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09lover · 11 months ago
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my reaction after ()’s attempt to gaslight me for the uncountable time into trying to repair this broken relationship that they ruined
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throwingideasatthewall · 3 years ago
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Clone Wars      Revenge
Fun fact; I acc-         idental-ly started the wrong episode
       [So a little Spoiled]
   Didn’t make it far past the intro of          “Re-Vival,”
     [Past           “Outer Rim,”]
      Onto the actual             episode;
       [Logo Red]                   Still weakest-
      [also yeah whatever happened to      Grievous?
     Like, he complained about it being           beneath him,
      And then      we never saw him        again,
    That entire-    episode;
    As well as        Ana kin;
   That entire        dinner          scene;
      [Seriously was that only for cheap trick to     establish tension?.]      [Obi         -Wan           ]  
      Oh yeah      he straight up       murdered         a person
      [Fun.     -          little de          tail-]
       (Like yeah he murders a lot of people        but I’m pretty sure      that was a big one)
    -
  Any how,    
     ?           Aight             -      oh yeah 
return    -ing       to the abuser-
    -       
   ?    Can      Relate-          -    B-r
   He’s - basically screaming
     Also couldn’t you just set it to auto pilot -
     - and go take care of him?
      Like - I know it’s a junker
       Also-
  Oh,
   You left the person-
    Who are you found curled            -up,           Under several things-            Of garbage-             In a quite literal            labyrinth,
         In an enclosed space            ~with no way to get to you-             ~ if something goes wrong           and/or              they feel afraid
            ~Like~          Trauma is it’s own animal and venting is fucking weird
          But if you’re going to be involved-
            I don’t think throwing them in the back is the best idea-
            Like yeah
           The idea in this case is sending them to accoun-                 tability-
           With just           them-selves-
            But the difference-
           Is it just a sterile environment         with the basics they need to survive,
            And an environment that is stable and pretty            much completely in their control,
          [as much that can be allowed]
           Here there are  plenty of boxes                   (Things out of               control-)         and the vehicle is constantly moving
            No wonder        dude’s               freaking                 Out,
           [You’re                  Damn-
   [Point        being;
      Savage’s           bedside             manner;          Accoun-tability?                Pretty               bad,
                 [Like even I am most known for my                       vengeance,                         And you know it’s bad                        when I’m telling you to cut him a                      fecking break]
                     Like                          dude’s                    pathetic,
                    [Can’t help pity-                         ]                        [Enabler]
 That also makes a lot of sense
Like, yeah he’s far above the ground
         When stability-
   [Dude ate the full       tox]
 [Like dude completely bought his own        lies]
 I-  don’t know how to feel about that situation other than please take him to accountability  before he hurts him self        Please,
 ,
Yeah gaslighting will clearly help    toaster strudel,       here,
      ?            ?
    How are you supposed to do that when           you trapped him in an         en-closed           Space-
         ?
        Dude some ship contain-ers shifted and now you’re blaming him for not moving,
        (Like I get the implication that he scared and he moved it in front but we really didn’t see much to indicate that)
       Like they just moved on their     own,
    And dude did literally nothing to help his cornered brother out of the thing
    [like I’m not for enabling tox]
   But self-defense and         anticipatory           [as well as innocent until            done guilt,                   “
   Is pretty high     on my list of reserv         -ations,
         [Gen             Stick as close to              Account.                as possible,               -]
            ?
          Yeah probably a good idea           considering War zone,
            ?
           Yeah they’ve         been dead for a while and did it largely of their              own regard-                  ,
              ?
            Yeah             sucks for him,
           Coming back,
              To this
             [also you think the Flashy amulet would be telling him not to because you know the attack ,
             Green smoke
             [Time to get        gasolighten]        -          ?
    Mother-       -         He-re
   Clearly dead
   [and your      Gen clearly didn’t have medical on staff              .               Like yeah they have magic that can bring back the dead but they don’t know first aid,
         Great
 [For witches they really don’t know a lot about      herbs and      stuff
  (The Cauldron       yeah,)
    Which is weird because   mred is generally associated with physical    knowledge
   (The science       s)
   And he did a real good job,
    Like we-akest dude on the board whose job amounts to         widespread warfare           (But a pretty disastrous record in          guerilla warfare)
        And you still lost him with the late present playing in              (What was even their focuses              ?)
      Su-rvive
     Lady, there is one of you,
     Two if you count Ventress,
  Unless,
   Oh no
   Nope keep your weird       creepy re-venge        cult,
      In the past,
      ?
       -
    “Would,”
          [which is why            I didn’t get him                 myself         ]
                    [Better]
                    [For                        Every
                     One,]
        “Damage                  ed,”
     Which is why I brought            him to you              Gas-lighter                         -                   “Life,”
    Oh instead of taking into accountability
         Let’s subject him to more                 abuse;
            Some                   Thing             The past        is tox,
  Would definitely be better for him to wake up in a nice        warm place with food,
    Kenobi
   Didn’t he     just rem-ember that         now?
      Like;
     Why is there the        rattling of chains?
     (Oh yeah let’s re-introduced to          enabler to its toxic abuser;
        Like yeah           I know it’s still there            because he didn’t deal with it,
          But he’s clearly not in the head space
            [Seriously just send the bastard to accountability]
                  [empathetically]                          Gas light
                     [i’m trying not to make as many jokes about the gaslighting but that is a literal gaslight]
                     Hey isn’t that the    illusion of help,
                     [Also how is that supposed to help with the        crates?]
     Also yeah wouldn’t that piss him off more because of light, light saber the last time that occurred?
     [Like I’m not saying don’t use herbs on the guy who got injured, I’m just saying try to make it less pain...ful?
              Ok, seriously those boxes were a lot hotter to move a few seconds ago what the heck
        [it’s not major.     but it is a minor          thing?]
          .                  F-ollow
        And make the injured, toxic dous-ed-              Person run,
           (This family’s bedside manner is               fuckin awful,
             His horns?
              Seriously is no one          going to help him,
               ?
   And a graveyard
    Perfect nothing better to put your patients at ease then being surrounded by the dead women’s of the last patients
                 Great
    Guessing the surgery isn’t going to be approved by any            surgeons lately-
         ?
        Un-attainable
         ?
       Geez,
        Like some herbs could’ve done that you didn’t need to     poke him,
        Like how is that supposed to help him go to    sleep?
      ?
      That’s clearly not sleeping,
       Which is good because that’s not a           Gaslighter talent         (TALENT is used          very loosely here,)
     “Symptom”       is more           like it,
        [Like, that was         fear as he fell back and she        poked him in the face,]
Aw,
  [This was way too screwed up to be             Complete acceptance of guilt                    And healing,
               So,
              Symbolism wise,
    I’m going to have to go with more gaslighting
  Aka, pretending to fix the       issue,
      Because that’s not how it works in either a       psychological sense or            (Obvious               ly           Medical)
                                                        The witches                                                              practice                                                           pho-science
                          Not a line                              I’d thought                            I’d be uttering,
                                   But up to this point they’ve been keeping it mostly on point for gaslighting        (Sy-mbolism)
                       Here it   kinda breaks down,
                        Like, how
Unless    it’s higher point.
     But No.
    Scene         doesn’t really make       sense,
 (Like the     ani-      mation have no idea what    theo-      retically          is going on,
         Emotions,                Nada,
 Damn, herbs       Lady, herbs,
  Like,        I don’t-      Think        The      Medicals        Would          Be         Too       Happy,          With the lack           of            anesthetic              There,
       (Like             Geez-  Think dude would        ra-
      ?
  (Like that’s some       tox feckin      medical lady,)
    Also great now he’s gone unconscious from stress; hopefully you didn’t emotionally scar the bastard,
       Geez,
     Yeah I would’ve that kinda      frozen terror reaction to if that shit happen  
    “Ow!”
     Like, dude, no wonder,
    ?
    Feels wrong,
    Oh, those were his feet
    Also yeah leave your patient in a terrifying          ce-met-        ery
   I don’t think anyone could       blame       me for feeling bad for this guy at this point,
    Like lady is a bunch of malpractices wrapped in a bunch of         ‘fucking don’t’
     Terrible bedside
        Tor-ment-
         Legs
     [Honestly, surprised         dude isn’t screaming in terror, pain and agony
      [That take some serious breathing exercises]
      [excuse me if I sound a bit pho-science]           ]
      Geez
    Re-stored
   Not the      word,
   Some humor      might’ve been appreciated there
    Also yeah what about his organs and      shit?
     How.
   [i’m getting too much in the    medical.
   Just,
   This,     shouldn’t have wor      -k       -ed           -            Seriously 
   That is your reaction?
   [I was honestly expecting          his vocal cords             to be shot,]
      Like I was not expecting Lord Butter              of the Fucking Edgy
        Was expecting like a       stutter or some thing,
      [You know a gradual recovery       Period]
      Dude talking like it’s been a few months, a few years since this whole thing went down
     “ oh yes it was a very dark place.”
        Like I feel like that’s kind of cheating,
         Like,
         That shouldn’t            have fixed it,
         You just ran past a very             interesting conflict           with space magic-
         [Like I guess I don’t have to worry about his grudges              with anyone]
       -and Tal-Zin surprisingly didn’t use this make the        trauma go away button with           Ventress
            [That feels like              cheating,]
             Oh, so he has probl-e-ms                 sta-nding?
               [Like, what?
                Is the            problem?
                 ]
                 Also yeah don’t help him at all dude
           Like going on about how           im-portant he is-
                                  I mean his bed-side-
            No on second thought you stay over there, you’ll probably attempt to gaslight him otherwise,
             Anyway after that Adventure in  Malpractice and Gaslighting                    ,              Dark music,
            Just stumbles          ar-ound,
       Sur-vive
       ?
      Was that an an-swer?
       I-
     Well that went from Captain Butter I-am-       Over-it,
     To Murder,
    Pretty damn         fast,
       ,
     Also what about the male tribe,       you know where these guys came from?
    Like Ventress only screwed with a small portion of    them,
    (Like a significant portion of their offspring        , but not the whole village)
       Then that other          village?
       (The one-   on the other planet?)
     Any-way,
    Stop
 Well this just went    from one to     basket Case-       -  
[Ok where did this come from?]
  [what’s-       with the soliloquy)         ]
    -        Found
   Seriously,
    Whoa,
    Like that   anger takes time to build up,
   Don’t get me     wrong   I’m no expert on space magic;
  However this is why I have issue with magic;
                  [Specifically                         non-elemental;                         (Earth, water                         fire, air,                            And                          Lightning)
                          Because you have to be really specific about what it represents and get the side effects right
         Otherwise it’s just a reality breaking                    cheap trick,
                     Skipping past a lot of interesting    conflict and emotions,
                     [Had they done that and just started it off at   some     random           Emotional)         Plot point)
       I think I could follow              -ed it easier,              (Or at all)
        Because right now he’s just acting very inconsistently and        irrationally
  (And not the           emotional     “drank the whole bottle of          tox,”           ,The puppet shouting lines with no connection with each other, making absolutely no sense            Kind
 Like “Congrats, you’ve got the emotion        now you need the consistency,”
      (You can’t have your time skip      and        your emotional conflict too,
    They are connected    and you have to earn them,
         E-motion
   (Yeah,        people who swallowed the whole tox pill don’t tend          To be        very good at that,)
      That’s why they’re sent accountability
       So there’s no additional pressure
       (And they can go through the long relatively painful process in as much peace as possible,  should they decide            to,
      In-stead of stewing in their own      mi-sery-            -                |.  
         ?
    Heck did you find     that?
     Like he and his light saber presumably fell to the ground and will deliver to the same dump,
      (Is that Savage’s?)
        ?
          Or an        instigating abuser who has less power than literally anyone else                 (Their victims)
            Aside from the                Gen break,
              -                   Great recap
             It’s completely unnatural 
     and forced,
              [Like you could’ve had him slowly regain his memory and repeat this back,
         This being like a prime recovery arc moment
           The arc words     of recovery,
      But you rushed it
       Now, it’s non-       sense,
       [This is why    you have to take time doing things,]
         Heck it didn’t even have to be an               arc long-
           Maul runs the top of a hill,                 With Savage- cha                  s-ing,
              [Stops suddenly,]
               [Silence]
               [you get a nice cinematic shot of the sun or some of the     celestial bodies,
     [with the emotions im-plied of      someone who just came back to        life-]
       [and is seeing the world         sentient for the first time,             ]
        “I-
          [Fumbled                   for              Words]
             I- was                   -The                      Appren-
               [Really adding               that depth of                 loss,]
                 [Savage possibly                        taking his shoulder,                     possibly emphasizing                            a new edge                          to his character,      An empathetic one,
                   “you can start anew,”
                    “C’mon let’s head back to the                      ship,”  
                       [Guide Maul back to the ship
                        [Dying sunlight]             
 For some      humor;         *Turns           Back,            Keys           hanging           off          finger,”
     “you can ride          in the front           this time             around,”
     [MIGHT BE TOO             FLUFFY]
    [Can adjust       using color scheme;         And more aggressive              tone,]
           So, yeah, that was episode              [not the side pieces]
    The first half         was         relatively good...
      Before promptly descending into        bat shit insanity        (Not in the good               way....)
      [Around the resurrection of Maul              from the           gas magic)
  From there,         The tone gets pretty thin        and intel..
     With the brief whiff           of emotion,
        That barely passes decent            on the fun scale,
          Not passing fun
         Just luke warm humor,
             Over images                  happening,
             With little (or-no                   connection)-
                ?                       [They still haven’t fixed Obi-wan’s                           eyes,                           Or his tone,                             Or his                               face,
                           Man is like an expression- less       Emotion-less doll,]
                               Competing with Anakin                                  for the youngest looking Jedi
                              [not sure if that was the point with the re-assignment      surgery/     Facial   reconstruction).      Arc
   But they really need to talk with the med Droid         that approved that       and get a       fix,
    The inability to express emotion        isn’t cute,
     (He looks        like a toy!)
     -Not Good-
     -
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