#an emetophobe drawing. this. how ironic.

[outlying-hyppocrate]

(tw for depictions of nudity, self-harm scars, blood, and vomit that look like they were drawn by a twelve-year-old.)

15.08.2024, 21:55

[celinedgd]

Introductions

*clears throat* Um. Hi, people of Tumblr. I am CelineDGD. But my real name is Valérie, so if you would like, you can call me that. I am straight, and an Atheist.  This is my first official post on this account. I also have a DeviantArt, a Neopets account and a pretty much dead Youtube account.  I am currently a 22 year-old autistic, fat woman (who is also physically disabled, as I wear glasses and have a weak knee, meaning I cannot stand or walk on it for too long. I am also mentally ill, because of depression and anxiety.) who lives somewhere in Canada. My native language is french, and I speak fluently in english, though I might not always understand a turn of phrases, and I know a bit of spanish from primary school. I am an unpublished poet, and lyricist/songwriter, my dreams being of being published (I write french and english but hope to learn more languages so I could publish more things.) and having my idols sing my songs. I also write stories, though most of them are short because I suck at coming up with plots. And I draw! I’m still learning some things, I’m not perfect but I’ve been doing art for as long as I remember but have difficulty with certain things like shading, so it’s not absolutely extraordinary, haha. I would also like to learn more things, like how to knit, perhaps, or make candles, birdfeeders, anything that could be important for someone. My favorite animals are birds (I have a few budgies, along with a cockatiel and three zebrafinches. They’re all my babies!), closely followed by elephants and fennec foxes!  I currently live in an abusive household but am hoping to leave soon.  Contrary to popular belief about us autistics, I am actually VERY empathic, and am very sensitive. I LOVE hugs, too! I am a friendly, compassionate individual who is open-minded and always ready to spread some kindness. Also, feel free to correct me (GENTLY) if I do something wrong, like say something racist, educate me, I do not want to hurt anyone! I am a strong believer of social justice, animal welfare and want to fight against environmental issues (Climate change, for example.). and want to write stories and children’s books to educate people about diversity, which is a very important subject to me. One of those stories is what I call the “Autistic Superheroes Project” for now, which is a collaboration with my squad of RL friends, whom I love very, very much. I am part of a movement/organization called “Aut’Créatifs” , which helps people understand what autism is and spread positivity about it, through art, articles on their website, and more ways. I am emetophobic, arachnophobic, I’m also afraid of insects in general, and of death (which, ironically, might have saved me time and again.) and many of the things associated with it (so like, loss of blood, bones, etc, make me VERY uncomfortable. I cannot even look at ANYTHING that’s IN the body.) So if I can avoid that, I would love to. I also swear sometimes, kind of a lot actually, but especially when I’m not in a good mood. Or to express exuberance. Lol. Shows I like: Di-Gata Defenders, TMNT (2003!) , Miraculous Ladybug, Voltron: Legendary Defender, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Legend of Korra, Avengers Assemble. *Seriously, I love Marvel! Also Thor is a treasure in this one! Adorable!* I also used to watch Digimon Adventure, (01 and 02) which will always have a special place in my heart.  My favorite singers and bands: Celine Dion, Shania Twain, Bryan Adams, Phil Collins, Marc Dupré, Simple Plan, Owl City, Bon Jovi, Nickelback, and James Durbin. (who is an aspie, like me, and has Tourette’s Syndrome. If you haven’t checked him out yet, be sure to do so! He sings well. :) ) I am a kindness activist, if you will. I highly encourage people to spread the kindness, and have even saved lives doing so, and made people’s days. Spreading the kindness is one of my favorite things along seeing others perform kindness and be touched by kindness. I hope to do great things in life, and save more lives, both with my art, and with my gifts and the words that I speak. There are so many ways to spread the kindness. I had to learn it myself, but the websites randomactsofkindness.org and kindspring.org greatly helped me with that, and helped shape me into the kind person I am today. Though I am constantly tired and drained, I try my best to get through every day. So, what are you most likely to see here?  Well, I was thinking of mostly chatting with lots of different people to make my characters accurate both physically and in dialogue. You almost definitely will see me posting positive and kind and encouraging things or reblogging them. I might, might post some of my poetry on here. Who knows, maybe it’ll help me get a following. Might post extracts of my stories and some of my drawings as well, who knows. Not me, not yet. I might reblog some fanart or things I find pretty, fun, amusing, well, things that tickle my fancy. Probably pictures, mostly of my birds. Heck, I might decide to give away some giftarts to some people...who knows. ;) Oh and by the way...I love puns. ;D And I think that’s all! Hope you have a wonderful time of the day, wherever you are, whoever you are! May Peace be with you. And go, live your best life, without fear or restraint, it’s right there waiting for you.