#and I hate MYself. you dont GET jt. just kidding you definitely do. it sucks dont it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

our-inspire-verse · 3 months ago

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Something something, the VERY obvious nature of knowing exactly what insecurity a fictive is going to adopt, and sure enough its EXACTLY the thing you thought it would be. And it expresses in the same way

#why are they like this. im they #its like “oh i bet Hilda has an issue with fitting in and connecting to animals more than people. not like that's something #the system as a whole has experienced consistently in this life and has related to her off the bat for that shi“#“haha i bet Lucifer has depression and he hates himself too! hes so me” no. im me #he.#and I hate MYself. you dont GET jt. just kidding you definitely do. it sucks dont it #i bet other luci fictives feel this way too (cuts to them having the BEST time)#system babbles #vent #lucifer morningstar #i self loathe so much god damn LMAO. and im laughing and pointing finger guns rn but im in agony. like straight up #and i know its rebellious to love yourself its all we got and its the answer to everything love love love love love.#i CAN'T STOP. i just don't feel like i deaerve anything good and that whatever bad thing happens to me im like #“yeah that makes sense. i had that comin. I definitely walked onto the timeline that that happened so i cant even get mad or upset or feel-#like i deserve any justice or relief or comfort. yeah i definitely deserve to suffer even if it literally wasnt my fault or something i did“

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