#amicililium

[sleepingheir]

@amicililium cont. X

At that moment, Noctis wanted to tell him, say it out loud finally what he had been dealing with since... He’s not sure when it started, these strange little emotions that the Prince had yet to completely get a hold on. He supposed, sleeping with his crush wasn’t the best method of handing it. This whole thing was meant to be no strings attached, the older having no idea how Noctis truly felt about him. It was both amazing and torture. Seeing this side of Gladio, one that he often wished was solely his. But he knows... one day it would end, Gladio would find someone, really find someone, and be happily in love with them. And it wouldn’t be Noctis.

The very thought makes his heart ache. What’s worse... he’s the Prince, the possibility of an arranged marriage was real, and fuck it tears him up inside. if he was normal, if he was someone else, he might actually have a chance. But here his own fears, his status, who he was... stands in his own way. As he feels those fingers in his hair, leaning towards the touch-- seeking more of it with his eyes fluttering closed. Gods, he wanted to tell Gladio how much he....loved him.

Noctis suddenly realized, he had been causing his Shield distress. Caught in his own dilemmas and not noticing how it affected him. “I didn’t mean to make you worry,” he offered a small smile. “I’m fine, seriously...and you’re important to me, Gladio.” Brows furrowed, lips pursed into a thin line, “I mean it.”

[llymmlaens]

amicililium replied to your post: ❝C’mon. It’s perfectly normal to find your best...

i see you. we all see you. it’s okay.

❝See what? There’s nothin’ to see.❞

[soulgathered-a]

         “how do we hide this from mom...” she might have watched gladio take care of the firewood and asked to try to cut it herself... and perhaps she had underestimated her divine blood and maybe the handle of the axe is broken into two halves.

// @amicililium .

[forsaken--lullaby--moved]

I just felt like you yourself could use some positivity lately. I just wanted to say what a delight you are to see on my dash and I’m looking forward to interacting with you one day. I’m sorry people are giving you such a hard time and I hope you don’t let it keep you down.

I'm sorry if i make you worries —! Yes some people are terrible but — lately i can be my worst enemy as well but this is no one faults -- i have difficulty to deal with my high anxiety and others things but i appreciate your presence here as much as i appreciate the others. 

But— thank you for sending this.  I'd like to interact with you too , you have interesting muses & i like your portrayal!

[mtlvi-blog]

@amicililium

He sat there, watching the stranger a few tables down as he ate, then glancing down at his own meal. The other wasn’t at all shy about how hungry it was, and it showed in how he ate. With a tilt of his own head, the clone opened his mouth and copied the stranger, mimicking how he ate and the things he did.

If he stopped to take a drink, so did the clone; wipe his mouth, bigger bite, smaller bite, the clone copied it all. This was how he should behave, wasn’t it? 

[sleepingheir]

amicililium replied to your post: Sighs dramatically, “I guess as Prince and future...

“ booooooooo ”

“hush-- not everyone looks good like you okay.

[bitterroyalty-blog]

amicililium replied to your post: why does my music player play thIS SONG IM

as someone who discovered this song two days ago and immediately went ‘i wish a pitched down version existed’ i thank you.

i literally forgot that nightcore was a thing until my sister sent me some links to a couple songs and i was like ‘OH YEAH I FORGOT THIS IS GREAT’ you are welcome ;3

[magitekbannerman]

Animal Familiar Quiz

The Shark is a great familiar to have for those who are driven to accomplish goals and have high standards for themselves. If you have this familiar, you are constantly pushing yourself to get better, to the point where you may have workaholic tendencies. You seem to have virtually no fears whatsoever, at least none that you let others know about. Though you are always thinking ahead and almost constantly working to achieve your goals, you still see what is important right now, and are always there for friends and family as well. A Shark familiar is a great protector, and gives their master the will to push themselves to reach their goals and continue on. ~~***~~ This familiar represents -Perseverance -A driven mindset -Work-oriented -Fearlessness -Protection -Efficiency -Perception

Tagged: @rex-cxiii

Tagging: @mtunit05953234, @noctisyoulikeahurricane, @calamitysshatteredson, @floweringeclipse, @caecus-scientia, @stonecoldmeme, @massadamnata @royalbratprince, @bestchocobro, @brigadicrs, @axgmented, @loqis, @amicililium, @ofsilverbullets, @kookychocobo, @iimpulsio, @cactuarenthusiast@moogleheal, @ofhighwind, @trashkingizunia@curatio-ministra, @crystallineglacian

[vjesticka]

BOLD ANY FEARS WHICH APPLY TO YOUR MUSE. ITALICIZE WHAT MAKES THEM UNCOMFORTABLE.  REPOST !!  DO NOT REBLOG.

Tagged by: @bcnswolo thanks! xoxo

Tagging: @killthebxy @blessedfate @detectivewxlf @amicililium @catncore @mortuam

             the dark ⋆ fire ⋆ open water ⋆ deep water ⋆ being alone ⋆ crowded spaces ⋆ confined spaces ⋆ change ⋆ failure ⋆ war ⋆ loss of control ⋆ powerlessness ⋆ prison ⋆ blood ⋆ drowning ⋆ suffocation ⋆ public speaking ⋆ natural animals ⋆ the supernatural ⋆ heights ⋆ death ⋆ dying ⋆ intimacy ⋆ rejection ⋆ abandonment ⋆ loss ⋆ the unknown ⋆ the future ⋆ not being good enough ⋆ scary stories ⋆ speaking to new people ⋆ poverty ⋆ loud noises ⋆ being touched ⋆ forgetting

[devilglow]

olympian aesthetics ; 

TAGGED: @qkslvr holy heck a cutie <3 

TAGGING: @warsrph @bclievc @a002 @infcrnalking @uzurpr @crimsxnrebellion @devouher @devilishhunter @gumihc @ofvcngeance @loyalbuilt @pathosborn @amicililium @mvndus @stylishdevilhunter @enamourly @thrcness @castitatli @ghostpillow basically steal this from me because it’s FUN 

APHRODITE: laughter-loving, sweet smiles, dressed in silk and satin, flower in their hair, thrives on attention, sees the world as a runway, unapologetically sexual, the sea washing their ankles, in love with love, stirrer of passion, cunning concealed by painted lips, secret daggers, doves, revolution in their kiss, delighting in the waves, flirtatious winks, strolling along the beach, staring wistfully from a balcony, this is how to be a heartbreaker, your girlfriend thinks they’re attractive, wants to be adored, gets turned on my danger.

APOLLO: glitz and glamour, art galleries, turning the volume up, being made of gold, neatly-organized music sheets, notebooks filled with poetry, bathing in the sunlight, the powerful urge to create, collecting vinyl records, beautiful cover of wonderwall, playing multiple instruments, tasting like sunshine, healing touch, speaking in prophecies, smile mingled wrath, shunning lies, sporting shades, hanging out at music festivals with their friends, sleeps naked, arrow to the heart, paint brushes, probably has a Tinder account.

ARES: armed for battle, wants to raise a dog with their significant other, soft spot for children, gives piggyback rides, scarred body, blood on their hands and face, willing to fight the world for the ones they love, fights against injustice, warm hugs, well-worn combat boots, boxing gloves, bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles, fist raised in protest, ignites revolutions, fear is a prison, more sensitive than what their tough shell will make you think, exhausted, damaged goods, force to be reckoned with, red roses, curses under their breath.

ARTEMIS: keen sense of a hunter, freckles like constellations on their skin, piercing eyes, disheveled braid, moonlight peeking through the shadows, the calm of the forest at night, lying on the grass and staring at the stars, mother doe and her fawn, protecting their kin, the moon shimmering on a still lake, quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree, running with wolves, bonding while circled around a campfire, not being much of a people person, arrow hitting a target, popping egos, patience on 3%, touches heaven and returns howling. 

ATHENA: discerning gaze, unreadable face, the patience of a lifelong teacher, quiet museums, owl perched on their finger, armor that intimidates, eye for architecture, plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses, studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid, big fan of logic, loves brain teasers, go-getter balls of wool displayed on shelves, ancient buildings, sweaters in neutrals and cool colors, hair done up, can kill you with their brain, heads to the library often to research, sharpened pencils, abs that can cut steel, stoic statues, pottery classes. 

DEMETER: soil-covered hands, smile that can bloom flowers, skin loved by the sun, being the mom-friend, can lift you and your friends, flowers kept in the pockets of overalls, takes pride in their beautiful garden, speaks to their plants (elementals), leaves rustling in the wind, stalks of wheat, picking fruit, greenhouses, heart as strong as a mountain, values simplicity, daisies dotted across a collarbone, curls crowned with flowers, folded pile of sweaters in warm hues, pulling out fresh-baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air. 

DIONYSUS: drunk shitposter, on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second, seductive smirks, untamed curls, rich fabrics on dark skin, sleek-furred panthers, theater masks, stage productions, receiving a standing ovation, rose caught between their teeth, being the baby of the bunch, wild parties that last from sundown to sunup, creeping vines, inspiring loyalty, grand opera houses, masquerade balls, rolls of film, shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine-spilled floor, pouring champagne into flutes, lives for the applause.

HEPHAESTUS: the calloused hands of someone who knows labor, sweaty brow, flame burning in their eyes, inventive mind, broad shoulders, steampunk goggles, nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes, ashes, striking a match, blueprints for future projects, fixing up a busted up car and giving it cool upgrades, wrestles with bitterness, work boots have seen better years, wrinkled plaid shirts, iron melted in blazing fire, huge jackets, crafting masterpieces, greased-stained overalls, fascination with robotics, pain is fuel, stack of weaponry, even their muscles have muscles. 

HERA: resting bitch face, dressed to the nines, cows grazing on a pasture, cool rain, loving and hating fiercely, hand clutching a string of pearls, large chandelier with glittering crystals, plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims, romance to realism, pictures of the sky while flying on a plane, files that under fuck it, downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix, like their selfie or you’re grounded, knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man, dark eyes that penetrate your soul, marble and gold.

HERMES: devil-may-care smile, ink-stained hands, always up-to-date on the latest technology, will steal your french fries, does it for the vine, shitposter, puts googly eyes on everything, meme hoarder, long drives on the highway, ma and pop diners, spontaneous road trips, folded maps, fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop, shooting hoops on the basketball court, chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations, goes jogging in the morning, mixes redbull with coffee, menace on april fool’s, hoodies and sneakers. 

POSEIDON: storm with skin, colorful coral reefs, waves crashing against the shore, the sea casting its spell, stroking the soft fur of a cat, their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop, tousled locks, clothes smeared with paint, owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns for more, leather jackets, fondness for diy projects, handwriting that flows across the page, nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin, velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams, mood as ever-changing as the sea, the roar of a motorcycle compass with a spinning arrow. 

ZEUS: thunder in their heart, running on coffee, flash of lightning, natural charisma, eloquence, badass in a nice suit, aficionado of history, force of nature, lenny face, pretends they don’t have feelings but they do, nightmare-filled nights, proud arm around their lover’s waist, high-rise buildings, planes soaring through a cloudless sky, technician on the piano, maintains order, strong handshake, juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease, most likely to be voted class president out of their peers, expensive watch. 

[antimundi-blog]

(The lovely graphic is courtesy of @lustralium!)

Many oh man, it’s been a year and two months since I made this blog, and what a seriously awesome journey it’s been! Honestly, I never thought this account would ever come into being. What began ten years ago as a silly fanfic I started back in high school exploded onto a fully realized vision of what I hoped my take on Versus Noctis would become, and so much more. But with anything, I really couldn’t have done it without you guys. So many people have helped shaped my portrayal of Noctis, helped conceive stories I never would have on my own, and he’s become something I’m proud to say is something my fourteen year old self would’ve loved to see. 

So, without further ado!

The Halloween Mafia

@frostwoven, @reiivusu, @cookignis, @sage-fire, @valkyrein, @uccisore, @sukkubxs, @ssanis, @ilmortale, @deacruor, @theplagueofstars, @blessedfate, @amplectormors, @trashkingizunia, @luxarcum, @lunima, @vanishingnightstar, @triggerxhappy, @araneaxdragoon, @bxstiarius, @thekingsshield, @manicvoice, @loqis, @loveardently, @infideliis, @captaindrautos, @apocryphorum, @cuervocanto, @serpentinexfire, @eclatantfemme, @endgcme, @witandcharm, @kissafist, @daemonmade, @stellaux, @crystallineglacian, @lightwithinthenightsky, @croweoftheglaive, @black-suns-burn-brighter, @serenefulmine, @ravusnightblossom, @codeprint, @praesidioest, @praesidioest, @culinarystrategist, @floweringeclipse, @wilhelmj08, @astralxking, @sparkadream@foppishdandy, @sxrtis, @dionadaiir, @vstiges, @aegisregalis, @veloursnoirs, @axgmented, @lunaehymn, @lunaciies, @lunyrd, @burmecias-protector, @ringburdened, @ofimmortal, @betterhealing, @ofgunblades, @murroyilodel, @braskide, @scathanna, @curatio-ministra, @crwnsguard, @revcnga, @vibraea, @stcrmblade, @chancellorizunia, @re-no, @edenslostwallflower, @paterelectus, @oraculideluna, @catncore, @celestial--muses, @spartanraged, @xfkingsglaive, @misplacedheroics, @shieldiisms, @waterxhorse, @oceanschiild, @dxrknesspurgxd, @daayaan, @fleetingphotos, @lucianqueenaulea, @blightcrown, @mtbutnotempty, @amicililium, @ifhollicould@light-of-judgment, @thexrightxhand, @dvinne, @limpetoshield, @enduredxdefiance, @secretsandhushedwhispers, @faithfulstories, @craiceann-marbhtach, @undisonae, @rosewiltd, @reliantfiighter, @maljefe, @writteninthestcrs, @daemnation, @holyguardian, @stonedeafdog, @ablehearted, @viderkol, @topmechaniic, @forsaken--lullaby, @g-rimace, @gracebroken, @inhxumane, @legacydevil, @starvowed, @skyled, @otruaighe, @barkingsunshine, @badassbarmaid, @hanalghllan, @inionuladh, @masiahs, @blossomophelia, @ffamran, @monicaelshett, @locktons, @glacialhymn, @moralhymn, @lostxdetective, @losteidolon, @pampyre, @waningmoonrise, @fxrtem, @ocorsarius, @bcnriya, @vairuler, @vieseul, @mayghenan, @txvenares, @inkheartcd, @graftedhide, @izunix, @ofsilverbullets, @sinfulgaze, @letuerie, @etherealsavior, @tidalhymn, @whskyndcgrtts, @ahdynn, @nirvanaes, @palmtoptaiger, @trialsung, @nibelhime, @ffxvpromptoargentum, @drekisouled

[iriscrowned-blog]

amicililium replied to your photoset:                       Comparison: One Last Phone...

WOW HOW DARE YOU FUCKING DO THIS TO ME MY FUCKING H E A RT

//As a person who literally started her internet career in the FFVII fandom as of 1998, I HAD TO DO IT.

[sleepingheir]

@amicililium 

Noctis sometimes hated the fact that he lacked a voice, it became apparent after two years passed and no sound. Something was wrong with the child. Of course, he made life for himself even more difficult when he announced he was a Prince. By announce, I mean, he tore up whatever dress he could find, destroyed all the dolls that have been gifted to him, and angrily stomped his foot down as he signed vigorously. Lacking a voice made it difficult to communicate, especially going to school, he had an aid with him to make it easier. Gods, it just made him feel even more isolated than before. If in high school a determined blond hadn’t come into his life, Noctis was pretty sure his life would be less bright. 

Those who were to be his retainers needed to be showed how to communicate with the Prince. Sometimes, Noctis felt bad about it, but then he recalled how his own lessons were annoying and frustrating. Then he didn’t feel so bad anymore. Yes, yes, he might be mute, but didn’t make him any less of a brat at times. 

‘Gladio, you’re signing it wrong’, he smirked, and gave a small sound like a tiny bubble of laughter. ‘Here-- I’ll show you,’ he reached for hands much bigger than his. Replicating the correct motions and thus the right symbol. Honestly, even the Prince messes up a times when he’s in a rush with his words. Or nervous and his hands feel all jittery. But even as his finished, the younger’s hand remained connected with his Shield’s. His shoulders shook slightly, and his grip tightens. On the verge of falling apart, but he’s trying to remain in one piece even after-- even after all that’s happened. What they found out. Insomnia. Their journey.

There’s fear he’s hiding, fear and worry. Damn it, he’s being so weak right now, so pathetic, pull it together! Yet, yet right that moment he couldn’t and again wished he could just express himself like everyone else. If only to make it easier. 

‘...Do you think I can do this?’ fingers moved swiftly once he broke away. ‘Be a King?’

Noctis didn’t feel ready for any of this, even after gathering two of the royal arms.

[icarusmade-blog]

^^ I’m doing drafts over @amicililium && @oraclecrown rn and then I’ll get to starters ! 

[oraclecrown]

okay, time to plow through some of Gladio’s drafts ( @amicililium if you aren’t following me there ) and then queue up some drafts here. 

[bustkill-blog]

" This is the 'i swear to god i wasn't checking you out in a sexual way i just really appreciate a woman who can definitely kick my ass' apology because I realize I was definitely ogling you from across the room. I was just trying to figure out how to ask you to spar with me. I did not mean it to be creepy. "

  Taking notice of someone like him checking her out? Hard for her to miss, while his apology wasn’t quite expected, she accepted it silently. Though he seemed to know of her being easily able to kick his ass - she let out a sigh then looked away from him. “If you wanted a round, you should just ask.”

  That shouldn’t be too hard, “creepy?” She chuckled, that wasn’t creepy at all. “Are you sure you can handle it? You wouldn’t want to be embarrassed, being beat by a woman.”