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Okay so just finished an impossible imposter and wow not my fav…will I go into heavy detail? Yes but not tonight
#just#ugh#an impossible imposter#at lease the next books synopsis seems more fun#I mean#Tiberius is always fun imo
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Quick Book Review: A Sinister Revenge by Deanna Raybourn
A Sinister Revenge by Deanna Raybourn is the eighth book in the Veronica Speedwell series, one of my favorite book series to date. However, I was a little worried going into reading this book because the previous novel (An Impossible Imposter) was my least favorite of them all. For me, what makes these books so enjoyable is the dynamic between Veronica and Stoker, and An Impossible Imposter sets them at odds. I’m very happy to report that even though A Sinister Revenge has less banter than I would like, it does have Veronica and Stoker moving back towards reconciliation. I also thought the mystery was satisfying enough, with some unexpected twists and turns in the story. The brawl inside the life-sized dinosaur model was certainly a highlight.
A Sinister Revenge released March 7, 2023.
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#quick book review#book review#an impossible imposter#veronica speedwell mysteries#deanna raybourn#ARC review#NetGalley#new release books
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Me, in my own head: yeah I’m not that disabled. should I even be using the word disabled?
Also me (going Black Friday shopping with friends for the first time): shoves my cane in my bag even though it in no way fits and awkwardly pokes out, transfers my all of my fidget toys and hunts down my nice chewlry to put into my bag, refuses to leave the house without earplugs/earbuds/fingerless gloves/rescue meds/my ‘I have Tourette’s’ pin (I was 20 minutes late)
#Tourette’s#tourette’s syndrome#tourettes#actually tourettic#disabled#cane user#disability#grape stop having imposter syndrome challenge#difficulty level: impossible#about to buy a new cane for a convention I’m going to actually#just in case#also hopefully a wrist brace
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my absolute favorite thing about mike is that he really isn’t hard to analyze At All. his stories are pretty well laid out and stated but people wanna interpret him and his actions instead of just . following the line of logic based on stated or heavily implied facts
#he’s the a + b = c character and people will go well what if b was an impossible number#what if b is ACTUALLY i#mike begs you to hold is hand and walk with him and you look him in the eye and study his body language to figure out if he’s an imposter#like it’s fun but the answers are way more blatant than body language#mike wheeler#haterism is getting me rn
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last years pride i had a sexuality crisis and this year a few days later im having a gender one. fuck.
#i was shaking celia/muro for what tf their gender is and all i got was#“its almost impossible to see who you are separate from how peoples perceptions feel and how they link to the systems that govern our lives#yay thanks as if i didn't already know that how femininity is punished has shaped me as constantly presenting masculine#maybe i am just a coward whos pretending to be trans to escape the awfulness that comes with being feminine#I DONT KNOW ANYMORE#i hate being seen as female but i only feel better when seen as a man- not truly happy#but its not like im ever seen as a real one#i enjoy pride because then my gender and presentation are just *queer* and i dont need to worry about boxes#i just want to be me!#this whole gender thing can kinda suck#im crow! thats all that should fucking matter!#not whatever box people try and fit me in#i guess i just gotta be used to not fitting into any box or label and having imposter syndrome for the only one that does: transgender#idk i kinda want to be in a box but it always ends up distressing me whenever i try#sorry to put this on peoples dashes#i just dont know and its stressing me out#im not a woman and i am more comfortable being seen as a man but thats *comfort* not really genuine joy#im a not-woman#i dont fucking know!!#i need to stop trying to figure it out bc of how distressing it is but here i go again...
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i think i understand imposter syndrome now
#oc#thats how i feel with art…..#its not really imposter syndrome bc i wouldnt call myself successful#but when i post art here i feel like im ‘tricking’ you guys into thinking i can draw#WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN? i literally drew it. with my hand. (well. pen and tablet)#thats just my own skill. its literally impossible to trick ppl with my art. i cant catfish art!?!?
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was I able to finish some 15k chunk apart of two different projects? hell yeah fuck yeah
#I actually don’t like any of it but I have shit to do today so negativity when I have to leave my house#it’s scientifically impossible for me to feel imposter syndrome when I wear a pretty silk dress
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gonna drape myself dramatically over the nearest surface like dick grayson because my brain won't shut up about m'boys but has absolutely nothing to offer coherently
#mir posting#i blame my inability to focus on ANYthing on the meds actually tbqf which makes school and writing nigh impossible#also i have had major imposter syndrome since the first of the year and maybe i should just chalk that up to almost dying#but boy is it not helping anything
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Your Faith Has Made You Complacent (And Thus Your Pride Will Bring You To Ruin)
Another piece inspired by @m1d-45. I have normally have great impulse control unless it's writing. Then this happens.
Instincts honed
Through years of wear
It has led them well
When their heart was torn
And their mind in shambles
So why?
Why is it now
That they fail to listen?
It pulls back
Desperate to get away
To plead for forgiveness
For ignorance and arrogance
They do not listen
Not this time
Emotions surge
As their heart thunders
Their mind races
Ignoring the sirens that blare
They raise their blade
Even as something
Someone?
In the back of their head howls
The weapon plunges
Sinking into soft flesh
The thud of a guillotine
A hasty execution
It is a graceless death
That prickles their skin
As a sense of wrongness settles
Something is not right
When they fall to their knees?
Why were they trying to heal the dead?
Why did their soul ache?
Why does it feel so wrong?
Oh.
What have they done?
#poetry#the ramblings of a mad god#genshin impact inspired#slight sagau#technically imposter au#death#titles are still impossible#I swear I end up spending more time making titles than the actual poems#what does that mean for the quality of my poetry?#I don't know#someone please pick up on the implication I put in this
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u ever look at an autism post as an audher n be like "well shit that doesnt apply to me fuck what if im not autistic" bc same
#at least my therapist and psychologist are more openminded and understanding towards my self diagnosis#but i do still get imposter syndrome a lot bc its like im not the kind of autism#like noise is fucky but like i can get used to volume its more the complexity i can be in a loud room and b uncomfy but not meltdown#bc i adapt n stuff#or like my smell is on and off a lot of the times#or seeking physical affection even though touch can make me uncomfy#and ig the worst one for me is i kind of understand social cues n small talk n that makes me doubt a lot#i can engage in small talk ik the routine and ik what questions to ask based on what a person says#though maybe thats just script writing on the fly??? like the adhd part????#not to say i dont Struggle still (i hate silence after small talk it makes me so anxious n uncomfy)#but s not as hard n i feel like that somehow invalidates me as a possibly autistic person#or like i can do cognitive empathy rlly good!!!! logically i know Why people feel like they do i get the triggers n the reactions!!!!#emotional empathy though? FUCKKK THAT#unless i have experienced a very similar situation emotional empathy is almost impossible#idk maybe im overthinking bc like tbf i studied body language and read into it way to much in midde school#as well as psychology and emotionally distancing myself by viewing people as case studies and analyzing their behaviors#IDK#also if u read this far props 2 u man#the tags r jus a diary to me
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me: aw man :( i didn't know that molay (foreigner class) had translucent hands so you could see her bones (not particularly wildly unique character design trait), now i need to redesign salacia's (foreigner class oc) whole everything bc she's got the same thing and i don't want people to thing i copied it :(
fate grand order:
#riot's imposter syndrome fuckign Stop for five seconds (impossible challenge)#''riot but dont you literally also have a saberface oc'' YES but im in on the joke with them
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#not really tbh just added an any on the end of they them lmao#the semantics of them are what makes me uncomfy bc like . im fine with any in different circumstances or if u switch it up or wtver#but like it's impossible to say what u rly mean by just listening them like they/she/he without writing a whole thinkpiece#which clearly is what i'm doing#but tbh even though circumstance wise u gay ppl in my phone have no reason to she her me#i functionally in my life use she most of the time#so i kind of have imposter syndrome#all that to say whatever is fine just no neopronouns and if all else fails use they#presumptuous of me to think yall are thinking about me enough to need to know all this#but im sure u guys get it if u are closeted irl or go by different pronouns online and whatever#anywho literally nothing functionally changes tbh this is mostly for my peace of mind#personal
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imposter dan’s name isn’t Ted if that’s what you’re thinking, Ted was meant to be a completely different dude
im aware. i just started watching dan vs so i remember them mentioning ted. its just. assuming we're talking about the Instagram posts, why tag all the posts containing dan* as ted? i just got here yesterday
#also trying to talk about imposter dan is impossible. i hate it#i hate calling him dan* imposter dan etc etc its so Painful how do you guys do this#im willing to just start calling him ted for no reason OTHER than keeping my writing clean#and my posts. and my rants. and my character studies#anyway#ask
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I used to love the warmth that it gave like honey trickling down my throat. Now all I feel is the burn within, scorching my insides with all of its vengeance. Every day I tell myself that it's the last, but now all I wish is for a different end. The guilt eats me alive, I'm haunted by the lives so diligently told before me. I'm told of the curse that the evil liquid brings. It took one mother too soon, and others, I'm sure. And yet. And yet as the clock strikes five, it calls. Beckons me forward, I can't resist, like the pull of the tide. No matter how hard I try. I'm always pulled within. I'm left drowning. Each gasp of air, an excuse validated.
#aesthetic#i look like this#trending#aew#horror#reddit#writers on tumblr#writers#my writing#notes#sad writing#love notes#imposter syndrome#important#poets on tumblr#bonesaw#alec vasil#parahumans#mission impossible#wormblr#undersiders#genshin impact#self improvement#honkai impact
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had a dream last night where I went to a con and some of you guys were there (idk what half of you look like so my brain just made up some random people who told me they were various snzblr members)
but for some reason one of you guys (not saying who bc that'd make things weird) asked me out and it got really weird bc I was like "I don't think you'd be interested in me" and I kept trying to prove I'm not who they were looking for, but nothing worked
#the thought of anyone actually liking me gives me imposter syndrome ngl#like don't get me wrong going out with a fellow snzfcker would be rad but like#that would involve another person liking me back and I've already calculated that it's impossible#like for starters I'm ugly as hell lmao#I've gotten so used to it I haven't even had a crush in 5 years haha#inb4 anyone actually reads these self deprecating tags I'm actually totally fine accepting that I'm ugly lol
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i picked animal crossing back up recently and can i just say. why did they model the fishing gameplay after the adhd diagnostic test. it's SO difficult. i already use the trick of relying on audio cues only and it's still so difficult. the idea that there are rare fish i can only catch between the hours of 9pm and 4am is pure evil
#fishing in acnh obliterates any whiff of adhd imposter syndrome#medicated it's fine but at night it's virtually impossible
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