#amd the worst part is on the outside im doing sooo well i have great grades and good internship a perfekt relationship but living with my
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Oh my god i want to kill myslef so baaaaad
#my mother needs to GO AWAY finally i cant take it anymore#i want to go NC i cant take it anymore!!#only one more year left but goddmnit#she has been staying home for months now and i cannot tkae her anymore. i hate this family so fuckign bad#everything aboit her triggers me so bad i want to pull my hair out and scratch my skin off#ive genuinely gotten so depressed again im thinking about suicide again#my best friend shouldnt have saved me back then. i shoudl have died at 18#i could have had PEACE but insted i keep on suffering in this shit ass life. itd not wortg it#good god other than my boyfriend and my few clostest friends nothing has been woth it. i want to die always have always will#my ocd isnt getting better bc i cant fucking get the peace or space to recover and my mom keeps making it worse#i want to get better i want to feel normal good not crazy anynore but ahe keeps being an abusive piece of shit#amd the worst part is on the outside im doing sooo well i have great grades and good internship a perfekt relationship but living with my#parents makes me so miserable i want to end it al#i cant take this anymore#i need more help than im getting and i need to get away but i CANT until im donw with schooling and can get a job
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