is even more demanding. You lose a lot of stamina and time that can be used elsewhere, especially in bettering your personal life. Even my friends were amazed by how much I walked every single day, and found it intriguing to see me walk around the apartment room while completing simple tasks (i.e. eating, calling on my phone, putting on my jackets, etc.).
Main takeaways: walking is super important and should be integrated into your everyday routine. Definitely make an effort to walk whenever you can, whether it be walking around your workroom, parking your car farther away from your designated destination, or taking a friend out for a nature walk while you chat. But like anything else, walking can be done in excess. To most people, walking 8-12 miles in a city setting is pretty excessive, especially for someone like me who exercises on a regular basis. On average, I prefer around 16,000-22,000 steps a day for a more comfortable step range, which I believe is still pretty hefty in comparison to most averages. If I were to eat a lot, then yes, I would want to walk around the 25,000-28,000+ range that day.
Would I recommend this challenge? Yes, but be wary of how you’ll function along the way. Plan ahead and be prepared to experience some changes if you walk significantly less than 20,000 steps a day. I think that 10,000 steps is a perfect daily standard for people who want to be more active, but start somewhere below and incrementally add in steps if you don’t walk a lot. Just like anything else, incorporating changes into your routine has to be enjoyable, sustainable, and reasonable. The best way to create a healthy habit is to take it day by day, one step at a time.
And yes, that pun was intended. 😉
How many steps do you walk a day on average? Would you attempt this challenge, and if so, what would your strategy be?
I Walked More Than 20,000 Steps a Day for a Week…Here’s What Happened Surely enough, you've probably seen those videos or articles titled "I Tried XXX's Diet/Workout Routine For a Week"
0 notes