#and I Love You Jo LiamLawsonLesbian

[foggieststars]

ask game: Charles 🥺🥺🥺🥺

what can i literally even say that u haven't said already......

i genuinely think it's like. a little bit humiliating for me. how into a multimillionaire i am. sweetest kitten MOST FUN to torture.

i was saying this today but i think one of the things i love most about him is his like. psychosexual enjoyment of being a lowkey teammate destroyer. like. chased one of them straight out of f1. relegated the other two to backmarker teams. but at the same time he likes his teammates so much...

it's like he LOVES being buddy buddy with them and playing gay chicken and he also loves being better than them. it makes it sweeter for him to be able to look at them with his big green fuck me eyes and communicate telepathically that he can take the whole thing and then outscore them on sunday <3

i think you summarised in your answer how many things there are to love genuinely about charles so i'm going to be selfish in my answer. i literally had not written or really engaged with fic in like. 4 years before i got into f1. and this sounds SO goofy but charles really sparks something in me and i don't know why. like i need to create. i NEED to write about him getting fucked in many different ways. it's kind of cringe Eye Suppose but i really do think my life this past year would have been so much worse if i hadn't had fic writing to sort of escape to and use as a super fulfilling hobby (and make many fun and wonderful friends through!!!) and ultimately.... it all comes down to the fact that i watched his episode of drive to survive and imprinted on him like a baby duckling. like how fucking crazy is that

[liamlawsonlesbian]

jo liamlawsonlesbian's f1 fics

because I didn't join f1blr until several months after I started writing f1 fic, I thought I would make a masterlist of what I've written for this fandom thus far

(why now? because I'm procrastinating, of course)

In the order I wrote them:

when we're cheek to cheek (i feel it in my teeth): Max Verstappen has become a little obsessed with Charles Leclerc's neck. The day after Monaco 2023, Max and Charles go for a drive. - lestappen, 1.8k, rated M.

baby, why don't you come over?: Max sends Charles a drunken booty call, even though they're just friends. The next day, when they're sober, Charles calls his bluff. - lestappen, 3.4k, rated E

maybe the sky might not always be blue: Once upon a time, Max Verstappen and Charles Leclerc were on a short-lived Disney Channel show together, and Max had a crush on Charles. Now, they're successful adult actors, and Charles is cast as Max's love interest in a movie. - lestappen, 8.8k, rated T

powerful, with a little bit of tender: Pierre wants to make Yuki feel good. - yukierre, 2.1k, rated E

"Lance Moi" (n): Deux Moi but Good, Actually: Frustrated with the unseriousness of Deux Moi, Lance starts an F1 gossip account. (Saw Leclerc in Monaco - Anon pls). - lance & everyone, 3.5k, rated G

canine teeth in the side of my neck: Charles starts biting Max when Max wins races. Max might spiral, a bit. (alt-2024 season) - lestappen, 7.2k, rated E

would have loved you (in a day or two): Yuki tells Pierre that in another universe, they're in love. Pierre can't stop thinking about Other Pierre and Yuki. - yukierre, 2.2k, rated E

no such friend: Charles is in his head, and asks Max to fuck him out of it. It goes differently than he expects. - lestappen, 2.9k, rated E

i can feel the sun on you: Charles is a prince under pressure. Alex is an aspiring novelist trying to make ends meet. They find each other in Buenos Aires. (Chalex Roman Holiday AU). - chalex, 12k, rated T

i don't wanna miss you tonight: Before the Las Vegas Grand Prix, Fernando sends Max a tiktok compilation highlighting how comfortable Charles is touching Max. Max can't stop thinking about it. - lestappen, 1.8k, rated T

are you down? (can you let me know): Oscar doesn't want to feel like a rookie anymore. He decides to fuck Fernando Alonso about it. - oscar/fernando, 2.5k, rated E

you don't have to know that it's haunted: Charles is a witch. Max finds out. - lestappen, 8.3k, rated T

still high (with a little feeling): Lando has a revelation about himself. Yuki helps him out. - tsando, 4.4k, rated T

grow the apple, keep all the seeds: Nico Rosberg, second ever female WDC, visits Charles the day before her first grand prix weekend. - rule 63 charles/nico, 2k, rated E

(don't read) the last page: Dr. Max Verstappen gets hired as the expert medical consultant for a new Netflix show. Charles Leclerc, former teen heartthrob, stars. - lestappen, 7.4k, rated E

[albonoooo]

i was tagged by the lovely jo @liamlawsonlesbian, thank you <3

no pressure tags: @f1-giuki @gaslybottoms @mossistyping @fueledbyremembering @crimsonicarus @wanderingblindly (sorry for any double tags!!)

[wanderingblindly]

💌 hiiiii

JO ok so:

a) you quite literally have my favorite url of all time. I think it bring it up in conversation like, at least once a week. I think of it CONSTANTLY, I think I even messaged you about it once. truly the most life changing statement,,,, liamlawsonlesbian,,,,

b) you're always such a bright spot on the dash! i love that i can expect you to like, always just be blogging about things you like. I can go to your blog and feel like i've stepped into your living room and spotted you chatting with someone about a funny post you saw that day -- very safe and warm and welcoming and comfortable, you know?

(let's share some love!)

[scuderlia]

thanks for the tag jo @liamlawsonlesbian <3

star sign: aries sun, capricorn moon, virgo rising. being chill and normal was never an option.

favorite holiday: probably Halloween 💀 as someone who loves horror and is a recovering theatre kid, it's perfect. plus, i'm gay.

last meal: three twizzlers & a litre of ginger kombucha

current favorite musician: i've been listening to a lot of Wolf Alice and SASAMI recently.

last song listened to: 'No Girl So Sweet' (PJ Harvey)

(a tangent... but if any of my mutuals want to stalk each other on Spotify pls lmk...)

last movie watched: Talk to Me (2023) dir. Danny & Michael Philippou. i watched it on my flight and it was honestly a lot better than i anticipated. even though gore isn't typically my favourite, i was pleasantly surprised by how they managed to integrate it into a possession film. loved the grief-driven storylines, and the characters charmed me. rating: ☆☆☆☆

last tv show watched: Betty (HBO) !!! i have debilitating crushes on everyone from Skate Kitchen.

last book finished: Empire of Wild by Cherie Dimaline. it was assigned in one of my first year uni courses and i sped through it without really taking the time to read it properly. now that i have it's been rotting my brain non-stop. her use of simile is insane.

i also recently finished An Anthropologist on Mars by Oliver Sacks. one of my all-time favourite authors and academics, would highly recommend this as a foray into 'medical' non-fiction.

last book abandoned: i don't think i've ever abandoned a book in my life, but i recently had to choke down this technical document about building codes that i can't be bothered to remember the title of.

edit: just remembered the absolute chore that was reading Outlawed by Anna North. i feel cheated and lied to by the cover because i love the cover, but the book is honestly unbelievably boring. i’m tired of the evangelical horse girl narrators, i had enough of those where i grew up. i did finish this because i hate quitting, but it tested my patience and made me feel like pulling my hair out.

currently reading: Milk Fed by Melissa Broder (for like the third time). this book is sooo weird and kind of gross, in the best way. it's definitely not going to appease everyone but i have a sick fascination with it and keep coming back. i've also been having a love affair with the cover design for a while now.

last thing researched for writing/art/hyperfixation: common apartment floorplans in Italy (if anyone has this info, hmu). i'm also in an internet sinkhole of background on the 2024 F2 grid and their respective karting histories.

favorite online fandom memory: when i was 15 i had public beef with a bunch of conservatives in a politician's comment section over pipelines and green policy and then said politician blocked me on every platform. this wouldn't be fandom related if not for the fact that i used my fan account to do all of this, so [redacted] had to search my cringe username multiple times... like omg are you a fan?

favorite old fandom you wish would drag you back in/have a resurgence: the euphoria that i felt being a part of the haikyuu fandom during quarantine will never be replicated, but i think about it every day.

favorite thing you enjoy that never had an active or big fandom, but you wish it did: i'm really into the original, morbid Grimm fairytales and wish that someone would produce a proper remake of Cinderella already. let the doves pick out the step sisters' eyes, cowards.

tempting project you don't have time for: this is a trick question because i always give into temptation regardless of whether i have time for it or not. i really want to do a series of deep-dive posts about track design and the 'architects' of f1... i've been fixated on it for a while now and haven't seen a lot of discussion about it, plus it seems like it would be fun to put all the research together :)

~ all the people i would tag have already posted, but pls do it if you'd like!

[liamlawsonlesbian]

upon discovery that liamlawsonlesbian has half a heart for charles as well. i would like to humbly request that jo give us a 3 pointer rendition (go on longer if u want tho) of of how charles captured ur attention and heart

(1) this is sort of hard to talk about in a way that doesn't feel weird but I felt drawn to Charles initially in part because we are both Dead Parent Club people. I think it was especially strong because Charles and I are the same age and have similar(ish) grief timelines; I learned that about him really early on and it made me root for him and want to learn more about him. I struggle to talk about this in a way that I feel comfortable with bc I want to be careful about projecting on to Charles to much/implying that our experiences are the same (they're not), but it is just like....a thing. We're on the same team

(2) One of the things I find most admirable about Charles is his belief — in himself, in his team, in love in all its forms. He believes that he can win, and bring everyone he loves along with him <3

(3) Okay bear with me: when my sister was in high school she was voted "best all around" as a senior superlative (they did not have this by the time I was a senior, probably bc it's kind of mean to everyone else; also, yes, she's always been a lot to live up to) — that's kind of how I feel about Charles. I love the way he drives, I love that he's known for being kind, I love that he loves his family so much, I love that he's smart and funny and determined....you get the picture.