#and I’m backsliding on my communication and boundary-setting skills too bc I feel less safe. I’ve. had my trust betrayed by the ‘rents ig
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love and peace to you, today I’m practicing the tumblr ritual of saving everything to drafts to reblog later because I’m currently lacking in self to express
#csm site I use hasn’t update with the new chapter yet… have heard horrible things and am excited#have you guys heard about the new speaker of the house? he’s awful. legitimately scary. I want to move out of the us.#Fundie Fridays and Some More News both did videos on him#fuck american politics#my thoughts#meposting#personal#vent#sometimes I forget that I’m not having a good time in my living environment.#wondering why I feel so empty and unacceptable while I’m living under an ultimatum to either (re-)closet myself or move out#and like… I can’t isolate myself but I also don’t want to subject my friends to my company bc. I don’t feel good.#I’m having a hard time feeling present and pleasant and thoughtful. and I want to be a better friend than that.#and I’m backsliding on my communication and boundary-setting skills too bc I feel less safe. I’ve. had my trust betrayed by the ‘rents ig#so now I feel like I did when I was younger — that I exist for others rather than with. which is scary.#loss of perceived control over myself my relationships#sorry for the overshare it’s something I’m very good at doing and do often. world champ!#fuck… think I’m going to go up to stay with my aunts for a couple extra days I’m tired of feeling stuck here
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