#and I dunno i guess I hoped I'd be able to dive right back in again and just start engaging and enjoying it
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#I know this is gonna come across as a bit pathetic#but I was already feeling a bit untethered today#wondering if I actually have a purpose here#ever since I came back to tumblr after my 4 month break I've felt very alone here#it feels a bit like everyone moved on without me#and I dunno i guess I hoped I'd be able to dive right back in again and just start engaging and enjoying it#but honestly I have been plagued with anxiety and intrusive thoughts about not being wanted#and the last thing I needed was some asshole anon#I'm already wondering if people are finding my event annoying#like maybe i should just shut up and quit#but I really fucking like doing this stuff I just wish I didn't feel so isolated#I'm being stupid i know#you should never trust how you feel about yourself after 9pm#but bleurgh its a horrible feeling#shut up saz
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W and T for Willow, A and U for Andy, X and S for Adrian, D and Y for Dalton, R and Q for Raven aaaand F and O for Felix please? (I know it's a lot, sorry xD)
Challenge accepted Ghost Boi! :3 Challenge accepted! :3
Do they drink enough water? Willow: *Snorts* Yes? I suppose? Define enough? I haven't collapsed yet! *chuckles* Random question though... Have they learned to swim? Willow: I've been able to swim as long as I can remember. Do they like to swim? Willow: Oh yes, I love it! *Smiles* Can they dive? Willow: Are you trying to ask me if I'm a mermaid? *She chuckles teasingly* yes, sure, I can dive! Can they swim without holding their nose? Willow: I wouldn't be a very good mermaid if I couldn't, now would I? Are they honest? Willow: Yes, I am. Doesn't mean I have never told a lie, but I'm honest by default. Can they tell if someone is lying? Willow: If I know the person well enough, yes, I think I can. Is it obvious when they’re lying? Willow: *Chuckles* I'd like to think I have a pretty good pokerface by now, but back when I was a teen, sure I was caught in some lies here and there. Have they lied about anything they regret lying about? Willow: No, not that I can think of? Have they told truths that have been spread against their will? Willow: ..... no? I mean, I'm a pretty open person, if I put something out there, it's because I don't mind it being public. I stand by my word, and I figure, as long as you do that, it can’t harm you if it should circle around, right?
What are your oc’s natural abilities, things they’ve been doing since young? Andy: I've been playing guitar since I was fairly young, though then I had a break for some years. Singing, dancing, drawing... cooking? *chuckles* I actually used to love helping my parents cook when I was a kid. Swimming... biking..... uhhh I dunno? *Chuckles* writing? Back then it wasn't lyrics, but more short stories... I once wrote one about a yellow butterfly *smiles* What activities have they participated in? Andy: *Grins wide and wiggles eyebrows* what haven't I participated in?! *chuckles hoarsely* Me: Let's.... skip that! Andy: *shrugs* I'm a naughty boy Me: .... we know! What abilities do they have that they’ve worked for? Andy: Piano... it took me a while to learn to play piano, longer than it took me to learn guitar at least. Uh... driving? I failed my drivers license the first time. But in general I think I'm an easy learner? I just sorta jump into shit and hope for the best I guess? *chuckles* What things are they bad at? Andy: Pssssshhh.... listening to my needs? No not that kind of needs *chuckles cheekily* well, that too sometimes... but mental needs, I fucking stink at keeping on top of that at times. What is their most impressive talent? Andy: *Grins wide* Have they been bullied? Andy: ...... yeah... a bit here and there *scratches his hair* I'm a bit uncomfortable talking about, not because of the bullying, because it wasn't THAT bad, but, it was a time during my early teens, where a lot of stuff was just happening and my life was.... in a weird place. Have they bullied anyone? Andy: Just friends... and Willow *chuckles hoarsely* though she's actually the real bully! Have they been physically attacked by a bully? Andy: Many times.. as an adult... cause I have this thing... I can't keep my mouth shut! *chuckles hoarse* Have they ever been doubted? Andy: Far too many times! *frowns lightly* don't wanna get into that though... Have they surprised people with being good at something? Andy: Oh I have! *grins cheekily*
What is their favorite genre of music? Adrian: Rock. Do they have a favorite song? Adrian: I do... it's Lynyrd Skynyrd - Simple man <- clicky! Do they have a favorite band/artist/singer? Adrian: The Doors, Pink Floyd..... Can they sing well? Adrian: ........ yes (he's not keen on admitting it, cause then people ask him to sing and never shut up again XD but this is his singing voice claim <- ) Can they rap? Adrian: Not professionally *snorts* Are they street-smart? Adrian: .... I suppose I am? Would they give money to someone on the streets? Adrian: Yes. I always do if I have any money on me. Have they ever gotten in a fight on the streets? Adrian: Once or twice *frowns softly* Has anything happened to them on the streets? Adrian: Apart from the previously mentioned fights? No, not anything I can think of? Are they cautious when out? Adrian: No.... well I try to keep a distance to people, but not out of being cautious, I just don't want to be bothered *grunts*.
How would they decorate a house if they had one under their name? Dalton: *Chuckles surprised* Uhhhm, I don't know... I actually HAVE a house under my name... I just didn't put much thought into decorating it? I just bought some pieces here and there I liked and piled it all together? *chuckles softly* I'm not sure it's any particular style? (I'm bad here, I just realized I don't have full pictures uploaded of his house... I'll get on it as soon as I have time to load my game) How would they decorate their child’s room? Dalton: *Chuckles* Shouldn't there be a child first? .... uh I dunno... *chuckles* Uhm... none of that gender color nonsense for sure. How do they decorate their own room? Dalton: The same as the rest of the house.... my bedroom is just a bunch of things I liked or needed, put together, nothing special about it, if you ask me? What type of clothes and accessories do they wear? Dalton: *Laughs warmly* Well... you know *grins cheekily, nibbling a bit on a pointing finger* .... it's the same as the house stuff really, I just don't care all that much. I'll buy what I need when I need it, and it's usually without much thought put into it, I just go into a store and grab what I need that seems to somewhat fit my likings and my body type *chuckles and shrugs* Do they like makeup/nail/beauty trends? Dalton: *Chuckles* for me or in general? ...Yeah... it's alright. How old were you when you created them? Well, about a year younger than I am now? XD He's about maybe 1.3 years old 1.5? What inspired you to create them? *Snorts* loneliness? I create characters to make up for the fact that I have absolutely no people in my life. Were they different when they were first created? Absolutely not, he's the exact same :) Do you enjoy writing them more than other characters? Oh I enjoy writing him so much! He was originally intended as a supporting character, but after posting just a couple pics of him, I was like, nope, he's definitely a main character, he just came so easy to me to express. At the moment he's in top 5 of who I enjoy writing the most for sure! (I'll plop a top 10 of who I find easiest and most enjoyable to write, in case anyone would be interested in who flows easiest through me) 1. Andy. 2. Adrian. 3. Dalton. 4. Raven. 5. Sam. 6. Willow. 7. Malou. 8. Evan. 9. Daniel (the name is a coincidence, he's not based on me) 10. River/Jackall (yes that technically makes it 11, but when did I ever stick to rules? I don't even stick to my own! XD ) What’s your favorite thing about them? Dalton. Period.
Do they follow rules? Raven: Hardly. *chuckles* Would they be a strict or laid-back parent? Raven: I'm strict when I have to, but overall I'm much more on the laid-back side. Have they ever been consequenced for breaking a rule? Raven: *Sighs deep and long* Yes, I have. But I don't feel like talking about my father, thank you. Have they broken any rules they now regret breaking? Raven: *Frowns* a few... perhaps... Do they find any rules they/others follow absolutely ridiculous? Raven: Most rules are absolutely ridiculous, if you ask me, that's why I don't follow much. Do they ask for help? Raven: It's rare. I find that I can tackle most things on my own, so why ask? Do they ask questions in class? Raven: I never went to school, at least not in the sense human does. Do they answer questions that make them a little uncomfortable? Raven: Most, yes... as long as you don't start asking about *he cringes a bit* my uh... father. Do they ask weird questions? Raven: *Chuckles lightly* Yes, I do and I also answer them... do you have any weird questions for me? *smirks* Are they curious? Raven: *Grins cheekily* much more than you can ever imagine.
What do they do for fun? Felix: *Snorts* what don't I do? Sex, drugs, partying, clubbing, dancing, putting on a skirt/dress/heels, throwing candy at negative people on the street! What is their ideal party? Felix: I don't really give a crap as long as there's loud music and drugs *chuckles cheekily* and dick! Who would they have the most fun with? Felix: *Smirks* well.... there's this rich guy, he's in his late 50's and he really likes it when I snort *I am censoring him here* Can they have fun while conforming to rules? Felix: Sure... but it's less fun, so why would I? *smirks* Do they go out a lot? Felix: Every night! I see no point in sitting at home. Are they optimistic or pessimistic? Felix: Optimistic... for the most part. Are they openly optimistic, throwing it on others? Felix: Nope, I really don't think I'm one of those people *snorts* Are they good at giving advice? Felix: *Chuckles* I don't think I'm neither good at giving or receiving advices? Is there anyone in their life that throws optimism on them? Felix: I wouldn't say throw, but Willow and my sister, Odette, are both fairly optimistic people, and I do get a pep-talk here and there, but I never felt like they were cramming optimism down my throat, if that's what you mean by 'throw'? Were they always optimistic? Felix: Hmm... well, overall, sure... but that doesn't mean there hasn't been darker moments in my life, where optimism failed to show up *shrugs lightly*
#Willow Amalthea Shaw-Cullman#Willow#Willow-Tree#Willow-Wonka#Andy Shaw-Thompson#Andycorn#Adrian Blackwood#Dalton Red#Raven McKinney#Brandubh McKinney#Felix Lupei#Felly#Daniel mumbles#eternal-infamy#ts3#sims3#sims 3
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