#an io who died loved and in as much comfort as possible would come back much gentler than those two

[incendiorum]

celaena, io's mother, was motivated a lot by greed. she wasn't powerful, so she wanted a powerful child, and because of that sought out venadeus viii and begged him for such. she was, also, entirely aware of the entire deal with the venadeus line. her plan was to always keep io under her thumb, and to have a god chained to her in the future. that, of course, backfired. and I dare to say it never really would have worked. io was always far too inclined to natural opposition. but... she was aware of everything that io was and never told them. the information she gave them was always carefully clipped to maintain her control. and by extension, so was her husband's, although he was never entirely pleased with io's existence at all.

[lordshaxxion]

All that apply for Edix!!

oh boy this is gonna be a LOT under a cut bc tbh I’m just gonna do all of them >.>

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

“It’s better now with my dad. We hit a rough patch during the Red War after he ran away to Titan and left me practically in charge of everyone, since they recognised me as the Commander’s son and all. It wasn’t a good time for a while between us, but we got better and now we have a better understanding of one another too. My Pa? He’s long since dead, before I was resurrected too, so I don’t have a relationship with him.”

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

“..... I’m not sure. I feel awkward saying it sometimes, like it’s reserved for romantic relationships only. Though I say it to dad sometimes, and to Artie too.”

03: Do you regret anything?

“A lot. Not being able to save my Fireteam in the Hellmouth being one, not being able to save Cayde being another. Lots of things.”

04: Are you insecure?

“.... Yes. Though it’s not so bad anymore, not like it used to be at least.”

05: What is your relationship status?

“Complicated. I like Asher, but sometimes I think he just sees right through me. Though I’ve taken to actually going out into the City more at night with some friends. That’s led to a loooot of kissing various Guardians.”

06: How do you want to die?

“I’d prefer not to, to be honest. Though I’d like to avoid death by Hive at least. I’m not sure, I’ve never particularly thought about a final death kind of scenario.”

07: What did you last eat?

“I don’t remember.”

“You had cookies Zavala made you, because you forget to eat.”

“Oh yeah. Dad makes great cookies.”

08: Played any sports?

“Does running around Io for Asher, collecting samples and fighting Vex count?”

09: Do you bite your nails?

“Only when I’m nervous, but even then I’m more likely to just fiddle with loose threads or bounce my leg.”

10: When was your last physical fight?

“Two days ago when I needed to gather samples of Radiolaria and Phaseglass for Asher. I’m still finding bruises from that.”

11: Do you like someone?

“Asher. But he doesn’t see me, not really. At least, not outside of being his assistant, I don’t think.”

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

“Yes, and I don’t remember any of it. I try not to do it too much, Spiro is forever telling me off and so is Dad.”

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

“Since I don’t count, no I suppose not.”

14: Do you miss someone?

“Yes. I worry for Artemis when she’s out on Hive murder-sprees and I... often miss her greatly. Cayde too.”

15: Have any pets?

“Too many! I have three cockatiels, two cats and an Ahamkara!”

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

“Weary and very tired.”

“Well that all-nighter you pulled in your greenhouse didn’t exactly help.”

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

“Probably? I know that I made out with a Titan on my first night out when I was very much wasted, but whether it was in a bathroom or not I couldn’t tell you.”

18: Are you scared of spiders?

“.......”

“He stands there like he’s rooted and cries if it’s a big one. He’s that scared of them.”

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

“Yes. I know it’s never a good idea, but... I know I could save Cayde, if I could go back in time. I know I could get to him on time.”

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

“In the corner of some club in the City, I think.”

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

“Studying my plants and tending to my garden.”

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

“God no, never. It’s hard enough just taking care of Kilgharrah and myself, let alone anyone else.”

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

“I’m tempted to get some, at least some in my ear.”

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

“I don’t really know. I’m good at botany and horticulture, and I’m learning more about the Light in-depth but other than that I don’t know.”

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

“My Pa. I didn’t know him, I was killed as a toddler and at the same time as him, so I don’t have any memories. Dad showed me pictures of him, though, and he looks nice. I wish I did know him better.”

26: What are you craving right now?

“Peace and quiet. A partner. I dunno.”

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

“I don’t know. I’m more likely to break my own half the time with how attached to things or people I get.”

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

“Hah, no.”

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

“At time of answering, I don’t have one, so no.”

30: What’s irritating you right now?

“Being so god damn cold. I have a sweater on and the heating on and my own Solar Light and I’m STILL COLD!”

31: Does somebody love you?

“My dad does. I don’t like speaking for anyone else I know, though.”

32: What is your favourite color?

“Largely any of the Io shaders. Blue’s good too, and green.”

33: Do you have trust issues?

“Depends who’s asking me to trust them. I trust my dad, Artemis and Dad with my life. Plus Othion and his husband Izel. Oh, and Vigil, since he guards the Speaker. Ikora, too. But the likes of the Drifter? It’s getting harder to say.”

“Long story short, sometimes he does, sometimes he doesn’t.”

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

“I dreamt of a throne world that belonged to Crota, and it was filled with warped versions of the plants in my garden. Everything was a sickly Hive green and there was a broken throne with vines snaking all around it. I was sat in it, and there were hordes of Hive knelt around me like I was royalty.... I think it’s just a scrambled memory, after getting that shard of Crota’s soul crystal in my eye.”

“Yeah, that’s all it was. Don’t think on it too much, Edix.”

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

“My Ghost. It feels weird to be crying around anyone else sometimes.”

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

“Yes. Sometimes I’m too kind for my own good.”

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

“I think it’s easier to forgive. That way you can move past it and carry on, rather than forgetting about it and then it coming back to haunt you at inopportune times.”

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

“I doubt it. Cayde died, Dad and Ikora have been arguing, the Drifter moved into the Tower Annex, the Black Armory opened its shady doors, the Spider is very interested in even more shady things, the Nine have rocked up with their Emissary and even with Mara gone, she’s up to no good as usual and I don’t like it.”

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

“In mortal terms, around 24 or 25? As a Guardian, no idea. I don’t count the years so much.”

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

“Oh my god no. I’d rather die than do that.”

51: Favourite food?

“Not sure I have one, to be honest with you.”

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

“Sometimes. Not everything can be attributed to that logic, given the nature of this bastard existence some things are just at random and have no or little reason to them.”

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

“Worked on some more jellyfish to give to families in the City. They lost more than we did during the Red War, so I try to give something nice back to them when I can.”

54: Is cheating ever okay?

“No. If you can’t do it on your own merit, then you don’t deserve to reap the rewards through cheating.”

55: Are you mean?

“I can be, but I don’t like to.”

56: How many people have you fist fought?

“Not that many. I’m not all that strong, physically.”

57: Do you believe in true love?

“I’d like to, but sometimes it just doesn’t seem possible.”

58: Favourite weather?

“When it’s raining on an autumn day, because at least I’m not too cold. But also I can just sit by the window, wrapped up in blankets and listen to the rain while I crochet or read.”

59: Do you like the snow?

“Yes! It’s so much fun to roll around in it and throw snowballs at other Guardians!”

60: Do you wanna get married?

“I don’t think so. It’s bold to assume a relationship would last that long.”

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

“Depends who’s calling me that and the circumstance of the name. If they’re taking the piss, and I don’t know them, then I’m not happy about it.”

62: What makes you happy?

“Little things. Looking after my plants, helping Asher, my crochet projects, being able to spend time with my friends.”

63: Would you change your name?

“No. I like it how it is.”

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

“Probably, since I don’t know who they were, their name or what they looked like. I was... very drunk.”

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

“Well that’s literally never gonna happen, so I’m not even engaging in this hypothetical.”

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

“Yes. Artemis is very dear to me and we have an understanding of one another. Even with our differences, I still feel comfortable around her.”

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

“Artemis, duh. Well, maybe Ikora.”

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

“Probably Artie again. We talk about the Hive a lot, given our dispositions.”

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

“I’d like to, just not in my own case.”

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

“My dad, Artemis. I’d die for Asher and, in fact, have. Many times. Curse you, Pyramidion.”

[gingermcl]

How to improve your immediate world

Before you can get to the level of solving such gargantuan, globe-spanning problems, you must first change yourself. It sounds insignificant, but don’t underestimate the power that self-improvement can bring. Ask yourself what things you can do today to make the world a better place. What bad habits are you clinging to? What behaviors do you wish to change? Are you following a path that brings you fulfillment? Are you taking adequate time to recognize the importance of the others around you? Could your home use a little cleaning?

When many consider the flawed nature of existence, they think that change must happen at the highest level possible. Perhaps they wish for sweeping global legislation regarding poverty alleviation. Perhaps they blame politicians for the world’s problems and seek to elect “better” politicians or wish to overturn the entire system. While the motivation is understandable, it is also near impossible to actually implement any kind of large scale change yourself. However you are in complete control of your own world. We must make it the best it can be. If we collectively did took control of our immediate lives and mindset the world will quickly become a much better place.

Tips for improving your existence

Make a conscious effort to change. One must want the change.

In order to have success at making significant life changes the individual must want to change. One cannot be forced. If one is forced to change the changes won’t be genuine, may form resentments, and likely won’t stick long term. Don’t try to change everything at once. Make one or two small changes at a time. Once you get a good grasp on a change then you can add in another. Trying to do too much at once is overwhelming and discouraging.

Evaluate your support system

As our behaviors and interests change we may find we no longer connect with the friends we once did. Many times we outgrow people when we go on a path of self transformation. It is natural and doesn’t mean the person is below us or less than. It just means our paths have branched off in io new and often opposite paths. As we change it is important to connect with like minded individuals. Online support groups, local group meetings, and actively trying to meet new people may be things you need to do as you transform yourself.

Adapt to your circumstances rather than over-thinking them.

We must learn not to have to many expectations and instead learn how to go with the flow. Instead of anticipating how an event or interaction will turn out, go in with an open mind and blank slate and just let life unfold. This goes along with learning how to live in the present moment which is a topic in itself.

Reduce worry and anxiety.

Grounding, talk therapy, self help books - you must find a way. Learning to live in the present time significantly reduces anxiety and worry.

Raise your frequency.

To raise frequency one must become positive and loving versus negative and angry or hate filled. Seeking joy raises one’s frequency. Spending time in nature, meditation, listening to uplifting music and healing frequencies, being grateful are ways to raise frequency.

Eliminate toxic people and situations.

This one speaks for itself. If you cannot completely eliminate a toxic person spend minimal time with such individuals, keep conversation short and confined to shallow topics, and cleanse your aura after dealing with negative situations.

Go and find your happy place.

No, I’m not saying “place” as in popping to your local bar or restaurant and gorging yourself on your favorite drinks or food. What I’m saying is to find out what you love to do, what makes you happy and go there.  Your happy place is a place where you find peace, where you lose yourself and feel contented.  Meditation is a great way to find your happy place; it brings you back to you and ensures that you are always living in the present moment.

Make your personal space your oasis.

You don’t have to have a ton of money to do this, creating things yourself is a good idea - arts and crafts are a great hobby and stress reliever. Other options are thrift stores, yard sales, used items from friends, ask for a specific gift at Christmas or your birthday

Make time for yourself to relax and recharge.

Don’t feel guilty about taking time for yourself. We can not be our best for others if we aren’t at our best.

Don’t work yourself to death.

Our employers would replace us next week if we died. It is important not to kill yourself for a company or to have money. You don’t need to keep up with the Jones’s. You may need to live a less expensive lifestyle or change your expenditures in order to work less. It is worth looking at. Too many people are obsessed with money. Money has an evil intent behind it. It is an energy harvesting game and money has an unavoidable negative energy attached to it.

For the parents out there try to remember the kids are only small for a very short time.

Being a parent is the hardest job of them all and can be mentally and physically exhausting. The days can drag on, yet the years fly by. We need to take a step back and remember most trying times are phases and the kids are only with us 18 short years. And they change so drastically with each passing year. We really do need to relish in the present. Today is the youngest we will all ever be again.

Don’t fear judgement from other people.

You do you. Don’t worry about what a stranger thinks. I have known too many people crippled by the fear of being looked at negativity by another person. When the truth is humans are extremely self centered individuals and most everyone in the room is thinking about himself. Everyone in the room is wondering who is judging him and turns out no one is judging anyone. If one truly has a problem with you most times you will know it. Unless someone directs a comment specifically at you don’t take things personally. Most of the time people are not talking or thinking about you!! They’re thinking about themselves. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Remove emotion from interactions. Especially on social media.

Try to see the big picture and view situations as an observer. Reflect on the interaction later rather than getting into a heated debate. If a thread deteriorates unfollow it. Don’t argue. Negative emotions quickly lowers one’s frequency.

Make sure you embrace all your emotions.

The emotions that you do have need to be felt. We cannot mask, numb, or run from emotions forever. If you try they will eventually resurface on unpleasant ways. It’s important to embrace all emotions that come up in your life, embrace them wholeheartedly and understand why they are there and then let them go.  Try not to dismiss or resist them because remember “what you resist, persists,” so embrace them each and every time. We need to let each emotion be felt but we must be mindful not to get stuck in the negative feelings. We must remember to look for the good in every situation and to seek joy in all things.

Work on empathizing with others.

Putting yourself in another persons shoes can help you better see why he feels a certain way or why he act how he does. Especially if you know a lot about a person and his past. Traumas that happen during childhood can leave lifelong implications especially if untreated. We are not responsible for what happened to us as a child but we are responsible for healing from it as adults. Unfortunately there is still a stigma associated with getting mental health care. Many are afraid of being viewed as weak, crazy, or irreparably damaged. Not admitting you have an issue is more damaging. Your issues will become apparent to the people in your life time and time again until you address them. You aren’t hiding anything. People think they’re fooling others and aren’t. We cannot change what we don’t acknowledge.

Always be prepared to step out of your comfort zone.

The idea of stepping out of your comfort zone for some people can leave you paralyzed with fear; however for any changing in your life, your comfort zone will always have to be stepped out of.  It doesn’t have to be something big, like doing a sky-dive or something crazy. However, it’s worthwhile to change something that you once feared, like going to the cinema alone or eating at a sushi restaurant when the thought of trying raw fish which would normally mean you running for the hills. In order to conquer fear we must face it. So try something new—that challenges you!