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Every time I watch a romcom, I play the game show of "Am I arospec, or does this genre just suck?"
#romance#rom com#movies#aromantic#aro#arospec#I honestly have no idea#I was bad at dating#for many reasons#and I only did it for a few months#and romantic literature/film bores me#and I don't like Valentine's Day#but aro?#not something worth worrying about at this time of night anyway#rom coms are TERRIBLE though#you can't convince me that You've Got Mail didn't start life as two movies
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Happy Valentine's day folks #noromo
#no one can know i don't like sex#asexual#aromantic#aroace#valentine's day#qpr#long distance qpr#my art#nonburger
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The fact that Vaggie knew it was a HORRIBLE idea for her to go to Heaven because there were so many things that could go wrong and so many bad memories there, but her girlfriend needed her and she couldn't say no to her cute face; the fact that the headstrong, optimistic, determined, powerful Princess of Hell knew she couldn't handle taking this huge step alone and the only one person she could imagine being by her side in that critical moment was Vaggie.
The fact that even when she felt so hurt, heartbroken, and betrayed and tried for a second to deny it, Charlie never stopped loving Vaggie, still referred to her as her girlfriend, and had full faith that she was completely succeeding in her task (getting detailed sensitive information from a weapons-dealing Overlord) while Charlie herself was struggling and failing with her own.
The fact that even with Charlie so upset that she intentionally threw a painful commentbat her (a comment with a subtle double meaning, though Charlie herself was definitely NOT thinking clearly enough to realize that implication and only meant to make a jab at the secret-keeping), Vaggie still wanted so desperately to protect Charlie out of love that she regrew angelic wings despite having been in Hell for years.
The fact that one gesture from Charlie told Vaggie everything she wanted to say to her, and that mutual understanding was so complete that she didn't hesitate to run to her knowing she would be accepted because her girlfriend still loved her and forgave her.
The support, love, and intimate understanding these two share even when things are hard and painful is so beautiful. They've been together for years; they've been through so much; and it's wonderful to have that respected and portrayed canonically instead of dipping into that easy, fan-craved trope of dramatically heavy relationship angst. I'm glad they left that angst itch to be scratched by fanworks instead, because these ladies aren't that type.
They are powerful; they are determined; they balance and complete each other; and most importantly, they are so head-over-heels and experienced in their love for each other that it took one day for Charlie to deeply consider everything and fully reconcile with Vaggie, who never doubted her even for a second. Their relationship isn't just established; it's stable, and I love to see that for a wlw couple. <3
#hazbin hotel#chaggie#vaggie#charlie morningstar#i usually caption my gifs but i am Tired and wanted to post chaggie appreciation on valentine's day#so have this before i fall asleep! <3#not all queer couples need long dramatic relationship angst arcs!#we need more queer ships like this <3#and don't get me wrong i love a good angst fic!#there are some really good post-s1e6 canon divergent ones on ao3!!!#but honestly this is their canon dynamic and i love that the show stayed true <3
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Real conversation I had recently. Its HIS DAY!!!
#kamen rider gavv#funny if you know me i guess maybe??#(gekkan shoujo) nozaki moment lol. interested in valentine's day for a stupid reason#came up while talking gavv cause i was like.... 'i was so excited for valentine's day this year i forgot that halloween existed"#'Toku tumblr might be really fun on Feb 14 this year' i think is what i said ldfkjaelk not that its not fun most weeks#which is saying something cause for the first time in my life i can remember what day valentine's is on lmao!#don't let me down Valen nation lmao!#wouldn't it be hilarious if we were all like.... dying from some kind of mid-season drama that time in february???#jokingly willing this into exsistence like face-heel jeramie last year lets gooooo waahaha#i'm already clenching in anticipation of next week lol i'm beating my chest lets DO this#i gotta change my blog title back.... i JUST changed it lmao
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farm boys Valentine's Days 💗
+ close up on the last one
#“but it's February. the trees are not bloo-” I DON'T CARE#WOE PETALS BE UPON YE#the universe was against me doing this piece#I wasn't planning to draw anything for valentine's#so the idea came up too late#then my new medications hit me like the bus hit Regina#I spent all day in constant state of almost passing out#and haven't done shіt 🥳#and today I got stuck at work because the door lock decided to break#my luck went to someone else this week#to anyone who read all these tags - thanks for coming to my ted talk#kung lao#raiden#mk raiden#railao#mk1#mortal kombat 1#mortal kombat#helsensm art
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Happy 14th February to those who celebrate
#what possessed me to make a yearning Michael valentine's card? Who knows#enjoy?#tma#the magnus archives#tma micheal distortion#distortion michael#michael distortion#tma michael#tma memes#valentines day#my art#not a big fan of how some of these shadows turned out but oh well#I was finishing it at midnight last night and don't really feel like doing it again
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Currently obsessed with the idea that the boys go to Time for love advice, since "he's married so he knows this stuff right?"
I mean they couldn't recognize a wedding ring??? And neither did he???
And time was saying this in his youth I mean cmon
Twilight: So ancestor. What would you do if like. Malon left to another world and never came back
Time: ... bro Malon called me fairy boy and then we were married like what
Hyrule: So uhh old man. How does one. Meet a girl.
Time: By speaking to her I guess? Or not, Malon did the talking for me
Hyrule: riiiiight...
Wild *no tact*: Hey so like... what if your redheaded wife who's name started with M died.
Time: what?!?!
Wild, undeterred: but like before she proposed.
Time: ...
Wild: and you don't remember if you would have said yes. What's your advice for dealing with that?
Time: ... vent to a fairy?
Warriors: hey old man
Time: no no no not this one asking me please
Warriors: how do I get women to stop coming after me. So I can ya know. Choose without war trying to force me into relationships
Time: I can safely say I've never had that problem captain
Wars: of course not *smirks*
Wars: ok but seriously how do I make them go away
Time: ... wear a wedding ring so they think you're taken, I've got a shiny extra
Time: no no why- they won't stop, I don't know how to do love!
Time: ok well at least I have legend. That kid would never ask for advice, I'll sit by him.
Legend: so old man.
Time, looking forward to a normal conversation: yeah?
Legend: hypothetically, what would you do if you found out Malon didn't exist.
Legend: And her whole world didn't, but it did, and now it doesn't
Time: ...Excuse me for a minute.
Time, writing a letter as fast as he can: MALON HOW DO I GIVE LOVE ADVICE THEY THINK IM WISE
Malon: lol
Happy Valentine's Day guys, have a headcanon :P
The boys go to Time for love advice and Time spouts whatever wise-sounding bs he can, before shoving them all on Malon for therapy when they visit the ranch
Art and comic by Jojo @linkeduniverse! :D
#I'm just??? we have like three different times they went to him with love problems? guys he grew up in a forest raised by a tree#he proposed with a cosplay ring#Malon laughs her head off when he says they're going to him for advice#'babe I had to force you into understanding marriage'#'give me the boys I'll talk to them'#to the boys: 'listen Links don't stop going to him for love advice. ask about the most wierd traumatic shit you've been through'#'cook record his reactions this'll be hilarious'#'he's seemed wise...' 'he don't know shit kids he's quoting me'#Lu time#lu#linked universe#linkeduniverse#little did he know legend was the worst of them all#wars wears the glittery engagement ring he recommended with pride 'sorry I'm taken ladies in case you missed the sparkle'#technically Valentine's Day was 43 minutes ago but shhhh it's ok time doesn't know what love is either#I do not have several of the games or complete information#if I said something incorrect (or offensive ever) let me know :)#love you guys#:)
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The evolution of Sebastian Stan in all black (2010-2023)
#I don't love valentine's day but I do love sebastian in all black#so have this#sebastian stan#aka the prettiest man on earth#also a little chameleon#this is chronological by the way#look at all these different looks#when the outfits are all very similar#how does he do it??#there are some all black outfits missing#but these are some of the best ones I think#had to include the leather jackets#there were a few great fits that looked like all black but we're actually navy#might have to do a navy suit post sometime too 🤔#anyway he is our beautiful dark prince baby 🥰
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!valentine's day special!
they will make sure that this was the best valentine's day that you've ever had.
characters: lyney, gaming, wanderer, cyno, tighnari, wriothesley, neuvillette x gn!reader
author's note: happy valentine's day idc if you're single like me or not but happy valentine's day nonetheless. i think this is pretty cute and long and that you guys will like it<3
♡ Lyney
-he planned out the best date ever months ago. the place, the time, the date. everything.
-well, the whole thing was about his show. a show dedicated to you with a lot of hearts, rainbow roses and all with a special final trick.
-he told you to wear something nice for his "special valentine's show" the day before, so you did. a really good outfit. after the show, you'll be going to a romantic restaurant with him anyway.
-although... you looked good in anything in lyney's eyes. so, you went to his show, ready to just watch the whole thing. smiling brightly and blushing. but then lyney caught you off guard-
-he called you on stage! for his final trick!
-showing some magic trick where he proves that he can see how much someone is loved by how many rainbow roses come out of their "heart/chest".
-he started pulling them out, and out, and out...
-until something like confetti popped out of your chest! confetti of rainbow roses and a single note that he signaled you to open just after the show ended.
-then, he thanked everyone, and waited for them to leave.
-after they left, you opened the note with lyney next to you.
-"joyeuse saint valentin, mon amour<3"(google translate for "happy valentine's day, my love")
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๑ Gaming
-honestly, you never thought that gaming was this romantic.
-well, that he could be this romantic.
-the day before, he asked you if you had time tomorrow, at 9pm, to come to one of his dance shows.
-he asked you to wear something nice, of course.
-you thought that it was just a regular show, just with maybe some pink and red colors, because of valentine's day.
-so, when tomorrow night came, and you stood in the first row of the crowd, and waited patiently to see gaming on stage for tonight.
-before him, 2 of his friends performed together, just to get the crowd excited for the final dance.
-and finally, gaming got on stage.
-dancing flawlessly, amazing everyone around. those who saw him dance that night were probably so amazed that they threw screamed after the show.
-anyways, during that lovely dance, rose petals were falling from the sky, out of nowhere! (xianyun)
-and after he finished, and bowed down along with his friends, he threw a rose in the crowd, making it specifically land in your hands.
-there was a note on it.
-"happy valentine's day, [name]!"
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✧ Wanderer
-he was never a fan of valentine's day to begin with.
-he found it dumb, annoying, boring, and too lovey-dovey in his opinion. when he saw couples in public he would gag on purpose to show his disgust.
-so, even after he met you, for a while, he avoided anything romantic in public. simply said, he hated PDA.
-but this time, when valentine's day was near, he actually started thinking of something for you. to make that day special. to try and fit in with mortals who celebrated it.
-he told you to dress up in random outfits for him, saying that he was bored and his phone didn't have any battery left. (it was at 87%)
-you started dressing up in outfits, he was rating them one by one. hepretty tough with you getting any good rates, but after a few of them, he saw that outfit that he was waiting for.
-"wear that tomorrow." he didn't even say that it meant "11/10" in his words. so you wore it tomorrow.
-he wasn't home, instead, there was a note on the living room table.
-"go to that river that nahida and i were at when she was teaching me about aranaras."
-and you headed out immediately, in the outfit that he told you to wear.
-finally, you got there and saw him, waiting for you. with a bouquet of sumeru roses in his hands.
-"happy valentine's day..." he muttered while he hid his blushing face under his hat.
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✿ Cyno
-he was somebody who could not be seen as romantic at all. at least to others.
-he wouldn't show that much affection to you in public, but nobody knows why. not even tighnari.
-one day, the day before valentine's, he got back from a "mission", tired, and just collapsed onto bed next to you.
-you asked him if he was okay, and he nodded saying that he was tired.
-believe it or not, he was actually preparing something for you the whole day.
-tomorrow, he told you to come with him to the desert for the day. that he has something to show you.
-so, you got dressed and headed to the desert with him.
-chit-chatting until you got to a little shadowed place, with a heart shape in the sand.
-you sat down next to it, and cyno sat on the other side.
-he gave you a little bracelet in a box.
-it was purple with his name on it.
-"happy valentine's day."
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◍ Tighnari
-js like gaming, you never thought he could be this romantic
-he was always like a mom, taking care of you, scolding you if you messed something up, but definitely loved you a lot deep down.
-now, on such a day like valentine's, he promised himself not to scold you and just be affectionate.
-so, since he's basically collei's teacher, he asked cyno to take care of her for the day, while the dedication the day to you.
-he never was a big fan of the 14th of february, but he still played along with it. especially because it was you.
-that day, he suddenly invited you to go on a picnic with him, in the rainforest.
-you agreed, of course. then, got ready, and headed out to the spot.
-tighnari was sitting on a blanket under the tree, looking at some sumeru roses next to it, muttering some complaints about the akademiya.
-as soon as he noticed you, plucked one, and handed it to you as you sat down next to him.
-he even smiled back at you.
-"i hope this will be your best valentine's day ever."
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✷ Wriothesley
-he liked valentine's.
-not too much, but just enough. it was when he met you that he started loving it even more.
-maybe it wasn't "mid" in his opinion anymore.
-the only reason he disliked it before was because people were too annoying with it.
-but this time, he was the one being annoying.
-he sent you a message, telling you to come to his office at the meropide, and also added "make sure you look good ;)"
-you blushed at just the thought of it, and what his message could mean.
-after you got ready, you sent him "heading out rn" and went out.
-entering his office, you see him sitting by a nearby table, that has an empty chair on the other side.
-"welcome in, my love." he greets you, and gestures for you to sit down.
-you ask him what he means, and he pulls out on of those heart-shaped boxes with chocolates on the inside.
-"be my valentine forever?"
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⑅ Neuvillette
-and lastly, him.
-he didn't think much of valentine's day, just let people do their thing.
-he never celebrated it, but found it quite intriguing how just a simple date, the 14th of february, can make everything feel so lovely and sweet.
-not until he met you, now he participated in the celebration of it.
-not a single year where he'll miss it.
-he's not one to make a surprise like the rest, he'll plan the date with you.
-an aquarium. (i would collapse if someone brought me to an aquarium)
-when the day finally arrived, the two of you got ready and went out together, hand-in-hand, to the most famous aquarium in all of fontaine.
-it had all types of fish, even the endangered species.
-you were amazed by the fish, and how beautiful it was. and the underwater world itself.
-he found it quite nice, too.
-and when you got to a section with otters, ones that looked similar to neuvillette himself...
-you took a bunch of pictures with him and them, they even played with him through the glass!
-after leaving, he gave you a kiss on the cheek.
-"have a happy valentine's day."
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OH MY.
THIS IS SO GOOD AND CUTE.
I'M EXPLODING HELPPPP I CAN'T BELIEVE I WROTE THIS
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin headcanons#genshin impact headcanons#genshin imagines#genshin fluff#gaming x reader#gaming x you#lyney x reader#lyney x you#wanderer x reader#wanderer x you#cyno x reader#cyno x you#wriothesley x reader#wriothesley x you#neuvillette x reader#neuvillette x you#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#valentine's day#i don't know how a single fucking person like me can write such lovey-dovey shit#and like it#i think i crave love but idk#i would never confess first#anyways thanks for reading<3#· nyx's genshin hcs *.✧
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Holly & Macy and Everyone Else
Chapter 4: Page 50
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The lyrics to this page's song were co-written by my partner Devon! Couldn't have done it better without you. <3
#webcomic update#indie comics#original webcomic#queer characters#lesbian characters#love story#romance webcomic#queer romance#wlw comic#original characters#original character artist#happy valentines day > w <#I didn't rlly plan for this update to come out on valentines it just Happened like that because god and the moon really love gay people!#also this is the second to last page I'll post before the hiatus so DON'T WORRY I would never leave you on a cliffhanger of this caliber!!#(for longer than a week that is!) There will be one more update next Wednesday
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#I don't have the energy to think of a caption#just blacaviar x princess mononoke#I have a rule that if a ship doesn't fit into this scene or pride and prejudice then I don't like it#I have something planned for valentine's day but I don't know if I'll post it because cringeeeee#so have this in compensation while I get psyched to post it#black pearl cookie x captain caviar cookie#captain caviar cookie x black pearl cookie#captain caviar cookie#black pearl cookie#cookie run kingdom#crk#my art
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my human versions of oswald and ortensia for valentine's day!
i hope everyone has a good day with their loved ones, and to all my singles out there, enjoy the candy!!
#topharts#oswald the lucky rabbit#ortensia whiskers#ortensia the cat#toon gijinka#disney gijinka#toon humanization#disney humanization#gijinka#humanization#disney#valentines day#valentine's day#valentine's day 2024#i know i am going crazy eating chocolate hehe!#also i don't wanna seem mean but pls like or reblog this post!#i feel like my art doesn't get much attention these days hehe. so pls leave a nice lil comment or whatever you'd like to do :D
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so i was complaining talking to my dad about the suffering that is the renewal void, and he agreed that it would be a bit nonsensical for max to-
push physical merch on their site
create a bunch of custom icons for users on their site
put so much effort into marketing s2, to the point of putting spots on tv, hanging up gigantic billboards, and spreading teasers all across social media
-if they had no intention to see the show all the way through.
which was ✨validating✨ coming from an outside party, because it's something i've been thinking this whole time. now, granted, i don't trust streaming services, and stranger things have happened, buuuuut idk. it really seems like there's a part of them that realizes ofmd is a large, important property to them, but we shall seeeeeee,,,
#OFMD#OFMD Season 3#Revenge Rambles#The Art of Clownery#anyway see y'all on jan 1st lmao 🤡#but CLOWNERY aside#if not then...then when i wonder?#will it just be a random announcement like good omens?#or will they wait to attach it to something again like they did with pride/s2?#i would HOPE they wouldn't drag this out all the way to june#because that would mean we probably wouldn't get s3 until late 2025#if not early 2026#which...L M A O#((then again i would indeed graciously wait if we were indeed settled into our final season but o m g those dates don't even seem REAL))#it would just be nice if they announced in the first part of 2024#started filming shortly thereafter#and were able to give it to us by like...early-mid 2025#but who knows man WHO KNOWS MAN#what if...what if Valentine's Day Part 2: Electric Boogaloo JSDKJSDKL
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♡ Happy Valentines with Blue Lock Boys ♡
Link Click's Valentine's cards
#happy valentines#I don't really care about valentine's day but I wanted to do something like this#I love poorly made cards so here we go#dzieńdoberki#but for valentine's day#so just valentine cards#valentine cards#isagi yoichi#bachira meguru#kunigami rensuke#chigiri hyoma#rin itoshi#shidou ryusei#nagi seishiro#reo mikage#michael kaiser#barou shouei#blue lock#bllk#blue lock memes#bllk memes
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I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT REN'S BIRTHDAY!!! I PROMISE!!!!! There's been a lot of rain recently n half of my house is flooded now lol
#Woke up to a broken window and an indoor pool the day before Valentines 💘 /hj#Everything is fine / I'm fine though!! /gen#I just need some time to sort out some irl stuff + move my belongings#I'll queue up some posts in the meantime!#Also also I'm turning off asks for a bit because my inbox is full + I don't think newer folks are reading da pinned post 😭 /lh /nm#to be tagged later#<- no laptop + mobile hours we die like Olivia in day 2 when you [REVOKED INFORMATION]#Shut up sai tag I miss you dearly 💔#I'll also throw this into da queue why not lol#I noticed Tumblr doesn't publish 3 posts at once anymore?? rip 😭#1 post every 15/20 minutes is so annoying now#Ok I'm done rambling shgjsdghds
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I think for all the discussions we have of "everyone hears the jokes and the piano; after that, they stop listening" surrounding Louis, we tend to still simplify his connection to the piano.
Yes, it's very cute that he sings Clementine a little song when they first meet, and it's very cute that he plays a little prank on her while "tuning" the piano. It's super cute that they carve their initials into the piano and Clementine carves a heart around them. It's mega cute that he names his song he wrote after her when she confesses her feelings. Louis playing Don't Be Afraid at the party is, in my opinion, one of the best moments in all of TFS.
But here's the thing: That piano is Louis' heart.
I don't mean to go all metaphorical on you, but I'm dead serious—the piano is Louis' heart, and when you think about his arc and his romance route with that in mind...?
That piano is his one comfort in a world where the dead walk. It's been with him from the beginning of the outbreak. We know from his backstory that Louis wanted to take singing lessons so he could be a real musician, and his father denying him of that was what set him off to be a "vindictive fuckhead." Louis never got those singing lessons, and it's a very real possibility that Louis taught himself how to play.
Sure, others could've taught him; we know Minerva was musically talented, perhaps she showed him a thing or two. But learning piano, or any instrument, is brutal even with professional guidance. It takes hours of practice until numbness wears fingertips raw; dedication to memorize every key and finger placement to make music pleasing to the ear; self-discipline to keep going through every fumble, every failure, every single cruel thought of self-doubt; intelligence and a creative ear to write his own songs.
And yet, it's severely under-appreciated by everyone. It's annoying. It's distracting. It's unimportant. It's an excuse for Louis to mess around and not do any real work. He doesn't have any actual talent. The music and the piano are brushed off, unheard.
Yet, Louis keeps playing. He keeps singing. He keeps making jokes.
Creating music, the one thing he wanted so badly as a kid that he destroyed his parents marriage, was possibly the greatest comfort he had... a welcome distraction to disassociate from the horror and death happening around him.
It's bittersweet, like a purpling bruise that you can't stop pressing on; it hurts, but there's something else below the pain. The piano is out of tune and it's something that brings him joy... but will always act as a constant reminder of who he was and what he did, why he's at Ericson to begin with.
We first meet him while he's playing; Louis' heart is exposed, but is it really? Is he playing to his true potential? Louis hides behind the mask of a charming, charismatic goof. It's what is expected of him, so he plays a silly song intended to poke and prod at Clementine, to gauge a reaction. That's something we see him do at multiple points in episode one. In fact, we can consider a majority of episode one to be like the song he's playing when we meet him; it's mostly cheery or fast-paced.
Louis is able to soothe AJ with his "alluring" music after the kid bit Ruby is an indication that the two of them will share a bond. Louis is a natural at communicating and bonding with the younger kids [another talent that's overlooked] so it's interesting that he praises AJ for being a natural at piano, as well.
But the song stutters just a bit when Louis and Clementine are in the woods together, though; "There's only one guarantee: this moment. That's the only you got, only thing any of us got. Might as well enjoy it." ...Only for Louis to compose himself and send her away.
It's only when Clementine has a gun in her face, held by Marlon, that the music isn't fun anymore; it's rainfall and thunder and the words "I thought you were more than that" sung through the wind in a melody only Louis can hear.
Then Marlon's dead. The song is over, and reality has arrived.
I've talked at length about Louis in ep2 and his vote in the past. It's one of the most compelling things about Louis' arc and romantic route. It's a tragic mistake driven by trauma and guilt. It's people simultaneously telling him to shut up and telling him to be angrier than he is. Telling him to stop burying his head in the sand when he's never been more aware of everything happening. It's AJ peering up at him with pleading eyes that Louis can't stand to look at. It's Clementine wrapping his heartstrings around her fingers and tugging just enough to hurt, but not break.
Louis missed Clementine. He says as much when Clementine admits she missed him first. I don't even know where to begin with that! I can think of no other way to describe it other than they are half agony, half hope over this... and if you get that reference, you get a gold star. I just- the ache, the tension, the conflicting feelings of finally having a quiet moment to talk but Louis not being ready yet.
Y'know how someone carved "you suck at playing" in the side of the piano? It's something you might not initially notice while playing the game, just as Louis' insecurities aren't apparent at first.. but they're carved in him; never fully healed, still scabbed and bleeding... Until Clementine offers him a bandage.
She won't clean the wound for him, but she'll be there. She'll help him figure out how to do it himself so he can heal. She'll listen to him, not belittle his feelings or pain. She'll make an effort to know his keys and notes and practice playing his song until she understands.
When Clementine chooses him to spend time with him, it's a mirror of their first time meeting... but this time, Louis plays something real: a song he wrote, one that I believe he crafted during the two week time skip... a song he wrote with Clementine on his mind, for better or worse.
If the piano is Louis' heart, he literally asks her to sit there and try to tune it, which ends up being a joke but I say she's already tuned your heart, my guy. It's there before them, changed in the warm candlelight. He plays for her and opens up about how no one actually listens, but Clementine did.
And remember, this is the night of the raid. They don't know it's coming, but they know it'll be soon. Louis understands that he could very well die, so what does he do? He carves his initial into the one thing he's always had, and he asks Clementine to do the same.
I'm sorry, how are we NOT more feral about this? Prior to this scene, the only thing we see carved into the piano, into Louis' heart, is an insult. This thing that Louis cares so deeply about, this instrument that's become so intertwined with who he is... he wants to leave his mark on it just in case he dies. A reminder that it was his and he belonged to it just as much. Something so important, and he asks Clementine to carve herself into his heart where no matter what, they will be immortalized together in this moment.
And when Clementine carves a heart around their initials? Yes, his reaction is very cute and that's great... but she's not ashamed of him, or her feelings for him. She wants everyone who looks upon his heart to know that. She tells him how she feels and Louis is so giddy, and warm, and he names the song after her and I am going to start biting anything that moves, I can't-
Oh, and let's discuss the party scene in episode three, shall we? Y'know, where the heart covered initials are on full display? Where Louis tells the story of why he was sent to Ericson to everyone?
Louis is so... vulnerable. Sincere. Ashamed of what he did. This is the exposed nerve, the one he was so afraid of showing Clementine but there it is... and she doesn't reject him. Sure, she can say it's fucked up if you choose to, but she doesn't break up with him over it.
Also the fact that everyone sitting around him finally listens when he's at his most unshielded only for Tenn to ask him to play Don't Be Afraid for them after...? How do you not see the connection? Are you trying to make me cry? In that moment, Louis' heart was heard and appreciated and beautiful and strong and-
Listen. I am fine. I'm so normal about this. And fine. I'm fine.
But I also have to add that during the walk in episode four, if you let Louis choose what to add to the imaginary house, he picks a brand new piano because he wants a new heart to reflect the confidence and growth Clementine helped him achieve and because he loves her and AJ so much that wants the new heart to not just be his but also theirs and I am so fine with this, okay.
#twdg#twdg clouis#twdg clementine#twdg louis#clouis#long post#happy valentine's day y'all i got you a totally normal louis/clouis analysis#i initially got you flowers but then i ate them sorry#real talk though I started out normal and slowly descended into unhinged waters while writing this... I don't know how it happened#years later and clouis still pierces my soul i am half agony half hope tell me not that i am too late-#I'm fine okay it's only louis asking clementine to carve herself into his soul it's fine#i can already hear 'it's not that deep bro' like i dunno try getting out of the shallow end and learn to swim you coward#2024 is the year cj goes full gremlin. no self-control. writes whatever bullshit her very normal mind comes up with.#apologies in advance for my bullshit skskskss
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